hey. TMRWS LABOUR DAY! :D hoorrraays (((:
hahahah. i think we're having KSSS :D nt bad ehszx.

olay, im quite high today.
D!!!!! >< you ah, so bz isit -.- LOL.

stupid zhihao, xiao qi like shit okay.
all ways to make me jealous huh. MY ARSE. LOL.
i dont care whether you're angry with me lorhzx.
hahha, joker -.-


okayokayokay. bye. i haven't been updating my blog regularly.

anyway, heyheyyouyou, i mean yeah, YOU.
dont be shy lah, i wont bite. looking at you in the eye, is the signal of telling you, i can be your friend :D

hello :D hahah, its sunday again (((:
and tmrw's monday, speeech day =.-
people can slack at home while i must sing sch song,
and have practice .. GRR. choir, okay, nehmind, ren3!
LOLLOLLOLLOL <3

hahah, enivians, was bazarre fun ytddd?! hahha, sad i couldnt go.
but i went to visit my grandma and cousins, LOL.
then i was showing my relatives KSCUBE+2guys video. and they said, "bucuo".
and my cousin was like, "这种啊，是看太多偶像片的结果 。。" LOL. okay, kinda true.
heh.
MY GODMOTHER BOUGHT A WHOLE KARAOKE SET AT HOME?!?!??!?! YAYYAYAYYAY.
i haven't recovered frm xcitement. karaoked their last nite til super late.
my godmother lehhhh!! O_O she has a NICE NICE NICE voice ((((:
ahaahhaah. yeah, shall go their more often nxt time. her hse like wonderland,
five comps blah . HAHHA. and my godpa and his kakis were mahjonging :]
keehehehehehheh!!!! :DDDDD then i saw my godbro's ROM pics.
so romantic lorhsxz. ahahha, but i still think i dont wanna get married.
cos i dont want kids. HAH, unless the guy i love doesn't want kids luh.
okay, im crapping. every guy wants a family one right?! lol.


i realised i keep chionging my work nowadays. im so guai. hah!
i can just sit there and chiong continuously without stopping -.-
PRO EH?! haha, lol. okay lah, got listen music.
siao one eh, the LA .. its like the whole disc is waste of time,
then stil must write DJournal -.- my as well put one word, "talk."
LOL .. grs.

i can't wait to go to sengkang again .. I LOVE IT THEREEEE :/
with my cousins, godparents, grandmother, everyoneeee :D
used to do it every saturday, now its like occasionally cos my bro PSLE.
then somemore always saturday i have to sacrifice to do prj de ._.


sch's starting again on tuesday lah.
sian one,can i just rot at home -.-
stupid stupid schoool, boring school, sucky schoool.

darling, you're mesmerising me with your words, ohboy .. :D

FOUR HUNDRED AND SIXTY- IETH POST.

im pissed. you want play isit? come lah.
fuck. we didn't even do anything to you and you come talk about us.
whats your problem luhs.
if really want play then play lah, see who win.




# hahah, D, miss me yeah? miss you too <3

When you're all alone in the lands of forever,
Lay under the milky way,
On and on it's getting too late out,
I'm not in love this time this night.

Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes turn out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World



hello blog. long time no blog, because of stupid tests.
gah :/ but finally they're OVER :D
i think i improved in my science. 1 more mark to ASTAR :D
rozana gave me a well done, LOL.

okay, now im in the sch's com lab, doing nothing but rot.
no, actually im suppose to do something, the chekjawa thingy.
hahah, it looks kindaa beautiful luhs((:
nehmind, worksheet answers i later then copycopycopy, standard la(:


today everyone's so sian, am i suppose to be tooo ?! >acting up
gahreeerrs D: staying back to complete the juben.
which i hope WOULD work out, everyone, GET HIGH?!?! ((:
clarence shall treat me lunch :D cos he AP me las night -.-


okay, now i shall do a quiz tagged by enyaaaa xD

1. What are you wishing right now?
im wishing you were here

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
MYSELF and .. yeah, well, just me(:

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
currently: vienna with beloved choristers.

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
to migrate and live a totally different life? :]

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
er, if i say yes, it'd come out so fake ._.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
im afraid i'd lose control of myself, lose the chemistry between you&i.

7.If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
BUY EVERYTHING I WANT :D cease working, enjoy life :D

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i dont think so, unless he confesses first O_O

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
eNYAAAA balls :D lol. okay, enya huh: pretty, smart, joker LOL!

