FOUR-TY PEOPLE QUIZ!
1.carolyn
2.joey
3.esther
4.jiaqi
5.kimbo
6.sofina
7.yiting
8.ruowei
9.rene
10.meiyi
11.amanda cheng
12.jen
13.rachel
14.jieyu
15.huiwen
16.samantha siau
17.xintian
18.gladys
19.regina
20.melissa
21.siangler
22.huangtao
23.zhihao
24.sean
25.clarence
26.yingliang
27.isaiah
28.khangsiang
29.sam yong jek
30.kevin
31.ryan
32.baobei jiejie
33.candy jiejie
34.min
35.hui
36.jialun korkor
37.xiangwei
38.xiongwei
39.shawn
40.rowan
Questions:
Who is #9 to you? Rene. Hahah. My LMAO friend.
Does #12 have a Hot older brother? Jen. No brother. Lolls.
Would you make out with #2? Joey! Hell No! She's a Great Friend! hahah.
What about #13? Rachel. Rawrs. She has someone else! :D
Or #30? Kevin. Cos Not. He's Just a Guy Friend. Lawls
#1 your best friend? CAROLYN! DUHHHHH! she is my bestest friend!
Is #3 cute? Estherrr! Duhhh!(:
How about #5? Kimbo! Of Course!! :DDD
Or #23? ZhiHao. LOLLS. veryy funny.
Or #36? JialUn Korkor. No way man!! hahah.
How did you meet #4? JiaQi. Las Yr .. Prankster with me!!
#7? YiTing. CHORISTER!!!
#18? Gladys. I 14 she 15!!!! hahhax.
Did you ever go out with #20? Melissa. Hmm .. maybe 1 of these days!(:
Or #28? KhangSiang. Chalet06', ARCADE! hahax. with gang!(:
Who is #40? Rowan! Cousin!!!<33
Do you hug #8 all the time? RuoWei! I forgoT! teehee! =)
How about #15? HuiWen. ahhh .. NOPES. (:
Or #25? Clarence. NO WAY MAN! hahah.
Or #37? Xiang Wei. Nope. His mom and my mom would thinkk we're lunes. (:
Do you feel sorry for #11? Amanda Cheng. Why would I ?? haha. :DD
Have you ever told #14 you loved him/ her? JieYu! DUHHH.
Would #6 & #10 make a good couple? Sofina And MeiYi. Haha. Not Les lahh.
What about #16 & #28? Samantha and KhangSiang. They don't know each other!!
#17 & #22? XinTian and Huang Tao. No comments(:
#24 & #32? Min and Sean. They dunno each other!!!! hahahs
33 & #39? Candi jiejie and Sean. LMAOO!!!!
Are #38 and #37 best friends? Xiong Wei. Xiang Wei... hmm .. Maybe?
Does #34 drink coffee 24/7? MIN!!! hahahx. that's funny.
What is #9 addicted to? Rene. BBALL!
Which # would you look best with?15! Huiwen. I SERIOUSLY DUNNO!
What # would #5 date? Kimbo .. I DUNNO TOO!
What about #26? Ying Liang. Err ... DunWanTell.
Or #27? Isaiah!!! hahahx. FUnny. How'd i know??!
FUNN!
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
hahah .. okayy, ripped this off clarr's blog and filled in my own answers cos i have nothing else better to do lahh, seriously. hehhs.
one-what you wearing now: singlet, shortsXD
two-where you going laters: hmm .. sleep? its 1.39am
three-who you missing at the moment: someone and CARO and PLD
four-what you stress about this days: can't sayy(:
five-whose the last person you chat with: msn-msnfren(: phone-mom:DD sms-kimbo
six-what makes you happy when you're down: letters!!(:
seven-do you wanna get into a r/s now: huh??
eight-have you got a crush on someone: dunno.
nine-ever have a near death experience: maybe?? hhaha
ten-whats the time now: 1.42am
eleven-met anyone earlier on: school? clsmates? haha
twelve-what did you do just now: boring portfolio/blogquizzes!
thirteen-whats ur favourite show: manyyyy!
fourteen-what lang did you speak: english, chinese, sarahhishh(:
fifteen-what you hate: people who hate me?? hahah.
sixteen-whose MTV you like to watch: many many too! (:
seventeen-what annoys you: hmmm .... her??
eighteen-where you living at: jalan loyang besar
ninteen-when did anyone last ask for ur number: cnt rmbbb! hahax
twenty-whats ur favourite pet: nahh, i don't like pets.
twentyone-wheres the place you wanna go now: streeets??!
twentytwo-do you like sweet talks: eeeeew. disgustinG! :]
twentythree-would you mind ur boyfriend whose a gangster: its okayy wadd(: not i gangster, is he. hahah.
twentyfive-whats ur real name: SARAH(:
twenysix-whats ur favourite month: jANNNiE. duhhhh!
twentyseven-have you ever been stung by a bee: nahh, not so sway(:
twentyeight-will you post bulletin as &when youlike: depends on my M00D!! LOL:D
twentynine-whose the last person you hug: i don't like public signs of affection. jkjk! hahaha!
thirty-whose the last person yousaid 'iloveyou' to: hmmm ... can't say.
lolls. quizzes are fun lorhhs! hahah!
one-what you wearing now: singlet, shortsXD
two-where you going laters: hmm .. sleep? its 1.39am
three-who you missing at the moment: someone and CARO and PLD
four-what you stress about this days: can't sayy(:
five-whose the last person you chat with: msn-msnfren(: phone-mom:DD sms-kimbo
six-what makes you happy when you're down: letters!!(:
seven-do you wanna get into a r/s now: huh??
eight-have you got a crush on someone: dunno.
nine-ever have a near death experience: maybe?? hhaha
ten-whats the time now: 1.42am
eleven-met anyone earlier on: school? clsmates? haha
twelve-what did you do just now: boring portfolio/blogquizzes!
thirteen-whats ur favourite show: manyyyy!
fourteen-what lang did you speak: english, chinese, sarahhishh(:
fifteen-what you hate: people who hate me?? hahah.
sixteen-whose MTV you like to watch: many many too! (:
seventeen-what annoys you: hmmm .... her??
eighteen-where you living at: jalan loyang besar
ninteen-when did anyone last ask for ur number: cnt rmbbb! hahax
twenty-whats ur favourite pet: nahh, i don't like pets.
twentyone-wheres the place you wanna go now: streeets??!
twentytwo-do you like sweet talks: eeeeew. disgustinG! :]
twentythree-would you mind ur boyfriend whose a gangster: its okayy wadd(: not i gangster, is he. hahah.
twentyfive-whats ur real name: SARAH(:
twenysix-whats ur favourite month: jANNNiE. duhhhh!
twentyseven-have you ever been stung by a bee: nahh, not so sway(:
twentyeight-will you post bulletin as &when youlike: depends on my M00D!! LOL:D
twentynine-whose the last person you hug: i don't like public signs of affection. jkjk! hahaha!
thirty-whose the last person yousaid 'iloveyou' to: hmmm ... can't say.
lolls. quizzes are fun lorhhs! hahah!
You Are Emerald Green |
Deep and mysterious, it often seems like no one truly gets you. Inside, you are very emotional and moody - though you don't let it show. People usually have a strong reaction to you... profound love or deep hate. But you can even get those who hate you to come around. There's something naturally harmonious about you. |
I got that mysterious meh? why everytime i do ... oso have mysterious appear so many times derhh. siao .. like i so dark like that. hais. mysterious. lolls!! so funny. profound love or deep hate. hmm .. should be deep hate bahh:x
You Are Paper |
Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation. People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of. Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active. You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want. You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery. A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces. When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared |
Am i So evil lahhh! attack people mercilessly, plot attacks. scheme ... hahaha. i sound like those shows the witch. the bad bad witch. haaha.. scary and dark,. lawls. am i like that?? hahahh!
Your Personality is Very Rare (ENFJ) |
Your personality type is dramatic, expressive, proud, and demanding. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 5% of all women and 2% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Judging. |
Hahahah! so cool. i didn't know i so rare lehhhh! RARE SPECIES. yayy!! u cna't find meeee! haahha.
You Should Rule Venus |
Venus is a mysterious, stormy planet - shrouded in a thick layer of clouds. You are perfect to rule Venus, because you are quite emotional and volatile yourself. Your emotions change as rapidly as the weather on Venus, and both you and the planet are incomprehensible to others. While you are not a logical thinker, you are quite empathetic. You can care for and understand others, but your emotions swirl too quickly to truly understand yourself. |
OhyeahH! VENUS ROCKS MAN! hahahah. so mysterious. then fun mahhh. hahahah. regina's a mar's ruler. hey reggie, i'm venus you're mars. women are from venus men are from mars. hahahaha. no lah, just joking. hahaha!
You Follow Your Head |
Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?
hahahah! i follow my head siahh. found this on regina's blog. hearter right? hahaha. okayy, headers are nice too ... just that we're not err .. wad u call 'feeling' sorta person.
Your Personality Profile |
You are elegant, withdrawn, and brilliant. Your mind is a weapon, able to solve any puzzle. You are also great at poking holes in arguments and common beliefs. For you, comfort and calm are very important. You tend to thrive on your own and shrug off most affection. You prefer to protect your emotions and stay strong. |
duhh .. i think this one not badd larhhh. quite accurate hehh! STRONG is will power mahh. of course mus stay strong. i dunno. i just think the pic is the most sei compared to the rest. hahahh!
You Are a Great Liar |
You can pretty much pull anything over on anyone. You are an expert liar, even if you don't lie very often. |
hahahah! this thing is so sei lahh. i'm an expert liar. u trust the things i say??? MIN, hahaahah! okayy, maybe i do lie. but u never know. no lah, i don't lie to ppl who i friend lorh. the closer the lesser. hahah. i'm not that wdv lah.
You Are 52% Girly |
You're a little girly, a little boyish, and probably a whole lot indie. You have your own unique style, and it pretty much defies gender lines. |
this is seriously funny. 'it pretty much defies gender lines'. gawd. this thing seriously has problem. i'm girly and boyish .. ahh great. at least not punk or barbie to one extent. hahah! 52% .. extra 2% cos i girl .. hmm .. not bad bahh.
You Should Be A Poet |
What Type of Writer Should You Be?
Hahahahah! ZOMGGG! i feel like laughing!!!! poetry is like so "errrr" to meeee! espescially unseen poetry lahh:x this thing seriously is spastic. poet .. yeahh, my ass! hahah! so funnny! lolls.
Monday, July 30, 2007
You Are A Realist |
When it comes to romance, you tend to take a realistic approach. You believe that love takes time, and it's something you have to work hard for. A bit cynical, over the top romance tends to get under your skin. Your heart is difficult to win ... but it's totally worth it. |
hahahah! damn lame siahh. of course realistic lah, still nida say mehhs! realists all rockk lorhh. romance is like shit. hehhehh .. okay, no offence to romantic people la. hahaha.
You Are More Like Angelina Jolie |
Bad girl with a heart of gold. You are smart, sexy, and strong willed. You aren't against stealing another girl's man... If he's better off with you! |
wtffff larhh! i didn't know i so hideous, ccan go steal another girl's man siahh! i'm not that kinda person for heaven's sake. and i hate ppl who act sexy cann?! bad girl .. err ... that one suibian ... lolls. heart of gold. ZOMG. carolyn, u see that?! hahah!
