yes, hello darlings, today has been a great day for yours truly.
god, i sound princessy. shall stop my nonsense .__.
anyway, today wasn't as half as bad as YTD, and btw, ytd sucked.
:D whateeeever.

morning was MUSIC and the instructor didn't come, so we slacked.
and played hand games, was fun lah(:
boooyeah. thn ms. lin came in and scold cos we didn't answer her.
and its like really, wth. everyone in 2E hates her now D:

and recess was spent picking on people's foood,
because i forgot to bring my wallet. clar pei wo don't eat ><
paiseh enya, eat your stix and fel, eat your cococrunch :D

then later was math, there's this TOILET PAPER POP QUIZ.
which was so super hard so we ended up discussing and copying ._.
at least, WE referred to MOST of us(:

SCIENCE was fun, yeah, like yah right. in biolab again. how sian.
and i literally stoned there and didn't open my mouth at all,
lie on table and AP. wahahah. :D

thenthenthen, um, what ah? erh, oh HISTORY.
the grp thingythingythingythingy. PROJECT AGAIN, due 11.2
and we can't do anything from wed to sun since its cny.
so we decided to meet up on SATURDAY :D at the national library.
had a nice long chat on whether to go macs, kopitiam or hans to eat.
decided MACS was the best, not to gui and not too AHHEM(:

but meeting on saturday means i must PON sengkang gathering.
sadsadsadsad =.= yeah, BOO D: bleah. but nvm la,
after the prj i think i'd teleport myself over :X ahhha, cdjj misses me.
haven't seen min and hui for like 1 mth alr. blame min's cheecken pox.
and how she HAS to catch up on sch work.

k, then left halfway of chiineeeese cls. which was sian, but i like xielaoshi.
cos she's DRAMA. xiju oneee :D lol.

k, thn FRENCH. meiyi, amandacheah and i went with sitong ernest and friends =.=
and i brought the 610 MY PUBLICATIONS along, wooah. got our pic.
But ernest loooks reallaye different eh. guaigia :D LOL.

french fair at BISHAN rocks socks. so many shit to talk, esp me meiyi and amandacheah.
:D seriously lah, hahahXD.

okay, im tired and i need to sleeep. yes, its like 7plus, but im sleepy.
good nite.

you know what brightens your mood up?
when you see me down. guess that helps right?
at least, maybe quite alot.

i hate dedicating posts to people i lose alr.
because i feel its like a waste of time?
and gets myself into trouble and blahblahblah too.
teachers are right, 2E IS full of troubles.
you'd never guess what's going to happpen tmrw or ever.
so many things change, so quickly.
but it doesn't seem as hard to adapt, i don't know why.

clarence and sean were OKAY today, hahah.
and sean brought sweeet. and me and enya take so little,
clarence take so much.
whatever lah, then so many things happened and lala,
im back home again.

had counselling from none other than zhihao las nite =.=
lame right? yeeeah. :D i rock. whatevs.
anyway, he told me :
DON'T CARE ABT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OF YOU.
just be YOURSELF[:
and he told me, "just tell people, why can't a guy be your best friend la."
boobleah. so today, ive decided to not care anymoreee(:
yes, cos i suck o.O actually i don't, if you really knw me, but nvm.

he said that,
"hey miss, you know there's something in the world called unsatisfaction?"
then started suan-ning me .__. ," come on la sarah, grow up." wth.
and, "you can't satisfy everyone." and "just be yr natural self?" lol ><
"forget all the problems, start a new day." yeah, cliche.
"how many times must i say. gossips, rumours, blahblahblah, care so much for what."
LOL. but gossips rumours blahblahblah involve me, comeon,
do i looook like i can take it?
"don't just because of small things make a mess over it k?" LOL. small things?
"ok, maybe you grwn, but there's still a long way." lol, yah right.
"they fake then you also fake lah." comeon, fake lerh happy meh?
"then there's something called your best friend?" whahahha. :DDDD
"thats not the way, you're avoiding the prob. why not just fix it and get over with it? man.
"cherish what you have" tsktsktsk. >< zhen xi.
"this is a turning point for u la" ahhem, tmd. zai jiang shen me? D:
"开心又是一天，不开心又是一天, so juz be happy ok, maybe try to be happy"
yes, his exact words? don't sound like him horh?
the entire convo diddn't sound like him in 2008 at all. he went bck to 2007.
thats niceeee :D wahhha.
and there are MORE in the convo, but i shall not embarass him(: im nice.

k, byeeee.

you're pretty, you're smart.
but it's a great pity, you've a black heart.

today was a seeemingly okay day, no major unhappiness whatsoever.
i can call it sucky, i can say it rocked, whatevs la :D
and im sitting with clarence, enya's sitting with sean and,
amanda cheah's sitting with raaaason >< we must ahhem, sacrifice lorh.

okay, things are changing, rapidly.
i don't enjoy flaming, so i shall not flame :x
but seriously, neither do i enjoy getting flamed,
and no, my tolerance level is not THAT high [:
what you're doing is wrong,
you are writing YOUR opinion,
appealing to the public to be influenced by you.
but that's not the way to go, stating untrues.

you've misinterpreted us, the majority of the cls knws that.
and you place your misunderstood thoughts on your blog.
whats that. i don't want to say anymore.

bye and good luck babe.

I STILL FEEL LIKE I WAS IN MY DREAM FROM 2OCLOCK TIL NOW.
and i can't wait for dreadful school to start tmrw, ohf.ck

blahahah. kimberly's birthday party 2000008 ROCKS LIKE HELL.
i shall post the peeeektures another day, cos the picx are with kimberly and xt :]
and they rockrockrockrockrock.

met samantha at tampines mall at um, 2 eeeeyah. then we went SHOPPING,
for dearest kimberly's preseeeent :x and we had a hell lot of FUN shopping.
i loveeeeee to shop with my JIEJIE!! <3>< selina="me," hebe="kim," ella="sof.">< and yes, JIAN QIANG is the key to success.
:D so, cls comm, we shall jian chi dao di man. nvr fang qi(:
i'd be there, to the ends with you.
we chatted about personalities, characters and many people :]
fanzheng, it reaaaally rocked.

no time for the cake, so kimberly's bringing it to schoool tmw :D anyway,
we camwhored a hell lot again in the hotel. got SHE pose one okaaaay :D
and then, kimberly's father fetch huangtao, xintian, sofina and i back home.
damn damn nice. and we walked xintian to her doorstep,
cos me and kimberly used her toilet(:
too bad can't go in her room, cos her bro asleeep :D but its okaaay.
her house is NICEEE and BIG(:

blah, and zooooooooooooooooooooom!!!!!!
back to freakkkkky reality, which is tmrw. school. and im going back to be,
an offender, a meanie, a APkia, an ahlian and i don't know what else.
just wait and seeee. whaah. byeeee :D

hello .____. im happier now.
cos i just had a 4 person convo with CLAR! :D, zhihao and clarence(:
it was lame and pointless but enjoyable.
zhihao don't knw who's mehmeh, omgxzxz. >< sibeh lag.
then clarence keep spamming, tsktsk =.=
and zhihao and clarence keep imitating me lah, wahlao, sian. copycats.
clarissa's FUNFUNFUN. cos she's sane, like me :] wahahhahah. whoooops. :D
and zh say next time we shall HOST such convos. cos they are boliao and funnnn :x
o, and i might quit sch. yes, might. for whatever gneohfnbfw-reasons,
you'd know. but not now. someone wants to be a waiter!! :D
introduce HIM. and btwbtwbtw,
yeah, i found out what FARMER means. farmer = civilised silvilised someone, joker.
wahhahahah.

