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the best is to dont like anybody, that'd save everything.
hahahaha but the problem is can we control our heart?
i doubt we can ...
lol wc -.- HAHAHA.

kk, today afternoon or whatever shall be HOMEWORK!
yes sarah, get it all over with by this weeek! ((((:
see la, the stupid zuowen, wonder who invented those topics,
so damn difficult to write. the scenarios are so hard to FEEL for -.-
started on a love story then wiped the whole 100words thingy out.
LOL! :D

omg O_O 4daystoBAOBEI'S 21stt bdaeee :] LALA!
yipppee. the banner's like damn nice okay, wait i show u :D
fonts by ME. color combination by CANDI JIEJIE.
cut and paste by baobei herself, and of course, the money is by her!
LOLLOL! my favourite is the "BIRTHDAYYYYY!" yeeehah! (: lolls.


and er, what else to blog about ah.
oh yeah people, congratulate sarahh for getting HIGH! :D
emo's alllll gonee (: like the spider in the water spout(:
isit? itsy bitsy spider --> EMO!
so nxt time, remind me, instead of saying, i'm emo -.-
say, imma spiderrr! so the spider will get washed away sooon xD

lol, coool dream wc, so anticlimax. LOL! hahahha.
but its still cool okay?! HAHAHA. maybe one day i'd have a similar dream!
--
♥

till now i know, sarah had so little importance in your heart.

i always thought dreams meant a million things.
now it doesn't even matter, i don't care anymore k.
want tell then tell, dont want tell won't die.

after tonight, if nothing happens, we'd just call quits.
i dont know u, u dont know me.

hey, thankyou timothy&wc for the ppt :D
it was really nice of the both of you (:





okay, now i have to say something which i dont usually say.
fuck.

bye.

"one day, if you'd really think that i'm nothing to you, i'd say you'd done the absolute right thing ... ♫

hahah, yesterday was a blast at sengkang(:
pei-ed baobei and candy to compass in search of 21stbdae DECOS!(:
coooool. they cost a bomb la $35 for just deco papers and balloons :x
BUT I THINK IT'S GOING TO BE REALLY COOL :]
lalalala, i promise ZILIAN PICUTURES on that day -.- lol.

did my math ws in the morning. i counted, there's NINE D:
lala, sarah, DIE, won't you?
my indices is super screwed, forgotten everything,
don't know how i scored 25 for that ct.
and there's still so much more homework, IM GONNA DIE.

target: finish everything b4 week4, excluding projects.
; oh how unrealistic =x LALALA.



♥ ILY, reallllly :D

"HATE is a four letter word
LOVE is a four letter lie..." ♥
by teesh

♥
and that's the best camping group i ever had, throughout my life :]
----
today's going to be as boring as usual.
except SENGKANG! :D yeah, i'd remember to bring the scores.
okay, at least i remember now. i think i'd fotostat it for u (:
see, im sucha nice cousinn :D be thankful. muahaha.

:] lalala, things are getting out of hand.

1. my life
2. my love life
3. my homework
- including history prj, fps, math UNTOUCHED -.-
4. my guitar exam. (collects dust apparently)
5. my moodlessness -.- (i doubt there's a word like that)

---
okay everybody,
i shall start my work and be a fairy!! (yea, better than monster)
LOL! inside joke.

okay, nvm. bye :]

teach me, baby, teach me the meaning of love, ain't it just happy company ..

after reading your blog, i don't know what to say.
:D maybe i should also stop falling in love with someone else;
enough being said (:
enjoy your holiday and grab a break yeah? ;D
everything's gonna be okaaay i guess ((:
---


sarah has to convince herself to stop procrastinating,
and attempt the homework battle D: sounds more like some game :/
yeah, lol, feels like solitary confinement,
everyday results to the same ending and kicks of with the same beginning.
with nothing better to say :D but alot to DREAM of, well, having.
14, and skeptical o_O

waking up at 10plus, showering and changing bla, till 11plus.
and from 11plus, i'd play piano, slack abit, do paperwork minorities,
then at 1plus, i'd have lunch (which doesn't vary much everyday D: )
and tadah, the laptop's on, i sit on my white office chair,
and get on the HOT-LIFE on the internet DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i'm like online almost 24/7 ._. the internet's freaking me out,
so is msn ._. cos yeah, and well, there's nothing to do on singapore streets.

i'm almost bankrupt. my dad owes me money -.-
like 80bucks and plus =DDDDDDD but currently, he hasn't returned me the $.
and my atm's abit hungry.
tell me, how to shop? go where to shop? go with who?!
gosh, i sound like some aunty. but i haven't been shopping for 1 day since well,
april mid D:

i can't wait for the 14th june, bbjj's 21st :D
lalala, but it means, one more week til sch begins D:
which is HORRIBLE, cos i've more than half of the hols hw undone.
look at my mundane lifestyle, i can't be bothered to do anything.
moodless, yea, right vocab ._.

of course, there is still a 1% of my blatant life,
which is maybe less boring, like well, slping and msning some people =D
HAHAHA, but.
i'm still dying (no wc, i'm not cursing myself)
dying of boredom -.- LOL!
--


There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.
- Victor Rodriguez -

hahah, today's fun but still, i hate my mother D:
okay, i don't mean it that way,
cos im not totally rebellious,
but it's like she aims to ruin every plan i make D:

woke up at 11 this morning, best slp for many days,
no alarm, no shouts from brother/ mother :DD
which is a plus, so i won't have panda eyes forever.
my father had taken half day's off la,
so he was chaffeur all the way,
from sending my bro to tuition (which is practically useless),
fetching my mom to and fro tp (she has to mark papers),
and bringing me to meet up with cas and friends :]
had a filling breakfast just 1/2 b4 my lunch,
i'm fat :x LOL!

reached the lta and met some people from 2D there,
including CLAIRE AND SHAFAYE :D hahaha.
not bad, quite interesting (: the last station was th best i think.
the pressing button thing was lame la.
at first i thought it was a racing car game.
then it turned out to be answering some indefinite qns o_O
LOL!

overall, cas, amanda and van are super fun :D
yeahyeah, we should go out tgt next timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
WHOOOOOPEEEEEEEEEE :x




*cas' high now la, horh horh horh?! :DDDD lol.
bbt tickets [: HAHAHA.

k, bye.

helllllooo :D
i'm so bored. anyone who reads this,
target wc. he not online :/
so is timothy D: RAWR
okay, so maybe tonight is schwrk night :D
i shall be guai and concentrate (:
last night was nice alr lorhszx.
sarah, be contented. HMPH. okay, bye.



# still, wc, come online!!!! D:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the question.
5. Tag 5 people

1. How are you feeling today?
[SHE-好心情]
omg, so TRUE! (:

2. Will you get far in life?
[xu jing feng- 一个人的星光]
loneliness, haha, maybe? D:

3. How do your friends see you?
[show luo- 蝴蝶秀]
err. LOL!

4. Will you get married?
[avril lavigne- losing grip]
HA! lose grip on my marriage? kinda true for someone like me la.

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
[the best of richard clayderman-casablanca]
LOL! how musical o_O

6. What is the story of your life?
[演奏- 藏在微笑里的秘密]
hahah, LOL. should i b laughing?!

7. What was high school like?
[angela- 乐园]
LOLOLOL! hahaha, garden?! :D

8. How's your life going?
[evan yo- 我想要说]
sad song eh DDD: i want to say something?? ._. maybe.

9. What's the best thing about your friends?
[jay- 菊花台]
LOL! majestic!! duh, sarah princess ma -.- haha, laugh.

10. What song will they play during your funeral?
[fish leong- 亲亲]
guess i'm close to some people, hahah :DDD not bad leh.

11. How does the world see you in?
[kelly clarkson- addicted]
ohmygod. this sucks. devilish D: okay, go hear it.

12. Do people secretly lust after you?
[angela- 香水百合]
i don't understand, no meaning ._. LOL!

13. How can you make yourself happy?
[rainie- 你是坏人]
either that i must be with a bad guy, i must call people bad, or i must be bad! lol.

14. What should you do with your life?
[avril lavigne- skaterboi]
er, got meaning meh! T_T LOL.

15. Will you ever have children?
[hong jun yang- 小孩不笨2]
yeah, smart children. 2 means 2? i want children but i dont want pregnancy -.-

16. What song would you strip to?
[jay- 麦芽糖]
LOLOLOLL! very unexpected, but i won't strip :D -.-

17. What does your mum think of you?
[5566- i won't give up 永不放弃]
omg, NICE SONG! you better listen. so my mom thinks im either stubborn or determined.

18. What is your deep, dark secret?
[jay- 浪漫手机]
hahaha, true ma. my phone so many lovely secrets :D

19. What is your enemy's theme song?
[SHE- 说你爱我]
omg my enemy wanna make me love him/her! :D HAHAHA.

20. What's your personality like?
[avril- innocence]
okay, im going to vomit. you're vomiting tooo right -.- so wrong i think.