You Are 79% Real |
You know who you are, and you're pretty darn comfortable with yourself. Like everyone, you struggle with the parts of yourself that aren't so great... But you're good at accepting who you are and not dwelling on your faults. As a result, you're confident, optimistic, and very real. |
Hahaha! not bad siahh. i REAL okayy... not those kinda barbie. hahahha. i'm REALL! i'm darn comfortable with myself. that's kinda great right? hahah! yea, i'm not some pessimist who dwell on my own faults. everyone confirm got one disorder one. hahah (:
You Are Lightning |
Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing |
Hahahah .. wad a joke mann! hahahah! i'm lightning. ehh, seriously, lightning is the coolest of all the weathers ccann? like err .. i'd rather have lightning than sunny or rainy .. lightning rocks man! STRIKE YOU! hahahah. the flashh.. lightning is so awesome. hehhs.
today is fun.
okayy, maybe in my dictionary, but not in yours.
forgot my tie in the morning, went back home to grab it. then, missed the bus! hahah. took mrt to school. realised it was faster. but didn't have a seat. so stood the whole time while smsing kimbo. hehh:x
school was like usual ... sians.
then geylang river was cool. cos our group dropped the net. pretty $3 ... ugly $3 .. wadvrr ... hahah. so much trash larh. hais. singaporeans! tsk tsk!
okayy .. sat the 1hr bus home.
talk talk talk .. no water. cos i left my bottle with kimbo!! hais.
almost died of dehydration):
sofina, yiting, regina and xintian were so fun la!!!
hahaha.
..
home. ..
portfolio is a complete waste of time.
i dunno wth isit for lorhh.
okayy, maybe in my dictionary, but not in yours.
forgot my tie in the morning, went back home to grab it. then, missed the bus! hahah. took mrt to school. realised it was faster. but didn't have a seat. so stood the whole time while smsing kimbo. hehh:x
school was like usual ... sians.
then geylang river was cool. cos our group dropped the net. pretty $3 ... ugly $3 .. wadvrr ... hahah. so much trash larh. hais. singaporeans! tsk tsk!
okayy .. sat the 1hr bus home.
talk talk talk .. no water. cos i left my bottle with kimbo!! hais.
almost died of dehydration):
sofina, yiting, regina and xintian were so fun la!!!
hahaha.
..
home. ..
portfolio is a complete waste of time.
i dunno wth isit for lorhh.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
168thh post. ohyea!
hehh. i dunno why i'm so crzy abt this how many post thing:x weird right? yahhhs. hahah.
brought my bro to tbletennis then sat there and stare at the ceiling for 1 hour. lolls. okayy, its not true, cos i'm such a pro at time management. see the pile of homework there. 'hints'
hais. i'm so sian la. life's so sian. hahah. common test, homework, project. hais!!! :( everything all so mar farhhn ..
feel like changing my blogskin once again ;X can't find time to make my own one. ):
i'm so sian
i'm so sian
hais.
I'M SUPER JEALOUS COS MY GODMOM GOT THE PINK LG CHOCOLATE!
its so chio larhs.
i can't et my hands off it!! ):
ahhhh.
i'm so de ... uhh .. how to sayy ..
yarrhs. err, Tan Xin.
lolls.
hehh. i dunno why i'm so crzy abt this how many post thing:x weird right? yahhhs. hahah.
brought my bro to tbletennis then sat there and stare at the ceiling for 1 hour. lolls. okayy, its not true, cos i'm such a pro at time management. see the pile of homework there. 'hints'
hais. i'm so sian la. life's so sian. hahah. common test, homework, project. hais!!! :( everything all so mar farhhn ..
feel like changing my blogskin once again ;X can't find time to make my own one. ):
i'm so sian
i'm so sian
hais.
I'M SUPER JEALOUS COS MY GODMOM GOT THE PINK LG CHOCOLATE!
its so chio larhs.
i can't et my hands off it!! ):
ahhhh.
i'm so de ... uhh .. how to sayy ..
yarrhs. err, Tan Xin.
lolls.
Saturday, July 28, 2007
heyys.
SENGKANGG again!!! hahah. i'm so happy. i love to be at SENGKANG! its just so FUN! okayy, at least more fun than my hotel like, uncosy home, or .. the place with blue desks lined up:DDDD
hehh. candy jiejie mus b so pleaseeed. :) right? hahahah. your 'O' levels rocks mannn!!! i'm so sarcastic. hahah.
lawls. this weekend is LONGG man!:( homework homework homework. piling up like somekinda mountain of shit. :( cos u know .. sides are irregularrh wadd.
okayy, i'm mad. you don't understand what i'm saying right?
goshhhh.
i don't think i can finish lahhs!
currently ...
I TELL U ..
i'm turning into a pink crazy angel soon :X
anyways,
i enjoyed friday quite alot.
except the last parts.
it rained and there was no PT.
sheeeeet.
cos i'd rather PT la seriously.
at least can play games.
hais.
and choir was kinda sian lah.
1 and 2 and 1 and 2 and.
hais.
LOLLLLLLLS
SENGKANGG again!!! hahah. i'm so happy. i love to be at SENGKANG! its just so FUN! okayy, at least more fun than my hotel like, uncosy home, or .. the place with blue desks lined up:DDDD
hehh. candy jiejie mus b so pleaseeed. :) right? hahahah. your 'O' levels rocks mannn!!! i'm so sarcastic. hahah.
lawls. this weekend is LONGG man!:( homework homework homework. piling up like somekinda mountain of shit. :( cos u know .. sides are irregularrh wadd.
okayy, i'm mad. you don't understand what i'm saying right?
WEEKEND HOMEWORK
1. portfolio
2. math ws
3. science ws
4. math CT
5. science CT
6. french petitT
7. rain gauge
8. history graded assgm
9. RS
10. ZuoWen
goshhhh.
i don't think i can finish lahhs!
currently ...
WEEKEND HOMEWORK
1. portfolio
2.math ws
3.science ws
4. math CT
5. science CT6. french petitT
7. rain gauge
8.history graded assgm
9. RS
10. ZuoWen
I TELL U ..
i'm turning into a pink crazy angel soon :X
anyways,
i enjoyed friday quite alot.
except the last parts.
it rained and there was no PT.
sheeeeet.
cos i'd rather PT la seriously.
at least can play games.
hais.
and choir was kinda sian lah.
1 and 2 and 1 and 2 and.
hais.
LOLLLLLLLS
Friday, July 27, 2007
i don't want this world to become like that.
maybe there are alot of things that are too guo4fen4 already.
u have to know that making someone feel so hurt and cut, making someone feel so lost and woundedd hurts. it hurts seriously, it hurts alot.
u don't do things to do limit. cos when you hit the high point of limit, u lose and can't turn back. u don't face this reality like that. cos reality is like some point of temperature, making u rot and die. :(
i don't think u all understand wad i'm doodling about.
cos i've started to get a grip on life, then i read something and i shun life.
it hurts, it does, seriously.
have you ever felt like that?
it's got nothing really to feeling goth. but its like chemical reaction. its hard to say it. thats y i don't even think a single one of u understands what i'm trying to get at do you?
i've been meaning every word i've written but u all don't get it.
enough of the shit u throw.
enough of being the bystander.
enough of the hurt and pain.
u don't get it.
u all don't get it.
u don't get me!
i'm trying to speak out.
yet i'm afraid of speaking out.
because of some theories being thrown fullfront in my face. i can't speak out. i can' voice.
i want this station for myself.
where i can yell wadvr i want to the world.
i don't want to lie underneath the blanket of dead roses forever.
i'm jealous yeahh,
and so?
never seen someone turning green?
i guess you've never.
i'm turning from turquoise to lime.
i realise the spang of hurt
maybe there are alot of things that are too guo4fen4 already.
u have to know that making someone feel so hurt and cut, making someone feel so lost and woundedd hurts. it hurts seriously, it hurts alot.
u don't do things to do limit. cos when you hit the high point of limit, u lose and can't turn back. u don't face this reality like that. cos reality is like some point of temperature, making u rot and die. :(
i don't think u all understand wad i'm doodling about.
cos i've started to get a grip on life, then i read something and i shun life.
it hurts, it does, seriously.
have you ever felt like that?
it's got nothing really to feeling goth. but its like chemical reaction. its hard to say it. thats y i don't even think a single one of u understands what i'm trying to get at do you?
i've been meaning every word i've written but u all don't get it.
enough of the shit u throw.
enough of being the bystander.
enough of the hurt and pain.
u don't get it.
u all don't get it.
u don't get me!
i'm trying to speak out.
yet i'm afraid of speaking out.
because of some theories being thrown fullfront in my face. i can't speak out. i can' voice.
i want this station for myself.
where i can yell wadvr i want to the world.
i don't want to lie underneath the blanket of dead roses forever.
i'm jealous yeahh,
and so?
never seen someone turning green?
i guess you've never.
i'm turning from turquoise to lime.
i realise the spang of hurt
Thursday, July 26, 2007
hahah. haven't posted in summers! its so inconsistent, posting a few entries a day, and zerohh entries a day! hais.
IDMI WAS TORTUROUS BUT FUN!
okayy ... lets begin with mondayy!
met kimbo and sofina in e mrt in the morning. and chionged out the survey on my laptop in the mrt. felt weird, first time using laptop in mrt. :x cos we didn't save the completed copy, so we had to redo lorhhs. so sad right!
ahhah .. reached school. okayyes, had consultation. miss ng was really helpful(: i'm uberly glad she's my mentor!! lawls. she pointed out the errors[: okayy, then went to the com lab to print out the survey!!(: we needed like 50 copies. so i went around looking for clarence to borrow the copying card. but couldn't find him anywhere): .. so, bought a photocopying card on my own! yay! printed 50 copies ... then we headed to bugis for lunchh!! girls went right, guys went left.
hehhx. kimbo and i ate spicy spicy kimchi soup with rice. (: i didn't drink finish my soupp, kimbo didn't eat finish her rice. haais. the soup was hot!! then we girls rushed to the mrt station there to meet up with the guys. (: lawls. hahahs. and then we splitted the surveys .. into 3s and we paired up. hahah! i went with dearest kimbo!!(: it was damn fun okayy!
so after we got our surveys, we started making our way to the other side of the shopping centre .. there was unhelpful people and some really kind souls. i love foreigners! they're so kind! they always help us to do the surveys. met a thai, indian, singaporeans obviously .. and FRENCHS!!! (: they were love okayy! couple, only 10-18 years old .. shou la shou. so romantic. lalas. i'm dreaming. okay, slash the part. anw .. they helped us .. and the french girl was pro man! the french guy kept asking me questions. then he asked if i learnt french. so i was like uhhuh .. then he said can i speak .. then i was like, gosh no! beetroot! hahah. i'm so unpro in 3rd lang, i think i'm going flunkk it super badly lah.
okay, then kimbo and I went shopping!!(: while surveying of course! and i bought my new MYUK pencil boxx! urhh ... it says" SHUDDUP, myuk what attitude". lolls! I love the colour, its so sei! (: hahh:] KIMBO AND I ARE CRAZY OVER ACCESORRIES!!![: kimbo loves shopping with me, and i love shopping with her too! hahah!
AND this super pair of KandS .. left with 3 surveys. and we turned into some kinda siao thingy! we were like so happy lahh! when we reached the last survey, we laughed so loud in the shopping centre, we didn't care if eyes turned 90degrees just to stare at us. we're were like ZOMG! so happy!
KandS managed to EMERGE AS FIRST in giving out the surveys!!! hahah! although we shopped. see our procity not?! hahah.. really cool lahh, cos we had time to shop somemore.. (:
then met sofina and samantha.. they were giving out their surveys, and then they left with one.. so i suggested helping them and saw this middle age man striding past, okayy, so i approached him, and he said YES! zomg, i'm a survey expert siahhh! :)) lolls! that's ziliancity too!