and i can't wait for kimberly's party tmrw :DDDD reallly lah!
kim, HAPPY BDAE, sarahlovesyou. don't get pissed off by APers (:
good luck with them for the entire 2000008 :]
kimberly pressent, hm, DENG ZHE QIAO bah.

yay.xD im tooo boliao and pissed, so i went to read old msn convo.
ever since 2008 lah, as in. and the biggest file goes to: LZH. wa sian.
im suree its cos of spamms. ><><
and third is um, i not sure eh. shall go check later. wahahahh. D:
.____. blah. enya, cheeeeerupbabeh. :D you're going to rock okaaay?! HAHAH.

sleeeepy. bye.

hello, im cheering up alr. thanks to XING-GAN licious lorh :D
whaahha. concert auditions on when arh? monday, ohshit.
>< BLAH. coscoscos, i ve soree throat again. sekali cnt reach high.

so sia larh. still got science prj. then friday was shittyday fr me .__.
in comp.lab me and clar wanted to actseh and hecksome ppl's accnt.
beware, LOL. no larh, we not so mean larh :D

then chinese some shitty arrangement thing, then i damn buaysong.
D: cos the class so much problem. thn in the draw lot.
then i sit with clarence, not bad lah . cos still can talk abit.
after recess dunno what happen then i feel like dying man D:
every one so damndamndamn pisssseeeeed :x
im sorry larh, didn't expecthings to turn out this way. i wanted it another way ><

oh, EFF.IT. D: then sch ended.
and xielaoshi came to discuss things with me and enya again, like last wk.
wahseh, even she can't take it lorh. and then we talk abt alot of thing lah D:
kao, sian .___.

choir is fun compared to school lorh. :D
and i love standing nxt to pmz and xing-gan licious, cos its fun marh.
jokejokejoke, but still got SING oneee :D
and i late 1 time so kna solo. omfg, teerrrribleleeee.
i have STAGE SOLO FRIGHT. knnn.D: aiyah, but who ask me late neh?
xing ganlicious said she would SHAKE HER BUTT when i sing.
okay ah, you promise one horh. my music damn sexy also. very shi he (:

blahhah. k. then in the mrt i thinkthinkthinkthink. t ill can diee.
bb

hi .__. i feel like screaming, and shouting.
everything is changing all of a sudden.
i start knowing who everyone really is,
how i can really survive in this social playground.
its all by the hard way.

i don't know what else to say.
i don't know what to do, all i can say is that, im not happy.
no, im not emoing over the person ive been over the pass days.
im just un-glad.
you guys really think i won't ---- huh? wait and see, people.
me and her wld, tgt. because it sucks.

i feel as though im hating everybody i know.
not exactly everybody, but yeah, just most.
.__. i shld have known that, long long ago,
i was meant to be alone, to like and like myself only.
shit, emoness all over again :[

but what can i do? i can't ramble to him like i used too.
hahah, all lame crap ><
i've been thinking, why did i even friend you, or got to knw you.
screw you man, from the core of my heart,
you suck. ahbengs like you are more suitable to be friends with,
chou san ba, or um, terrible fugly ahlians who are in em3?
lol, i not looking down o anyone from em3, im looking down at,
EM1 ahbeng AND em3 ahlian lorh. more peh what.
seriously, i DON"T talk to ahbeng who eh, "wan party at nite not?"
with ahlians, kao. you SUCK man.
i respect you to a certain extent so i don't say eff.you on msn/sms.
hate me lah, for all i care.
eh, your 3 buddies maybe can help me print this? and stuff it in your bag?
see who scared who tao lah.

BLEAH. sch today was okaaaay :D hahah, lol.
im so troubled, by my own problems i don't know how to p.a D:
and meiyi kimberly and sofina knws i think :/
but i seriously cannot study anymoreeee D:
i need money, for what i can't say but yeah.
byeeeee :D

HELLO. im fourteeeen :x old?
nopeeee. the word is MATUREEEE :/
wahahah. today's a lovely dayy like enya said.
coscoscos, matters are solved with democracy.

shall not elaborate further, byee.

hello people, in about 30mins time, i'd be 14.
yeah, so what? it's just another day ahead right?
i bet no one remembers .____.
the first person who wishes me would be him,
instead of my parents. las yr he was 2nd.

gosh, im pissed. i'm just pissed okay?
i know my life is like conventional and not bad alr,
and im not complaining at all, im just not happy.
im not dissatisfied, im just unpleased.
people, don't compare your lives with mine,
just say you want to permanently trade lives with me,
i'd willingly agree.

yes zhihao, i know you don't like me to say all this stuff.
but i don't care alright? D: im not happy, not happy at all.
you remembered? i forgot. sorry.

went vivo today, and bought dresses for cny.
idon'tknowlah. cost $250, which means i have $50 left for cny budget.
then i spent $49.90 on a playhound singlet, apparently not for cny,
but i loved it more than those occasionless dresses,
so yeah, im left with $0.10. hahahah, not funny.
shall wear old shoes, and all and elseee :x
whatever. anyway, i wouldn't have anymore time in my life to shop.
shopping is boring when your pocket is empty, trust me.

i've decided to find a job. 14 is the allowed age alr.
so maybe i can like work? and earn money? yes, im money-faced.
terrible, horrible? come on, live it the more realistic way, ppl.

tmr's a school day, lalala, for the most terrifying thrills again.
interesting. sweet. perfect. awesome. day to spend a bdae.
but i shan't complain, yeah. i shan't.

ANIJIROIJNVORINIHWNIHFV
i can't wait to see this year, who would be the first person to wish me;
if there's no one i wldn't be surprised :D

im happily collating the history proj till abt 2am maybeee?
hahah, for sofina to rite the script tmr xD due: tues.

i think i want to take my Olvls. either that or im trying VJC.
blah. if i get to leave DHS and nvr come back, idk whether to be happy or sad.
zhihao says i shldn't go vj cos the girls there are all what HE calls,
B and B kind. oh hell lah, i don't caree man.
and i don't plan to mis anyone at all in dhs anywayy.
is that a pro or a con? LOL, tell me.

studying is effing useless i tell you. yeah, cos it doesn't exactly giv you a job.
if i don't plan to get married, and don't want children, wanna be single foreva,
why wld i even neeed education to support myself?
be a cashier? an airstewardess? a policewoman? doesn't even need Olvl qualification.
i know if i say i feel like quitting sch, you guys wld think im mad.
but im not, im just thinking what. $2000 a month is more than enough for myself.
and if i complete my Os and go to poly, i still can be a tcher.
average salary wld also be $2000-$3000 and increases $700 evry year.