21. What song will be played at your wedding?
[许若英- 豪言累坏眼泪]
hahha, true mah. you must have cried for your husband for many reasons right(:


5 people
:D smy
:D sofina
:D kimberly
:D timothy
:D anyone who wants to do.

finally, a nice & NEW blogskin :DDD
hahah, i've been searching for months -.-
not kidding okay! HAHAHA.

i'm feeling much happier and higher today.
and i hope i'd remain like that for at least a wk.
(: i sound constrained to happiness,
but it's the truth, so bear with me o_O

anyway, the picture up there is serene on the left,
and i'm the one on the right! (((:
srry didn't put your picture up, ingting,
we looked rather constipated there x] HAHAHA.
and and and, you'd have to guess for yrself,
who's blueheart :DDDD cos, im keeeping silent.

meiyi must be having a good time in brisbane now.
the sun isit? or wait, WINTER? okay, idk.
((: should be winter since it's australia i think.

man, i feeel damn bored. wc, come online quickkkkk :D
FALALALA thanks for cheering me up so much.
yup, you're right la, you have magic powers -.-
surprise will come in the form of email on friday,
i think :x HAHAHA, before you leave for some foreign land again(:

ah, suddenly i miss sixten loads.
see la, sam and yingliang, make me damn nostalgic now D:
and since it's the holidays, i can't wait to see ENIVE,
once again. but, i want, bickerings & exams to be gone.
which is like, impossible :/ HAHAH.

okay, since i'm so high, i shall give a line of smileys.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
people, (yes, inclu. u TIMO) FEEEEL BETTER! [:
alvin's trick heh.
feel better feel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel better.
okay, feel better? HAHAHAHA.
if i can go for the chalet i sms u lah :D TAHAH. but i doubt can. LOL.
yes yes, alvin the bachelor is a nice name -.-

last night, i went with my mother to fetch my bro at ehub,
after his show. which was like, TWELVE midnight (:
and he had some soggy popcorns from cathay, was hungry,
so i grabbbed like 1/4 of the leftovers.
i'm growing fat :D sigh.

went for stupid checkup this morning and they gave me tablets instead.
guess its better :/ cos i didn't vomit like for the solution.
but it tasted horrible. and, it contains anitbiotics.
which i'm allergic to. lets pray i dont get fever tonight :/

RAR. everything's cleared. i'm so glad now.
ytd night was really, engaging and i guess we thrashed things out,
haha, frequency was not bad huh (:
i wasn't as retarded as before, to say HUH on your every word. LOL!

baobei's 21st birthday would be held at the poolside nxt to my house!
YIPPPPEEEEEEEEE ! woo, sarah, HIGH ALREADY LAH! ♥
i'm helping with decorations !!! :D &hopefully after the party,
i can stayover at my godmother's placeee [:

i'm tagging along with my godmother on my godfather's muar thingy (:
although it's just malaysia,
i think when i get back, i'd have a btter time breathing.


--♥ Ilove BH!--

HELLO PEOPLE THIS IS MY 500TH POST!

& i'm dedicating it to people who really made my life more meaningful each day :D
---------
!MOMMY, DADDY, BRO
!COUSINS (materal)
!KSCUBE (sisters forever yeah! )
!DHSCHOIR! (: (one big family)
!ALTOS! (loves)
!CAROLYN! (loveya 4eva)
!RUOWEIIIII (confidiante!)
!TANG YI TING (mad girl)
!TIMOTHY (yup, i'm right behind you!)
!WEICHIA (hello, m.m. right?! HAHAH)
!SITONG (yo buddy!)
!YINGLIANG (hahahahaha)
!DANIEL (all that we've been through)
!CLARENCE (for cheering me up)
!SAM YONG JEK (msnmsnmsn!)
!EUGENE (drummer, hahaha)

499th post. and i'm going to waste it.
blue heart? blue, as in like blue?
blue was you alright.
blue heart? you must be kidding me.
a blue heart never existed, never at all.

so emo so i kupped from jingqi :D

1. When do you wish to get married?
probably never D:

2. Where do you want to go the most?
anywhere but not in singapore. maybe back to nz?

3. Who is the person you trust most?
blue heart i think, and maybe yl? LOL. and caro :D

4. Do you have enough confidence?
according to mr.lim's talk with my mom, i have alot of confidence -.-

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
to sleeep forever. sounds like dying but you're wrong.
sleeping= dreaming. yeah.

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
yeah, i'm doing pretty fine what, if not for some distractions.

7. What are you afraid to lose?
i'm afraid to lose control of myself, um, losing your accompany :D
and people i trust (:

8. Do you believe in fate?
yeah, i guess so.

9. What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
lol. lame qn lah. prblbly run away :]

10. Who do you wish to see now?
-.- er, blue heart + yl + caro + esther + ruowei (:

11. What kind of people do you hate?
people who hurt me unreasonably D:

12. What feelings do you hate most?
lving someone :/ being hurt.
but pain is sometimes quite healthy and sexy O_O

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
yeaaa :] i hate hypocritism.

14. Do you treasure your family?
of course la. bestest :DD

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
myself :D to be happy, and bleah :D

16. What do you regret most in your life?
believing YOU is one of them, and many more.

17. What do you think is HATE?
hate? oh, i don't know. strong dislike after being hurt.

18. What is your definition of LOVE?
when two people enjoy each other's company, cares for each other,
so much so that they won't get sick of being with the person every day.

19. Who are the people who really stood by you when you were at your worst point of life so far?
huh? family, cousins, caro, joey, est, yl, bh (which actualy means blueheart):D

20. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eye?
someone who's always there for her/him and um (: yeah.

hello person.

you know ever since i met you i've been hurt a trillion times.
i never wanted to forget you, it was you who wanted to forget me.
you who told some friends some shit, made me confused, made me pissed.
you who wrote stuffs on your blog, making me damned,
hurting me so much i thought maybe i should close down my blog,
cos maybe it hurts too D:
so now you can go tell others that i'm a real sucker.
and you're going to thank me for some entertainment right :/
in your mind, online, whatever!
i don't want to care, but i do care. so i want to let you know,
i care and i know who you are referring to in all those entries and pm.
and we shouldn't act this way cos it's really childish.
we shouldn't hide from reality cos i feel that it's better thrashing things out.
i never said i'd be happier with someone else,
but you thought that way, so fine. whatever, let it be yeah?
and you can go tell the mountains and the hills what a piece of shit i am okay.
i'm not about to care anymore.
i try so hard to pretend that i'm not affected by what YOU say.
i've even put in greater effort to know you more.
so after writing this, i guess you know i am affected right :/ okay then, great.
i'd never forget you, and if we cross paths one day, i'd still say hi.
you may ignore, or do your usual runaways,
i'm going to be affected and the cycle continues, until one fine day.
remember, you started all these, and you're irresponsible to end it this way.

sung,
sarah.

today my brother was suppose to go watch narnia with cousins.
-.- 2 girls okay. and he was like I WANNA GO. so, fine.
in the end, there was some misconception btwn my mom and him,
so he had to go with his friend. its TONIGHT, at 9.50.
like, wth, so cool. okay, lemme show you the conversations.

mom：哎呀，你去叫GABRIEL 跟你去啦。
bro: 等一下她妈妈不让。
mom: 你有不是GIRL， 为什么不让， 去打。


loudspeaker was on :D
bro: hello gabriel (and the usual)
...
gabriel: what? 9.50? my mom won't let me watch movies with my friends.
bro: huh? she scared you kena rape?
gabriel: guess so?
bro: wth, which girl wanna rape you sia. you're a GUY.
gabriel: dunno leh, dangerous.
bro: okayokay, in case you dunno i also guy -.-
gabriel: yeah, can tell, but not confirm, haven't break voice.
bro: lol, u never go with me toilet b4 ah?
gabriel: don't siao me leh, ask yr mom call my mom tonight.
bro: you how old liao, go movie nid my mom talk to your mom -.-
gabriel: eh.
bro: ah, anything, bye.
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i was giving that damn diaoed face larh,
and my mother was laughing o_O okay, nevermind. LOL [:
hahaha, i don't remember when my friends asked that :D
okay, maybe for other things, but movie lehhh!
and neighbour somemore :/ LOLLLOLL! hahahah.

okay, i'm going to continue with my merchant of venice.
it's interesting i think. and the poems are seh, but some i don't understand.
lol, im not so literally profound :x
the 10 characters are like o.o and clarence say, "easy la" :/

then there's the 2007 eoy chines paper which i actually plan to do.
unbelievable but true, cos this term, nth is more important than STUDIES!

and the math online stuffys. D: wah, most boring ._.
and i've successfully finished the science paper.
casandra, can we make it wednesday instead for the LTA?
thursday seems abit packed (: HAHAHA.
and i heard we have to book ]]: RAWR.


th most funny remarked made by sam yong jek. wait ar.
Trueno AE86 says:
u so sad no games
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he's trying to say i very poor thing no game to play :/

okay, yl has to finish his dota :/
and entertain me on msn laterrrr :D if not i kil u.
nah, i spam your new number HAHAHA.

lol, byebyebye. i miss sixten loads :D
enive's not bad either luh actually.
but dhschoir pwns everything elseeee (:
shps choir toooo [x

lalala, sarah, stop slacking. bye (:

495th post.
4 post in a day. WOW.
ripped the qing tian score.
meaningless now i guess.