:D
:D
:D
:D
and met up with the guys and walked to the National Library. the national library is complex .. we marched all the way to the highest floor and ask ask ask. finally, came back to the basement to continue with our workk. hais.
okayy .. the guys were there lahhh, so okayy, we girls didn't do muchh..
and after the guys left, it was left with Kimbo, Sofina and I again. Cos Sam had to leave. Sad .. i love my Sam too!(:
we marched to the 1st storey and went to HAN'S for dinner!!!(: kimbo and I shared chicken spaghetti set. hahahh ... lets cc .. watermelon, spag, soup, orange juice .. bu cuo mah! and den Sofina had her proper meal of Fish and chips. So utterly kind of her to give us a spoon of soup and 1/3 of her watermelon each plus some fries!!(: which were yummy!!! I love soffieeeee too!
then we continued to mug mug mug our surveys. kimbo smartass figured out the barchart thingy in my laptop. sofina and I did the collating!!:DDDD
then, me and kimbo got hungry again:x .. cos we shared mahh, and then we went inside and bought things to eat!! (: Kimbo had apple crumble pie and I had blackforest cake!! (: they tasted yummy!!
And then it started to rain, so we went back to the library .... did did did till like 8.45? then we left.!!!!
the coolest part: WE WALKED THE WHOLE STREET OF BUGIS WHILE IT WAS RAINING WITH THOSE NEON LIGHTS FLASHING AT SHOP WINDOWS!
it was so cool okayy! its like, rain and neon!! can u imagine:DDDDD! i loveded it!
then went home on train while discussing....
okayy .....................
DAY 2 : TUESDAYY!!!
fetched them at pasir ris mrt station to my hse. kenny cycled from his home to white sands okayy!! that's like so ehmagod !!
and reached. had sara lee cakes for breakfast then continued with workk!! :] mug. girls did in my room. guys did downstairs.
then, mom had to leave for work. so the house is rocked by 6 of us. did more more and more work ... okay, actually i kinda slacked abit by doing my portfolio .. hehheh:x then ... lalalas. we were hungry and i called canadian pizza. 2 extra large. hehheh .. watched material girls and played x-box while eating .. lalalas .... the gus ate loads man! hahah.. guys marh .. :DDDDD
okayy, then sam had to leave for skuu and kenny and yuchen followed :DDDD so i cycled to somewhere near the end, brought them out .. they walked.. :DDDDD and then, i hurried backk ... home .. cos i saw many bangalahs, and i was scared lah, hahah!
went back and continued with sofina and kimbo. chatted about many stuffs while doing the project. then, after 3 hours, we were hungry cos we each only ate 2 slices of pizza. So, we made cup noodles as refreshments. While we continued, we ate.
Kimbo scribbled everything we were suppose to do on my extra large white board. it was filled up okayy! kimbo is suchh a worka-laugha-holikkk. lolls!
And then they went home. Only Sofina had time to rush out more things at home. Kimbo had to attend a function. And I had to attend Choir Concert, Kaleidoscope07.
Met ting and ruo at cityhall ... rushed left and right to find a cheap place to eat. But it was just restaurants restaurants! hais. Settled for polar and cakes .. had wonderful cakes, then saw this flashing sign that says '7/11' .. goshh, thank god, smack eye for not seeing it earlier. bought cup noodles and munched.
Kaleidoscope was really rocking. The choirs were full power. Hahah. i hope dhs choir would be like them! We would strive and make it to Kaleidoscope09! Yeahh.
The best part of the whole Kaleidoscope was the end. When the balloons and confetti came falling down! It was so festive!! Cool.
Came back with ruo and ting. ting and i discussed some pyschological thingys, which i won't say cos u won't understand.
Reached home, on laptop. Decided to use my dad's study as my working place, avoiding any possible eye contact with the bed.
Rushed with kimbo!! i did the analysis and she did the calculating of numbers. being logical and mathematical is tough siahh!
WE DIDN"T SLEEP AT ALL .. THE WHOLE NIGHT!
cos we urgently needed a photocopy shop, kimbo and I called up the 24 hour photocopy shops, which were all hotels. so she dialed pan pacific, while i dialed raffles hotel .. blahblahh! hais. trouble trouble.
4am in the morning, kimbo's extra nice dad came over to my hse and sofina's hse to fetch us over to kimbo's place. where we rushed more!
kimbo's room is NICE man!!! :DDDD her dad went out and bought really nice breakfast for us. :DDD grateful like hell. however, later grew very weak and tired, like really couldn't take it any longer, so i feel asleep. kimbo too! so we left sofina, awake and tried to complete the whole thing cos she slept 3 hours. at least better than us. :x hais.
DAY 3 : PRESENTATION
was okayy .. just that i thought we ventured into too much detailes .. hais. so we cut short our presentation, but ill we printed out the entire proposal .. 73 pages i think..
okayy .. guess what?
after presentation.
went home
fell asleeeeeeeeeep! :DDDDD
too tired ...
so todayy .. hmm...
alot of happenings.
heard many stuffs
getting more complicated by secondx.
okayys.
i love kelly's breakaway album.
ty msnfren to send me such songs.
hahah .. cya in school tmrw horhh.
you're my punk/rock .. blahblah genre music teacher!!
lawls.
yea, i know i'm quite suaku lar.
byeybye!
IDMI WAS TORTUROUS BUT FUN!
okayy ... lets begin with mondayy!
met kimbo and sofina in e mrt in the morning. and chionged out the survey on my laptop in the mrt. felt weird, first time using laptop in mrt. :x cos we didn't save the completed copy, so we had to redo lorhhs. so sad right!
ahhah .. reached school. okayyes, had consultation. miss ng was really helpful(: i'm uberly glad she's my mentor!! lawls. she pointed out the errors[: okayy, then went to the com lab to print out the survey!!(: we needed like 50 copies. so i went around looking for clarence to borrow the copying card. but couldn't find him anywhere): .. so, bought a photocopying card on my own! yay! printed 50 copies ... then we headed to bugis for lunchh!! girls went right, guys went left.
hehhx. kimbo and i ate spicy spicy kimchi soup with rice. (: i didn't drink finish my soupp, kimbo didn't eat finish her rice. haais. the soup was hot!! then we girls rushed to the mrt station there to meet up with the guys. (: lawls. hahahs. and then we splitted the surveys .. into 3s and we paired up. hahah! i went with dearest kimbo!!(: it was damn fun okayy!
so after we got our surveys, we started making our way to the other side of the shopping centre .. there was unhelpful people and some really kind souls. i love foreigners! they're so kind! they always help us to do the surveys. met a thai, indian, singaporeans obviously .. and FRENCHS!!! (: they were love okayy! couple, only 10-18 years old .. shou la shou. so romantic. lalas. i'm dreaming. okay, slash the part. anw .. they helped us .. and the french girl was pro man! the french guy kept asking me questions. then he asked if i learnt french. so i was like uhhuh .. then he said can i speak .. then i was like, gosh no! beetroot! hahah. i'm so unpro in 3rd lang, i think i'm going flunkk it super badly lah.
okay, then kimbo and I went shopping!!(: while surveying of course! and i bought my new MYUK pencil boxx! urhh ... it says" SHUDDUP, myuk what attitude". lolls! I love the colour, its so sei! (: hahh:] KIMBO AND I ARE CRAZY OVER ACCESORRIES!!![: kimbo loves shopping with me, and i love shopping with her too! hahah!
AND this super pair of KandS .. left with 3 surveys. and we turned into some kinda siao thingy! we were like so happy lahh! when we reached the last survey, we laughed so loud in the shopping centre, we didn't care if eyes turned 90degrees just to stare at us. we're were like ZOMG! so happy!
KandS managed to EMERGE AS FIRST in giving out the surveys!!! hahah! although we shopped. see our procity not?! hahah.. really cool lahh, cos we had time to shop somemore.. (:
then met sofina and samantha.. they were giving out their surveys, and then they left with one.. so i suggested helping them and saw this middle age man striding past, okayy, so i approached him, and he said YES! zomg, i'm a survey expert siahhh! :)) lolls! that's ziliancity too!
:D
:D
:D
:D
and met up with the guys and walked to the National Library. the national library is complex .. we marched all the way to the highest floor and ask ask ask. finally, came back to the basement to continue with our workk. hais.
okayy .. the guys were there lahhh, so okayy, we girls didn't do muchh..
and after the guys left, it was left with Kimbo, Sofina and I again. Cos Sam had to leave. Sad .. i love my Sam too!(:
we marched to the 1st storey and went to HAN'S for dinner!!!(: kimbo and I shared chicken spaghetti set. hahahh ... lets cc .. watermelon, spag, soup, orange juice .. bu cuo mah! and den Sofina had her proper meal of Fish and chips. So utterly kind of her to give us a spoon of soup and 1/3 of her watermelon each plus some fries!!(: which were yummy!!! I love soffieeeee too!
then we continued to mug mug mug our surveys. kimbo smartass figured out the barchart thingy in my laptop. sofina and I did the collating!!:DDDD
then, me and kimbo got hungry again:x .. cos we shared mahh, and then we went inside and bought things to eat!! (: Kimbo had apple crumble pie and I had blackforest cake!! (: they tasted yummy!!
And then it started to rain, so we went back to the library .... did did did till like 8.45? then we left.!!!!
the coolest part: WE WALKED THE WHOLE STREET OF BUGIS WHILE IT WAS RAINING WITH THOSE NEON LIGHTS FLASHING AT SHOP WINDOWS!
it was so cool okayy! its like, rain and neon!! can u imagine:DDDDD! i loveded it!
then went home on train while discussing....
okayy .....................
DAY 2 : TUESDAYY!!!
fetched them at pasir ris mrt station to my hse. kenny cycled from his home to white sands okayy!! that's like so ehmagod !!
and reached. had sara lee cakes for breakfast then continued with workk!! :] mug. girls did in my room. guys did downstairs.
then, mom had to leave for work. so the house is rocked by 6 of us. did more more and more work ... okay, actually i kinda slacked abit by doing my portfolio .. hehheh:x then ... lalalas. we were hungry and i called canadian pizza. 2 extra large. hehheh .. watched material girls and played x-box while eating .. lalalas .... the gus ate loads man! hahah.. guys marh .. :DDDDD
okayy, then sam had to leave for skuu and kenny and yuchen followed :DDDD so i cycled to somewhere near the end, brought them out .. they walked.. :DDDDD and then, i hurried backk ... home .. cos i saw many bangalahs, and i was scared lah, hahah!
went back and continued with sofina and kimbo. chatted about many stuffs while doing the project. then, after 3 hours, we were hungry cos we each only ate 2 slices of pizza. So, we made cup noodles as refreshments. While we continued, we ate.
Kimbo scribbled everything we were suppose to do on my extra large white board. it was filled up okayy! kimbo is suchh a worka-laugha-holikkk. lolls!
And then they went home. Only Sofina had time to rush out more things at home. Kimbo had to attend a function. And I had to attend Choir Concert, Kaleidoscope07.
Met ting and ruo at cityhall ... rushed left and right to find a cheap place to eat. But it was just restaurants restaurants! hais. Settled for polar and cakes .. had wonderful cakes, then saw this flashing sign that says '7/11' .. goshh, thank god, smack eye for not seeing it earlier. bought cup noodles and munched.
Kaleidoscope was really rocking. The choirs were full power. Hahah. i hope dhs choir would be like them! We would strive and make it to Kaleidoscope09! Yeahh.
The best part of the whole Kaleidoscope was the end. When the balloons and confetti came falling down! It was so festive!! Cool.
Came back with ruo and ting. ting and i discussed some pyschological thingys, which i won't say cos u won't understand.
Reached home, on laptop. Decided to use my dad's study as my working place, avoiding any possible eye contact with the bed.
Rushed with kimbo!! i did the analysis and she did the calculating of numbers. being logical and mathematical is tough siahh!
WE DIDN"T SLEEP AT ALL .. THE WHOLE NIGHT!
cos we urgently needed a photocopy shop, kimbo and I called up the 24 hour photocopy shops, which were all hotels. so she dialed pan pacific, while i dialed raffles hotel .. blahblahh! hais. trouble trouble.