10. What requirement do you wish from your other half?
to forgive me for what im doing now .. :/

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
people who .. idk lah, pissed easily? or backstab that kind ..

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
yeah, i would. i'd make my heart freeze.

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
loving someone ultimately without expecting anything in return? you know, love without conditions :D

14. Who are your besties?
err, KSCUBE? PRETTY LITTLE DEVILS? hahah. yeah, and the __ERS in choir (:

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
move. since it's not related to me, why should i care, hahah.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
er, undecisivenesss. HEH.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
i guess, well .. its gotta be either YOU, or MEIYI or CAROLYN (:

18. What's your weakest point?
giving in to some shit of some people, who later i find out are bastards.

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
i think im proud of you .. :]
20. Will you ever want to change your name?
sarah's the best name ever.



TAGGGGGS, to you guys :D
1. caro darl.
2. meiyi
3. sofina
4. kimberly
5. err.. no one else. sian luh. LOL.

okayeszx. i shall go twit my science. byeeeerrhsxzx :D

HEY BLOG. TODAY WAS LIKE A REALLY SUPER GREAT DAY.
really lah (:
i love kscube, i love them with all my might.
we'd be the 4 sistas forever, nth will tear us apart.

today's so eventful.
so much laughter and joy :]
we rock..

who needs guys when there are such BFFS around?!

hahah, alot of stuffs are going on now.
i dont know what to say.

seriously, i don't even hate you,
and i don't know why you hate me so much.
i treat you as a normal feeling, like seriously.
i can't bring myself to hate you.
but i feel that the word hate has a strong impact,
so dont hate me? yah? LOL.
okay, im crapping, yah, but fyi okay :]
you're stilll my friend. i accept your feelings of me,
but they dont affect me.

i don't know who i love man.
the game of love is so confusing,
its either the yellow one or the black one.
RAWR D:

有时候，我真的很想放手。
但我们的回忆，哪能说忘就忘？
你对我的好，我不能忘掉，可惜的是 。。
我心里好像飘得越来越远了，
告诉我，怎么办?

我爱上了别个他,那你会怎么样？
对不起，我真的不知道，我还爱不爱你。

×如果我走了，再也回不来，我希望，你能找到另个她。

hey blog, today was awesomely okay.
science class was fine, i guess.
but i wasn't as focused though, as compared to the past 3-4 lessons?
0_0 rozana is fun, she talks about sperms in front of mr.ng's face.
wow, beautifu-u-l -.-
slept during acc, zhanghua rocks socks.
dont' know why, but she does. she's my fav teacher.
im not joking :D hahah (x
amanda is so fun :] okay, i still miss meh luh. but ama still fun.
LOL. so many things to share. about ... DORRRRTS :D guhs.

lalal. geog was ... i dont know what to say.
step into class only zhihao&clarence go suan me by saying __ name -.-
kao, then the whole geog class i felt so sick.
i think about this think about that. but still had fun lah.
esp when after sitting nxt to cas :D

okay, then LA. RAWR. frighten me nia. thought is really popquiz.
then giv us the damn crossword i all dunno sia.
lol .. then afterwards he say not counted change paper to mark.
then everyone was like cheeeey.
i DREW and DOOOOODLED like crazy with ahem's name and horny stuffs on,
rason's paper. GAH.
i managed to snatch it back and erase it. if not i'd die if marc sees.

PCCG was fun. i got back my pretty cross stitch which i failed so badly,
chikkyhim likes to suan me with that D:
whatevs. i don't care anyway, just a grade -.- not even in gpa.
xielaoshi suddenly became fun and brought us to lt3.
i ATTTEMPTED to pluck another mickey mouse :/ its choir's horh.
LOL but unable cos too tall -.- TINGSTER! you broke off my damn mouse ears.

okay, thats all.
huet was cooool today. not bad. and i scored 7/10 for something.
mesmerising :D

hey. today was i don't know. after everything i heard last night.
hey d, don't make me worried anymore alright .. i care for you, though i don't love you. but we're good frens okay. don't fight anymore, don't smoke, don't do bad things anymore. please? you promised twice today, and i really hope you keep your word. i care for you really. when i heard what was going to happen to you today, i gasped. i'm sorry i'm not there for you always, whereas you are always there for me, when i needed you. but sometimes, shame really gets you a long way. jiayou boy, don't give up in being good, you still have hope.