晴天? 会有那么一天吗？

maybe i wasn't even, well, her.

seriously blog, life's getting from bad to worst.
issues i have on my mind.
according to which one worries me more

1. daniel
2. you
3. your friend (blue heart?)
4. health
5. homework
6. friends
7. family

hello. ain't my list good.
if i could strike out 1, 2 and 3. it'd be better.
for number 4, i guess if i continue vomitting my medicine, it wont get better.
and 5, shit. 6 is rather okay, and 7's abit better.

thats all.
everyhting's just so screwed.

(:
你不要等我好吗？
爱我的人，会很辛苦，也会很痛。
我不能保证，我一辈子都不会喜欢上你。
因为从我认识你以后，
我被你的一举一动，你写的话语，
给感动了 ：D
看你的网页，是我每一天的期待。
但我相信，有一天，你会觉得自己好傻，
为什么会浪费时间，爱一个不值得你爱的人。
那个人无时无刻，会做出伤害你的事。

AHH,
im so bored i'm dying :DDD
merchant of venice!!! -.- im not making sense.
zhihao's changed for the better, im not kidding.
it doesn't sound like him on msn. LOL!
fated to love you almost made me cry;
it'd be unusual to see me cry watching something.
i dont cry, last time i cried was on 10th january.
hello sucker zh, can you rmb why -.-


today's a special day man, wc ! :D
lame, if you dont come back tonight you'd DIE.
hahaha. i'm joking. i'm not so unreasonable on right?!

falalalala.
bye people, sarah's such a sucker.

hellos people, im back with pictures. its rare for me to post pictures but yada yada. LOL!



the four of us, i look ugly lorh ._.

he's like MY boy -.- looks super real right.


l.o.v.e - complications :/

ruowei's gd cam skills which revealed my emoness :D LOL!


dearest picture of all. me and ruowei, with red monster :D HAHAHHA.


5 of us, yes, wo men shi ke yi de! (: FALALALALA.


ain't caspian and i a perfect match? *don't cough, don't vomit -.- LOL!*


kissing him O_o LOL! elaine cai lingyi, jealous right! :]

FIVE CHORISTERS :D this picture is nice tooo (:


CLAIRE CLAIRE CLAIRE! +sarah :DDD hahaha.


ting, me, ruo, laine, wen :D in mrt(:


sex&thecity -.- why make m18?! see, my face actually can go in one lorh (: but ting ah .. LOL!

eating sweeets. yikes,late post for cam, cos im bzly EATING GUMMIES :D LOL.

i've been tagged by JANEEE :D lol. and im uber bored now.
... sighs.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
accept and move on (: he should have his reasons anyway.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be with you forever?

3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
a few friends in a private cruise? LOL(:

4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
yeah, i guess i am, very. so indefinite.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
someone who i can talk to, feel happy and cared for and never fall asleep (:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone and being loved by the same someone :D

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
until he tells me a definite no, or, aiya, i dont want to answer this, hahah:D

8. If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
feel happy for them :D

9. Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
er, my health D:

10. Is being tagged fun?
yeah, sure, im bored anyway.

11. Do you see yourself in ten years time?
if my health continues to deteriorate, i doubt i will,
but lets think of the positive side ^^

12. Who are currently most important people to you?
god, family, friends, YOU.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
JANE IS:
funny, weird, high, lovely, sweet.
i believe she's vomiting at 'sweet', hahahah.

14. Would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
Single & rich. but if i reallly like the guy, i don't mind married but poor (:

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
different stuffs. sometimes check handphone, sometimes play piano, or the usual, brush teeth :D

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
dunno :x still fourteen don't want think so much :D

17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
the qn is .. okay, nvm. i'd believe i dont like any of them.

18. What type of friends do you like?
friends who let me crap and dont stop me from crapping, lol.

19. If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
yup, i would. i would prevent myself from meeting some people, and feeling, and some things from happening.

20. What is the last thing you would do before you die?
smile :D cos that means i'm happy, and feeling happy is the best thing in the world.

8 people to be tagged:
smy :D
sofina
jingqi
timothy
sitong
min
and whoever else (; LOL

HELLO BLOG! I'M BACK FROM outerspace-.- LOL!
okay, bet you guys missed me, but nevermind :D
i shall reply tags now [x though most of them are the same (:

♥
alvin/} yes, i feel betttterrrr!(: LOL
hafo/} lols, im opening it now :D hahah.
sitong/} im cheeredup!!! :D hahah, nxt time tell you:]
yellow peach/} yesyes! ALTO THE JING SHEN!
richard/} lax, i wont die !! HAHAHAH.
lingling/} yes, i AGREEE! (:
jingqi/} i got new account, addd me! its in my prof :D
alvin/} cheeeerup already -.- boredom lies still. HAHAH.
shuqi/} yup, everyone has their outer personaaa (: hahah.
kimberly/} "no i dont" is acting dumb. HAHAHAH. -.-
xintian/} thankyou, yeah, ENIVE!! wan sui. hahah xD
richard/} hello again [:
yellow peach/} you say boo, i say BANG! hahah,yupyup, a2!! (:
yiching/} opened and thankyou sopppie :D

hahah, okaay, done :D
let me tell you about my awesome first wk of holidays okay (:

monday♥
went to schoool like so freaking early for choir prac.
around 10 people met at buona vista tgt, and we walked there,
last part: in the rain! :D was drenched, but fun :D
i remember my mood was like swing'g. even ruo thought i was weird.
of course lah, i mean, who doesn't turn weird after emo-ing,
after reading someone's blog D: and amazingly,
that blog made me high before and now it made me sad ._.
ruowei pampered me alot that day, okay, srry darling.
then i forgot what happen.
oh yah, mr. tay scolded us after lunch.
before lunch we learnt the chinese song, and it was yucky.
bet he was pissed, and even more pissed when he heard the german piece.
D: then, something happened i think. forgot what.
but went home with ht&ruo. ting had her psltc thingy on.
so she was lucky

tuesday♥
rv exchange, best of choir camp :D
i love rvh+dhs chorale exchange group 8 !(:
ilove ZQ, SHERRY, RUTH, &thea2inwhitespects :D
you guys really made exchange so fun.
high around, at first thought could go vivo for lunch,
but realised that lunch was provided for us ((((:
hahah, means my wallet got MONEY to save! ^^ heh.
played games in the morning,
then taught the rvhchorale hikari ga in the afternoon.
learnt in 15min damn efficient.
rv pres led stretches!! ssuper tiring.
went home with some nice nice lovely cups with candles frm the rvhc.

wednesday♥
best day of the weeeeeek :D okay, maybe 2nd best.
fun fun, super duper fun after lunch :D
hahah, before lunch we had sectionals, and altos, jiayou alright?
:D all of us have been through the sec1 angle -.-
you'd realise you're really dumb not to put in your best for choir when you're sec2.
im not joking. now i think back and i feel dumb :x LOL.
so so, sectionals, and lala, it was abit waste time lah D:
then, we had altos break and ruo and i chionged to the foyer! xD
someone ran away when i came -.- like i was some monster D:
shall not mention who .. but,
you played really really really really well(:
and i'm going to surprise you with something soon. can't guess eh?
._. time will tell (:
alrights, then had lunch with JINGQIIIIIIIIIIIII! :D loves.
long time no see la xing gan licious (: hah.
bachormeeeeee xD k, lame.
then practiced for awhile more, tral-ala. then had, GAMES!
which was damn fun. my group was vivolaaa :] with chikhim, yongxin&claire.
sheez. i can't believe i lost kenneth to the snr's trivia !! :D
hahahah, qn "how many earholes does veron have?" ... O.o
LOLLOLL! and he actually answered correctly!
and had water over my head :D
captains ball we pwned, like alot, 9 to 1 i think :D hahahah.
then was entanglement! :D and while we entangled snrs poured water on us -.-
lol, and my ahhem, lovely, "puke" jingqi purposely pour on me! :D
recieved sitong's sms, believe it or not -- i was jumpin like some idiot.
went back in the mrt shivering cos i didn't change into a dry shirt.
reached my godmothers hse, cos i was staying there,
and realised i had a 38.smth fever, but apparently, I WAS HIGH.
logged on to msn immediately, for who ah?! LOLLLOLLLOL.
and finally after i came bck frm dinner, can talk! :D YIPPPEEEEEEEE.
boredom -eased-
oh, remember what day is tmrw horh :DDDD i'm being like a piece of lameshit.

thursday♥
AH. AH. morning prac.
then VIVOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND NARNIAAAA :D
with ruo, ting, laine, and wen :D
photos later, but it was really super fun.
had the "gauy" talk ;D laughedd alot (:
realised ting had the least to tell :x HAHAHHA.
camwhored loads tooo :]
and went home at 10 plus, still with fever :D wow.
srry, i didn't come online >< HAHAHAHAH.


