hais ... this blog is like so freaking dead. :) haha. i dunno whether it'll still b active, cos i'm not going to be posting often la .. so i mean, u dun hv to come and keep reading it.

yeahh, i know alot of ppl read my blog .. yarhs. umm .. dun worri, u all won't get to find any loopholes in the entries anymore. it'll all be positive and especially crimeless ... u know what i mean. yeahh, its thickskinned man!

i'm going to be an avid poster in "hint^hint^" .. yeahh, um .. onli 1 girl in 1E knows ... ohyeahh, we rock and rule.

and no way am i gonna give u all the url to that blog man! if you're so interested then go search for it, cos the content inside may be so chemical kinda toxic. :) i'll be dead poisoned if i were u ...

no .. no personal umm ... labels involved in it though, no supreme mentions of name and obvious personality. yeshh .. :)

i'm not repeating recent history la XDD

its a bad path ... for a bad bad somebody like me ....
i know i sound uberly vague, but who cares.. do u?

i kinda adopted this heck care anything that is not related to me attitude la ... :P i mean, i think its vain to care about others, i should get a grip on me and me only. :)

so bye .. and bye for a long long while.

i may even change the URL of this blog.

i have enough reality and umm ... dadaoli talks for quite some time. and i think its freaking enough ppl! i mean what's ure prob huh?

then umm .... this blog shall not be an entertainment anymore.

i jus wish i could openly correct a certain person who said something today, but i think i shan't .. to avoid confusion .. :)

i've learnt to keep some stuffs to myself so that people would not know the real me, leaving with them, no extra rights to comment. :)

XDD .. yes, i think i'm a little AP gia larh, so? what kinda idea does it giv u?
eh, caro, we totally grooved it out las yr right? damn fun la .. but this yr, lidat cannot lehh, how ah? pon everything ... lalala...

umm .. to conclude it all, its jjus that, dis may be a dead blog, if i decide not to continue, cos i know many of u are finding my trouble out there, so why shld i lavish u with such entertainment? that means you. yes, you. :)

ruowei, yiting, rachel, jieyu, gladys, carolyn, joey are loves la ... and min! ohyahh!

so shld this blog be dead? or should i change my URL .. or shld i put pw?

cos suddenly a blog seems like such a useless thing. i'm like a storyteller. yah, literally fictional stories. cos they are partly fake, as in the feelings part. unallowed to express personal thought on something. :(

anw, i still feel my diary is my dearest possesion. the pages are going to finish, i'm gonna buy another book for myself.


maybe i shall end this ever loved entry la ...
i may not post anymore,
i may ...

i dunno.

but i seriously urge u all to stop reading my blog la ....
cos i'm going to do some restriction soon.
and ppl i dun think are appropriate parties to view, then i shall not add u ....
sorraye.

cos i'm kinda sick of complication and like
as if i care attitude.
if u understand.

ya ... ppl are taking over my life.
anw its kinda idiotic so if u wanna take over then do it la,
cos it'll only lead to misery :)

then i was asking them,
if u plan to suicide, what way would u suicide in ...
it was random.
but most of them said poison ...
i think otherwise...
i thnk if i were to suicide,
i'll hit it big.
i'll jump from the highest building in singapore u can find.
at least i can get some sorta thrill b4 i get no more.
then i'll be in the papers.

rmb, its for the thrill....

and .. wells,
i kinda like unseen poetry,
thou i hv no confidence in my l.a larh.
i jus like the poems.
espescially the one mrs. k shown us today.
the picture shaped one..
like ahh, i'm going to fall down down ...... then to hell.
some thing lidat.
someday, i'll make my own crazy poetry ..... :)
then my world shall be open..


or should i fake it too ...

cos anw, most things are already faked out. lied out. taled out of ...
so why shld i like u know.. care? freaking care?

(:
i dun even believe in happy endings.
avril lavigne's happy ending is my fav hit la.
makes total sense ....
i love her music.
the lyrics make perfect accordance to my life.
and the attitude is so nice.
carolyn?
u hear me?


yeah,
i'm
a
fake.