4am in the morning, kimbo's extra nice dad came over to my hse and sofina's hse to fetch us over to kimbo's place. where we rushed more!
kimbo's room is NICE man!!! :DDDD her dad went out and bought really nice breakfast for us. :DDD grateful like hell. however, later grew very weak and tired, like really couldn't take it any longer, so i feel asleep. kimbo too! so we left sofina, awake and tried to complete the whole thing cos she slept 3 hours. at least better than us. :x hais.
DAY 3 : PRESENTATION
was okayy .. just that i thought we ventured into too much detailes .. hais. so we cut short our presentation, but ill we printed out the entire proposal .. 73 pages i think..
okayy .. guess what?
after presentation.
went home
fell asleeeeeeeeeep! :DDDDD
too tired ...
so todayy .. hmm...
alot of happenings.
heard many stuffs
getting more complicated by secondx.
okayys.
i love kelly's breakaway album.
ty msnfren to send me such songs.
hahah .. cya in school tmrw horhh.
you're my punk/rock .. blahblah genre music teacher!!
lawls.
yea, i know i'm quite suaku lar.
byeybye!
Monday, July 23, 2007
i'm rushing out the IDMI schedule 2mr, wait, actually today. its already 1.00. hahah. we're going bugis to do the surveyy!(: lawls. until 8pm at night! :DDDD
i think it means a whole truckload of fun!!(:
lalalas. my dad's flying again tomoro morning abt 5. even b4 i wake up i guess. XDD well thats okay actually, cos he flies often. :X the word to use is to be 'immuned'. lawls.
survey is hard hard hard. but its quite fun la actually. cos we get to run around different locations .. meeting and interviewing different people then sketch out some funky proposal. :DDD
so IDMI is actually okay for me. but i don't know what kinda marks i would get. thinking of marks is depressing. everyone of us wants it to be high. no one wants to flunk right? lawls. my geog is totally giving way. i swear geog is not my cup of tea.
though i prefer history. its still not creme de la creme. :( i like err .. lets see ... slacking periods. yeahh, though its sian i get to sleep cos some teachers are blind.
correction.
they are totally sightful. they see but don't say. that's what they like to tell us. so let it be. sleeping is such an offence. no wait. that's physical sleeping. i'm saying mental sleeping. the teachers can't ever get a hell grip on that.
okay, i'm bad.
please don't follow.
min's prelim oral is tomoro. she must have to jiayou and all the best. cos i know that when she talks to me, its like .. "kou ruo xuan he". but when talk to aunties and uncles like shy shy like dat! min ahh! mus confident okayy! prove to your mom and dad u can do it okayy!(: yan yan jie jie will always help u jiayou!
lawls.
i sound preachingly horrid.
though its true.
cos i love my min ever so much.
lalalas.
okays.
bye. i have to sleep if not some eyebags will appear and it'ld be ugly! :( not that i'm that ai-mei lah. but still, eyebags are erhhem.
i think it means a whole truckload of fun!!(:
lalalas. my dad's flying again tomoro morning abt 5. even b4 i wake up i guess. XDD well thats okay actually, cos he flies often. :X the word to use is to be 'immuned'. lawls.
survey is hard hard hard. but its quite fun la actually. cos we get to run around different locations .. meeting and interviewing different people then sketch out some funky proposal. :DDD
so IDMI is actually okay for me. but i don't know what kinda marks i would get. thinking of marks is depressing. everyone of us wants it to be high. no one wants to flunk right? lawls. my geog is totally giving way. i swear geog is not my cup of tea.
though i prefer history. its still not creme de la creme. :( i like err .. lets see ... slacking periods. yeahh, though its sian i get to sleep cos some teachers are blind.
correction.
they are totally sightful. they see but don't say. that's what they like to tell us. so let it be. sleeping is such an offence. no wait. that's physical sleeping. i'm saying mental sleeping. the teachers can't ever get a hell grip on that.
okay, i'm bad.
please don't follow.
min's prelim oral is tomoro. she must have to jiayou and all the best. cos i know that when she talks to me, its like .. "kou ruo xuan he". but when talk to aunties and uncles like shy shy like dat! min ahh! mus confident okayy! prove to your mom and dad u can do it okayy!(: yan yan jie jie will always help u jiayou!
lawls.
i sound preachingly horrid.
though its true.
cos i love my min ever so much.
lalalas.
okays.
bye. i have to sleep if not some eyebags will appear and it'ld be ugly! :( not that i'm that ai-mei lah. but still, eyebags are erhhem.
Sunday, July 22, 2007
160thh post. i'm so pleased. hahah, look at those criminals out there. it has come to my approval that the law 1000098s states, everyone should have a blog. thats nice:X
lalalas. i'm glad cos i got the laptop slipcase. so i don't have to look like some kinda half nerd who carries the large briefcase storing a laptop even before i start to earn my on S-line-line. lolls.(: no offence to anyone.
okayyes, i'm in a killing mood too. so don't tick me. the survey we've completed isn't saved. bloody hell. we've only saved half of it. shit damned it. now we have to complete the other half again!!! :( we're consulting the mentor 2mrrrs. idiot! hais. now we shall hv to finish up in the train to school tomoro morning. its super duperly what the hell. las resort, come early to skuu. cursing my lungs out.
shan't use "ass" anymore. it has different meanings. i looked up the word in the dictionary and came about to know it has more than one meaning. a certain one was utterly obscene i swear.
lalalas. i'm glad cos i got the laptop slipcase. so i don't have to look like some kinda half nerd who carries the large briefcase storing a laptop even before i start to earn my on S-line-line. lolls.(: no offence to anyone.
okayyes, i'm in a killing mood too. so don't tick me. the survey we've completed isn't saved. bloody hell. we've only saved half of it. shit damned it. now we have to complete the other half again!!! :( we're consulting the mentor 2mrrrs. idiot! hais. now we shall hv to finish up in the train to school tomoro morning. its super duperly what the hell. las resort, come early to skuu. cursing my lungs out.
shan't use "ass" anymore. it has different meanings. i looked up the word in the dictionary and came about to know it has more than one meaning. a certain one was utterly obscene i swear.
Today is going to remain as mundane as any other ordinary day. Except for the rain, which actually brightens up my mood a bit.
I can't wait for tomorrow!! okayy, its not about the whole IDMI-ing thingy, but err ... after consultation and going to bugis for survey until 8pm at night is going to be err .. rather fun. at least better than staying at home :DDDD
i hope simpsonsXDDD going to be a great showw!!! cos i'm going to watch it with regina and ting on a wednesday.. its either that or harry potter. which is going to be equally fun. cos regina and ting are such nice people.
life can't get anymore boring .. its just like everyday u hear see and do the same things .. honestly, its like there's no thrill to it at all. its just eat, sleep, work, com, sing. taddahh. the end. say good nite and fall asleep.
i don't want friday to come. :X i don't want to go back to some kinda slickshape heaven for chrissakes. yeah, its slickshape heaven for some people. but i don't think it applies to me. staring at the graduates preaching. looking at the faces with u know some sort of unknown vigour or untrust. its disgusting.
plus the hours that are like never ending. and its going to continue a long long way until yr6? 6 more years, no .. actually 5 and a 1/2. cos i've completed 1/2 a year. congratulations to me. i've survived. and never bothered about sucidal. cos i can't let some hog and cow affect my personal welfare can i?
i just realised i'm such a professional at metaphorrical vocabulary. cos i don't actually directly spit out what i want to say. so it seriously depends on how you people look at it. its your viewpoint, positive or negative. and you can't blame me. cos if u see it at such an angle that is obviously opposite from what i'm trying to refer and it means, finding yourself such a guilty personel, then shoo! don't find mine trouble cos i mean no harm on you. since when did i spout your name. i can write whatever i please here. that is if i don't make any direct criticism to someone with a name. i bet all of you do have a name(:
and then i come back home and join in some issues and get myself into some regulative trouble. which now i ruddy learn not to freaking care about anymore. cos i don't have authority, i don't have say. or maybe, i don't have money, i don't have mouth. lawls. how materialistic. but thats the kinda truckdump we're living in now right.
run the redlights, and fetch the reporters. i'm someone voicing with a million dollars. i say a simple little sentence and i hit the headlines. why? cos i'm famous for being the rich-padi. zomg. its spastic the society we're living in.
okay, or try this.
flash and bang. snip and snap. my dad's this CEO or founder of some big name. and i just got into this mild bitch fight with my friends in school. call the lawyer. call the media. i'm going to make my stand. standing on the tier, i sniff a tear and pronounce of the unjustice done to me. "daddy, it isn't my fault at all". and then some guy coated armani and spelled classic ralph lauren strides towards his daughter's friend and brews this charcoal HOT scene with the family.
when something so tiny could be settled by, "i don't friend you anymore, err .. don't look me up in the future". it has to hit the papers, draw our eyes for this pathetic thing whose dad is a multi 'S' completed with a line. guess what? got $ got say!!
anyone hasn't come across it? okay, next thing. in the current society. money is more of the happenings in those offices with frilled carpets.
so more logically and simply put. its the status that matters right? animal farm is such a jolly good examples.
i think i've seen thousands of napoleans in my life. rubbing their shoulders give you the extra mild of satisfaction or what u would called, "sought-after luck". which sucks looking at it third person .. u get to see how in the world ... status do get a grip.
thats why we must study hard and create that fab repo. simply put, for status. adults do agree. we need status to live. so what we are actually indirectly working for is status. to work with coquettish high classes who steps on well vacuumed floor and maintain good skin because of the nice aircon. compared to the labourers running around everyday working errands.
okay,
what i've said should be common knowledge.
bye.
I can't wait for tomorrow!! okayy, its not about the whole IDMI-ing thingy, but err ... after consultation and going to bugis for survey until 8pm at night is going to be err .. rather fun. at least better than staying at home :DDDD
i hope simpsonsXDDD going to be a great showw!!! cos i'm going to watch it with regina and ting on a wednesday.. its either that or harry potter. which is going to be equally fun. cos regina and ting are such nice people.
life can't get anymore boring .. its just like everyday u hear see and do the same things .. honestly, its like there's no thrill to it at all. its just eat, sleep, work, com, sing. taddahh. the end. say good nite and fall asleep.
i don't want friday to come. :X i don't want to go back to some kinda slickshape heaven for chrissakes. yeah, its slickshape heaven for some people. but i don't think it applies to me. staring at the graduates preaching. looking at the faces with u know some sort of unknown vigour or untrust. its disgusting.
plus the hours that are like never ending. and its going to continue a long long way until yr6? 6 more years, no .. actually 5 and a 1/2. cos i've completed 1/2 a year. congratulations to me. i've survived. and never bothered about sucidal. cos i can't let some hog and cow affect my personal welfare can i?
i just realised i'm such a professional at metaphorrical vocabulary. cos i don't actually directly spit out what i want to say. so it seriously depends on how you people look at it. its your viewpoint, positive or negative. and you can't blame me. cos if u see it at such an angle that is obviously opposite from what i'm trying to refer and it means, finding yourself such a guilty personel, then shoo! don't find mine trouble cos i mean no harm on you. since when did i spout your name. i can write whatever i please here. that is if i don't make any direct criticism to someone with a name. i bet all of you do have a name(:
and then i come back home and join in some issues and get myself into some regulative trouble. which now i ruddy learn not to freaking care about anymore. cos i don't have authority, i don't have say. or maybe, i don't have money, i don't have mouth. lawls. how materialistic. but thats the kinda truckdump we're living in now right.
run the redlights, and fetch the reporters. i'm someone voicing with a million dollars. i say a simple little sentence and i hit the headlines. why? cos i'm famous for being the rich-padi. zomg. its spastic the society we're living in.
okay, or try this.
flash and bang. snip and snap. my dad's this CEO or founder of some big name. and i just got into this mild bitch fight with my friends in school. call the lawyer. call the media. i'm going to make my stand. standing on the tier, i sniff a tear and pronounce of the unjustice done to me. "daddy, it isn't my fault at all". and then some guy coated armani and spelled classic ralph lauren strides towards his daughter's friend and brews this charcoal HOT scene with the family.
when something so tiny could be settled by, "i don't friend you anymore, err .. don't look me up in the future". it has to hit the papers, draw our eyes for this pathetic thing whose dad is a multi 'S' completed with a line. guess what? got $ got say!!
anyone hasn't come across it? okay, next thing. in the current society. money is more of the happenings in those offices with frilled carpets.
so more logically and simply put. its the status that matters right? animal farm is such a jolly good examples.
i think i've seen thousands of napoleans in my life. rubbing their shoulders give you the extra mild of satisfaction or what u would called, "sought-after luck". which sucks looking at it third person .. u get to see how in the world ... status do get a grip.
thats why we must study hard and create that fab repo. simply put, for status. adults do agree. we need status to live. so what we are actually indirectly working for is status. to work with coquettish high classes who steps on well vacuumed floor and maintain good skin because of the nice aircon. compared to the labourers running around everyday working errands.
okay,
what i've said should be common knowledge.
bye.