WHY NOT MAN? hahh. tell me, what's the point of learning geography?
if i don't plan to go arnd the whole world?
whats the point of learning history and copy notes until my hand aches,
does it guarantee me a job? other than to let people think that im properly educated?
whats the point of LANG.ARTS/HCL? learning war poems,
do i plan on bieng a literary teacher? or a poet or um, author?
all it matters is to be able to speak the damn lang.
SCIENCE? and MATH. i just need to acquire the fundamentals.

i'd be a piano/guitar teacher. thats also okaay right?
my piano teacher's rates is like $250/mth. thats alot.
and guitar is like $100/mth. and thats like only grd 3.
if im like my guitar teacher, teaching 6ppl in an hour,
i'd have $600 per hour alr.
and i could devote my careeer into music.
so, imagine. if i have 10 piano students, i'd be earning $2000.
and if i teach 5 guitar classes of 6 students, i'd have another $3000.
easily, i'd get $5000/mth. without the aid of ACADEMICS.

seriously, i can just quit studying and turn my drive towards music.
maybe get a bachelors there. do performances, thn earn even more.
even if i DON'T. and just get a normal licientiate dip, i'd have ENOUGH.
and if i follow my plan of picking up pop piano, i'd have MORE.
:DDDD whahaha.

k, thats all. BYEEEEEEE;X

HAPPY BDAE SARAH, YOU'RE 14 ALREADY :D its time to grow up,
make the best choices for yrself.

i was blogging halfway just now,
then my laptop shut down by itself, weird.
must be got ghost :DDDD hahahah xD

you know, my birthday's on monday.
its less than 2 days away, but i don't feel anything .__.
birthday huh. hell with it man, birthday :/
i shld be spending my bdae in some nice hawaiin resorts,
sipping on martini, getting tanned on deckchairs,
having the catty spa and awesome massage with hello lots of,
hibiscus and water lilies on my luscious hair.
im sorry, i was just uttering nonsense, BIRTHDAY 08'
is going to be just lovely, pleasant, awesome, and SPECIAL. ohyeah.
you're right, very right. yeah, i laugh my ass.

ate beehoon for breakfast. AHH, im growing fat D:
kkz, i shall not over-obsess in my obesity ><
actually im not fat lah, but im fat right? lol, irony.

then went for piano lssn. didn't play the grand piano today DDD:
triple boo. yeah, theory was ahhem [forgotten]. bad girl me.
wasting my parents money, shall work harder nxt time(:
the jazz piece to match the dance was LOVES, i tell you :D

then went for my brother's laggy table tennis training,
and i sat at changkat cc doing my french homework,
and studying stuffs i needa catch-up with before i fail all my subj.
zh ask me to pay attention, read the notes, don't play alr.
LALALA. not my prob, i don't want listen .___.
he still dare ask me whether can go out to kbox>< LOL, i studying lah, i guai.
clarissa can't make it, enya don't want, nicky we can't get through >< blah.
paiseh lol. im suppose to PLAN a movieing and kboxing outing for HIM.
and he ask me call girls cos he's bringing his who? um, ghimmoh primary frens ._.
so, KIMBER, SOF, MEIYI, ENYA, NICKY, CLAR, CAS, VAN, AMANDA free anot?
umm .. maybe if the sch decide to let us DON'T NEED go sch on 6feb, you want?
lol, cas's bdae .. or maybe 10feb??? LOLS, we plan luh huh.
and the spastic person keep sending sms to my old fone number,
shit larh, cos my bro using the number and he saw everything D:

thn GUITAR .. pro eh, i loveee whirlgig. it rocks cos it sounds romantic.
i want to pick romance, but my wrist hurts so much when bending,
so ive decided a more GRAND piece like siliennce in Amajor.
haven't been practicing for competiton larh, sucks. ><
can i pon comp? i think i can kenasai like shit, cos im concentrating on exam.
its damn ex larh, more expensive than piano okaay?

then went back home to chiooooong history.
ahaha, kimberly hvnt send me the explorer thingy yet,
so can't compile her part of the ppt. kimberly kuaidian,
i still have to give sofina rite the script ._____.

ah, blah. then SENGKANG! :D wooots.
saw glamirousa candy jiejieeeee :D and the outfit she wore was damn hot lah.

kkz. shall go entertain zh. since he ENJOYED his day so much -.-

hello. today was okaaay :D hahah.
today was SLACK day, and i don't know why,
but i feel happy today (: yepp, but tired.

HCL lessn :DDD cooool. lols, royston tan clips,
are giving me enthusiam for chinese -.-
yes, i suck at my chengyu, thankew very much.

then MATH. i actually can do indices!! :DDDDD
mr.lim you rock my socks, im not kidding :D
i love your answers and working on the whiteboard man.

THEN RECESS :D hahahah. ooops! forgot to buy notebk.
arhhhh. shit >< lols. hahah. ate wantan, yet and again ... dots.
then LA. sad lah, cos mr. loong won't be teaching us anymoree.
then we kinda made a card for him and i rote,
"thanks for teaching me and calling my name when i nvr pay attention, i know i very joker."
LOLS RIGHT? wahahah.

k, then slacked the entire LA. discussing cls tee and gathering.
went to find xielaoshi with enyaaa and then after sch discussed some stuffs:D
which i bet is going to make enive better.

sofina went with sabby, awc oneeee :D
so me, enya, nicky and cas went to 1E08'. most bonded class eh.
so fun lorh. then we lead a whole grp of yr1s to 2E08.
then saw zhihao, clarence and sean in class.
lols, damn funny okaaaay. zhihao was 'raping' sean,
then we were like tsktsk. this is called gay rape or smth.
and i keep advertising choir. LOLS.

then choir. PT. teacher go hme lerh, so cnt borrow ball, sad.
change then choir. i keeep knocking off while standing.
i really have to focus moreee. sarah, jiayou. yeah.
kkay, then went hme. SHIT. i think i needa solo. D:

went home met jen and clara, talked abt many many stuff :D
im sorry i knda abandoned shirlyn. SORRRRRY D: but you made new friends! ha!
i can't believe my bday's in 2 days time, and i don't feel exited at all.

went to issac kor's ROM celebration party today.
damned, its GLAM manz. the 20smth year old people all there and his wife,
is damn hot and prettaaaaye. :D ohyeah.
haah. so paiseh lorh, i went in sch uni. cos just came frm sch mah.
they decorated the chalet until chao fancy. and then the buffet damn widespread.

HOMEEEEEE! :D talked to zhihao again .. like last night.
lols, i told him ppl born in january all very nice oneeee :D serious lorh.
capricorns and aquariuses rocksockkkkks ><
and zhihao ask whether me, clar, nicky, enya can go kbox and movie with his frens tml.
LOL. hahhahah. not dhs. .___. we say next time, but ADD somemore people(:
if not damn gang ga lah. :D clar said enya slept lerh, and nicky we don't hv her hse num.
:Dthen i was like, "next time then you sing for me okay?" hahah.
then he say i go plan(: LOLS. zhihao singing leh. NOT BAD MAN :D
ohyah, zh's horny. go ask him why yrself. he's proud to spread his sick lang.

BYEEEE. its late and my dad's at his company's dinner and dance away.
until 12 midnite. gawd. but its coool lah. he rented tux. LOLS.

i hope class chalet 08 has a THEMEEEEE! :D it'd be COOOL you knw. (:

today was okaaaaay :D i guess.
"no matter how many sorrys i recieve,
you're still a bastard in my eyes, im sorry."
&; think of how you hurt me with your stinging words,
they pricked me and caused me an emotional breakdown.
i don't careee how many more times you apologise,
deep down, i don't know if i'd forgive you ever again.
maybe i would let break the silence,
only if, i got to know you once again. /]

ahahas. today was FINEEE :X
so many projects i think i can dieee off fast.
there's ACC, CHINESE, SCIENCE and HISTORY.
projects projects projects. RAWR! D:

anyway .. french test was eassssy. :D
at least i think THINK, i will pass this timeeee :x
i really have to MUG my french y'knw.

kkz. byeeeeeee! zh. ha! not so easy man

whatever, i don't careeee :/ huh huh huh? what?
what you say? what they say? aiyah, i don't care la,
also not my probleeeem :D ohyeah, i'd leave things to you frm now(:
ain't that greeeat(: yeah. whatevs.

ohyah, slept at 2 last nite, because i was mugging some chi prj.
pro right? but luckily the cls didn't faint this morning at the,
mere sight of a panda with human features .____.

i cannot stand geog anymoreee okay. i suck at it. yes, I DO.
and if i continue being engrossed in my own conversations,
i'd jolly well FAIL SOPHISTICATELY, thn i'd be upset.
so, i shall have self control and pay attention in geog,
from the nxt lesson onwards. o.O hahahhas.

