Tuesday, October 30, 2007

since JEN says mozilla cant view my blogskin.
i shall change it (;
but seriously, blogskins.com has become VERY LAG.

shall have the entire hse to myself tmrw morning.
cool cool cool :] LALAS.
i love staying home alone, esp in my house,
cos i can have 3.5 storeys to myself. (((:
run up run down make noise also nobody say anything.

french was ohkay i guess. :D
at least its SLACK lahhh. cos watch MOVIE marhs.
and stooopid me, never bring spects.
so gta strain eyes. D: BLEAH.

sian sian.
shld be going to msia on sat or sun bah if im not wrong.
not so good life lah. FLYYYYY to other country.
hahaah. i'm pooor you know. (:

sixtenners. more enthu leh.
go for the sixnov gathering lahhhh! ;D
kkay. lets see who's going ...
hmm .. caro, joey, esther, jq, yingliang, xianwei (:
the rest i dunnoooo . HAHAHAA!

yeah.
i think im gonnna make my hair sooon[:
cant wait. but who cares larhs.
tie up go sch still the same marh. ;D
just that i want SUPER layer ...
money to make i save myself one derh kays! ;D

:DDDD
LALAS.

Monday, October 29, 2007

Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH 'S'
;samantha

Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALLS
;no caller ID larh. pathetic rite?!

Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY?
;frm josh. yeah k la. gd dream (: LOL. lame right?

Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
;yeah. ;D HAH.

Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR?
;erhs. no. (:

Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO?
;my piano concert larh. [:

Q: WHOS THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE?
;HIM!! :D ^^

Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT?
;i say "huh?" alot. :DDD

Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
;catered DINNER. aiyah. nth nice. o.O

Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT?
;i said, "uhh uhh wadeva lah" to my bro(:

Q: DO YOU WATCH TV?
;YEAH derhh! who doesn't?

Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO?
;HUH?!

Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING?
;hunt for what?! LAWLS. yarh. treasure hunt[:

Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
;ERR. don't think so bahh. :D hehh. doesn't mean i play girl. ;DD

Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT?
;a week ago barh. to ^^ .. ((:

Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW?
;Sleeping larh. now wad time lerhs? ... o.O

Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
;YEA. loads. POD, laksa, salad, yanyan, yan, xiaoyan, saaa, pin, pinpin .. and dunno wad shit.

Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?
;I think so .. (: ^^

Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY?
;bro larh. then wad?!

Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
;uhh DERHH! eat drug like ah-siao like that can?!

Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE?
;think so barh.

Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD?
;UH. recently. i got one at hme marh. but not those neon ones lah. (:

Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE?
;IN SCHOOL. ><

Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD?
;noo... who so sway?! HAHAH.

Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS?
;AQMFS. though its the dunno wad time i'm watching it?! LOL.

Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST?
;i trust #1:^^ and MYSELF

Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY?
;LAWLS. so cheeeem. dun understand larh.


LAST
1) person you saw: bro larh.
2) talked to on the phone: MEIYI!! don't nida ask derh.
3) hugged: hehhhs. dunno. nobody barh. i don't like body contact. (:
4) person you texted: ^^ .. (:

TODAY
1) date: 29 October 2007
2) plans: wake up, piano, meet meiyi, choir, eat, use laptop, sleep.
3) dislikes about tomorrow: huh? morning must wakeup early go SK.

CURRENTLY
1) missing someone: how about ^^?
2) mood: dunno larh.

TRUE OR FALSE
I am a morning person:
YEAH. very funny. LMAO larh.

I am a perfectionist:
depends bah. shld be. but if not perfect wun die marh.

I am an only child:
if yes, then good lerh.

I am currently in my pajamas:
uhh. i dun wear pajamas. (:

I am online 24/7:
no larh. if like that, i must hate my laptop siah.

I am very shy around the opposite gender:
uhh. not really larh. who cares?! HAHAS.

Have been to two mixed schools:
err. yea. primary secondary larh.

I can be paranoid:
not really tooo (:

I currently regret something that I have done:
yea .. not letting go. ^^

I enjoy talking on the phone:
YARH. derh. esp: CARO and MEIYI and ^^ and zh[cos he tell me lotsa things]

I have a lot to learn:
yeahh ... alot of shid to learn(:

I have a secret:
YEAH. loads. which i only tell most to ;CARO. ;MEIYI. ;^^. ;ZH

5 people to do this:
-CARO
-MEIYI
-KIMBERLY
-SOFINA
-MIN
Level 1
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) done weed
( ) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol
Total :oneee!;D

Level 2
(x) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a first fight
Total :oneee;D AGAIN!