Saturday, July 21, 2007
hahah. its always me giving in. i'm sick of it. seriously sick. i'm always the one who has to get the worse. its my room, and i have to go to yours just because you want to sit in my room. and unreasonably. its like wtf lah. what's wrong with playing music? you got problem with what? everything i like, u hate? you do that on purpose right? i mean, seriously .. u go that far to hate what i love. u go so far to detest what i like. doesn't this make u sick? u want to take away my everything. well, you're almost there. just continue with what you're doing, don't stop. and one day, i'll really fall into pieces. and i bet you're happy. you're self-centered. you never spared a thought. u want to snatch what i want away. u want to snatch them all away. you want to leave me with nothing, nothingless and empty. you're just 9cm away from catching that bliss you seek, by taking away everything of mine.
I GOT MY HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS! hahah. err ... lyk i think 2 hours ago!!(:
I CAN'T WAIT TO READ IT!
but since its not my money, i didn't buy it first, i can't read it first. i have to give in again. i have to wait till u finish reading the damn book. go and die. i don't care if you're biologically related to me. i don't care what blood flows through you. i seriously don't give a damn. cos i feel nothing to you. u take away my everything. snatching away what used to be mine. having all the attention. now you're happy. i'm just the bystander. i've nothing to do with relationships. i don't care about relationships. so maybe i'm the self-centered one. i don't want to care about anything already. i'm an empty living.
i'm uptight about lots of things already.
lets make a list yeahh?
`someone is taking everything away from me
`learning to trust no one
`facading throughout my life
`school sucking
`da-X and gang.
`him
second las one yeahh, is the worst.
err .. u all don't know i guess.
its hard for disconnections. its not easy to play away.
play it the hard way most probably.
i can't care about physical damage. they are okay.
i want to be immunised by heart damage.
da-X.is.missing.wtf.
I GOT MY HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS! hahah. err ... lyk i think 2 hours ago!!(:
I CAN'T WAIT TO READ IT!
but since its not my money, i didn't buy it first, i can't read it first. i have to give in again. i have to wait till u finish reading the damn book. go and die. i don't care if you're biologically related to me. i don't care what blood flows through you. i seriously don't give a damn. cos i feel nothing to you. u take away my everything. snatching away what used to be mine. having all the attention. now you're happy. i'm just the bystander. i've nothing to do with relationships. i don't care about relationships. so maybe i'm the self-centered one. i don't want to care about anything already. i'm an empty living.
i'm uptight about lots of things already.
lets make a list yeahh?
`someone is taking everything away from me
`learning to trust no one
`facading throughout my life
`school sucking
`da-X and gang.
`him
second las one yeahh, is the worst.
err .. u all don't know i guess.
its hard for disconnections. its not easy to play away.
play it the hard way most probably.
i can't care about physical damage. they are okay.
i want to be immunised by heart damage.
da-X.is.missing.wtf.
i kinda hate this place alot.
i hate the world.
i hate the place where they house rooms and blue desks.
i hate the associates.
yuhh,
i'm so like u know, ungrateful?
grateful for wadd?
tell me!!
being in this world?
bring me away then.
take me away from this freaking place.
i hope i sleep and i don't wake up.
the day is spoilt somehow.
u think i'm living some sorta blessed life right?
hell,
i'm not.
i think breaking away from this atmosphere of facades, untruths, unrivalledness, unfaithfulness, hypocrites is the thing i want.
i don't want to breathe the same air as them.
i don't want to walk the floor they've stepped on.
i don't want to touch the things they held.
damn.it.people!
stop it.
u can't take over my live.
cos if i want to vanish.
its bloody easy.
u don't need to point the dagger.
get it?
cos u suck man!
sucker!
bye and i think if this blogger accnt is hacked into also then i shall never trust a soul in my life.
i hate the world.
i hate the place where they house rooms and blue desks.
i hate the associates.
yuhh,
i'm so like u know, ungrateful?
grateful for wadd?
tell me!!
being in this world?
bring me away then.
take me away from this freaking place.
i hope i sleep and i don't wake up.
the day is spoilt somehow.
u think i'm living some sorta blessed life right?
hell,
i'm not.
i think breaking away from this atmosphere of facades, untruths, unrivalledness, unfaithfulness, hypocrites is the thing i want.
i don't want to breathe the same air as them.
i don't want to walk the floor they've stepped on.
i don't want to touch the things they held.
damn.it.people!
stop it.
u can't take over my live.
cos if i want to vanish.
its bloody easy.
u don't need to point the dagger.
get it?
cos u suck man!
sucker!
bye and i think if this blogger accnt is hacked into also then i shall never trust a soul in my life.
Friday, July 20, 2007
you know what? i just realised something.
today marks the anniversary of my hadphone being smashed last year.
i remember him in the middle of the night.
lawls.
eugene. hahahh. PLD's u remember?
then i lived for the other half of the year miserably without a phone.
because of him i got my phone smashed.
because of the talk in the middle of the night at about 2-3pm.
because of the nice comments.
lalalas. i remember.
hahah.
okayy. memories.
i just hope they'ld fade away.
i survived 5 months phoneless because of a guy.
stupid me.
foolish me.
wrote out the lyrics for yanruoting.
the songs all hold special meanings.
-disappeared- is for .him. as in las yr. nope not eugene.
-don't know you- is for a guy in 1E. err .. its not about u know what la.
and the next one i'm gonna write is also meant for a guy in 1E.
lawls.
ruo is in charge of the music.
i do the lyrics.
ting is in charge of photography and film.
lolls.
today marks the anniversary of my hadphone being smashed last year.
i remember him in the middle of the night.
lawls.
eugene. hahahh. PLD's u remember?
then i lived for the other half of the year miserably without a phone.
because of him i got my phone smashed.
because of the talk in the middle of the night at about 2-3pm.
because of the nice comments.
lalalas. i remember.
hahah.
okayy. memories.
i just hope they'ld fade away.
i survived 5 months phoneless because of a guy.
stupid me.
foolish me.
wrote out the lyrics for yanruoting.
the songs all hold special meanings.
-disappeared- is for .him. as in las yr. nope not eugene.
-don't know you- is for a guy in 1E. err .. its not about u know what la.
and the next one i'm gonna write is also meant for a guy in 1E.
lawls.
ruo is in charge of the music.
i do the lyrics.
ting is in charge of photography and film.
lolls.
TODAY IS SO FUN!
okay, it started of like any other days. :DDDD
meeting was 10 and i woke up at 9.30. clever me. then, i recieved a msg from zhihao saying he would be going. then i was like, really ah?! hahah .. n he reach lerh. lolls.
brought lappytoppy. hahah. then i reached there and kimbo and sofina was there already. plus kenny, yuchen and roy. :X zhihao hid himself somewhere, something to do with being paisehh. :))) lolls. then he send over sms say he saw many chiobus. lawls. that guy is siao derh.
okay .. then waited waited waited. 10.15. taddaaah! rene and rason came. last. lawls. :DDD and realised that all of us are wearing pink, red, white, grey, black shirt. :DDD as in mixed colours. lawls. was kinda cool. zhihao was in a 'costume'. lolls.
then went to macCAFE. lawls.
zhihao and rason were busy buying stuffs. then they came back and every1 started off. yeahh ...
and after some work .. we chatted talked and blarhh.
and kimbo, sofina and i left for Pasir Ris Central or Market Place. walk walk walk. looong journey. had the nicey french fries while walking.(:
okay, finally we reached and we walk walk walk again to the fishhy shoppy. :DDD hahaha .. the aunty was nicey. she let us ask her questions and sorts. (: kimbo took notes. and i err .. asked some 'hard-to-answer-leh' questions. lolls. then this customer came in and wanted to buy CENTIPEDES for his fishhh. so the aunty went and used the clippers to pick out 6 centipedes for him. it was EWWWW! and sofina's expression was so funny! (: lolls.
then we asked them if there were any other fish shops around and they mentioned a fish farm in pasir ris. and it was LALALAS! cos i recalled having been to the fish farm in pasir ris. :DDD
went back to white sands macCAFE. and the guys went backk. slackers mahh. okayy, don't say btr. lalas.
had lunchhh and i so kind buy lunch as in queue for lunch not BUY for kimbo and sofina. lolls. they had fishhfillet, and i had mcspicy. then i thought of choir and regretted my choice lah.
the cashier is this new guy la .. around sec skuu bah. and then the aunties all like bully him. cos rene and i went and said separate orders, then placed my orders. and then for i dunno what reason then his face turn red. lalas, blushing. hahahaha .. okay, then the aunty tease him. lolls. so funny.
okayys, then err .... nice lunchh. had tiny cups to share the Xtra large coke. hehheh. :) rocked.
and then everyone went back except kimbo, sofina and i ... good ppl. lalas. okayys. and we went to the library .. me and kimbo started on some questions to ask the mainland tropical fish farm ppl. :X
sofina had to fetch her sis first. :))))))
and then i searched for the website of the mainland fish farm and called the people there up, asking whether we could interview them. then they were like ok larh. so i asked if phone interview btr or face to face. and they said face to face. so fine lah.
completed the questions, and waited for sofina to be back! ((((:
kimbo borrowed the A-LIST novel, sarahhh recommendation. lalalas. hahaha.
then sofina called her mom and her mom asked her to buy some kinda mosquito lotion from watson. so we waited.
hahaha. okayy ... and we chionged to the interchange searching for the green colour 359 ... and finally yeahh!* lolls. i carried my laptop it was like damn heavy larh. msnfren! u should help me carry again! like last time;X lawls.
okayy .. went up the bus and got down..
then sofina, her sis and i dashed across the 'no-traffic-light' road. lalalalas. and kimbo was so cautious!! hahah. wait until the truck past then go. hehheh.
then we went and found the guy and interviewed him. kimbo copied the notes and me and sofina asked questions while recording. hahahh. learned alot. i continued with my spastic questions. :))
and we bought each person one pack of fish food and began fish feeding. this fishh farm is nicer than qian hu actually. big big ponds and many many fishes. there was this one which is like urghh ... so big. $8000.
feeding fishes are fun! and there are geese and chickens.(: which were scary. geese sound disgusting. its like, "gahhh". that kind. :( tsk tsk.
and it started raining. luckily sofina's sis and kimbo brought umbrellas. i share with kimboh! and started walking towards the bus-stop!!
okayys. and we went back to white sands.