Malay LANG. Mdm Noorizan is PREGNANT. ohyeah, great for her.
hope she doesn't name her daughter sarah tooo :x
like the science teacher -.-
anyway, im glad there isn't science today, cos im SICKOFIT :D

MATH was interesting, cos i actually LEARNT something.
mr.lim is gooooood at PRIVATE TEACHING. so i shall learn to,
raise my hands and ask him questions more often,
so much to get better grades :x cos currently, i suck.

LA is DAMMMMMNEDITSIAN. im so not kidding.
i don't wish to flame, but reallyy.
and don't you think forcing us to create another blog, for sch purposes is asshole?
blogs are not insincere feelings >< for interested teachers to view,
and grade you by you knw. you're not suppose to be given a SPECIFIC ttopic.

FPS, our grp's TIC is zhihao's so called, "the chiochio teacher".
ms michelle yeo luh, who elseeee :D lols. yeahhhhhx.
and we were realeased VERY EARLY =.= not bad right? LOL.
okay, yeah .. thn went home with meiyi manda jen clara reneee :x
not bad la, quiteeee fun actually.

HAIS. and we were walking to the mrt when we saw the LA teacher -.-
and weirdly, he was speaking chinese .. interesting.
and what was he saying to his colleague? i couldn't help to overhear one sentence,
"还好吧。我说笑话他们会笑” lol, kill me if im wrong, but i remember,
LAUGHING AT HILARIOUS ISSUES, that i created, cos im L.A's big joker.
but i don't remember laughing at his jokes, do youuu ?! WAHAHA.
this isn't even considered slamming, its a FACT. :D wholoveshimtellmeleh.

okaaay. im back to MOODLING. and finding an appropriate pic for the,
COMPULSARY disply pic. even a social friends network like friendster,
doens't make putting your FACE there compulsary o.O

okay, byeeee. :/ ilovemyblog. shld i change skin alrdy?

today was terrifying horrifying but i've seen worst,
so its okaaay afterall D:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGLIANG, yes, you're 14 alrdy.
and thats old, so better act your age lah, tsktsk.
you knw the weird guy smsed, "WOW! THANKYOUUU!"
to me after recieving my birthday sms. lols right?
yeah, i smartly tao-ed the weird guy. hahahas.

okay, today was exeptionally okay.
but PC sucked cos of LSP. i hate sewing lah.
i can't SEW? furthermore, zhihao isn't here now, he's GONE.
so, he can't help me sew like how he used to in the past.
he's the main reason why i passed the t-shirt thingy.

andandand i've decided to pay attention for french right?
but again i hit jackpot and set a super record for sleeeeping.
and monsieur went, "sarah, s'endomir?" then i was like, "HUH?"
omgxzzxzsz so paisehhh lah. D:

class comm is a toughtoughtough job.
but sarah&enya&sofina&sweeyee isn't gnna complain right?
ohyeahhhh D: but still, its HARD.

did i mention what im doing? im entertaining my blogreaders by BLOGGING,
msning clarence, telling him how the 4 guys dominate the damn cls,
by acting so SHAO YE D: and ....
MUGGING ON THE CHI PRJ DUE TOMORROW. ohshit.

lol, today was okaaay la. mood also okaay.
so didn't really AP. ahahhas.
but got wacked by SOS alot of time laaaa D:
cos i mention some names and LETTERS. lol.

hahahhas, yingliang's bdae is tmrw.
he REMINDED me to wish him, how -.- can it get larh.
then i was like, "my bdae 21jan horh,
you don't wish me i next yr and forever won't wish you .__."
yeah, hahahh, i know im like LAME. dots.
and he's same height as me alrdy.
i was telling xianwei i want yingliang to stop growing so i can,
call him short ducky foreever .. LOL.
then xw say yl will beat me in the long run .. ><
so depressing cannn?! i said confirm won't ..
so im starting to JUMP, as much as i can ((((: whaahas.

P.E. sucked, alotalotalot. yeah, it just SUCKS alright?
im serioooous D: INCLINE PULL UP is not my cup of tea,
nor is it my sugar blueberry cake D: IT JUST D: well, sucks.
and the teacher had to go and emphasise some self-demolerising fact :x
bleahbleahbleah. and some idiot fancied ANOTHER LIE.
ohwow! ive had enough and no matter what he says it doesn't matter.
you know, when someone lies enough, you doubt every inch of word he utters.

blah, recess was >< YIKES. cos i kna BEATEN so many times .. tsktsktsk.
and kimberly still so proud of how she hit meeee D: whahahhahas. :D LOL.
joker la, anyway, yeah. i owe LOADS OF PEOPLE MONEY,
cos i keep forgetting to draw from ATM. whaha.

kk, then later CHINESE. xielaoshi let us watch some ROYSTON TAN vids.
eh, not bad leh. damn touching la, the first one.
it was really NICEEE, but emo and sad. -.-
and the second one was, APPEALING. yeah, appealing about niches and cemetaries.

then there was the what .. um, ASSEMBLY.
ohyeah, and the code of conduct thingy, i can proudly say that
"you knw ar, my school has no rules and regulations."
then the person i'd be talking to will question,
"huh? really ar? that means you guys get to come in whatever you want to sch?"
i'd go, "yeah right. my ass .. "
although there is a noticeable phrase change,
but the idea afterall doesn't seem to be different right?
they are just brought out in a more positive way.
and there are NEGOTIABLER TERMS(: not bad eh? but problem, who would dare negotiate?

ohyeah, and HISTORY was horror,
i don't know how things ended up like that la, seriously.
what happened to ENIVE? all goneee into pieces,
hopes for bonding and care are all smashed into smithereeens.
i don't dare think.


CHOIR WAS COOOOOOOL :D i don't knw why everytime i hate cls,
i enjoy choir. everytime i enjoy cls, i hate choir >< ironical? lol, yeah.
but seriously, although it ended like 6.30 and we attained,
VISUAL CONTACT [stares] from other ccas when we tried the choreo,
it wasn't that baddd(: haha, though i think my dancing is UNGLAM.
im not kiddin, i dance like -.- yeah.

went back with ting, ruo, shirlynnnn and huangtao.
yiting and i were discussing about this 'person' who doesn't deserve her position.
nope, not in choir la, in you know, it's the place i get trapped 5hrs/day.
note: i didn't flame arh. the word is PERSON, anybody can be 'person' right?
you not person that means you're like inhuman, what? even harry potter,
so magical also person. :D for all you knw, i may be talking about HERMOINE(:

and its like so fustrating once i think about how our LT3 got raped by aliensD:
lt3 is like .. meant to be choir's right? every monday after bsp leaves,
then how come its like their are 55 teachers inhabiting the rooom? instead of us?
whats th problem with _____. why can't she book the room for us earlier man.
then making us go al the trouble shifting singing venues.
its like a matter of hierarchy also can? obciously in the basic principle of the school,
it runs by TEACHERS SAY overight STUDENTS SAY. so yeah.
teachers got it(; whahahahhas. whatever.
and may i ask, how would you feel if, youre in a choir.
waiting for matters to get settled, and the whole choir takes the initiative to practice.
and because there was one pathetic being who's CLASS IN SCHOOl ranks above us,
talking on his goddamned phone in the more than 60seater LT,
we have to KEEP QUIET. because apparently, if i tell this story via email to you guys,
would you ask me, "the PERSON no leg one ar, to walk out of the room?"
or, "he deaf? cannot hear people singing?"
or, "he's oblivious to the term, "respect", to a choral body?" LOL.