Level 3
( ) snuck out of parent's house
( ) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back?
( ) been arrested.
( ) made out with a stranger.
( ) gone out on a blind date
Total : NOPEEX

Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

Total :thREEE.

Level 5
( ) had/have a crush on one of your FRIENDSTER friends
( ) been to Paris.
( ) been to Spain.
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown out for drinking
Total :0NE AGAIN. ><

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace
( ) been mosh pitting
Total :twOOOO. o.O

Level 7
( ) been in an abusive relationship.
(x) taken pain killers.
(x) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel/snowman!
Total :FOURRR!

Level 8
(x) had a tea party.
(x ) flown a kite: like duhh.
(x) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
total : 4!!! eff-oh-you-are

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding!
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
Total :FIVEEE! ALL!! ^^

Level 10
( ) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
( x) felt an earthquake
( ) killed a snake
Total : twOO. lalas.

Level 11
(x) been tickled
( ) been robbed/ been vandalized
( ) robbed someone.
(x) been misunderstood
( ) pet a reindeer
Total :lalas. TWO again =.=

Level 12
(x) won a contest!
( ) been suspended from school
( ) had detention
( )been in a car/motorcycle accident
Total :YAY. one. lame siah.

Level 13
( ) had/have braces
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night?
(x) had deja vu?
(x) danced in the moonlight
Total :TWO

Level 14
( ) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
(x) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
Total :tHREE. (:

Level 15
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
(x) been to the opposite side of the world
( ) swam in the ocean?
(x) felt like you were dying
Total :threeee again?!

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently coloured with crayons/colour redpencils/markers
(x)sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
Total :FIVERRR! alll ... ^^

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) kissed in the rain
Total :threee((:

Level 18
( ) written a letter to Santa Clause
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone you care/cared about.
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
Total : THREE again!! ><

Level 19
( ) crashed a party
( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
(x) gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
( ) Humped a monkey
Total : TWO. sianxzxz

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) screamed "penis" at a football game.
(x) swimming with dolphins
Total :TWO.o

Level 21
( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ic e cube.
( ) kissed a fish.
(x) bought the opposite sex clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top
Total : tWOO.
Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs.
( ) can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 3 hours
(x) stayed up all night
Total :3threeeee

Level 23
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x) aren't scared to watch scary movies alone
Total :3threee again ;X

Level 25
( ) believe in ghosts
(x) have/had more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) gone streaking
( ) been in jail
Total :ONEEE;D
i'm so super sian times infinity.
just came back frm choir,
and reach hme at like 7.45.
don't ask me why okay?


and someone actually went for band ytd lorhszxzx.
clever lah. make me lose bet. knn.


piano lesson before choir. :\
so i'm playing the err ... korean piece for concert. :D
kkx. at least its nicer than jinghuashuiyue, aka REFLECTION,
although its harder larhs.
singing with sharmaine and the soloist. (:
when you believe ... HAHAH.
kkays. but singing still bucuo larhs.
the concert is like 2hrsPLUSPLUS. lawls.

and YAY.
tmrw got frenchhhh again!! YAYAYYAY!
okay. crazy larh. but ting and me so happy lorh.
cos get to miss choir. HEH.
sorry. no offence. but french more funn!! OLEH ;D



so came home so extrra late larh.
not very late for me larh actually.
but quite late for meiyi and jen jen lerhs.
and meiyi needa walk 10 minute along ALJUNIED,
to reach home.
you know where's aljunied?
the aljunied MRT separates aljunied and geylang.
and meiyi has to cross over a park. (:
LOL. kay, only i will think this way larh. but EEEE still.

i just realise some people effing qb larh.
like knnb can? wahlao. who know you so errs ..
can act so well?! huh. LOL. its not the first time lorh.

you forgot wat you and yr frens tell e guy orhs?
want me remind you??
shit larhs. i know its january or feb tt time tell one,
but so?!
even after the guy tell me i so nice larh.
then nw you like wad .. like err .. shit arh?
wahsay. can go join hw lerh larh. dont even nid mediacorp can?!

fake me lorh. fake fake fake.
find. second time lerh. now not fake.
now even nicer. tell almost EVERYONE,
except me and my frens worhszxz.
kay lorhs. (: i giv you one more chance tmrw k?
if i still don't hear it,
i'm goinng to HATE you foreva!! ;DDDD

kkay.
this is not flaming horh.
i bet the person dun even knw larh,
so nvm lorhs. ;DDD
want complain bt this must tell me first horh.
but seriously, pleeez larh. its L.A.M.E.

just finished my theorrrrry. sucks.
i suck at theory larh. but i think i score btr.
the las las theory exam i got,
97/100 kay?! gong xi me!!! ;DDDD
yea yea. wadever.

kkkaexx.
BYEEEE;D

Sunday, October 28, 2007

one day, sarah sits on her swivel.
her laptop on her lap,
she's typing.

she stared out of the window,
looking at the rain fall down.
it makes her feel like the rain was her twin.

can she be with he rain forever?
can the rain be with her and never let go.
she wants the rain to have feelings,
because she loves the rain.