went to food court. cos i talk talk talk and never drink water. :( hehheh;X so i was so thirstyy!! kimbo and me had qing tang. she had to go to the toilet, so i helped her buyy. stall auntie ask me whether want hot or cold .. and i didn't know wad kimbo wanted so i got cold for both of us.
turned out she never tried cold b4 ... so it was freezing to her. sorry kimbo.
then rushed back to library and completed the survey and interview thingy.
market survey is tough lah!
so yarhh ... and choingeed. sofina's mom came. hehheh. then we rushed rushed rushed somemore.
andd kimberly saw her watch. five thirty.
laptop shut down.
go home.
okayys. thats all.
bb!
okay, it started of like any other days. :DDDD
meeting was 10 and i woke up at 9.30. clever me. then, i recieved a msg from zhihao saying he would be going. then i was like, really ah?! hahah .. n he reach lerh. lolls.
brought lappytoppy. hahah. then i reached there and kimbo and sofina was there already. plus kenny, yuchen and roy. :X zhihao hid himself somewhere, something to do with being paisehh. :))) lolls. then he send over sms say he saw many chiobus. lawls. that guy is siao derh.
okay .. then waited waited waited. 10.15. taddaaah! rene and rason came. last. lawls. :DDD and realised that all of us are wearing pink, red, white, grey, black shirt. :DDD as in mixed colours. lawls. was kinda cool. zhihao was in a 'costume'. lolls.
then went to macCAFE. lawls.
zhihao and rason were busy buying stuffs. then they came back and every1 started off. yeahh ...
and after some work .. we chatted talked and blarhh.
and kimbo, sofina and i left for Pasir Ris Central or Market Place. walk walk walk. looong journey. had the nicey french fries while walking.(:
okay, finally we reached and we walk walk walk again to the fishhy shoppy. :DDD hahaha .. the aunty was nicey. she let us ask her questions and sorts. (: kimbo took notes. and i err .. asked some 'hard-to-answer-leh' questions. lolls. then this customer came in and wanted to buy CENTIPEDES for his fishhh. so the aunty went and used the clippers to pick out 6 centipedes for him. it was EWWWW! and sofina's expression was so funny! (: lolls.
then we asked them if there were any other fish shops around and they mentioned a fish farm in pasir ris. and it was LALALAS! cos i recalled having been to the fish farm in pasir ris. :DDD
went back to white sands macCAFE. and the guys went backk. slackers mahh. okayy, don't say btr. lalas.
had lunchhh and i so kind buy lunch as in queue for lunch not BUY for kimbo and sofina. lolls. they had fishhfillet, and i had mcspicy. then i thought of choir and regretted my choice lah.
the cashier is this new guy la .. around sec skuu bah. and then the aunties all like bully him. cos rene and i went and said separate orders, then placed my orders. and then for i dunno what reason then his face turn red. lalas, blushing. hahahaha .. okay, then the aunty tease him. lolls. so funny.
okayys, then err .... nice lunchh. had tiny cups to share the Xtra large coke. hehheh. :) rocked.
and then everyone went back except kimbo, sofina and i ... good ppl. lalas. okayys. and we went to the library .. me and kimbo started on some questions to ask the mainland tropical fish farm ppl. :X
sofina had to fetch her sis first. :))))))
and then i searched for the website of the mainland fish farm and called the people there up, asking whether we could interview them. then they were like ok larh. so i asked if phone interview btr or face to face. and they said face to face. so fine lah.
completed the questions, and waited for sofina to be back! ((((:
kimbo borrowed the A-LIST novel, sarahhh recommendation. lalalas. hahaha.
then sofina called her mom and her mom asked her to buy some kinda mosquito lotion from watson. so we waited.
hahaha. okayy ... and we chionged to the interchange searching for the green colour 359 ... and finally yeahh!* lolls. i carried my laptop it was like damn heavy larh. msnfren! u should help me carry again! like last time;X lawls.
okayy .. went up the bus and got down..
then sofina, her sis and i dashed across the 'no-traffic-light' road. lalalalas. and kimbo was so cautious!! hahah. wait until the truck past then go. hehheh.
then we went and found the guy and interviewed him. kimbo copied the notes and me and sofina asked questions while recording. hahahh. learned alot. i continued with my spastic questions. :))
and we bought each person one pack of fish food and began fish feeding. this fishh farm is nicer than qian hu actually. big big ponds and many many fishes. there was this one which is like urghh ... so big. $8000.
feeding fishes are fun! and there are geese and chickens.(: which were scary. geese sound disgusting. its like, "gahhh". that kind. :( tsk tsk.
and it started raining. luckily sofina's sis and kimbo brought umbrellas. i share with kimboh! and started walking towards the bus-stop!!
okayys. and we went back to white sands.
went to food court. cos i talk talk talk and never drink water. :( hehheh;X so i was so thirstyy!! kimbo and me had qing tang. she had to go to the toilet, so i helped her buyy. stall auntie ask me whether want hot or cold .. and i didn't know wad kimbo wanted so i got cold for both of us.
turned out she never tried cold b4 ... so it was freezing to her. sorry kimbo.
then rushed back to library and completed the survey and interview thingy.
market survey is tough lah!
so yarhh ... and choingeed. sofina's mom came. hehheh. then we rushed rushed rushed somemore.
andd kimberly saw her watch. five thirty.
laptop shut down.
go home.
okayys. thats all.
bb!
okayys. AMANDA! here's the PIC you wanted. hahaha.
drinking GRAPE -WINE at my house.
it rocked right?!
hehheh.
hehheh.
sorraye the crown above your head is green instead of yellow.
i kinda pressed something wrongly.
hahaha.
I LOVE THIS PIC LOADS TOO!
tell me if you want the rollerblading one okayy?!
lolls.
okayy .. people we're not doing some illegal underage wine drinking.
lalalas.
slowly guess bahh:X
i just love the glasses we used.
lalalas.
IDMIouting todayy. was okay i suppose. :DDD
QIANHU FISH FARM<33
hahaha ... many many many fishes to see ... :X
they cost a BOMB.
seriously speaking, i would buy an expensive 'non-living' object, than a 'living one'.
i see no point in spending hard earned money on something that would die. :((((
sorraye fishy addictx. I want a TABLET. ohkayys, nvm. shall hope to get it next yr ferr mii bdae prezzie. :DDDD
okayys, there was a fishhspa.XDDD
ah.mazing. :))) lalalas. the fish nibbling at your foot.
its abit erhhhem la ... :DD
hahhaa, saw 2 men doing it, and snapped picx. :)) lolls.
there's even FISHmanicure&pedicure.
why would ppl want fishes to do their nails instead of a proffessional manicurist. :DDD
lalalas, i'm lame.
i don't see things the way i'm suppose to see it.
And thank god. cos i love the GIRLS in my group!!
sOFINA, sAMANTHA, kIMBO, sARAH.
lalalas.
we rock the house down.
thats my zilianess acting up.
Sam used my cam to take picx. that was NICEY of her.
loveya! :)))
i've uploaded it alreadyy!
Then discussed the meeting times on our way home:DDD
clever me asked Mrs. Kumaran if she could drop us off at the MRT.
Yay! A2 and A3 are Meeting Up TOGETHER!
at White Sands;X in honour of me and xintian.
Pasirisers rockk tooo!
okayyyes.
then erms ...
at night.
went to watch Harry Potter with family:X
SURPRISE
SURPRISE
:D
:D
:D
its been long since the las time i went out with the whole family.
and sitting in the car with the other 3 related members ...
staring out at tampines mall.
it feels weird.
:DDD
i told u there is something wrong.
okayy.
HARRY POTTER IS NICE<33
and that's cos i read the book le.
so i understood.
my mom, dad and bro didn't enjoy it as much.
HARRY POTTER"S speeches are seriously CONVINCING.
and he acts well.
the fighting was SCARY.
so i hugged my sweater.
lolls <333
happy ending.
HERMOINE is PRETTAYYE!
and
CEDRIC DIGGORY is SHUAI!
though he didn't appear.
lolls.
cho chang was bitchy.
nahh hahahah.
and luna lovegood was ....
nice!! <333
lolls.
okayy .. thats about it.
lalalas.
and i'm backk.
sometimes i don't want to be anywhere.
sometimes i just want to sit there and disappear.
if there was MAGIC.
lolls
i'm so good at fantasizing.
wishhing.
hoping.
okay, i guess life isn't like that.
you know, filled with vigour, miracles, daring deeds.
i'm wondering.
i love to DREAM.
i should stop DREAMING.
i must think of err ...
REALITY.
as it bites back.
reality kinda sucks actually.
DREAMING IS LOVES.
when you just sit there and DREAM.
and then u can think of what world u wanna live in.
and who u wanna be.
and no one could care or stop you.
cos they never know what you are dreaming.
i wish life's a dream.
but i'll stop
dreaming,
wishing and
hoping.
IDMIouting todayy. was okay i suppose. :DDD
QIANHU FISH FARM<33
hahaha ... many many many fishes to see ... :X
they cost a BOMB.
seriously speaking, i would buy an expensive 'non-living' object, than a 'living one'.
i see no point in spending hard earned money on something that would die. :((((
sorraye fishy addictx. I want a TABLET. ohkayys, nvm. shall hope to get it next yr ferr mii bdae prezzie. :DDDD
okayys, there was a fishhspa.XDDD
ah.mazing. :))) lalalas. the fish nibbling at your foot.
its abit erhhhem la ... :DD
hahhaa, saw 2 men doing it, and snapped picx. :)) lolls.
there's even FISHmanicure&pedicure.
why would ppl want fishes to do their nails instead of a proffessional manicurist. :DDD
lalalas, i'm lame.
i don't see things the way i'm suppose to see it.
And thank god. cos i love the GIRLS in my group!!
sOFINA, sAMANTHA, kIMBO, sARAH.
lalalas.
we rock the house down.
thats my zilianess acting up.
Sam used my cam to take picx. that was NICEY of her.
loveya! :)))
i've uploaded it alreadyy!
Then discussed the meeting times on our way home:DDD
clever me asked Mrs. Kumaran if she could drop us off at the MRT.
Yay! A2 and A3 are Meeting Up TOGETHER!
at White Sands;X in honour of me and xintian.
Pasirisers rockk tooo!
okayyyes.
then erms ...
at night.
went to watch Harry Potter with family:X
SURPRISE
SURPRISE
:D
:D
:D
its been long since the las time i went out with the whole family.
and sitting in the car with the other 3 related members ...
staring out at tampines mall.
it feels weird.
:DDD
i told u there is something wrong.
okayy.
HARRY POTTER IS NICE<33
and that's cos i read the book le.
so i understood.
my mom, dad and bro didn't enjoy it as much.
HARRY POTTER"S speeches are seriously CONVINCING.
and he acts well.
the fighting was SCARY.
so i hugged my sweater.
lolls <333
happy ending.
HERMOINE is PRETTAYYE!
and
CEDRIC DIGGORY is SHUAI!
though he didn't appear.
lolls.
cho chang was bitchy.
nahh hahahah.
and luna lovegood was ....
nice!! <333
lolls.
okayy .. thats about it.
lalalas.
and i'm backk.
sometimes i don't want to be anywhere.
sometimes i just want to sit there and disappear.
if there was MAGIC.
lolls
i'm so good at fantasizing.
wishhing.
hoping.
okay, i guess life isn't like that.
you know, filled with vigour, miracles, daring deeds.
i'm wondering.
i love to DREAM.
i should stop DREAMING.
i must think of err ...
REALITY.
as it bites back.
reality kinda sucks actually.
DREAMING IS LOVES.
when you just sit there and DREAM.
and then u can think of what world u wanna live in.
and who u wanna be.
and no one could care or stop you.
cos they never know what you are dreaming.
i wish life's a dream.
but i'll stop
dreaming,
wishing and
hoping.