telll me, whose fault? wahh, got me damn pissed off okaaay.
and i swear it isn't only me who was pissed.

kk. shall go do my daily routine of bloghopping. byeeeeee:D

hello. today's going to be a really boring day D:
yeahyeahyeah. cos never go out .. ><

god, i miss the holidays man, why can't they come back.
if it's still the holidays, i wouldn't be emo.ing then and now.
but im not emo-ing anymore, cos its usless, hahahas.

what to do? who ask me don't cherish those times? lolloll.
yeah, over. scene CUT. back to 'before i knew you' .. :DDD

i love angela zhang's new song la, BU XIANG DONG DE.
ya, you can go hear it la. its damn bloody nice k.
the lyrics rocksock, seriously. what "shuo huang shang hai". hahahs.
how true. "bu an fang de cuo".. lol, yeah. meaningful.

xianwei's damn what la. he's 169 and very proud. 3cm only mah, hais.
then say what go back shps can proudly say he's taller than me.
and he called me childish. LOL. everyone keep saying that nowadays,
its getting fustrating. hahahhas.

shit. i have to rush some shit out of the chinese reporting thing la,
if not i like kiterider. cannot like that, must be nice although there's yuchen and hongkui.
who are damn pro in chineeeese. me and meiyi get to slack.
not bad right?

meiyi and i had a LEVI's joke with the 2 guys larh. damn funny.
its leee veyes. not lair vis. :D understand.
wah, i laugh until stomach pain.
meaning horh, those guys go shopping can kna misunderstood.
hahahas.

kkz. i suddenly have nth to rite on my blog. its boring. wheee.
kay, bye;D

okay, im back. yes, i don't wish to blog about ytd, bcos i'd sound emo.
i've decided not to be emo anymore, bcos since this is the last yr with ks3,
i should ENJOY it, right?! ohyeah, so sarah, is un-emoed i suppose.

hahahhas. today's guitar was okaaay -.-
im taking grd3 in july, siya's taking grd4. manz. not fair D:
but she's seriously pro la, she practice almost everyday .. .< whahahas.

kkz, then went shopping!! :DDDD it was .. shocking. yeah, very.
cos i realised my dad knows how to get his clothes and suits for work.
he amkes appointment to this personal designer, explain the design,
and bring us all to the workshop, and im greeted as, "miss sarah." cool right?
yeah, turned out my mom and bro know the workshop's designer and assistants alrdy.
so they don't neeed introductions.

my dad got his suit and then he asked us to choose new year clothes,
then i was like, "i don't want cos i want to go out with cdjj and bbjj to buy like last time .."
but then, he insisted the assistant showed me around -.-
it was nice but lame. cos the assistant kept emphasising on what country it came frm,
like yeah, i said i wasn't interesed. all the designs are meiyi's style.
meiyi shld go there one day, the workshop is in aljunied .. it'd be easy for her :DDD

wahhaahahs. im so sian man .. monday has PE. rawrs D;
somemore need to wear tie la, how can lorh.
i think im gonna suffocateeeeee :/ hahahahas.

i'm about to burst. im serious. i don't know whats wrong.
i can't believed i cried because of you.
its the first time i've cried in school, and it was foolishly becasue of you.
who are you? you aren't even my friend.
you're just some vulgar, illbred, sickminded, LIAR.
yeah, and im very pissed. i know you are toooo. yeah.
im angry okay. and i just wanted to shout at you in class today,
because of some sms i recieved. what's your problem.

its that hard to be your friend you understandd?
your life is like a needle in a tangled haystack.
its damn complicated, and i can't believe i stepped into it.
i think i pricked myself with the needle.
you lied, you vulgar personnnn!! D: yeah, im angry, go on, kill me if you dare.
yeah, you told me secrets, i didn't exactlyy spill them.
so who are you to lie to me, and still call yourself my goood friend, whatisthat.

you're lying about yourself, your identity.
it tells me i don't even know who you are., who the hell are you!?!
you're making me really angry you know?
angry and sad at the same time.

its great to havve you as a friend before, cos i realised i could be the real me.
but things change right? we won't be friends anymore, okay?
we'll be classmates, uncommunicating.
the memories sting tears into my eyes, it hurts, but you don't know.

the sms you sent is like a stupid idiot crumpled toilet paper.
i won't forget it ever. i've tried my best to make you feel better.
because i know you're the victim here.. but im so NOT the one to blame.
if you can't trust me, can't trust your other 3 friends,
who can you trust? yourself.

i dont trust you anymore. im afraid. you're dangerous, deathly.

hello. today was just, well, okayyyy i guess :D
it was better than ytd though.
PE was fine, cos i realised i shot up 2cm but maintained the same weight.
hwahahhas. :D ohyeahhh! thats why im so happy lahh.

yah, lssns are boring, dull and all la.
i hope the class tee turns out fineeee :x ohyeahh`

yah, nothing to talk anymore.
shall keep my blogposts short.
lingling said its tooo wordy.
hahahas.

i feel mesedup, screwedup, tiedup, tangledup, etc.
seriously, i don't know what's happening to my life,
everything suddenly gets all uptight serious, you know,
then every single assedup shit is dump at my screwed up face,
and i lose freedom of speech.

i don't know how everything is put up until a stage like this.
yes, literally, i'd prefer using STAGE,
cos though i enjoy the camaraderie, i don't like being faked.
i can fake well though, cos i'm a pretty well off hypocrite.
but i kind of stopped that nowadays. yeah, i've been true i've been fair.
i know this is as if making myself sound angelic,
but its true. because i know lying gets me nowhere in life.

its like i don't have my say, and i've just got to go with the crowd's appeal?
and what the hell is that. what kind of downgraded society is that.
yes, the society of where im boring my shit off every other day,
the place with no life, no say, no willpower and no truth. how real. yeah.

i know its beeen i long time since i cut my crap of shitting about poilitical issues on this blog,
and im really sorry and apologetic if i bored you out,
but you weren't even forced to read. and i SPiLL my illogical moments with words.
yes, like pouring ABC macaroni into a plastic pink bowl. yeah, very alike.
i can't say anything to anybody, i have to keep myself shut.
and even here, i must restrain from doing any abrupt name mentionings or personality mentionings alike. -.-
ohmanz. life sucks from here on and full stop.

i seriously thought 2008 was going to be better,
maybe more self-control and care for one another around us,
but everything seems to be at a decrescendo, at what a chaotic rapid face.

im sorry but i have to be really AP at times people, im really sorry, cos i know you don't like that.
but if i don't show AP, i'd really scream my freaking lungs out,
and don't think anymore publicity is needed for myself. so much for.