But she loves the lightning and thunder even more.
Can a storm come for her?
Take her hand and bring her away ..

Away from everything that's in her mind
She wants to hold the lightning
Hug the thunder forever.

Rain, don't go away
You're my bestest friend
Because at least you're like me

Don't go away,
I'm missing you already
Rain, take me away.



LOL.
ii'm seriously bored okay.
So bored that i've written a LOVE poem,
yeah.
To the rain. YAY!
Two Hundred and Seventh Blog Post
i'm going to reach 300 sooon (: well, YAY! ><
but i want my hits to remain as 20 per entry.

sian larh. sian sian sian.
ohyarhs.
please go to http://sarah-mycoffeeshop.blogspot.com
its seriously lame .. but since i have nothing to do all day,
i do that. (: yea. LAME.

oh and well,
meiyi is such a great friend and entertainer :D
cos we talked until 2 of my portable fones were
OUT OF BATT. how cute. argh.
we're going to CCA together tmrw tooo (((:
aint that LOVEEES?!

crazy me.
min is bored to death toooo .. ><
we hav nothing to do.
and i can't on the bleedy TV with the DVD player,
cos its downstairs.
and apparently, my very ahhem. R.E.#.ARD#D
brother, loves to do his revision downstairs,
with my mom. he craves for company.
so let it be.
and i'm not allowed to watch DVDs D:
because it will disturb him.
although he's doing in the dining room,
and i'm watching in the living room.):
and even after i'm so willing to put on
HEADPHONES,
i'm still not allowed. :DDDDD
CUTE? yes, very cute.

okay.
so maybe i'd die of boredom soooon enough.
ITS RAINING.
and that's somehting good.
cos i like it (:
and then, I put down the lace shades on my window,
on the dim light and use my laptop.

i'm so sian,
ive written a very very nice recount of 2006sixten,
as my CAPortfolio. :DDD
congratulate meeee. now, please don't copy thankyou.
to anyone, that is.

(: okay, cdjj's olevels end on the sixth november.
i cant wait.
since sixth november is sixten gathering,
i don't think i'd bother her.
but on the seventh we shld be going hyper already ^^
plus min and the rest of them of course.

its not fair becausee her holiday is like so long,
after she gets her results.
and she apparently doesn't want to go JC,
she wants to go pOLY.
cos she heard RP is like a shopping centre.
well, good for her.

i think i want to go POLY tooo. (:
because, i want to do mass communications with CARO!
okay.
i think if i tell that to some people,
they'd conk my head.
but seriously :DDD

thats all.
have a great great absolutely great day ahead.
because i want you guys to live a better life than me.
i'm very bored.
like i'm better off dead. (:

loves,
P.O.B not P.O.D
kenny, it isn't princess of death,
its princess of BOREDOM.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

SATURDAY(:
and i'm stuck at home,
it's feeling so un-saturday. D:

meiyi dear, i know you're bored.
i'm bored tooo (:
i know kimberly's enjoying her life,
with her mom at the moment.
how about you, sofin?

goshhhs.
i can't wait till the 6th nov.
then we have sixten gathering.
i think i'm most likely goin?
i don't know :D
but i promised someone i wld.
LOL. you also say maybe mah! ;D
sighs. later go back see you,
you shy shy again larh!! =.=
sms still better, i prefer to sms you!!

hahah.
enive girls want to go WWW.
its okay. but i'm a little freaked out,
at being the organiser. (:
so maybe someone else shld try ^^

i feel like editing this blogskin.
as in ... the IMAGE.
cos its kinda tooo romantic :D
much more romantic than the life,
i'm living :D

writing in stanzas kinda rock. (:
though its kinda funny,
cos my sentences aren't complete.

i'm so sian sian sian sian.
can somebody just give me yoghurt?
the yoghurt supply in my house is finished. :D
i like strawberry yoghurt.