RAWR.
the saf vocal ensemble was really the bestest best.
lol. as in i think the 2 best singers were the bass and the corni tenor :D
samuel and who's the other guy?! samuel is reallly shuai -.- LOL.
hais, i can't imagine the day when the guys in our choir would sound like that.
having the groove .. rar. :D
nehmind, one day we would become that goood, i hope -.-

mr. tay was angry with the choir today i think.
but everything became better after the open hse prac started.
i still think i'm going to sing sounds good.
i must learn may it be.

lalalala. yay. ME AND YOU are back like before. miss you, love you.

HELLO <3
is 2.4 tmrw? well, yes i think.
shit. muscle cramp, cos of PT -.- LOL.
i never had such a tough training for long.
._. i hope my leg won't disappoint me tmrw.

gahah. im watching my guitar finals CD.
okay, i didn't play very well .. but,
i think i loooked SUPER SUPER GUAI <3
like you know, shu nu .. LOL.
samantha, and meiyi they all say looks can pass,
but actions and words can't D: HAHAHAH.

okay, then i have to do so many more shit.

JIANBAO -2 more to chiong. RARRRR.
TESTS -i must pia. can't fail anymore.

RAWR. thats all.
many tests okay. like er,
everything ...
wk5 there's like science, hist and chinese AH, chengyu D:
wk6, there's geog? math? and an expecting LA part 1 of mockingbird test -.-

dokayszx. bye.

I JUST RECIEVED MY GUITAR TROPHY, CERTIFICATE & MONEY.
ohyeah. i think i rock. okay, thickskin.
but nehmind, the trophy is SUPER NICE LEY! :D

ahhah. so many things to do luh.
study for science, hist and chengyu. GAH.
dying.

so here for some enjoyment. YOUTUBE-ING.
ming zhong zhu ding WO AI NI <3 gosh, nice.

k, bye.
mug later watch show first.

gah, today was effective but tiring.
okay, firstly schoool :D
hah. MASHING strawberries are really fun okay.
but i didn't exactly help out alot,
cos i was busy disiao-ing zhihao ._.
and he says its fun to kaobei me O_O so wth.

xielaoshi gave us recess first b4 her period.
though it wasn't like really better in anyway,
cos we were late for her period after returning frm science lab.
so basically, she managed to cut short our recesses ><

okay, but her lesson today was not bad.
grrs. feiyuching is um ... uncommentable, cos actually,
his voice givs me the gooooosebumps.
then she let us hear YEQU :D hah. not bad, jaychou was shuai there.
and she explained to us the xiju thingy,
which at first i thought was like aiyah, playplay simplesimple thingy.
and now she made it seem so complicated and that,
it is worth like 100/800 of our sem1 marks.
so i think my grp better pia. if not cmi sia.

okay, then LA was slack, cos i was like just reading mockingbird.
while marc [my preferred name to regard him] droned on about some stuffs,
of character analysis, i didn't find exceptionally appealing.
lala, and sch ended.

went to the com lab with ting to meet up with clarence, zh, cas, van & siang.
wth. the librarian has a problem. he's borned retard one,
no one made any noise and he broke the silence but EXPRESSING NOISE,
in the clearest, sternest way he could.

and the laptops got blocked for javascript in flash or smth -.-
so there's no point using the lptps since the only entertainment is gone.
so clarence and i returned our laptops and all of us started sianning.

then choir PT :DDDDDDD DDDDDD: LOL <3
clarence and zhihao and sean biantai one. they like to SEE wilson run man,
jeer at him. stupid. choir guys are like more on beat?! ._.
and i feel uneasy running cos there were 6 eyeballs staring. GRR.
anyway, training was TOUGH and i felt like dying.
new implementation from shouyi. but although its like straining,
i guess it did help quite alot. and if we continue,
nxt year my napfa definitely ACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D rah.
and then all the courts were booked so we didn't play.
seriously, i think this is the last time we'd just roll our eyes when you're late.
better still for an invalid reason. you and you ...
still criticise us huh :/ i don't know what to say, more like disappointed.

mugged for lunch -.- LOL?! and tingster was super cute luh.
ask her why yourself. later i kena scolded for writing it here.
and chionged for dressing -.- LAME LAH.