TODAY
i didn't enjoy today, no i didn't. not one bit.
don't ask me why because later i uncontrollably flame on my blog.
but whatever, it just sucksass okay. yeah, suckszxzx like shit.
yes, i was exceptionally vulgar today, cos i can't stand it anymoreee :x
what the crap, and there's no one to spill to, how sad. and un-engaging.
UN-ENGAGING. yeah thats the word.

i don't know whyii've to be so pisssssed.
i don't even know who im pissed at. i realise i don't know myself at all.
i really don't know how i feel about things, people and whatever.
i just follow my feel, like you know, emotional grasping shit. yeah. thats abt it.

french you could say it sucked or rocked anything, whatevs.
i had a great time staring out of the window cos we were at the highest floor.
i stared out and faced the breeze, EMO-ING. but luckily, i didn't cry.
i swear i was about to cry, but i didn't. soyeah. pathetic shit.

i hope tomorrow's going to be a better day but i dont loook forward to it.
it isn't the same feeling i had in the past, now it way different i don't know what to make of it either.

awesome, terrific and tiring day for me :DD
but after all it was really loads of fun with choristers.
i lovee all of you, yes, even the guys okaaay.
but in a sisterly way, cos you are so much funfunfun! :D

sang to the junoirs, and sang to their parents.
it was okay after all, no major mistakes in any songs,
so YAY. :D hahahahas. then i missed my darlings in 1E,
so i went back to see them in the most GL outfit ever.
and since i went back, i heard the chinese homework -.-
so now im mugging that on the laptop. how cute, yeah rights.

tomorrow's going to be a really fun day you know.
cos there's like MUSIC and COMPUTER. yeah, that 2 rock like hell :D
and clarissa said the science teacher is nice on her blog, or somewhere i forgot,
anyway, i don't know whether i look forward to her lesson.
they also said like ACC teacher sucked cos she was speaking to herself the entir time.
lol, idk manz. hahahas. :D i just hope MR.LIM has more periods,
then i can slack moreeee :x


you know when i was singing to those sec1s08',
i keep having flashes of 2007 in my mind, its like memories y'know.
i was a junoir, and now someone else is my junoir.
so i've decided to record memorable happenings in 2007.
sorry if i were to erm, spill any private memories, but yeah, thats abt it.

i can remember orientation quite clearly i think.
the class was shy and then there were apparently 2 jokers in the class,
hahahahs. and they were the reason why we got CRAZIEST CLASS.
but i still think the title rocked la.
i remember going for trials for different CCA, knowing that i DSA-ed choir.
but afterall, now, choir is the BEST CCA EVER! <3.
yeah, and i remembered how i pon-ed first choir prac.

there was a time when ACC teacher asked us to pick up rubbish,
hahhas, then Kenny, still my friend at that time, helped me picked up.
yeah, i still remember it la, cos its the first time anyone had ever
bent down in front of my seat and pick up a small litter.

then i very clearly remember the stupid computer presentation.
how much it sucked. until now i still have no idea why was i so self-absorbed in princesses.
maybe its because i really don't have the life of one. hahas, okaaay.
anyway, yeah, it sucked.
and since then Kenny called me Princess of Doom or Death? LOL.

Yeah, then i remembered the split up with Cas they all la,
ahhahas. k, maybe we really don't click that much(:
then i went with rene and jiaqi, i remembered the times when we bball-ed during reccess.

oh and i remembered quarreling with rene. whahaahs.
cos of rason la. in some P.E classs. okaay. yeah.
then erm, there was this sms about me that somebody passed.
until now i still don't know who la,
but its okay la, whoever it is, i forgive you yeah :D

erm, then i remember sitting next to samantha and behind zhihao&hongkui.
yes, they rocked my world then man!
samantha really guided me in my studies,
that's why i call her samantha jieije now. she really rockedrockedrocked.
yes, and hongkui is the funniest guy on earth la. he cracks the lamest jokes.
filling my days with laughter, ahhahas.
zhihao's memories with me are uncountable la, idk why too.
cos we were very good friends i think. yes, the word is friends.

wanna hear? okay, i shall repeat.
cos among the 3 of them, he was the 'liviest' and most easily sianed.
so he really entertained me with stories of himself and other stuff la.
he complain to me about members in the class and teachers.
i still remember okaaaay!!!! :DDDD see, i so good lorh. wtv. ahhas.
yeah, then i remember those times he everytime tease people,
then i will be like joking, "you like____ ar? lol, yeahlor, you all 2 very pei leh."
hahas. then he will give me the diao face la. =.= LOL. hahhas.

then got one time he teach me how to count rhythm .. for drums.
then teach me how to use the drumsticks, i still remember i very retarded.
in the end, he lend me the sticks let me hit his back.
until Mr. Lim scold .. hahahas.

Then those times we talk like shit la in class, then get scolded. -.-
hahahhas.
and i remember 1 time he say choir people all very guai,
then i was like, "huh? you mean i very guai ar?"
then he went, "yalah! you really very very guai wad. hahah".
LOLLLOLLLOLS. thats like an incorrigible comment ohkay.

then got one time i damn angry b4 level camp,
then i really fapiqi okay. then he went like, "you come that thing ar?"
asidinisfuewfnu lah, WTH.thats like the worst thing he said lor.

and that time he look at me then look underneath my table,
then loook at me again then go, "OOOOOH." ><
then i thought is cos my skirt never cover properly, so i hurry pull my skirt.
then he was like, "hahahahhahahas" ..
and so paieh la.

yeah, then KIMBERLY, SOFINA and MEIYI. came in.
yesss KSCUBE. you brought me along so many good memories.
parkway parade movieing and crappng with me.
yeah, and scolding me.
and talk to me about guys and stuff la, and putting up with all my nonsence.
ahhahas, i know i very de wad at times, paiseh. hahas.

i remember how much i valued every single french lesson with meiyi,
i really really spilled all my secrets to her, about guys, about friends,
and everything. i remembered all our plots and fun stuffs.

i remember that day the first time i talk to zhihao on the phone for so long.
i think got 1hour plus. -.- and its his HANDPHONE.
yes, my HANDPHONE tooo >< pathetic right?
yah, and he told me all his life stories in dunman high, his crushes and stuff.
and then he was damn emo, so i had to act emo too :x
hahahahahhas. :D yes, that was fun like dunno what.

and when i went home at night, we msned again, funny stuffsla.
he actually stopped his game just to become my spamming rubbish bin.
cos i was damn damn angry, and i just had to spill everything.
it was 12-1 plus at night. then i just kept throwing all my shit at him la.
it was, f.u.n. FUN. yesh, very very fun. :DDDDD

kay, then there was the stupid KANGaroo.
who suspected me and zhihao copying -.- wth.
and zhihao went to tell her is he take mine to see one.
if not we both get zero. hahahhaas. okay ..blah.

then i remember how kimberly can predict the future.

i remember quareelling with enya they all la.
but later made up, so yeah(: :DDD
seriously, quarreling got us to know each other better :D

oh, and there was a time zhihao was overly yuan yi to send me his driving vid.
then i was thiking, "waseh, so zilian lorh .. someor is VAN not CAR."

then there was when he was damn sian at night,
nowhere to go, like a wanderer in the bus, cos his sis go msia.
then he call me ask me where to go, then we talk talk talk again.
hais. very very very very fun.

ohyah, and exam time. blasted man. :DDD
kscube stting arangement rockedrockedrocked.
oh and i remember the lengzhan with zhihao.
i told him i was bushuang with him on msn,
so no point being friends anymore or smth.
i just got damn bloody pissed at his nonsense lahh.
hahahs, then i think it got into him ba.
cos i keep tao-ing him mah and giving him the eye.

then last day of sch i decided to be niceeee :D
and then i asked him somehitng la. cnt say okay.ahhahas.
super funy. i think clarence heard. LOL. it was hiarious.
anyway,, he purposely blocked the door don't let me climb up the stairs.
then give me that smug look -.- then i was like pushing him,
then he pushed me back. icky la. then meiyi was there and she was crapping the way,
blahahhaa. anyway, he finally let go, and properly said bye.
so i forgave him.

so that marked the END to sch days of 200007.
french days were okaay i guess. yes, YIQI is the limit man. irritating la.
keep pulling my hair, then don't kknow say i i what -.-
whatevaaaaas.