AQMFS last nite was so nice nice nice.
kkz. stayed up to watch it for 2 hours,
and turned in at 2two. :D

i don't want to read the call of the wildd in chinois.
its stupid to read the entire book,
then answer afew questions on the ws.

anyway, i think i'm falling SICKSICKSICK soon.
as in not the perv way larh.
but still ... >< i think i gonna be voice-less.
cos i scream and sing LALA too much.
gosh. tried to fix the microphone in my system ytd.
but i had sore throat. PATHETIC.
anyway, its boring to sing in a wide room,
with a loud microphone, ALONE.
tadaaa.

and i'm coughing like crazy too.

GUITAR WAS LOVES.
because,
I'M PROMOTED TO GRADE THREE (:
so, i'm getting my grd3 book next wk!
YAY! its beeen just a year!! :D or less. ^^
meaning. if i continue my pace.
i'd get a DIP. in year4.
which is YAYAYAYAY!
teacher esther is gonna giv us,
JayChou's songs, and blah. many more.

the guitar chalet,
wld be organised my yours truly and kylie.
if we think its still a feasible idea larh. (:

BYEEEE!
and can someone please ENTERTAIN ME?

Friday, October 26, 2007

YAY! start of holiday (;
sian lah. i rather like other sch like that larh.
at least can do more fun things in sch than at hme.

meiyi and i wanted to go iceskating derh.
then we need 4 people to get the unlimited time and free skate.
but nobody cld make it.
some say too far, some hv cca, some GL one, some no money ...
some parents say cnt cos dangerous,
some parents say cnt cos results are lower than expectation.
pathetic siah. hahaa. so me and meiyi hv to stay at hme and rot man!
but its okay lah.
meiyi, next time sooon in this hols we shall go again with kscube yeas?!

didn't rite happy bdae meiyi in this post and ytds cos . .
its not really yr bdae
its 081294 right? then i dat day then wish u lorh.
the pressie was super early. ^^ better than belated right?
u better hug it to sleep at night larhs.

LOL. the girls in 1E wants to go WWW without the guys.
i swear larh, if guys go right, no one dares to go (:
including me larh. so ... sorry lorh. NO GUYS ALLOWED.
as if they wanna go like that. i'm making them sound ..
kinda D*SPO. ;D
they'd hate me for sure (((:
rason's pissed at the video. cos he looks funnayye!! ^^
okay. who cares anyway?
zhihao looks gay inside man!! :D
i don't think im putting it on the class blog kays?
cos some of u confirm laugh lerh then pissed :D
it means airing out your FUNNY selves to the world.
and kenny and gang is featured as FAHRENHEIT larh.
i swear its super haoxiao. :D

kkaex. i really really hv nth better to do (:
woke up at like 11.30 i think ..
going to take a nap blooody soon again lorh.
cos nothing to do marh.

sian. i hope i can go sk tmrw.
then can go hyper with min and hui lerh.
but bbro may stil hvta study.
i think his exam hbn over yet barh.
then cdjj has to do her art prep work for art olevel.
sianxzxzxz.
entertain me lehhs. i bored to hell lerhs.

kay.
i've decided to be guai and finis my hw soon enough.
so, starting on chinois call of the wild larh.
aye. read chinese words can die one lorh.
i suck at chinese man.

oh and HOW to kill a mockingbirdd sounds cute.
as in the title.
but it won't turn out like that larh.
change mocking to "eff"king bird. sick right?
yarh. i know.
LOL. wad merchant 0f venice.
sighs. cheeeeeemo shakespeares larhs.

sian.
swear i'm gnna watch AQMFS at 11.30 tnite lah.
cant wait for stupid time to FLY AWAY.
hahaha.
wait for nex yr then see how dif people look :D
serious.
everyone wld look kinda dif larh.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

kkays. LAST DAY OF SCHOOL.
meaning:
1. most probably las day hving those tchers bah.
2. mssing the whole enive-oh-six [although the memories weren't that great larh]
3. las time hving yuchen as chairman. i dunno larh. i still prefer hk. no off. man.
4. las time using that clsrooom.
5. las day of sec1schlife.
6. ETC.

;D LOL. but at least we not so kelian like sec2oos larhs.
cos right, they next yr stream then split cls lerh.
yarhh. i still love enive the best larh so hehhs. (:
cos .. more fun marh. somemore now lesser cliques lerh.