friday♥
was boring D:

saturday♥
was cool on msn(:

today♥
boring all over again ....
hahahhaha'



sometimes i try so hard to escape,
but now i realise i can't, escape from you.

hello blog. i feel like dying D:
i'm really ill and i need medicine. i don't know what's going on in my body,
and my mind.
swallowed like 2 panadols just now and nothing worked ._.
my eyes just wanna close, and my stomach's really pain,
and my heart is beating super fast, it's painful :/
i don't want to be like last time, where i used to faint, even in sch.
i've just stopped taking the stupid painkiller,
and now its back. GREAT D:

and i have choir tmrw. heng there's no PT. if not i'd really die.
...
morally, and physically.
maybe i'm already dead morally.
nothing seems to work in bringing up my morale.
sarah sucks to the core. sarah is a piece of crap.
ah, fine whatever ._.


i'm sad cos there's no one to cheer me up.
wc! why you flyyyyyyyyyy D:
bang, i suck.

hello blog. i feel like deleting you, or maybe i shall go on a hiatus D:
not because of too much workload, not because i've been typing spam,
not because of a particular person, not because im dying,
but .. its just me O_O

i doubt i'd come online often, because i'd stop asking myself to.
i doubt i'd update often, because it makes me reflect ._.
i doubt i'd hear the right music i want to hear, because dreams rarely come true.
i doubt i'd know you all forever, because .. i want to leave so much.

bye. bye. bye. bye. bye D:

hello blog.
im so sian, im going to D:
timo! come onlineeeeee :/ hurry up okayyy!(:
lalala.
okay, bye.
what a lame post.
the lamest post for century.

一天一天 贴近你的心
你开心 我关心
一点一滴 我都能感应
你是我 最美的相信
等不到双子座 流星雨
撒满天际
新点燃九支仙女棒代替
最灿烂不一定 要许多 钻石黄金
看你眼睛有幸福的倒影

把你的讨厌 转几遍 送到天边
平凡的傻事 用了心 变成经典

最浪漫的心愿 便利贴
贴成无限
就是我们 最富有的宣言

把你的喜欢 每一天 复习两遍

惊喜的语言 我的天 通通灵验

你和我的心愿 便利贴
贴心里面
收集感动 给以后怀念



hahah, open house today (: our performance was early lorh ._.
and at that time, so few people arrived only D:
but i guess it wasn't that bad.
jiayou, i bet our nxt jy target is VIENNNNNA x]


ah, did i mention, im super high today!!!! :D
cos of blofkadjkfnsjkdlfn and bkdjfalkds;fm;kldm; (:
btw, TIMOTHY YOU BETTER GET WELL SOON OKAY -.- hahahha.
gosh, im getting crazy.
forcing someone to get well soon is really crazy.
how could i force someone?! its in god's hands.




i hope you liked my surpriseeee :x hahah.
you must be in nn now :D enjoying yourself.
thank you for your nice nice surprise, ilovedit :D
yeah, i miss you too x] HAHAHAH.
see you in 1mth's time!!!! (((:
go mug in nn lah, studies most impt :DDDD HAHAHA.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D im HIGH and EXUBERANT :D


maybe,

"Conversation has a kind of charm about it, an insuating and insidious something that elicits secrets from us just like love or liquor"

Lucius Annaeus Seneca

today is a nice day.
thankyou for the surprise, it was reallllly cool :D
and it brightened up my whole day (:
you played really well, but the heart matters more :]
you'd get your surprise when u recover,
so may that be your motivation to eat more good food. LOL.
no junk ah.

o.o someone's flying tmrw, that someone's gnna recieve a surprise.
lets hope u there got internet horh. if not, hais, tonight will be the last.
LOL. and lets wait for one month over xD LOL.

tmrw's open hse. wonder who's dressing arabian.
i'd be bringing my beloved cam, and whore about. lollllosololol okay, bye.

i haven't even completed my artefacts :x
i can't believe im helping such asses like zhihao do his D:
blahsdksmaks, sarah's a sucker, still.



oh no ._. you're sick D: again.
don't wrry about anything other than your health,
cos its more impt alright, whatever's gnna happen like in the lt,
can be done another day. so long as you can move your finger muscles(:
LOL.
i can't wait for the surprise tmrw, you wont leave me in disappointment,
like you said(: i'm waiting .. :D
i really hope you'd just appear suddenly, i believe that'd be my greatest,
undisappointment, but im dreaming.
lol, i'd wait for your surprise tmrw, yeah, frm 11.45 onwards (:

when you read this at home, i should be smsing you :DDD HAHAHAH.
okay, nights and get well soon xD

kimberly didn't come sch today.
without the crapppper ._. LOL, miss you dear.
anyway, today was SLACK day :DDDD
but i sort of regretted coming sch lorh xD
did nothing at all.

first 2 periods rozana didn't come,
so what did we do? slack lorh, hah! but i completed my math(:
so got shou huo, then smsed someone and emo at the same time.
next LA, marc left us, so biollo came.
he showed us the tkam film which i'd alr watched, so slack again.
continued smsing, then RECESSS o_O ohyeah.

okay, had wanton with meiyi sofina didn't eat :/
lol! rarely see the sexayye leg meiyi eat one lah[: LOL.
then, um .. was BP.
wow. even slacker man, watched anastatiaaaaa :D my beloved childhoood tale.
okaaay, believe it or not, i LOVED anastatia like hell when i was young(:
although she's a cartooon, she's so pretttty:D
just the same as how the guy who likes mulan is shuaaai (: cos he has packs :D
LOL -.- gimme the diao face. k, nehmind.
so waste more time, then math.

did i mention after i watch tv fr very long i'd feel like sleeping?
never uh o.O so math, i fell alsp like 2 times, and mr. lim sorta woke me up.
im so slpy luh D: so many things to do and there's so little time,
then i feel so guilty watching those shows when ive so much LA left undone :/

okay, then was errr, LA again ._.
sian lah, told us the holiday homework, and its like sldkasmkdnas wth -.-
mov and tkam, killu. HAHAHAH, tkam suddenly seems like a breeze to mov D:
and the eoy format. grrrrrr. study again.

nevermind, next term, study comes b4 anything else,
before <3><
be back only arnd 9. and i'd immediately come online D: to chiong LA -.-
i'm still at artefact 1, oh shooot me, sarah cry for maycomb, uh lame.


......


and yeah# for tmrw's 'yueding'. its 11.45 at u know where (:
seee y'all :D its the heart that counts anyway,
you promiseeeeeed me. and yes, im camera-ing all these down :D
memories leh (x


i hope tmrw would turn out fine, but things i want i can't deny.
is it really the last hope ..? D:

EDIT/]
friday, i guess til' then. if nothing comes out of nothing,
i'd just walkaway. im here, all the time, i guess.

thankyou for all those nice memories throughout the past weeks.
although it was less than a month .. i think, i really treasured them all(:

<3

YAY. alvin made me high -.- ohyeahbabehszx.
cos he tAGGGGGGED O_O see lah, i so nice, credit u to make me happy.
siao lang (; hahah. and psps. i not so emo one ..

okay, appart from that small millimetre of happiness, i shall go back to emo.
:D




sheeezman :o i think i can't take one more look if not i'd faint.
TADAH. i wish i could go back to before i knew you,
before some stupid stuffs happpened and before, well, everything(:
yeah. guess tht's more than impossible actually :] hahaha.
but im trying, trying to forget u, trying to stop myself frm talkng to u,
trying to prevent some shit frm happening once again.
i've given myself enough chances and i think i'm done for it.
i shall go back to th past, back to who i was with, and not redo stupidity.
for that moment, it seems so pleasurable, typing to you,
but as your icon turns grey, i start to think n can't fall asleeep.
yes, guess thats it (:

i'm leaving and i know you won't feel a thing. cos you're not one to emo(:
JIAYOU, for everything that you do.
but i doubt i'd ever be behind u once again <3


love, sarah :D guess thats it.

can i just leave? and don't care anymore.
i guess my heart still wants to care, but it ain't there(:
LOL. im contradicting. yeahyeah -kfc.
hearing different stories coming out of everyone,
not knowing which one to believe. do i even want to know the truth?
hahah, chillax sarah :D grr ._.

i think i'd count to three, then leave for real.
im pretending to be strong but i so obviously am not.
im just some stupid girl who zibis all day :DDDDDDDDDD
tadah, see? i can still throw :D when im upset.
i suck? precisely.

ooo. i hate to emo but i guess i wont care anymore.
im happy when i see your alphabets but i guess i could live on without them.
does it even matter who gets hurt? HAHAHAH. LOL.

okay, byebye. enough of emo shit.

HEY(: hahah, today was an okay day i guess.
pissed for first 2 periods ._. then okay liao.
:D

gambatte ne sarah(: chiong LA!!!
french was fun lorh, i never slp. sitong, hyper kia.
no, im kidding. yes, im kidding -.- ER, joker.

eh disiaoer last night, tmrw be IN for a SURPRISE,
by yours truly.




i dont want tmrw to come lah -.- realllllllly D: guess y. LOL.