YEAH THATS ALL.
i know this is a really long post.
oh, and i really really really want to thank KIMBERLY, SOFINNA AND MEIYI,
or rahter, KSCUBE!!!!!! <3 bias abit to meiyi. blah .. cos she never scold me. whahahas.
anyway, yeah, you guys make my 20007 tooo memorable.
KSCUBE IS MY DEAREST PRIORITY.

oh and alot of things have changed in 2008 la.
or will change i guess, like now, he and i aren't friends anymore .__.
time passes, things change rapidly too. so yeah.
byeeeee.

i so cannot wait for tomorrow to come.
and im so glad my sore throat is recovering:D
yay! :DDDD

tomorrow's flag raising is going to be damn GL.
cos in the whole sec2 level, only me and ruo wearing gowns.
at least the guys don't need to wear till so fuzha. D:
ahhaahs. but i guess its okaaay.

last night boabeijiejie transfered music to me,
so now im quite music-loaded. hahahahas. all the nice songs.
dunno how she downloaded one la, tsk. illegal siah. hhahas.
kkz, then have ezuoju and douniu also,
but don't know what happen, cannot open. how sad. yeah.

i seriously hope tmrw rocksocks.
i can't believe im gonna skip class manz.

ytd's sandcastles buildin is lame, boring and D:
yeah and bleah .. meiyi's grp is damn pro luh.
their sandcastle was the nicest i think,
it was in the shape of a heart. nice and sweet.
sweeyee said she thought of star at first,
but then star was too hard to make ..

i've to thank my group okay, they are really the best.
cos they did many many many things,
to make the whole transport hub a success .. lol.
almost all i did was carry pails of water from the sea.
but seriously, having seawater brushed past your legs,
is sweet, and sexy and nice and whatsoever. ilikeit.

anyway, rason was like taking so much initiative,
that the sandcastle's progress and whatevs are all thanks to him.
lol, surprise surprise yeah? he designed the thing -.-
zhihao and sean were ahheming about,
and carrying water. actually i can't comment much about them,
bcos i didn't do much either, carry water, yeah, same as them.

for the whole time the stupid weather was changing.
swelteringly hot then freezing cold, then back to piping hot and icy cold.
rawrs D: kimberly was in her SEXY fbt.
sofina and i were in our lovelyyyy NORMAL sch shorts(:
and meiyi was in skirrrrt :DDDD ooooots. hahhaas.

okay, then went home with xintian, sweeyee, regina and siangler.
cos sofina, kimberly and meiyi had parent's coming to fetch.
wanted to hitch a ride from sofina at first, but then decided otherwise.
cos there was xintian and sweeyee and regina and siangler tooo.
fair to everyone if we all walk right? yeah, so we walked.
walked to one busstop, waited 10 min, realised weekdays no bus.
then walked on the road beside the expressway,
and took dunno what bus. and i saw daniel lim inside. -.-
then he asked for my number, with his friend and blah ..
never ask for sweeyee's one la, wth not fair cann ..
and i have no choice but to give him cos he damn scary okaaaay. tall.
xintian said he look very intimidating. yes, he is.
notorious in primary schoool, notorious like dunno what okaay.
and esther says he and her= good friends. oh esther, wthhhh. .___.


today, CHOIR, dry run for rehearsalll. ooohyeah. funfunfun.
okaay, actually not bad lah huh. :DDD coool lah, on stage.
i think disney mm sounded NICE NICE NICE.
then went to get purple skirt. wilson was hilarious i tell you.
laugh laugh laugh, funny like hell, and about the shoooeees tooo.
turns out the only tenor who MIGHT be able to malta along with us,
is him -.- and 2 basses. yes, impressiveeee :\ bleah hahahhahas.

oh, and monday, we get to skip class. cooool right? ohyeah, PRO.
okaay, then i have to public transport to sch with ruowei,
cos have to reach like 7.30 and the pasir ris bus damn lag siah.
and we have to wear the long skirt and v-neck tee in flagraising.
sb awkward laaaa. somemore must stand with class. ooh, GL o.O

today was XPLORE.
it was okay, not too bad, not too good either.
oh, and i love the facilles, they are so funny!!

i don't feel like listing down all the details,
like where we went and what tasks we had to do,
cos those are boring details, uhhuh.

so, more interesting personal details diverts here.
kimberly and sofina were irritating today((((:
pissed? LOL. hahhas, anyway, they kept saying me and ___.
so im damn pissed.
and how OLD i look. lol. im xiaohaizi okay!?! hhahas

and only sofina and kimberly has patience for origami.
truthfully speaking, i suck at the art of paper folding.
and amanda unluckily spilled her PVC glue in her whole bag, hais.
it was really funny luh, k, im getting mean. but yeah.
hahas, amanda, you enjoyed peeling glue off your hand horh??! hahahs.
lol, is your bag okay now? its expensive brand you know ..

then some idiot shown attitude luhh. and i was really damn irritated.
so i kept complaining to sofina and kimberly and whoever was around.
god, he sound like a freaking 60year old mama man! so mature horh.
wth, and i shouldn't speak about him anymore lah, he doesn't even exist in my life.

and then i was sleepy so i went to slp in the mrt. hahas. snooze. yeah.
then woken up. not happy with the person and still damn tired, so fa pi qi-ed. -.-
serious luh, i show attitude to the person cos he suckslikeshitintheass D: bleah.
he keep snatching seats with me on the mrt luh.
then act smart. people ask question, he reply bullshit. D:
so much for your useless help.

k, then hongkui did something really funny okay, then i started laughing like crazy.
cos it was really damn damned funny. he went to open the bus door -.-
k, you don't get it do you? heres the joke, bus doors CAN"T be manually open.
only re____ds wld do that, but hongkui isn't very wad lah. maybe its just you know.
but at least he's a 13440598374725984589times better than that stupid person luh.
piss off man! D: you make me damn furious okay.

okay, we're apparently sucky at the erh, positioning luh.
but 2E2 can cheer derh alrights? i love 2E2 exceptforthatfreakingassholeofaguy, its fugly.
okay, dedications yeahh? to all in 2E2. i realise i love dedications nowadays ha.

kimberly: BLEAH. your nonsense, are ahhem, funny and ain't funny too. bleahbleah. :DDD
sofina: please stop scolding meeeee and blah, disturbing me from my slp. HAHAHAHAS. :DDD
enya: helllooooo you're so smart(:
amanda: (: hey, hows your bag huh? fine fine fine? lol, hope so.
regina: yeah. zilian parter. yeah, we rock at fotography tgt :D
vanessa: so much for laughing when sofina scold me ... hhahas. lol :]
hongkui: yeahhh man! you're such a gentleman, except you shld try being un-ret__ed.
yuchen: hahahhas. i don't know what to say, except you keep getting bullied.
rason: nothing luh. i know you hate me, yeah.
zhihao: whatthehellisyourproblemluh. ifyouAPthenAPtoyourfriendsk? imnotyrfriend.