MAD .. was sbBORING larhs.
what math activity day worhszxzx. D:
kanasai can! our cls everyone all throw away their game liao lah.
so we only hv one grp. pathetic right?! LOLS
yarh. so went to the other clsses to play game lors.
boring. i rather sit in cls and slack.
kimberly and sofina quite enthu :P
not like me huhs. sit and stare ad don't care. (:
yah lah. i knw lah. AP right? meiyi also mah. as in a bit.

and then prize giving ceremony..
1I won cls league(: HAHA. jiayou cas and deb.
yah. but i don't really care .. whether enive win or lose. ><
since we sooo unbonded las time (:

and giving out report bks.
i tell you ME, SOF, CAS, VAN & RENE rocked in RS lah.
we got one collumn hav Exceptional. (: HAHAH.
yea. then napfa bronze lah. same as meiyi.
cos of the stooopid INCLINE lahs. bring me down 1 grd.
yea ...
and then, grades.
i super duper hate my GPA can?!
but i love my PERCENTAGE.
cos right .. i everything all miss by abit skip next grd mah. (: LOLS.
sians. but who cares.
hahah. zhihao damn funny. he didn't realise he was 14 then his NAPFA wld be dif lorh.
so he told me, "i now damn pissed". LOL.
then go hme. clarence say he dun feel like going hme.
so i was like, "zhihao, bring him go --- larhs". HEH.

french!!
had CHEEEESE TASTING..
i tried all i think, except BLUE CHEEESE.
disgusting.
i like the garlic cheeese larh.
when spreadd on bread taste DAMN nice (:
yea. nicer than garlic bread :D

after french had to go CHOIR.
yah. pity me yea? pity shirlyn, audrey, yiting too.
cos we thought ms.lin wanted to see us. ;]
at least that was wad was in e sms right? ;D
yarhs ...

kkz..
so, HOLIDAYS OFFICIALLY START LERH LAH.
though i still nida go back for CHOIR AND FRENCH.
(: french literally rocks lah.
after exam so interesting((((:
the other day we had treasure hunt and petanque ;D
i love my dearest MEIYI ;DDD
je t'aime. though i still clse society.
but ILY as fren lah.

so .... at first sof and kim ask me pon french one.
but i guai kay. i NEVER pon.
so they went to shop for meiyi's present without me lorh.
fine fine fine ><
yarh. and i was part of the SURPRISE they gave meiyi t the MRT.
the present frm 3 of us. MEIYI TOUCHED SIAH! (: woohs!
cldnt give lah. got choir mahh!

okay ...
` CAP.
` MATH ON ASK AND LEARN
` CHINESE
` HOW TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD.

lalas.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

LALAS.
i really really dislike you now(:
i used to treat you like my bestest friend :]
but i guess, TIMES HAVE CHANGED.
like duhhh! ;DDDD so the old you won't ever come back.
thats okay i guess. (:
the times we had together, they'd soon DISAPPEAR ..
from my memory, AYE?

lol. i don't see why EVERYTHING you do,
have their share. :D
simple? meaning that, your OWN decision,
have to be made,
based on them toooo :X
PEER PRESSURE?! LOL. ;D sureeee .
i'm NICE. i won't add on to it.
sent you that SMS rite?
i really wonder how you feel after reading it (:

i thought you were like ... the leader?
WOW! you seem to be tagging ehind now.
just because they call you MOMMY'S BOY,
you decided otherwise (:
how interesting, i didn't know your head could be,
controlled by three other morons.

but its fine :]
really really really very fine.
anyway, i known you for less than a year.
making myself NOT KNOW YOU,
isn't such a great disappointment afterall. ;D

i really can't take your ARHBENG-AH! ways.
and the things you say IN FRONT OF THEM ;X
i feel like telling the whole world, who you really are,
BEHIND THEM, when its a 1 to 1 talk. ><
but i don't think it matters anymore.

sad thing is, i wld have let you,
cut the queue today :D why didn't i?
because of what you said to the aunty and the ppl in front.
:D i like torturing mean people((:
what's cheeebeee? i don't know.
but i guess its MEAN to say that to others.
thats for letting you learn YOUR lesson.
ming bai marh?

so conclusion is,
like what i pretended at the book shop.
i pretended to NOT KNOW YOU (:
"iknow you meh" i said that yea?
seriously .. i know you when we are in PRIVATE CONVO.
but not in like realityyy ....

if your friends happen to come across this,
I"M SURE, they'd say something to you(:
its quite obvious i'm talking abt YOU!
but, it isn't an honour ;D
seriously, your friends are like the KILLJOY.
you think what you are doing is cool.
your arh-beng ways are coool .
and your words are wayyy cool.

okay then, hands up to you.
you WIN! happy??! HAHA!
its okay i guess, seriously, i don't feel a thing,
even if i don't know you. (:

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

hm. i shall start this entry with something super abnormal.
and i guess it doesn't matter to anyone except me and a certain you. (:
here goes.