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子

天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单

爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行
到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信
自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你


shoot, ignore that emo bit.

OKAY. IM HIGHER AND HAPPIER NOW(:
LOLLOLLLOLL. i guess small italied texts are going to go. :D
smile.

hey dan, im back. back into your life(:
i've just awoken from my most beautiful dream.
i'm sorry for my hostility towards you for the last 2wks.
i promise i won't do that again.
yeah, you're right. i think you're the best.

helllllo. kboxing ytd with relatives was really fun(:
now my voice most seh alr (: HAHAH <3
wait, i show you pictures :D

er, dont want lah, lzy upload -.- LOL.
and since someone called ruo ask me update then i shall lorh [:

im cutting down the words for my history. fullstop.
hahhahah.

currently im feeling kinda screwed. dont know why.
maybe someone just used a scissors and poked another hole in the heart in my head -.-
LAME ME D:
i dont even know what im feeling now. guess im super low.


\IM MIXED UP I DONT KNOW WHO I LIKE -.- uhh yeah.
rw, yes. the secret. LOLLLOLLOL. besties rock lah.
i think im sounding stupid, trying to figure out who i like.
cos im quite sure i like someone but i dont knw who.
ain't it a weird situation to be in? never head b4 have you.
D: bleah.
im going to die alr, if this continues ... O_O like im going to get struck by thunder.
hahahah, sarah is being a joker. i sound hilarious.
sometimes i wonder how i can continue being a human feeling all this.
people have a certain feeling and its not like i dont have feelings,
but i can't feel what im feeling. -.-
ah, im crazy. ignore me.
it has been 2 years since i last felt like that.
that was to another somebody i guess.



bring me so near yet left me there,
cos im unsure if you could tell me what im feeling.
what's all this about.
tell me won't you. but do you even know what i feel?
hahah, bet you don't.

hey d, 17.05 the start of our pact <3

dad bought me a IXUS 950IS <3 ohyeah, babehszx. lol. HAHAH.
im high already, then mom bought me wallet(: YEAHMAN.

hahah, LEVEL CAMP rocked on. zackmunks, MUCH LOV-ED ((((:
in no particular order ..
♥CASANDRA
♥VIVIAN
♥PJ
♥SINYEE
♥ZHIHAO
♥JEVIENE
♥WEISHAN
♥WENJING
♥TERENCE
♥BRYAN
♥WENKAI
♥DEON
♥CLARA
♥JEN
♥FABIAN
... &forgetlerleh, paiseh -.-
but nevermind, i remember all your faces, just forgotten the name :D
you guys made camping in st.john's so enjoyable,
i'd always remember the times we had spent tgt :x
viv&cas, lets do the DANCE in the hallway or canteeeeen <3
... siao ar, people'd think we crzy.
hahahh -.- APPLE BOTTOM JEANS & BOOTS WITH FUR .. hurh.

most sexy lah.


anyway, campfire rocked like alot O_O faved okay.
item wasn't as bad as i thought we would pull out ((: ever-lastminute,
but jeviene and deon, PRO [[[:
hahah.
many things happened in camp .. and some made me happpy some made me sad(:
i guess, most happy things went along with zackmunks ..
but.


*i think i want to let you know how i felt when you walked by my hi. did you feel anything? well, i guess not. i emo-ed for a whole one hour, guess i cared, alot. you could ask my groupmates D:


okay, yeah, camp's over.
and I MISS ♥ALVIN (: LOL <3 stupid joker who disiaos me.
and I MISS ALOT OF OTHER THINGS.
i miss meet'g some people so many times that my frens convinced me its fate LOL.

bye.

heeelllo. its like a few more hours to deadly camp (:
okay, its not deadly. its kinda fun actually :D
lets see, hm. me, cassandra, jeviene, clara, terence <3
okay, not bad. at least i kinda knw a handful (:

mass dance today was horrible.
cos learning dance need mirror !!! ._.
if not to convert into mirror image is damn hard.
the moves for the chorus were super robotic. ><
but later on the other parts were much better.


before choir had some break,
then me and ruowei went to the LT to play piano.
... why didn't you play. ain't my point obvious for asking u there ..?

then was choir.
wow. choir sounded reallly GOOD (: sectwos pawn it all.
even ms.tham said.
hahahaha! (:
released early. hooooray.

kk, i'd blog again when i get back.
bye.

爱和痛如此纠结,悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累,成了一片黑
相同都已无法相灭
泪水滋润着泪水,背叛是黎明一种慰藉
完美的借口,泪无不留下,你不如用乱箭射他
我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错
不甘心,不闪躲,只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
即使我头也不回,这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁,别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没,给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却困住了我
我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错
不甘心,不闪躲,全为了失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
为什么……连谎言你也不说
那人也许不如你想象的那样爱你
但并不代表不是全心全意地爱你



level camp. can't wait.
feel like splitting up with my class.
:/ being with my class has no point..

being with some others has,
but you're all not in my grp (: LOL.

d, i dont need your picture,
i wont miss you, LOL.

The thing is that i'm not worth the sorrow

yesterday.
emo like hell. got pissed at almost everything :/
felt like shouting but no sound came out of my mouth.
kicking or punching something, but i knew i couldn't.
being alone, but what'd that make me.
crying beneath my jacket, but what'd the class say.

at home, msn was a lifesaver. made me happier.
to think that at least someone thought i was nice :D LOL! hahah.
so chatted till 10 plus and then, i suddenly wanted to die.
so i just crashed on the bed and fell asleeep.
i think i lack sleeep D: RAWR. hahah, and im so tired everyday.


today
was better i guess. mdm rozana asked me abt TKAM ..
and i was like TKAM so cute -.- LOL?! seriously, that person's mind got prob.
then LA! i suddenly forgot how to do comprehension!
arrr, heartbreak. comprehensions are like my .. marks gainer.
okay, must go pick up the skill again.
math was slack(: mr. lim explained the prj. yay! im same grp as CASSSS <3

okayokay. thirdlack was slack and slp too (:

yeah, and bye.


* you'd b a part of my memory

HELLLLO :D
today was okay.
eugene added 1 mark to my geog paper,
so now i have 16.5/20 :D NOT BAD RIGHT?!
hahah, the slacker has finally bucked up.
but tingster, you ah .. tsktsktsk -.-
rozana gave me full marks for sci file ((((:
YIIIIPPPPPPPPEEEEEE (((:

hahahah, okay, im feeling like really really sian.
luckily there's wc talking to me jz now.
then my bro came and i had to say bye -.-
so now im msn-less. stupid bro huh, keep seeing my stuff.
tsk.

oh yeah, and casandra and i are highfive buddies.
grr, the escapade from reality .. GAH.
ama's quotes are the best, loved them, send you me alrights(:

hahah, there's fps tmrw. gah, and piano lssn afterwards.
sigh sarah! D:

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

i dont know what to say, i dont know what to do.
your words are killing me because i dont know what's going on.
living on is like a misery itself.
glad i got my choristers and family by my side.

sometimes i really feel like backing out, of everything.
i want to close my eyes, and never open them the next day.
i want to fall asleep and never get out of my bed.
singing with my choristers forever, or mixing with my family,
everyday ... in my dreams.
then i dont have to face the horrifying reality =X

hahah, i'm wishing everything would just go away.
i dont want to think anymore.
i want to .. i want to .. die? LOL. hahah, stupid me.

i'm like the worst person living on this earth ..
so why should i even live on :/ damnedit.
i'm feeling so down.

heyy! D:
stupid aircon just died :x aircon in my ROOM D: rarr.
damnedit. now i have to sleeep without aircon -.-
okay, MAYBE, and thats MAYBE,
my bro would go upstairs to the master bedroom to sleep with,
my mom and my dad would go to my room,
so i can occupy my brother's roooom <3 which is really cosy lorh.

gah, dad refuses to let me use his study room to do my wrk.
there's like AIRCON there. but since he's big fat butt and so many things,
occupy the entire room, i ve to admit to fate,
and just live aircon-less.
not surprising if i just perish cos i NEED aircon :x

rawwwwwwwwwwwwwrs D:
why can't life be perfect throughout,
so we dont have to deal with some sorta thunder?!

let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead.

hello. ytd was really fun :D
okay, it was super slack and th result was like O_o
but i got the treat clarence promised :D
the 6bucks thingy in coffee club (: HAHAH.
and i didn't have to fork out a single cent the whole first part.
zhihao was being very mean to me throughout,
so i decided to be mean back.
zhihao INSISTED on treating sofina's younger sister.
you know the eyes he used, make people suspect he's some kinda biantai -.-
i was super unfocused till kimberly came, then we started chionging,
but my laptop batt was almost dea by then.
so we went to the library >< where we had to stay uber quiet.