practise was coool. nowadays i enjoy choir. don't know why,
but it really seems as though we're improving. mr.tay seems quite pleased (:
managed solfeges for exsultate justi in like 2 rehearsals :DDDD
YAYNESS` high. altos we pwn.

okay, then later stayed back for open house prac.
which was fun!!!!!! <3
went back tgt as a group and we SANG on our way to the mrt.
yeah, spastic, but FUN :D WOOOHOOOH.
but salmo is cancelled. they changed it to jap songs o.o
hais, salmo sounds so niceeee :] maybe we'd get a chance to learn it next time.

and btws i can though lip trills and tongue trills.
NOT BY VADER :\ but by saying dillon's method of bREAd and buttER.
LOL.

okay, bye.

怎么说忘就忘记
这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心
这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀
悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦
却显得好无助
无助得让人想痛哭
我只想要
和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要
和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记

我想这一定是报应
都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回地离去
黄色丝巾是想念
在树上被风吹
孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你

i'm drowning in self misery.
emo-ed today but now im okay, quite stable anyway.
okay, math i zibi-ed down there O_O
use the black choir windbreaker and covered my face :/
throughout math .. BLAH.

and lalala somemore, then was CME,
played halfway with zh's magnet then i feel asleep on the desk.
literally.
like SNORES and DREAMS :D cackles. eeew.

okay,then lunch i ate the poridge cos sick of ytf.
and i was uber FULL.
im convincing myself to stop piggin out,
cos im FAT D: LOL. really luh. sean, you hurt my feelings sucker -.-
clarence agreees you're one.

gah meiyi meiyi meiyi meiyi D: GRRRRR.
hais, lets heck care shall we ?! >< MANS. things are getting out of hand.
sch's a piece of shit, so is home DDDDD:

FPS was quite slack larh. splitted up the roles,
and droned on about week5 being extra uptight.
HENG french is elearning week. but i rather french cls.
cos doing french elearning is MUCH HARDER D:

yeahzszx. end of today and i shall continue my artefacts of LA.
GRR. happy bdae mister :D
so coincidentally all wish you de are girls huh.
good ma, flirt. LOL.

yesterday, the most memorable thing was .. CHOIR.
i don't know why but it suddenly seemed kinda effective(:
and we learnt like the exsultate justi thingy quite quickly :D
gah (: sat clarice's car home, so shuang O_O yes darling, friday.
grr. and guess what. my math assgm, the tough one, scored A+.
enivians, congratulate me. and i finished my entire green bk.
imba anot?! :D

okay, today's fine. kinda pissed in the assembly part ._.
dont ask why (x okay, then um, music was conga fun the rest sianed.
lala, err .. then was history and geog.
shits. the geog teacher looks totally like SOMEBODY O.O
so i dare not keep looking at his face, cnt pay attention x]
damnit. and zhihao and clarence make fun of me ._. lame la kiddos.

then so paiseh cos i scribbled some awfully emo lyrics on zh's geog paper.
and before i could rub it off he was there,
and dont let me rub it off so he read the damn thing.
so paiseh lorh >< GRRS.

blah and happy early bdae someone, your bdae's like tmrw.
and im going to wish you at 12 luh. nice right O.O

okay, bye.

sometimes, i think .. i'm some person who can't get her life sort out so easily. needing every single bit of comfort or appreciation when i things. but sometimes, i feel as if the world was in my hands and dont need any of your support near me, i stand alone. so am i weak or strong? well, i don't know. really.

eehh guys.hellllooo D:
dar, i feel so stressed. wish you were here (x
yeahxsz. sigh. so many things due-ing and tests D:
gah. im dying off.

lets see, the FPS is a total sucker.
and thats the reason im mugging now.
history i've done my part, but i cant help caring for smy.
and CLARENCE! you owe me like alot -.-
CME project was settled with kimberly this afternoon.
phews. and im asked to help some person aka zh, find a partner.
cos it seems to him that since i dont wanna do with him,
its my fault so i hve to find another imba kia as his partner.
but thats like my least priority.

okay, i've completed my math wksheet,
given complements that im a pro :D nah, im kiddin.
that and, er, well ... lets see, yeah, gong han, DONE.
last night okay. like at 12 plus. cos suddenly,
i felt so hopeless i had to do some work. and TADAH.

err.. let me think, what else do i have ..
yeah, TESTS! D: science and chinese.
i HAVE to mug for my science ... i failed the last bio one.
hopefully SR would be much more interesting :/ -bobo.