you pulled me tight, yet left me somewhere.
when we were distanted, something went missing.
it faded away, gradually ...

you made me believe, like i was the only one.
when we met problems, we relied on each other.
would it last, forever?

can you not disappear, and have me there close?
do you remember the months that flew past,
can things be like before?

do you realise how much i care, please don't go.
i know how it feels like to talk zilch to you all day.
you know it too.

its been awhile and we are totally messed up.
can you move on, take a step forward first.
don't make me give up.

those little memories, fill me with reminiscence,
bottle me up with nostalagia i don't wanna feel.
its like your kind of lullaby.

don't bring me so near, then sing me another tune.
don't tell me so much, then play me an incomplete melody.
you give me wrong thoughts.

friends that was what i always thought we were.
but why are you looking straight at my eye everytime i turn?
the eye contact, kills me.

and i am always the first to turn away.
you make my heart into such a mess i feel like giving up.
every memory.

whatever you said, all the secrets and nice talks.
all that you've done and i done, and how you displayed your weak side.
i throw them in the bin.

everytime i feel like giving up that spark of hope,
you sensed it and brought me even closer, closer to the skies.
got me addicted.

just a game, a game of friendship that may lead to heaven or hell.
merely a playmate, nothing else because we like it like that.
fling me down.

i rather give up now and don't bring me closer yea?
my ultimate choice to leave a turn a deaf ear to whatever you're gonna say.
i stand alone.

don't ask me for anymore things, and don't talk to me.
just let my disappointment flow away and let me lead a new life.
life without your existence.

i bet the world without you, would be a better place for me.
but i rather be the one who leaves, because i don't want you to do anything for me.
i turn, and i go.



LOL. yea. whatever i said there is true.
i don't even think the person wld read this.
unless someone asks him to(:
basically, he doesn't even have to know,
cos i bet he does know already.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

The person who tagged you with this quiz?
CLARISSA!! ;D

Your relationship with him/her is?
a nice nice nice nice funny friend ;D

5 impressions or him/her?
#1. NICE #2. FUNNY #3. VERY NICE TO TALK #4. ADDICTIVE BLOGGER tOO! #5. LOVES HAVING FUN!

The most memorable thing he/she has done for you?
lets see .... i dunno ;D for the time being, its TAGGING ME THIS QUIZ! (:

The most memorable words he/she had said to you?
oops xD i forgot!! (:

If he/she becomes your lover, you will?
simple, TALK AND BLOG AND SHOP the entire day!!

If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be?
;D hmm .. LOVING ME MORE! ^^

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
she's so nice, she never will :)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?
cos she's toooo pretty i got jealous!! LOL.

The most desirable thing you want to do for her/him now is?
to do this quiz??! LOL!

Your overall impression of her is?
bLOGGER, tALKA, and SHOPPER addictive personnel :) LIKE ME! xD

The character you love of yourself are?
my ZILIAN-ERness.

The most ideal person you want to be is?
hmm ... everything i want also can have xD

Pass this quiz to 10 people
1. CAROLYN
2. MEIYI
3. KIMBERLY
4. SOFINA
5. ESTHER
6. JEN
7. XINTIAN
8. SHUQI
9. BAOBEI JIEJIE
10. JIA MIN

Who is 6 having a relationship with?
[JEN] well, i don't really know xD

Is 9 a male or female?
[BAOBEIJIEJIE] female larh. ^^jiejie lehhs

If 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
[XINTIAN AND JIAMIN] they don't knw each other xD lolls.

What is 2 studying?
[MEIYI] she watches tv and studies science xD

When was the last time you had a chat with 3?
[KIMBERLY] every weekday in school ?! LOLS.

What kind of music does 8 like?
[SHUQI] i bu zhi dao (:

Does 2 have any siblings?
[MEIYI] a cute skinny sister.

Will you woo 3?
[KIMBERLY] nahh, i close society, don't like lesbianicity.

How about 7?
[XINTIAN] same as above xD

Is 4 single?
[SOFINA] oh, god knows man!! :D

What's the surname of 5?
[ESTHER] weee! (:

What's the hobby of 4?
[SOFINA] oh, everything that has gotta do with eVANYO

5 and 9 get along well?
[ESTHER AND JIAMIN] they dn't knw each other

Where is 2 studying at?
[MEIYI] same as me lah.

Say something casual about 1.
[CAROLYN] oh man, she rocks my world ..

Have you tried developing feelings for 8?
[SHUQI] umm .. i told u im not les xD

Where does 9 live?
[BAOBEIJIEJIE] sengkang xD my 2nd runaway.