we met enya and nicky on the way there :D
hahah, turned out they just finished their juben thingy at rason's(:
then we hurried on to the library to complete everything up.
so everything's done and whooopeee :/
we went to the foodcourt to eat.
sofina, kim and i had the same food which was the kimchi noodles.
realised it was actually maggie mee :[ sigh, money wasted.
but nevermind D: HAHAH.
zhihao is a PIG. he eats alot. like twice of the rest of our diet.
he bought some tomyam thingy, then later a whole western food set.
managed to steal around 1/3 of his fries. :/

didn't go sengkang to join my relatives today.
because min told me she couldn't make it ..
but later they went -.- like, grr. you should have told me earlier lah.
and then i was like, "how you guys get home?" and she was like,
"fly home ... stupid qns -.-"

and then went home :D

today
i feeel so dumb now.
i borrowed roy's acc book to copy because i didn't even copy one word,
when zhanghua was droningggg BLAH.
and i managed to copy like 4 pages, then GAVE UP.
my work is like scribbles -.- i think my grade'd be a C.
then there goes my LSP because my sewing sucked like O_O 7/20 ..
dotszx, lala .. failing is bad for health sarah!
grr, im such a slacker D: i think i'm not cut out to be a girl.
you know, copying words neatly and sewing are female's niche :/

just finished my circles assignment and practiced piano.
yay. i'm performing guitar for a christofori concert :D WHOOOPS :D
(: its like guitar ensemble. can't wait.
had to share book with edmund cos i didn't bring my bk ytd :x
and i finally heard mohliang talk LOUDLY D: what a shy guy luhs -.-
siya's mom dont allow her to participate -.- like WTH D:
i dont care, you must go. no such thing as wasting time,
performing is experience :) performing is part of the art darling ^^


okay, to end off, im bloody pissed at my damn laptop.
cos apparently, i can't start up the stupid video we took hours to compile.
we thought, okay, since cannot open, maybe tmrw can.
so i tried, and ... shucks luh. D: ytd's effort allll GONE :/
smug dust -.-

so later i'd have to complete this goddamned video which is like,
doesn't even matter to me whether i get B or A, as long as it isn't a C.
because my chinese is like O_O already.
and i must do my LA letter writing toooo ><
if not, there's no more time during the weeeekdays.
since i'm having guitar supp and piano combined D: bleah.



可惜不是你，陪我到最后 。。

letting everything go, memories flying by,
tears streaming down, promises broken.
now i hope you're gone, go forever, and dont come back.
i didn't even say, 'yes'


Hahah, today was an okay day.
i do realise that my previous post contained alot of emoing(:
crap lah ><><
HAHAH. and blasting music in class is really FUNN FUNN and FUNNNNN! (:
...

okay, and that's all for a pretty day. maybe?
ruoruo, JIAYOU <3 cca mates are the best. love, altos! :D



hey, read your blog.
dont think its my business,
but cheeerup okay! :D hahhah, im happier now ;D

退到了绝境再退,破碎到不能破碎
那么为什么,你就不肯说,我只能再一却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲,绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说慌,我却受惩罚
你不如就用到此想
我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错
不甘心,不闪躲,只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

♥
hello dead blog. you better be less interesting if not i sense some serious hate. you better not speak so loud, have big actions and attract stupid attention. because some people hate you. yeah, i'm talking about me. really. what i said really matched me. i bet some of you hate my ways of fun. fine then, get back to when everything was a lovely silence. i'd change, because of what was said.

i feel so weird all over, sometimes i really wanna go away, faraway and never come back, to see all your faces. Its like okay, not all emotional and dragging feelings, but really, When you look at my life from a certain angle, you suddenly feel like there's no more beheld importance of it, and why live it to my fullest? :/ weird? dont drone on about me being a real pessimist or whatever, but won't you just pause and think, tell me, is my life by itself STRAIGHT? meaningful? bright? no. i mean, obviously i dont know what life's going to bring me at the end of half a century, but somehow, i can't seem to give a damn anymore.

damned,
sometimes, helping never seems to be appreciate. your lending hand never seems to get you anywhere. it derives complains for which, you are to comply, if not people may just regard you as some asshole or self-centered biatch. but hey, i'm not born to help, remind, sacrifice, and lay in misery. i mean, if i could, by all means, i would. like what i'm doing now, for some. but thing is, i dont get appreciated, it gets me nowhere. i'm doing things out of my personal limit and where does it all end up? in the trash? wowX2 :D i've to put up with your tantrums, i've to help in all ways i can, and i have to shut up and just let everything go. ohboy, that just hurts like hell. so why dont you guys just understand?! can't you? i mean, i haven't let everything go yet, but one day i should, like really, let go. pretend i dont know you all. if it ends up this way by 2009 when _____ splits up, then i'm glad to tell you to just well, pretend you dont know me.

dont freak out. but ________s, i'd just remind you so you won't forgo one thing in thought. that is, _____ ain't that bonded afterall(: "aww, thats so unshocking. i mildly forgotten." okay, maybe i'm the only stupid fool who thought that we're now like a family already. like wow. yeah, you mates can go on being who you are. you all have no problem, no problem at all. problems all lie with yours truly, so just morph me and change me enough to become who you guys want me to be. cos apparently, sarah is afraid of people tantrum, so i shall just use this advantage, bcos, sarah won't get angry. its like, i've heard that a thousand times. "have you seen sarah really angry?" well, "oh no, i haven't. the longest she could be angry with a particular thing or person is for 1 day(: you can just be angry because of her anger, and she'd say sorry. or you could just ignore and pretend she's non-existense, then she'd say sorry cos she believes in her OWN existence. or jolly well just be nice to her abit, and everything's okay." alright people, so i wont get angry huh. so i wont just paint myself in navy for all the pathetic emotions that flow through me yeah? fine, whatever ways you want it.

at times, i really love ....
choir :D like my choir mates. i think they're the best. like maybe, well, we've paved a certain path for all of us with the same passion to walk down. we're not frigs just dumped together into some chute, but we're the same in passion. i mean, 2___ ain't like this at all, other than that we're all homosapiens dumped tgt :x in choir its like, we just gossip and talk so freely, i mean, we really, okay, there's no black and gaps within us okay. we're kinda frank with each other, and tadah, we make a great team. how about my friends and mates in _____? damned it all.

seriously i can't wait for this yr to end. i can't wait to say bye to everyone in _____. wish them luck in their future footsteps, and forget everything. how i wish there was a kinda pill. the place, with all those people where i can't have free say in. because everything i say gets defended. leaving _____ is definitely for my good.i want to go vienna, cos by then, its the end of 2008, and i can say bye to everyone in ______ (: ain't that great ... if only, time could just fly by.



actually, its a simple truth, its just like that ..
like i dont get my say enough, everything i say meant abuse, everything i say was to be taken back, everything i say must company anguish and apology. fine, i shut up. i step back. i won't care anymore. strip me off my title, strip the life off me, make me like a souless wonder would you all?

its pathetic i have to say,
because in ______, i get nowhere near where i want to be in life.

but i have to thank _____, because without its value, its existense as an system of just associates, i wont be who i am today, i wont get flamed, i wont be so strong in character, i wont know what's true hatred, and i won't know hypocrisy.
however, without _______, i know whats bffs, without it, i dont think i do, anymore.

hey. TMRWS LABOUR DAY! :D hoorrraays (((:
hahahah. i think we're having KSSS :D nt bad ehszx.

olay, im quite high today.
D!!!!! >< you ah, so bz isit -.- LOL.

stupid zhihao, xiao qi like shit okay.
all ways to make me jealous huh. MY ARSE. LOL.
i dont care whether you're angry with me lorhzx.
hahha, joker -.-


okayokayokay. bye. i haven't been updating my blog regularly.

anyway, heyheyyouyou, i mean yeah, YOU.
dont be shy lah, i wont bite. looking at you in the eye, is the signal of telling you, i can be your friend :D

hello :D hahah, its sunday again (((:
and tmrw's monday, speeech day =.-
people can slack at home while i must sing sch song,
and have practice .. GRR. choir, okay, nehmind, ren3!
LOLLOLLOLLOL <3

hahah, enivians, was bazarre fun ytddd?! hahha, sad i couldnt go.
but i went to visit my grandma and cousins, LOL.
then i was showing my relatives KSCUBE+2guys video. and they said, "bucuo".
and my cousin was like, "这种啊，是看太多偶像片的结果 。。" LOL. okay, kinda true.
heh.
MY GODMOTHER BOUGHT A WHOLE KARAOKE SET AT HOME?!?!??!?! YAYYAYAYYAY.
i haven't recovered frm xcitement. karaoked their last nite til super late.
my godmother lehhhh!! O_O she has a NICE NICE NICE voice ((((:
ahaahhaah. yeah, shall go their more often nxt time. her hse like wonderland,
five comps blah . HAHHA. and my godpa and his kakis were mahjonging :]
keehehehehehheh!!!! :DDDDD then i saw my godbro's ROM pics.
so romantic lorhsxz. ahahha, but i still think i dont wanna get married.
cos i dont want kids. HAH, unless the guy i love doesn't want kids luh.
okay, im crapping. every guy wants a family one right?! lol.


i realised i keep chionging my work nowadays. im so guai. hah!
i can just sit there and chiong continuously without stopping -.-
PRO EH?! haha, lol. okay lah, got listen music.
siao one eh, the LA .. its like the whole disc is waste of time,
then stil must write DJournal -.- my as well put one word, "talk."
LOL .. grs.

i can't wait to go to sengkang again .. I LOVE IT THEREEEE :/
with my cousins, godparents, grandmother, everyoneeee :D
used to do it every saturday, now its like occasionally cos my bro PSLE.
then somemore always saturday i have to sacrifice to do prj de ._.


sch's starting again on tuesday lah.
sian one,can i just rot at home -.-
stupid stupid schoool, boring school, sucky schoool.

darling, you're mesmerising me with your words, ohboy .. :D

FOUR HUNDRED AND SIXTY- IETH POST.

im pissed. you want play isit? come lah.
fuck. we didn't even do anything to you and you come talk about us.
whats your problem luhs.
if really want play then play lah, see who win.