Thursday, July 19, 2007
151th post! 49 more posts and i'll reach a HUNDREDxTWO.
yays(:
okay, i'm in school its 8.59, i'm in the library using the laptop(:
lolls. rene is bside me. smsing and friendstering :DD
its IDMI!
first !Dm! in my life!! (: okay, heard its torturous.
but it sounds like a SLACKINGh0lIDAY.
i'm bad. :DDDD
going to fishh farm later(:
hope it doesn't stinkkkk! :(
the msn is so old .. lalalas ....
i got the classic version. n. rene got the XP version. not much difference la.
hais. i'm sian .. :(
i'm seriously sian. sianism suckks.
SOMETIMES,
homeSUCKS.
crude me.
but its kinda true kayys.
IDMI.
IDMI.
IDMI.
i don't seeem to b that excited.
i'm jus happy cos i get to leave home and not go school. :DDD
get it ... :)
lalalas.
gothic.
rawrs.
i have nothing to blog abt.
i'm sian
i sian
i'm sian
okayy.
bb!
yays(:
okay, i'm in school its 8.59, i'm in the library using the laptop(:
lolls. rene is bside me. smsing and friendstering :DD
its IDMI!
first !Dm! in my life!! (: okay, heard its torturous.
but it sounds like a SLACKINGh0lIDAY.
i'm bad. :DDDD
going to fishh farm later(:
hope it doesn't stinkkkk! :(
the msn is so old .. lalalas ....
i got the classic version. n. rene got the XP version. not much difference la.
hais. i'm sian .. :(
i'm seriously sian. sianism suckks.
SOMETIMES,
homeSUCKS.
crude me.
but its kinda true kayys.
IDMI.
IDMI.
IDMI.
i don't seeem to b that excited.
i'm jus happy cos i get to leave home and not go school. :DDD
get it ... :)
lalalas.
gothic.
rawrs.
i have nothing to blog abt.
i'm sian
i sian
i'm sian
okayy.
bb!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
home.
is such a dead place. filled with frustrations, agony, acts, and blah;X
yeahh, its home.
not house.
house is just a word in my dictionary for cold prison cells. :(
life's like that ...
why the hell can't u confess?? huh??
isit so hard to say it.
making me guess ... making me so miserable not knowing what to say if i make the wrong assumptions. :x
we can relate in a sort of way.
yet ii feel as though i know you
yet i realised i don't know u one bit.
you're this here,
and that there.
its all assumptions.
how if it were wrong?!
gawwd..
sometimes i get all up tight jealous about your lives. u don't know mine, you never lived mine. u don't know what great expectations i have of myself, and when i acheive it, someone near would give the shoulder, the blue one thats freezing. and i'll have to handle it myself. you don't know that i don't care of what the freaking world thinks anymore.
you don't know that i just live for myself.
cos i owe no freaking person a goddamned living.
so piss off,
just hell leave it will ya?!
i don't care what poison u shoot to my face,
i don't know what hurt could be blessed anymore.
its some kinda immuned ettiquette.
i bet you all don't know.
cos you all don't understand me.
i don't care.
i don't give a damn.
i don't view your gestures.
i don't live your predictions.
cos i live for myself.
and i pronounce this to you.
that live is mine,
and even if u thinkk that i suck when i do a deed.
then get off
get out
get away
get blown
get shot
get destroyed
get distorted
all the way out from my life.
cos that's the way i like it.
i live the hard way.
is such a dead place. filled with frustrations, agony, acts, and blah;X
yeahh, its home.
not house.
house is just a word in my dictionary for cold prison cells. :(
life's like that ...
why the hell can't u confess?? huh??
isit so hard to say it.
making me guess ... making me so miserable not knowing what to say if i make the wrong assumptions. :x
we can relate in a sort of way.
yet ii feel as though i know you
yet i realised i don't know u one bit.
you're this here,
and that there.
its all assumptions.
how if it were wrong?!
gawwd..
sometimes i get all up tight jealous about your lives. u don't know mine, you never lived mine. u don't know what great expectations i have of myself, and when i acheive it, someone near would give the shoulder, the blue one thats freezing. and i'll have to handle it myself. you don't know that i don't care of what the freaking world thinks anymore.
you don't know that i just live for myself.
cos i owe no freaking person a goddamned living.
so piss off,
just hell leave it will ya?!
i don't care what poison u shoot to my face,
i don't know what hurt could be blessed anymore.
its some kinda immuned ettiquette.
i bet you all don't know.
cos you all don't understand me.
i don't care.
i don't give a damn.
i don't view your gestures.
i don't live your predictions.
cos i live for myself.
and i pronounce this to you.
that live is mine,
and even if u thinkk that i suck when i do a deed.
then get off
get out
get away
get blown
get shot
get destroyed
get distorted
all the way out from my life.
cos that's the way i like it.
i live the hard way.
guess where am i? white sands library. right.
reason: i don't have french today. i forgot it was Elearning time .. and my mom's at parkway. lolls.
this keyboard is seriously not nice to type ... :( i love my laptop all of a sudden. :DDD hias. $1.82 left in my prepaid accnt. erm ... 1hr1min.
PE was terribly boring! :( hias. there was lightning and we had to remain in the minute space with shade. and practise the different shooting techniques. :( lalalas .. i was like sick, but i still had to do it! and since i was sick, i am expected to research on netball and submit my research report to her next week. unbearable. life's just unfair.
Then came Maths .. which was boring again! so i just sat there and listen .. yeah right. XDDD hais.
Geog was okay .... the temperature thingy was something new .. its just a bit dry .. so i seriously felt like slamming my head on the blue surface in front of me and leave it there to bleed. 3periods of math and 2periods of geography. theories theories, staring straight my face.
And the Science. Recieved great news that Ms Chua is absent so I was more or less singing rejoices .. then this very --- teacher came in and gave out worksheets. then i went like .. huh ............. managed to finish it up in the end. :) guess that's an achievement.
Went back hmome with Sam, XT, SiangLer and Meiyi ... long journey again .. felt like collasping. :(
not exactly home if u consider the library. cos that's where i am now instead of my palace like room and cell like home. it's hard to describe. so i'll leave out the metaphors, similes and personifications that can be used. :(
i just realise people do change.
some change for the better,
but most change for the worst.
which is why u say negatives are more attractive.
" i don't know why you wanna follow that guy. act cool and all. yeahh, i don't get it. i don't get why u must act all so AA at times .. :( its irritating to me and espescially me. because i thought i knew you. and so i don't. I don't know you one single bit. I don't even know who u really are if that counts. i don't know you. ignore my many attempts when i do minor corrections to you. ignore whatever i say if that pleases you. i'm not a childish kina if u like it like that. "
lalalas ....
i got a cut on my foot because of a guy last night.
how ah-mazing. :DDD
guess thats all.
byes`
reason: i don't have french today. i forgot it was Elearning time .. and my mom's at parkway. lolls.
this keyboard is seriously not nice to type ... :( i love my laptop all of a sudden. :DDD hias. $1.82 left in my prepaid accnt. erm ... 1hr1min.
PE was terribly boring! :( hias. there was lightning and we had to remain in the minute space with shade. and practise the different shooting techniques. :( lalalas .. i was like sick, but i still had to do it! and since i was sick, i am expected to research on netball and submit my research report to her next week. unbearable. life's just unfair.
Then came Maths .. which was boring again! so i just sat there and listen .. yeah right. XDDD hais.
Geog was okay .... the temperature thingy was something new .. its just a bit dry .. so i seriously felt like slamming my head on the blue surface in front of me and leave it there to bleed. 3periods of math and 2periods of geography. theories theories, staring straight my face.
And the Science. Recieved great news that Ms Chua is absent so I was more or less singing rejoices .. then this very --- teacher came in and gave out worksheets. then i went like .. huh ............. managed to finish it up in the end. :) guess that's an achievement.
Went back hmome with Sam, XT, SiangLer and Meiyi ... long journey again .. felt like collasping. :(
not exactly home if u consider the library. cos that's where i am now instead of my palace like room and cell like home. it's hard to describe. so i'll leave out the metaphors, similes and personifications that can be used. :(
i just realise people do change.
some change for the better,
but most change for the worst.
which is why u say negatives are more attractive.
" i don't know why you wanna follow that guy. act cool and all. yeahh, i don't get it. i don't get why u must act all so AA at times .. :( its irritating to me and espescially me. because i thought i knew you. and so i don't. I don't know you one single bit. I don't even know who u really are if that counts. i don't know you. ignore my many attempts when i do minor corrections to you. ignore whatever i say if that pleases you. i'm not a childish kina if u like it like that. "
lalalas ....
i got a cut on my foot because of a guy last night.
how ah-mazing. :DDD
guess thats all.
byes`
Monday, July 16, 2007
lolls. have to rush this post!! :( cos of the cell model legend and the portfolio. which apparently is ehhem to me, cos i don't think it matters much. :DDD
INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!
lalalas, life's full of occasions. XDDD
no one in my class appeared in an ethnic costume .. hias. that's depressing. i've decided to lift up spirits. i swear i would wear one next year! :DDDD yiting, sam, amanda and sofina too. yay! we're going to rock the enivian's floor. wooohooo! :)
okayy .. 3F won .. its like the unity btwin them is inevidible ... :) incredulous la. its like almost the whole class turned up in ethnic wear, even the guys!!!
i can't imagine the 3 guys in our class wearing that!! they'll like be so uh ... aa?
lolls.
and .. i suck at chapteh and the wooden ball thingy. :( that's bad i guess .. :DDDD dunno why i'm still smiling.
melissa's a pro at the 5 stones game and i love the marbles. thy marbles :DDDD lalalas. ... its nice to touch marbles!!!
i couldn't get my top spinning though. and zhihao got his. doesn't matter though. crazier ppl do such things better. :) lolls. zhihao, i bet you're not offended! XDD
and umm .... :) concert 1st part was fine .. then was the dancers .. from some sec skuu .. and the dance was nice the factor was extra X and the steps were perfect.
just that the erm ... dressing was litttleeeeeeeeee!
and zhihao's ears got red.
cos he thought it was disgusting.
sean and him hid their faces. .. lawls.
surprise surprise! - i thought guys like that kinda thing -
guffaws.
and lalalalalalas ........
zuowen thing.
sat behind these to CS seniors and they were pro at drawing okayy!
one of them helped me draw something so fab on my nb .. the drawing of the guy is shuai. guess i'm obssessive.
lolls.
okayy .. choir was i dunno how to say.
forgot to bring my scores.
donated $3 to choir fund. lalals.
shall make an extra effort next time.
lolls.
zomg. time is running out.
gotta end this quick.
i'm glad fewer of u readd my blog.
that's all.
byebyebyebyebyebye!
INTERNATIONAL FRIENDSHIP DAY!
lalalas, life's full of occasions. XDDD
no one in my class appeared in an ethnic costume .. hias. that's depressing. i've decided to lift up spirits. i swear i would wear one next year! :DDDD yiting, sam, amanda and sofina too. yay! we're going to rock the enivian's floor. wooohooo! :)
okayy .. 3F won .. its like the unity btwin them is inevidible ... :) incredulous la. its like almost the whole class turned up in ethnic wear, even the guys!!!
i can't imagine the 3 guys in our class wearing that!! they'll like be so uh ... aa?
lolls.
and .. i suck at chapteh and the wooden ball thingy. :( that's bad i guess .. :DDDD dunno why i'm still smiling.
melissa's a pro at the 5 stones game and i love the marbles. thy marbles :DDDD lalalas. ... its nice to touch marbles!!!
i couldn't get my top spinning though. and zhihao got his. doesn't matter though. crazier ppl do such things better. :) lolls. zhihao, i bet you're not offended! XDD
and umm .... :) concert 1st part was fine .. then was the dancers .. from some sec skuu .. and the dance was nice the factor was extra X and the steps were perfect.
just that the erm ... dressing was litttleeeeeeeeee!
and zhihao's ears got red.
cos he thought it was disgusting.
sean and him hid their faces. .. lawls.
surprise surprise! - i thought guys like that kinda thing -
guffaws.
and lalalalalalas ........
zuowen thing.
sat behind these to CS seniors and they were pro at drawing okayy!
one of them helped me draw something so fab on my nb .. the drawing of the guy is shuai. guess i'm obssessive.
lolls.
okayy .. choir was i dunno how to say.
forgot to bring my scores.
donated $3 to choir fund. lalals.
shall make an extra effort next time.
lolls.
zomg. time is running out.
gotta end this quick.
i'm glad fewer of u readd my blog.
that's all.
byebyebyebyebyebye!
