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okayy, so today was a little shitty.
well, u guys didn't have to do that right?!
it just seemed so mean!! :(
i thought you and i were so nice to each other.
yet, you were being so xian4shi2 today ..
just because of some stupid thing. :((

hais. i give in yea? cos i want to give in now.
i don't want such things to happen anymore,
and i know you don't.
have you forgotten the stuffs you told me in the train?
have you forgotten how we cursed and swore ..
maybe u have, but i haven't.
don't worry, i won't tell anyone.
this isn't a threat or anything :))
i just want you to know how i feel today and all ..
and what you did.

you didn't have to be so mean.
i just realised a friend sorta betraying you is worse,
than having a fight with your arch enemy.
i seem to let those memories slip by,
and i'm starting to take back those nice comments i tell people about you.
because you've climbed and you've changed.

maybe you're influenced,
maybe you told me everything cos u could find no one else.
i don't understand.
this thing is getting so sucky i feel like i don't know you. :]]
i don't know if this seems obvious or whatsoever,
but in case you find out i'm talking about you,
then sorry.

i sorta told you everthing.
have you kept them a secret?
or have you aired them out to the human mass media?

i don't know but you acted as if you were the dominating one.
and that all of us would come only after you and your friends are fed the good meal.
you choose everything.
you are a critic in every aspect.
just able to see the black in many but don't see the obvious black in your buddies.
or at least those ppl you've told me about las time.

and i've kept your secret.
and i've heard everything you said.
i helped you resolve your problems.
i talked to both parties.
and now you're all getting along fine.
yet everthing seems like i didn't belong at all.

i knw i don't,
seriously, i have my group of friends and i love them.
but don't you understand?
i appreciate your presence as much.

you were being super prospective today.
and it wasn't me who could see only.
many people saw.
i know you've climbed the flight of stairs to reach the very top.
and you may have forgotten the steps you take.

its like the piece of leather placed in gucci.
yet forgetting the animals killed.
and the money that it could be bought by,
was the little credit or status that you've now.

i've forgotten to congratulate you.
but i think i should congratulate you with all my heart.
yesterday and the many days before,
i felt a surge of pride for you.
i felt happy for you deep down.
but today changed everything.



I'M PISSED CAN?!
i am so super bu shuang.
and i talked to a bu shuang person on msn too.
and i don't care.
shit, i sound spastic.

but i hope tmrw would be a brighter day.