What colour does 4 like?
[SOFINA] any colour, she very suibian one xD

Are 5 and 1 best friends?
[ESTHER AND CAROLYN] duhh! pretty little devils and pinkishhlurves ;D my besties too.

does 7 like 2?
[XINTIAN AND MEIYI] as friends? well, OF COURSE!

How did you get to know 2?
[MEIYI] long story ... xD

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

back from wednesday spent at school.
i guess its kinda fine lar, with a few unexpected and a few expecteds.
:D yea yea yea wadevar (:
sofina says my blog is like a storybook. hell no girl.
i'm not that great an author.
i just love putting my life into words so on the 31st december, i'd print them out (:
you shld do that tooo, great way to keep track of your life :D
learn from the expert. and don't ever ever every try ...
to snatch the title of QUEEN SPAMMER OF THE CENTURY from me missus.
bcos, you're never ever going to.
not even if you sa jiao :D

LOL ... ><
yea, and still ... i'm damn sian sian sian.
thats totally un-author language, so sofina, you got your facts wrong ty! ;D
blarhs. i'm still so bleahhh-ed. cos there's like nth to do.
spent a great time smsing caro the great this morning.
and some retard only replied my sms LATE cos his fone apparently has problem xD
no lah, jking larhs. :( offenceless kkx.

music no teacher, acc no teacher.
so i sat on the table and started talking to kscube.
:D LALAS. sian. xD chatted abt everything under the sun,
till there was nth else left to talk. :X
and and and i'm bummed out by geog. :(
sucks like hell ... at least i scraped a pathetic B.
shit shit still larhs.

YAY! there's LSP tomoro.
means more more more time of BLABBLING.
thats great wad.
3 period somemore. THERE's BP tooo.
means another 2 periods i guess xD
HOW GREAT!?

i'm so sian i'm so sian.
i think i may pontank after i get back my results.
id skip the stupid operah thingy.
PUHLEASE. why does everything hv to be soa ahhem,
CULTURAL?! hahahaa

OHYEAH!
and here's to SIXTEN:

CAROLYN IS ORGANISING A GATHERING ON THE 26TH OCT, NEXT FRIDAY.
PLEASE COME KAYYS?! EVERYONE IS INVITED :D as in EVERYONE FROM SIXTEN.
PARENTS CAN COME TOOO xD
AND ERR .... ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL, ALTHOUGH DUNMANIANS HAVE NO SCHOOL YAY!
ANYWAYS, JUST MEET AT ST.HILDA'S AT LIKE SIX YEA?!
OR U CAN GO TO SAFRA DIRECTLY ALSO. xD
YAY! ITS GONNA ROCK !! :D

okay, carolyn, i'm done with helping you holler. xD

Monday, October 15, 2007

LOL. listening to TUIHOU by jaychou.
thought of las yr. ><

luckily u never get into trouble lor YL!
if not u will blame me for life de lor.
hahahah .. but that time you join the society for me bucuo lahh.
appreciated, but don't do such a stupid thing .. :D
you never contact dylan ler rite? hahah.
you very funny lehhs. you know you're gonna get into trouble lerh,
you still don't want to avoid, i knw its for me luhh, you don't want me to get into trouble right?
hahhaha. ty lorh. "save me!" hahaha, :D then later u get so scared too,
but you don't wanna tell me you scared right?
still call them siao. hahahha. very funny lahh (: !!
you don't have to get involved one lar actually ...

hahahahah .... :D
i think sometimes i kinda get freaked out by your stupid reactions lorh.
next time don't like that lerh luhh.
dont need because of one stupid sms then wadd, really go and join the gang for me luhh.
:) fangxin! i become guai aredi, i don't get into trouble aredi ;D
LOL;D shit.
have to eat dinner immediately and later i'm rushing off to godma's hse.
i officially announce:
SARAH IS SUPER SIAN.
aww shucks. =.=
dinner time ... yea. :DDD
bye

Sunday, October 14, 2007

LOL. ytd. went to sengkang. and didn't stay.
smsed esther and xw and zh. :D
hahaha. zhihao is seriously BAD BOY. hahahs.
he say, "wa sarah i vy sian. i outside now".
;D so his all alone. cos apparently all his other kins are abroad. :D
so he is sick and tired of gaming and decided to go out.
we were talking on the phone and he asked me where shld he go.
he finally decided he shld go to the pub .. LOL. :D *coughs*
yea. and anyway. he is bad. D: BAD BOY. wadeva. he didn't go later.
cos he say that time he went his friend owner of that pb. haiyohs.