Saturday, July 14, 2007
lolls. haven't posted in zillionites. hope you all won't blame me. well, maybe its to reduce the number of unwanted audience to view my blog. ppl who i hate, i hope you've lost your interested in my blog. boring mah! lolls.
week3 ... interesting lah ... not bad.
monday went for somekinda zuowen thing, had to miss choir for 4 weeks the monday .. so went to look for mrs. loke. then its like, the meeting with her and miss lin was like wtf kay! i feel like stabbing. its so smile smile laugh laugh ... then sarcasm was peppered on the bittersweet phrases. damned it. but still, they erm .... reasonably let us go for the zuowen thingy. but first, had to call up miss ho to doublecheck la. and i was totally pissed, you know the feeling when you're not trusted by someone who you kinda respect. its like, gawd!
tuesday was just so-so .. slept in french again. and then we played an action game. as in literally action. and guess whose card i got? yes, tianwei. it was bloody unlucky okayy! his word was 'danse' and he expected me to dance in front of the whole class. it was so paisehh can! ya, i didn't dance lah, just quickly walk one small circle ... and mme tournay clapped .. followed by the class. i love my fellow frenchers! they motivate me so much la, encouragement is power! tuesday nite, was nice online. recieved 2 songs from msnfren .. lolls. and i loved the -never again- . kelly clarkson is good. you're right.
wednesday was threateningly horrid?! okay, bad morning, reason: something to do with my phone. as in not technically. i was already half sian la. mood spoiled. why must HE be in my idmi group ne? its like mapped one isit? then i curse the mapper.
thursday ... okayy larhs. normal lorh. science was to do dunno wad cell thingy and i didn't want to sit on the freaking dirty floor. lolls. goof it lah. my skirt cost sgd okay, soap oso. okay nvm. i guess i'm not that good in plastercining .. unlike amanda and rene who were pro and said the rounded ball i made was too this and that. lolls. thanks ppl for doing most of the job. at nite, had a good conversation online to the same person again. its been long since i had a good chat online for 2 alternative days since i appeared offline larh. thanks to some ppl i don't wanna talk to lah.
friday ... okay la .. school ended at 12.45 to prepare fer open hse. lalalas ... played vball for choir PT and when the seniors went for prac for open hse, still continued playing. i love vball .. i love getting my hand red. its pain. its nice. yiting is pro lah. whenever i get to hit, i would hit ever so hard. then i'll feel so comfortable.
today ... yay! finally .. the guys in guit were ready to -open.up- .. lolls. mohliang is a bballer .. yes, umm ... i thinkk CC team?! lolls. learnt beauty and the beast chordings .. were tough to handle. but overcomed by yours truly. lalalas.
okayy .... thats all arldy i think ... tmr meiyi, amanda and rene would be coming to my hse to do the freaking cell model larh ... its hates! :( and yuckks!
...........
got my $10 pop&cdrama vouch for the CME thingy.
gonna buy the never again kelly clarkson's cd. it rocks kayy! :DDDD
lolls
....
okayy .. byeees!loveya!
week3 ... interesting lah ... not bad.
monday went for somekinda zuowen thing, had to miss choir for 4 weeks the monday .. so went to look for mrs. loke. then its like, the meeting with her and miss lin was like wtf kay! i feel like stabbing. its so smile smile laugh laugh ... then sarcasm was peppered on the bittersweet phrases. damned it. but still, they erm .... reasonably let us go for the zuowen thingy. but first, had to call up miss ho to doublecheck la. and i was totally pissed, you know the feeling when you're not trusted by someone who you kinda respect. its like, gawd!
tuesday was just so-so .. slept in french again. and then we played an action game. as in literally action. and guess whose card i got? yes, tianwei. it was bloody unlucky okayy! his word was 'danse' and he expected me to dance in front of the whole class. it was so paisehh can! ya, i didn't dance lah, just quickly walk one small circle ... and mme tournay clapped .. followed by the class. i love my fellow frenchers! they motivate me so much la, encouragement is power! tuesday nite, was nice online. recieved 2 songs from msnfren .. lolls. and i loved the -never again- . kelly clarkson is good. you're right.
wednesday was threateningly horrid?! okay, bad morning, reason: something to do with my phone. as in not technically. i was already half sian la. mood spoiled. why must HE be in my idmi group ne? its like mapped one isit? then i curse the mapper.
thursday ... okayy larhs. normal lorh. science was to do dunno wad cell thingy and i didn't want to sit on the freaking dirty floor. lolls. goof it lah. my skirt cost sgd okay, soap oso. okay nvm. i guess i'm not that good in plastercining .. unlike amanda and rene who were pro and said the rounded ball i made was too this and that. lolls. thanks ppl for doing most of the job. at nite, had a good conversation online to the same person again. its been long since i had a good chat online for 2 alternative days since i appeared offline larh. thanks to some ppl i don't wanna talk to lah.
friday ... okay la .. school ended at 12.45 to prepare fer open hse. lalalas ... played vball for choir PT and when the seniors went for prac for open hse, still continued playing. i love vball .. i love getting my hand red. its pain. its nice. yiting is pro lah. whenever i get to hit, i would hit ever so hard. then i'll feel so comfortable.
today ... yay! finally .. the guys in guit were ready to -open.up- .. lolls. mohliang is a bballer .. yes, umm ... i thinkk CC team?! lolls. learnt beauty and the beast chordings .. were tough to handle. but overcomed by yours truly. lalalas.
okayy .... thats all arldy i think ... tmr meiyi, amanda and rene would be coming to my hse to do the freaking cell model larh ... its hates! :( and yuckks!
...........
got my $10 pop&cdrama vouch for the CME thingy.
gonna buy the never again kelly clarkson's cd. it rocks kayy! :DDDD
lolls
....
okayy .. byeees!loveya!
Monday, July 09, 2007
Life is a pile of shit.
You make my life suck man.
I don't care
I don't give a damn
I learnt to let go
I've learnt to not give a shit.
I'm being so self-centered.
I don't know who the hell am I.
I think this place is a stink bomb.
I think you all just think about yourself.
I think you all a selfish.
I'm adaptable.
I've learnt to be like you.
You make my life suck man.
I don't care
I don't give a damn
I learnt to let go
I've learnt to not give a shit.
I'm being so self-centered.
I don't know who the hell am I.
I think this place is a stink bomb.
I think you all just think about yourself.
I think you all a selfish.
I'm adaptable.
I've learnt to be like you.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
Saturday, July 07, 2007
yahh .. i'm spastic laaaa! okay .. i know its damn zilian of me .. but sorrie la ... can't help it!!!! :(
yayayay! i'm huggggging baobeii jiejie's big big doraemon!!!!1 :) not lookin at e cam;x though .. hehh. i love the doraemon lae!
meee and minn!!! yayayayayayayay!
meee and minn!!! yayayayayayayay!
i dunno why .. but i love this pic loads okayy! its like so er .. how to say ... wan mei?! hahahah ... :DDDDDDD
7/7/07
i love the date .. cos i love 7even!!! (: its such a nice number!! the PLDS say so!!! hahaha ..
called caro in e morning .. discuss about 1st sept .. lolls! we have a handmade surprise for e teachers! :) ohyeahhh!` hahaha.
okay .. then was guiitar .. and the guys said okay to the bbq ... they are like super shy la!!! never see guys so shy before .. hais! :(
one of them wore green today .. how coincidental la! promoting earth day .. hmmm ... :DDD the girls rockkk!!! ohyeahhh ... cos our guitar standards beat the guys! :DD girls are smarter!! :) no, i'm not creating a gender ehhem .. debate XDD
piano was okayyy! i am GOOD at giga okayy! tcher said so .. :) i'm glad man! cos that song is nicey! but the jazz piece is like .. notes okayy, rhythm, OUT ... zomg la! :( lolls. i should buck up ... i want that distinc. !
then went backk to sengkang! baobei and candi jiejie went to uncle chor meng's house again!! its meimei's bdaee! :DDD happy bdae!! :] hahaha ... but the rest of us stayed at sengkang la .. cos its like, they are playing mahjong there .. until quite late ;X hehh ..
took many many many many picx with min !!!
and hui was uberly chio todayyy! but she avoided the cam .. hais. shy shy .. no .. actually she quite zilian one kk!
ya .. then went home XDD ...
double sian .. so on the com to do the science cell thingyy ;X
our group will rock okay!!
rene's idea is niceyy!
ohyahh ... RENE!!!!!!!!!!1
goshhh! i forget to tell her sofina's hse addyyy!
shall call her immediately!!
i can't wait to visit sofina tmr!! :)
i guess i'm turning mad lerh!
lollls!
i shall post the picx up l8r ... :DDDD
it will be a erhh mmm ...
zilian moment. heheheh ...
its called celebrating 7/7/07!!
JACKPOT DAY!
to the pictures ....
i'm so lame.
okay ...
on my way to pick up e fone to call rene!
clarence's running monday again .. semifinals!
hahaha ... good luckk! ;X
i'm nice one okay!
wells .. bb!
i love the date .. cos i love 7even!!! (: its such a nice number!! the PLDS say so!!! hahaha ..
called caro in e morning .. discuss about 1st sept .. lolls! we have a handmade surprise for e teachers! :) ohyeahhh!` hahaha.
okay .. then was guiitar .. and the guys said okay to the bbq ... they are like super shy la!!! never see guys so shy before .. hais! :(
one of them wore green today .. how coincidental la! promoting earth day .. hmmm ... :DDD the girls rockkk!!! ohyeahhh ... cos our guitar standards beat the guys! :DD girls are smarter!! :) no, i'm not creating a gender ehhem .. debate XDD
piano was okayyy! i am GOOD at giga okayy! tcher said so .. :) i'm glad man! cos that song is nicey! but the jazz piece is like .. notes okayy, rhythm, OUT ... zomg la! :( lolls. i should buck up ... i want that distinc. !
then went backk to sengkang! baobei and candi jiejie went to uncle chor meng's house again!! its meimei's bdaee! :DDD happy bdae!! :] hahaha ... but the rest of us stayed at sengkang la .. cos its like, they are playing mahjong there .. until quite late ;X hehh ..
took many many many many picx with min !!!
and hui was uberly chio todayyy! but she avoided the cam .. hais. shy shy .. no .. actually she quite zilian one kk!
ya .. then went home XDD ...
double sian .. so on the com to do the science cell thingyy ;X
our group will rock okay!!
rene's idea is niceyy!
ohyahh ... RENE!!!!!!!!!!1
goshhh! i forget to tell her sofina's hse addyyy!
shall call her immediately!!
i can't wait to visit sofina tmr!! :)
i guess i'm turning mad lerh!
lollls!
i shall post the picx up l8r ... :DDDD
it will be a erhh mmm ...
zilian moment. heheheh ...
its called celebrating 7/7/07!!
JACKPOT DAY!
to the pictures ....
i'm so lame.
okay ...
on my way to pick up e fone to call rene!
clarence's running monday again .. semifinals!
hahaha ... good luckk! ;X
i'm nice one okay!
wells .. bb!
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