:DDDDDD yeah. doneeee :\
i know kimberly wants to read this post, so here it is.
she's quite loyal to my blog nowadays you know, frequent reader.
which means, adding to my hit :DDDD un-bad. which means: good. :D yeah babehxzsz.

k. sandcastle building tmrw. no, YOU are so not gonna show APness again,
ifnoti'dreallyslapyourassholelikefaceokay. iknowyoureniceandfunnysometimes,
buti'mjustveryveryverypissedatyou.

yay. im not bringing sunblock. its icky and disgusting. i rather get TAN,
but no, no more sunburns thankew :D ayeee. i hope its gnna be fun.
yes, rob me off my mind enive, you're thy rockers. :D
our sandcastles are going to kick queen elizabeth out of palace burkingham? LOL.
wrong spelling, but who cares yeah? as long as you get what i meant.

okay, i hope tmrw's gonna rockrockrock alright? idk luh.
i don't wnna be un-friends la, but it seems as if im forced to that extent.

second post today.
ive just slept, wokeup, ate dinner and here i am :D
thought things through in my sleep.
decided to forgive .____. for being so idioticmoronicstupid today((:
see, im nice derh kays .. LOL.
but i seriously hope whatever happens in explore tmrw wld b good.
RAWR. enough of negative based talks.

min is down with chicken pox. wahhahas. k, shan't be mean.
but i haven't gotten my chicken pox yet kays!?
hahahahahs, poor thing luh. attended 1 day of orientation,
then went home and can't go back the next day cos she contracted the
CHEEEEECKEN disease. goodluck babehhzxzzsx.
oh, and i hope you like junyuan sec alrights? hahhas. jiayou there.

my msn name is flaming somebody alrdy.
can i not get a day pass without flaming .. >< stupidme.
but you really made me effing angry today, and i was polite enough,
not to shout at you or give you a black face.
since i still smiled and if you notice, stared icily at the floor you idiot D:
warning arh, tomorrow i won't show face alrdy kay?
cos it isn't just me who notices your attitude, btw, it STINKS, yes, more than BO.

yes, and i end up flaming again .. dots and dots :D
okay, tmrw is going to be the start of smth new i guess.
because it determines whether i will BREAK the stupid effing friendship,
and just hate you and let you hate me back.
you should be very capable of that, shouldn't youuu? .__. don't piss me off.

idk lah. maybe i should erh, not be so close friends to you lorh.
cos you turn paigia mah, later you smoke how? lol, i don't friend people like that.
i espescially hate those people okay?
why, --- no more life arh? then after --- where you wanna go next , huh?
tell me before hand leh, don't shock me afterwards.

oh, and you're so extreme luhh.
can be damn laidback and keep saying, "sui bian la." or "heck care".
and can be damn AA tooo. you [ ]
bye, and rmb tmrw will determine.

hello peopleeee. im back, missed me?
first day of school in 2008 today, aint that great :/
yeah, kind of. kind of not too. i don't know how to say luh.

kayykayys. starting met kimberly,
then went to class tgt. class was at 2ndlvl. not basement alrdy.
sigh. then went parade square, i pulled kimberly to where 1E was.
then i realised i was year2 alrdy .. knna said 'blur'. hahas.

okay, then flag raising and all the crappy shit luh.
then hall with mr. sng and other senoirs, lol :D
was sianned luhh. got wad DHStar and what DHWorld, LOL. crap.
and 2 year1 classes have free laptop siah, wthhwthh. its not fair okay.

then went for recess, and sofina and kimberly ate their fav. ytf.
and i ate too, don't wanna be eXtra mahhh.
hahaahhahs. went bck to class. realised kimberly, me and meiyi have same,
BOTTLE! but sofina is 1BIGxTRA gia la. she bring one effing big one .__.
and kimberly's one is like $16.90, mine's $4.90.
price difference so much, design wise, its just that hers got the word 'starbucks'.
-.- right?? so diao luhh. exactly the same material can?! hahahas.

oh and kimberly gave me and sofina and meiyi souvenirs!! :D wahahhas.
even she herself say mine is the nicest can? its a KEY pendant, with a heart on top.
damn blooody nice siahh. rich kids give pendants for souvenirs. -.- hais.

kkz. introduced to new form tcher. seriously, i think i forgot whats her name :]
but i think its xie lao shi or smth. she's seriously FUNNY okayy?
but i still miss kumaran luh. mrs.k. is damn nice for LA lorhs.
kay, then dunno how i tio one luh, bcome secretary =.=
i tell enya say if i secretary, then she treasurer, wah, then really lehh.
not bad luhh, she look like those can do math one lorh. hahhas. the specs and all.
LOL. and sofina my dearest is VICE CHAIR! :D hiphiphoooorayyyyye! :D she'slove.

okay, then some briefing for Xplore tmrw luh. n they went to grp us lol.
the girls are the only sane people arnd my grp can?
guys either too extra or too AP. seriously luh, YOU, BOY, can stop it anot huh?
no need me to be like other people say you change alot right?
you know you change alot, and stop being AP siah, its damn immature can.
you better not make me pisser tmr. im alrdy damn angry today during bonding arh.
grow up lah kid. going those places doesn't make you more mature than others,
if the way you act is like an Attention Hungry kid alright?
i seriously can't wait for you to read this. maybe someone do me a favour,
print it out and dump this piece of shit at your desk huh. damn you idiot.
you're effing childiish and kina luh. waddahell is wrong with you lorhs -.- like shiteffingshit.

i hope tmrw's amazing race like XPLORE is going to rock like Xperience okay.
my grp seems kinda hopeless with HIM arnd, stirring up "waves" stupididiotshit.
so i hope grp 2E1 and 2E3 jiayou alrights?

went home with kimberly and ate lunch in schh,
then went to buy tkn in some mama shop.
mrt-ed. kimberly's N95 has a streetmap luh. so COOL and UNFAIR can?
lol, rich kid rich kid rich kid. yeahhhszxszxzszx. ><

then went home talking about HIM, i dunno how we got the conversation..
maybe its cos of my pissed moood. stupidshitintheassluh.
"paiseh arh", <-- like what you always say.
edit/{ paiseh arh, i flame you. HOHOHO. paiseh.] damned.

Hello, I just want to say it all over again.

TODAY IS THE 1/1/2008!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR to yeah erh,
6ten0six. Enive. Besties. ^^. Cousins. and BLAHS. anyone else.
lol. i changed my number. its no longer that nice number.
i think i msged everyone i know my new number.
actually, im still in the process of msging everyone. hahhas.
but if i forgotten about you, just tell me or sms me in my old number.
because my dad wants to give that number to my bro :D
since he doesn't sms as much as me, and doesn't need unlimited :DDD
hahahahahs. if not i'd bao my sms till $200 again,
and i'd kna killed and grilled.

ohyeahhh. had lasagne&pizza today for breakfast.
i have a feeeeling im growing very very fat okayy -.-
cos i keep eating and eating. but i skipped lunch ytd.
however, no matter how many lunchs i skip,
i won't become a bullimic, or however you spell that word -.-
mom's coooking spaghetti and prawns and nicenice stuff for lunch!! :D ohyeah.
hahahs. and zhihao knw's so many sarahs you know.
the sms i sent was that, "I'm sarah from dhs, shps, choir .. and he doesn't get it."
lol!! hilarious i tell you .. hahahas.

lollollol. kkz. NICENICE LUNCHY. bb.