# hahah, D, miss me yeah? miss you too <3

When you're all alone in the lands of forever,
Lay under the milky way,
On and on it's getting too late out,
I'm not in love this time this night.

Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes turn out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World



hello blog. long time no blog, because of stupid tests.
gah :/ but finally they're OVER :D
i think i improved in my science. 1 more mark to ASTAR :D
rozana gave me a well done, LOL.

okay, now im in the sch's com lab, doing nothing but rot.
no, actually im suppose to do something, the chekjawa thingy.
hahah, it looks kindaa beautiful luhs((:
nehmind, worksheet answers i later then copycopycopy, standard la(:


today everyone's so sian, am i suppose to be tooo ?! >acting up
gahreeerrs D: staying back to complete the juben.
which i hope WOULD work out, everyone, GET HIGH?!?! ((:
clarence shall treat me lunch :D cos he AP me las night -.-


okay, now i shall do a quiz tagged by enyaaaa xD

1. What are you wishing right now?
im wishing you were here

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
MYSELF and .. yeah, well, just me(:

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
currently: vienna with beloved choristers.

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
to migrate and live a totally different life? :]

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
er, if i say yes, it'd come out so fake ._.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
im afraid i'd lose control of myself, lose the chemistry between you&i.

7.If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
BUY EVERYTHING I WANT :D cease working, enjoy life :D

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i dont think so, unless he confesses first O_O

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
eNYAAAA balls :D lol. okay, enya huh: pretty, smart, joker LOL!

10. What requirement do you wish from your other half?
to forgive me for what im doing now .. :/

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
people who .. idk lah, pissed easily? or backstab that kind ..

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
yeah, i would. i'd make my heart freeze.

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
loving someone ultimately without expecting anything in return? you know, love without conditions :D

14. Who are your besties?
err, KSCUBE? PRETTY LITTLE DEVILS? hahah. yeah, and the __ERS in choir (:

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
move. since it's not related to me, why should i care, hahah.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
er, undecisivenesss. HEH.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
i guess, well .. its gotta be either YOU, or MEIYI or CAROLYN (:

18. What's your weakest point?
giving in to some shit of some people, who later i find out are bastards.

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
i think im proud of you .. :]
20. Will you ever want to change your name?
sarah's the best name ever.



TAGGGGGS, to you guys :D
1. caro darl.
2. meiyi
3. sofina
4. kimberly
5. err.. no one else. sian luh. LOL.

okayeszx. i shall go twit my science. byeeeerrhsxzx :D

HEY BLOG. TODAY WAS LIKE A REALLY SUPER GREAT DAY.
really lah (:
i love kscube, i love them with all my might.
we'd be the 4 sistas forever, nth will tear us apart.

today's so eventful.
so much laughter and joy :]
we rock..

who needs guys when there are such BFFS around?!

hahah, alot of stuffs are going on now.
i dont know what to say.

seriously, i don't even hate you,
and i don't know why you hate me so much.
i treat you as a normal feeling, like seriously.
i can't bring myself to hate you.
but i feel that the word hate has a strong impact,
so dont hate me? yah? LOL.
okay, im crapping, yah, but fyi okay :]
you're stilll my friend. i accept your feelings of me,
but they dont affect me.

i don't know who i love man.
the game of love is so confusing,
its either the yellow one or the black one.
RAWR D:

有时候，我真的很想放手。
但我们的回忆，哪能说忘就忘？
你对我的好，我不能忘掉，可惜的是 。。
我心里好像飘得越来越远了，
告诉我，怎么办?

我爱上了别个他,那你会怎么样？
对不起，我真的不知道，我还爱不爱你。

×如果我走了，再也回不来，我希望，你能找到另个她。

hey blog, today was awesomely okay.
science class was fine, i guess.
but i wasn't as focused though, as compared to the past 3-4 lessons?
0_0 rozana is fun, she talks about sperms in front of mr.ng's face.
wow, beautifu-u-l -.-
slept during acc, zhanghua rocks socks.
dont' know why, but she does. she's my fav teacher.
im not joking :D hahah (x
amanda is so fun :] okay, i still miss meh luh. but ama still fun.
LOL. so many things to share. about ... DORRRRTS :D guhs.

lalal. geog was ... i dont know what to say.
step into class only zhihao&clarence go suan me by saying __ name -.-
kao, then the whole geog class i felt so sick.
i think about this think about that. but still had fun lah.
esp when after sitting nxt to cas :D

okay, then LA. RAWR. frighten me nia. thought is really popquiz.
then giv us the damn crossword i all dunno sia.
lol .. then afterwards he say not counted change paper to mark.
then everyone was like cheeeey.
i DREW and DOOOOODLED like crazy with ahem's name and horny stuffs on,
rason's paper. GAH.
i managed to snatch it back and erase it. if not i'd die if marc sees.

PCCG was fun. i got back my pretty cross stitch which i failed so badly,
chikkyhim likes to suan me with that D:
whatevs. i don't care anyway, just a grade -.- not even in gpa.
xielaoshi suddenly became fun and brought us to lt3.
i ATTTEMPTED to pluck another mickey mouse :/ its choir's horh.
LOL but unable cos too tall -.- TINGSTER! you broke off my damn mouse ears.

okay, thats all.
huet was cooool today. not bad. and i scored 7/10 for something.
mesmerising :D

hey. today was i don't know. after everything i heard last night.
hey d, don't make me worried anymore alright .. i care for you, though i don't love you. but we're good frens okay. don't fight anymore, don't smoke, don't do bad things anymore. please? you promised twice today, and i really hope you keep your word. i care for you really. when i heard what was going to happen to you today, i gasped. i'm sorry i'm not there for you always, whereas you are always there for me, when i needed you. but sometimes, shame really gets you a long way. jiayou boy, don't give up in being good, you still have hope.

RAWR.
the saf vocal ensemble was really the bestest best.
lol. as in i think the 2 best singers were the bass and the corni tenor :D
samuel and who's the other guy?! samuel is reallly shuai -.- LOL.
hais, i can't imagine the day when the guys in our choir would sound like that.
having the groove .. rar. :D
nehmind, one day we would become that goood, i hope -.-

mr. tay was angry with the choir today i think.
but everything became better after the open hse prac started.
i still think i'm going to sing sounds good.
i must learn may it be.

lalalala. yay. ME AND YOU are back like before. miss you, love you.

HELLO <3
is 2.4 tmrw? well, yes i think.
shit. muscle cramp, cos of PT -.- LOL.
i never had such a tough training for long.
._. i hope my leg won't disappoint me tmrw.

gahah. im watching my guitar finals CD.
okay, i didn't play very well .. but,
i think i loooked SUPER SUPER GUAI <3
like you know, shu nu .. LOL.
samantha, and meiyi they all say looks can pass,
but actions and words can't D: HAHAHAH.

okay, then i have to do so many more shit.

JIANBAO -2 more to chiong. RARRRR.
TESTS -i must pia. can't fail anymore.

RAWR. thats all.
many tests okay. like er,
everything ...
wk5 there's like science, hist and chinese AH, chengyu D:
wk6, there's geog? math? and an expecting LA part 1 of mockingbird test -.-

dokayszx. bye.