DDDDD: and i have to practice piano and guitar O_O
can't you tell people? that im dying off so soon?

and still have problems with my social life. wow. interesting.
kjldjlnfkjn f bits and f bits and bits. >< LALALA.
sarah, jiayous.

lets see ..
um, kimberly, meiyi, zhihao .. whoever else jiayou too.
yeah, darling you too (x
i'd always love you no matter what happens.

HELLO people. guess what im doing?!
can't guess? hm, msning? or wells, youtubing.
blogging? yeah, partly.
and partly MATH FILE! :D believe it! O_O
gosh, i actually remembered! xD yikes im imba.

last night when i was talking to zh online,
and he begged be to giv him my discussion journal to see,
i realised i didn't save a soft copy D:
disastrous cos i thought the hard copy was with him,
but apparently it isn't ><
then i was like JOjafdnaijsofnja damnedit. spent so long to do.

hah. but found out today im a lucky tweety bird.
cos HENG ARH! :D its ith cassy (x

(; bleahhhhs -.-
hearing BEI PAN is like hearing my own situation.
betrayal. i betrayed you dear. im sorry.
you know i'd always love you okay ._.
im sorrrrrrry darling. D:

HELLO. pictures later alright.
now, HIGHLIGHTS [current spots] (:

ONE
YESTERDAY WAS LAST DAY WITH SITTING GANG
bleah. i still feel so touchy, missin them -.-
times spent tgt was so fun, whoever disagrees?
stupid beeyotch wants a change(x fine darling.
whatever, anyway, there's still the MSN and LIFE network.
math lssn with you guys rock on babehs and um, basket?
nah. im not SO mean :D CRAPPY is the word x] hees.

TWO
BYE TAIWAN FREN
okay, not very memorable,
but their sch is like the CHINESE hogwarts[x
gladys buddy gave her cologne!! xD so cute. lol.

THREE
SOLO-ING :\
anyway, ended up quite fun.
y'know, to stand in front of the choir and pop sing.
lol. but scary. the mike in my hand was shaking LOL.
even yiting wshd she got a solo.
anyway, my voice sounded very low. and i zao xia-ed alot.
so i think i pratically sucked big time there (((: wahah.

FOUR
CHOIR BUFFFFET AT GARDEN HOTEL
didn't occur to me i like past a night there before,
until i went inside the hotel.
which was kind of ULU from the outside.
blahblah. and BUFFET was shitty FUN MAN! :D
camwhored ALOT.. and i found a great place to zilian with jingqi.
so i pulled TINGSTER, CLARICE and YURONG thereeee :]
the food was not bad.
though kimberly's bufffet was obviously betttter(x
hahahah. um, i still miss the sashimi.
and the tasty ytf soup, plus the PASTRIES and DESSERT and SALAD.
the locals were okay, kinda normal though ._.
yeahyeah(;
and then went home from dhoby ghaut MRT :]
reached home around 11plus O_O what a tiring day.





had piano today and btw btw:
barcarolle by tchaikovsky is super nice,
so is serenade by chopin :D

helloooo :D
today is like the last day we're sitting in the non-permanent arrgm. god, i would miss clarence, cas, amd, rene and clar HELL ALOT :D bhahh. you guys are really the best okayyy (x wld miss you guys like shit. i know you miss me too right?! HAHAHAH.

music was sian-ed lah today. except the conga and the electoneD: evryth'g else was sianed. like who invented the duck call man -.- the sound it produces hurts the ears. cowbell sounds nice but after awhile you'd get bored.

tmrw's my SOLO anyway.
and my voice is husky.
so get freaked out people, bye.

HEEEEEEEELLO. second post today.
ilovemyblogskin. actually its like 2plus.
in less than 4hours i have to wake up.
so i must slpp now.
gosh, i sound retarded.
bet you're fine with it <3
loves and belated april fools darling.

i said alot of fake ily.
including one to yuchen.
and there's this msg:
ily _____ ..




happy april fools.


_____: love you too, hahhas.


ZOMG. lame right.
thankyou. bye.

hello. i just posted something about the swf.
then saved it as drafts :D
maybe tmrw i'd do edits (x

loveya people anyway,
im in a better mood now.