hello person.

you know ever since i met you i've been hurt a trillion times.
i never wanted to forget you, it was you who wanted to forget me.
you who told some friends some shit, made me confused, made me pissed.
you who wrote stuffs on your blog, making me damned,
hurting me so much i thought maybe i should close down my blog,
cos maybe it hurts too D:
so now you can go tell others that i'm a real sucker.
and you're going to thank me for some entertainment right :/
in your mind, online, whatever!
i don't want to care, but i do care. so i want to let you know,
i care and i know who you are referring to in all those entries and pm.
and we shouldn't act this way cos it's really childish.
we shouldn't hide from reality cos i feel that it's better thrashing things out.
i never said i'd be happier with someone else,
but you thought that way, so fine. whatever, let it be yeah?
and you can go tell the mountains and the hills what a piece of shit i am okay.
i'm not about to care anymore.
i try so hard to pretend that i'm not affected by what YOU say.
i've even put in greater effort to know you more.
so after writing this, i guess you know i am affected right :/ okay then, great.
i'd never forget you, and if we cross paths one day, i'd still say hi.
you may ignore, or do your usual runaways,
i'm going to be affected and the cycle continues, until one fine day.
remember, you started all these, and you're irresponsible to end it this way.

sung,
sarah.