I JUST RECIEVED MY GUITAR TROPHY, CERTIFICATE & MONEY.
ohyeah. i think i rock. okay, thickskin.
but nehmind, the trophy is SUPER NICE LEY! :D

ahhah. so many things to do luh.
study for science, hist and chengyu. GAH.
dying.

so here for some enjoyment. YOUTUBE-ING.
ming zhong zhu ding WO AI NI <3 gosh, nice.

k, bye.
mug later watch show first.

gah, today was effective but tiring.
okay, firstly schoool :D
hah. MASHING strawberries are really fun okay.
but i didn't exactly help out alot,
cos i was busy disiao-ing zhihao ._.
and he says its fun to kaobei me O_O so wth.

xielaoshi gave us recess first b4 her period.
though it wasn't like really better in anyway,
cos we were late for her period after returning frm science lab.
so basically, she managed to cut short our recesses ><

okay, but her lesson today was not bad.
grrs. feiyuching is um ... uncommentable, cos actually,
his voice givs me the gooooosebumps.
then she let us hear YEQU :D hah. not bad, jaychou was shuai there.
and she explained to us the xiju thingy,
which at first i thought was like aiyah, playplay simplesimple thingy.
and now she made it seem so complicated and that,
it is worth like 100/800 of our sem1 marks.
so i think my grp better pia. if not cmi sia.

okay, then LA was slack, cos i was like just reading mockingbird.
while marc [my preferred name to regard him] droned on about some stuffs,
of character analysis, i didn't find exceptionally appealing.
lala, and sch ended.

went to the com lab with ting to meet up with clarence, zh, cas, van & siang.
wth. the librarian has a problem. he's borned retard one,
no one made any noise and he broke the silence but EXPRESSING NOISE,
in the clearest, sternest way he could.

and the laptops got blocked for javascript in flash or smth -.-
so there's no point using the lptps since the only entertainment is gone.
so clarence and i returned our laptops and all of us started sianning.

then choir PT :DDDDDDD DDDDDD: LOL <3
clarence and zhihao and sean biantai one. they like to SEE wilson run man,
jeer at him. stupid. choir guys are like more on beat?! ._.
and i feel uneasy running cos there were 6 eyeballs staring. GRR.
anyway, training was TOUGH and i felt like dying.
new implementation from shouyi. but although its like straining,
i guess it did help quite alot. and if we continue,
nxt year my napfa definitely ACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D rah.
and then all the courts were booked so we didn't play.
seriously, i think this is the last time we'd just roll our eyes when you're late.
better still for an invalid reason. you and you ...
still criticise us huh :/ i don't know what to say, more like disappointed.

mugged for lunch -.- LOL?! and tingster was super cute luh.
ask her why yourself. later i kena scolded for writing it here.
and chionged for dressing -.- LAME LAH.

practise was coool. nowadays i enjoy choir. don't know why,
but it really seems as though we're improving. mr.tay seems quite pleased (:
managed solfeges for exsultate justi in like 2 rehearsals :DDDD
YAYNESS` high. altos we pwn.

okay, then later stayed back for open house prac.
which was fun!!!!!! <3
went back tgt as a group and we SANG on our way to the mrt.
yeah, spastic, but FUN :D WOOOHOOOH.
but salmo is cancelled. they changed it to jap songs o.o
hais, salmo sounds so niceeee :] maybe we'd get a chance to learn it next time.

and btws i can though lip trills and tongue trills.
NOT BY VADER :\ but by saying dillon's method of bREAd and buttER.
LOL.

okay, bye.

怎么说忘就忘记
这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心
这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀
悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦
却显得好无助
无助得让人想痛哭
我只想要
和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要
和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记

我想这一定是报应
都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回地离去
黄色丝巾是想念
在树上被风吹
孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你

i'm drowning in self misery.
emo-ed today but now im okay, quite stable anyway.
okay, math i zibi-ed down there O_O
use the black choir windbreaker and covered my face :/
throughout math .. BLAH.

and lalala somemore, then was CME,
played halfway with zh's magnet then i feel asleep on the desk.
literally.
like SNORES and DREAMS :D cackles. eeew.

okay,then lunch i ate the poridge cos sick of ytf.
and i was uber FULL.
im convincing myself to stop piggin out,
cos im FAT D: LOL. really luh. sean, you hurt my feelings sucker -.-
clarence agreees you're one.

gah meiyi meiyi meiyi meiyi D: GRRRRR.
hais, lets heck care shall we ?! >< MANS. things are getting out of hand.
sch's a piece of shit, so is home DDDDD:

FPS was quite slack larh. splitted up the roles,
and droned on about week5 being extra uptight.
HENG french is elearning week. but i rather french cls.
cos doing french elearning is MUCH HARDER D:

yeahzszx. end of today and i shall continue my artefacts of LA.
GRR. happy bdae mister :D
so coincidentally all wish you de are girls huh.
good ma, flirt. LOL.

yesterday, the most memorable thing was .. CHOIR.
i don't know why but it suddenly seemed kinda effective(:
and we learnt like the exsultate justi thingy quite quickly :D
gah (: sat clarice's car home, so shuang O_O yes darling, friday.
grr. and guess what. my math assgm, the tough one, scored A+.
enivians, congratulate me. and i finished my entire green bk.
imba anot?! :D

okay, today's fine. kinda pissed in the assembly part ._.
dont ask why (x okay, then um, music was conga fun the rest sianed.
lala, err .. then was history and geog.
shits. the geog teacher looks totally like SOMEBODY O.O
so i dare not keep looking at his face, cnt pay attention x]
damnit. and zhihao and clarence make fun of me ._. lame la kiddos.

then so paiseh cos i scribbled some awfully emo lyrics on zh's geog paper.
and before i could rub it off he was there,
and dont let me rub it off so he read the damn thing.
so paiseh lorh >< GRRS.

blah and happy early bdae someone, your bdae's like tmrw.
and im going to wish you at 12 luh. nice right O.O

okay, bye.

sometimes, i think .. i'm some person who can't get her life sort out so easily. needing every single bit of comfort or appreciation when i things. but sometimes, i feel as if the world was in my hands and dont need any of your support near me, i stand alone. so am i weak or strong? well, i don't know. really.

eehh guys.hellllooo D:
dar, i feel so stressed. wish you were here (x
yeahxsz. sigh. so many things due-ing and tests D:
gah. im dying off.

lets see, the FPS is a total sucker.
and thats the reason im mugging now.
history i've done my part, but i cant help caring for smy.
and CLARENCE! you owe me like alot -.-
CME project was settled with kimberly this afternoon.
phews. and im asked to help some person aka zh, find a partner.
cos it seems to him that since i dont wanna do with him,
its my fault so i hve to find another imba kia as his partner.
but thats like my least priority.

okay, i've completed my math wksheet,
given complements that im a pro :D nah, im kiddin.
that and, er, well ... lets see, yeah, gong han, DONE.
last night okay. like at 12 plus. cos suddenly,
i felt so hopeless i had to do some work. and TADAH.

err.. let me think, what else do i have ..
yeah, TESTS! D: science and chinese.
i HAVE to mug for my science ... i failed the last bio one.
hopefully SR would be much more interesting :/ -bobo.

DDDDD: and i have to practice piano and guitar O_O
can't you tell people? that im dying off so soon?

and still have problems with my social life. wow. interesting.
kjldjlnfkjn f bits and f bits and bits. >< LALALA.
sarah, jiayous.

lets see ..
um, kimberly, meiyi, zhihao .. whoever else jiayou too.
yeah, darling you too (x
i'd always love you no matter what happens.

HELLO people. guess what im doing?!
can't guess? hm, msning? or wells, youtubing.
blogging? yeah, partly.
and partly MATH FILE! :D believe it! O_O
gosh, i actually remembered! xD yikes im imba.

last night when i was talking to zh online,
and he begged be to giv him my discussion journal to see,
i realised i didn't save a soft copy D:
disastrous cos i thought the hard copy was with him,
but apparently it isn't ><
then i was like JOjafdnaijsofnja damnedit. spent so long to do.

hah. but found out today im a lucky tweety bird.
cos HENG ARH! :D its ith cassy (x

(; bleahhhhs -.-
hearing BEI PAN is like hearing my own situation.
betrayal. i betrayed you dear. im sorry.
you know i'd always love you okay ._.
im sorrrrrrry darling. D:

HELLO. pictures later alright.
now, HIGHLIGHTS [current spots] (:

ONE
YESTERDAY WAS LAST DAY WITH SITTING GANG
bleah. i still feel so touchy, missin them -.-
times spent tgt was so fun, whoever disagrees?
stupid beeyotch wants a change(x fine darling.
whatever, anyway, there's still the MSN and LIFE network.
math lssn with you guys rock on babehs and um, basket?
nah. im not SO mean :D CRAPPY is the word x] hees.

TWO
BYE TAIWAN FREN
okay, not very memorable,
but their sch is like the CHINESE hogwarts[x
gladys buddy gave her cologne!! xD so cute. lol.

THREE
SOLO-ING :\
anyway, ended up quite fun.
y'know, to stand in front of the choir and pop sing.
lol. but scary. the mike in my hand was shaking LOL.
even yiting wshd she got a solo.
anyway, my voice sounded very low. and i zao xia-ed alot.
so i think i pratically sucked big time there (((: wahah.

FOUR
CHOIR BUFFFFET AT GARDEN HOTEL
didn't occur to me i like past a night there before,
until i went inside the hotel.
which was kind of ULU from the outside.
blahblah. and BUFFET was shitty FUN MAN! :D
camwhored ALOT.. and i found a great place to zilian with jingqi.
so i pulled TINGSTER, CLARICE and YURONG thereeee :]
the food was not bad.
though kimberly's bufffet was obviously betttter(x
hahahah. um, i still miss the sashimi.
and the tasty ytf soup, plus the PASTRIES and DESSERT and SALAD.
the locals were okay, kinda normal though ._.
yeahyeah(;
and then went home from dhoby ghaut MRT :]
reached home around 11plus O_O what a tiring day.





had piano today and btw btw:
barcarolle by tchaikovsky is super nice,
so is serenade by chopin :D