Lawls. then he told me this super huge secret lahhs. :D
HEHH! zhihao is a SUPER bIG LIAR. ;D tsk tsk.
dun worry larhs. i won't tell de .. (:
i'm nice the can?! and i'm also very very guai unlike you mister! :D

i'm almost done with his present luhh. :DDD
its chao nice de. so you better be HAPPY!(: and start thanking me like crazy.
when u recieve it :D SMILES! ;D
it has your candids tooooo


goshh goshh goshh.
life is sian sian sian sian sians sian
and i stil have piano tmrw ... and my guitar is okayyys i guess ;D
brrr .. but still .. i want to go out lahhs.
sofina's going gentin so she can't come vivo on tuesday.
so we kinda cancelled it. :D
SIGHS;X

oooh. i can't wait for wednesday.
i'll c dearests again. xD HOWEVER,
we also get back our results and its like wth luhh.
I HOPE I DON"T FLUNK. :D

zhihao says westside story is a according to him "LAME + CHILDISH SHOW".
yea. i know he's like a grandfather holding a walking stick.
but he doesn't have to say that to emphasise on the age gap of 1 year right?!
LOL. you're not that old, cos im very very young.

i googled images ":)" but apparently nothing comes on screen.
SIGH. i shall icon my graphics :) then. it'ld be special.
u see, i'm bored to this extend.
how sucky. DDDDD:
and yingliang says VS haven't fifnished their EOYS.
ohdear, poor thing. ... LOLS.

okayys. nevermind. i'm just sian so i'm posting abt lame stuffs.
well, who cares yea??! :D
okayys. BUHBYE. cos i'm so sian i think i'm about to faint. :D

oh.
and zhihao has a super bad habit of ...
telling me something for very long, then end with "you don't know one".
and its like WTH. cos you're keeping poor me in suspense.
D: boO to you.

wadevar ... :D
anyway ... i'm off to PARTAYE online. i guess that sounds kinda lame.
cos there's no other word to use,
it isn't a party afterall.
just poor me sitting in the swivel and webbing. :D
how cool ... :D
it rocks.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

i just remembered that i'm still burdened with
STUPID CAP PORTFOLIO.

but i guess thats kinda okhays.
cos its nice to write. except i don't know how plays are meant to be.

but who cares right?
anyway .. im planning to finish it before the holidays begin.
so during the holidays i'll go and be hyper.

finnalyy decided what i want to be next time.
i want to be a POLICE INSPECTOR.
i higher rank of police :)
because i apparently love guns and i love to catch bad people
and make this effing world a better place.

and i'ld just shoot them my totally attituded stare.
maybe i can even spy on badd people.
since many people say i look like a bad girl.

that'd be fun.
my life would be a thrill to live..
ain't that cool?
anyway .. i'm not afraid of what .. being in danger.
goshh. i live for the thrill and danger

Friday, October 12, 2007

You Are Fall!

Thoughtful
Expressive
Creative
Poetic
Smart
pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you..

1. CAROLYN
2. SIM MEIYI
3. SOFINA
4. KIMBERLY
5. JIA MIN
6. JOEY
7. YINGLIANG
8. ZHI HAO
9. XIAN WEI
10. BAO BEI JIEJIE

who is no. 6 having a relationship with? [joey]
xD oops. NO ONE. ><

is no. 9 a male or female? [xianwei]
MALE LAHH. but some ppl will get mixed up! LOL!

if no. 7 and 10 were together, will it be a good thing? [yingliang&baobeijiejie]
LOL. one is 13 and the other is 20 .. how about a 7years age gap?? ;D

how about no. 8 and 5? [zhihao&jiamin]
i don't think they know each other :D

what is no. 2 studying about? [meiyi]
apparentlyy she doesn't studdy. she watches TV.

when was the last time you had a chat with no. 3? [sofina]
yesterday yesterday ;DD

what kind of music band does no. 8 like? [zhihao]
AIYOH. simple. JAYCHOU MUSIC LAHHS! ><

does no. 1 have any siblings? [carolyn]
younger bro. MATTHEW. damn cute.

will you woo no. 3? [sofina]
if i say YES, i'll be like snatching with meiyi and kimberly!! ;D

how about no. 7? [yingliang]
errr .... NOPE xD not the least ;D he's a great friend!! xDD

is no. 4 single? [kimberly]
u ask her l0rhzx. maybe not lehhs. ;D

what's the surname of no. 5? [jiamin]
LEEEEE! :D minus away 3 'e's.

whats the name of no. 10? [baobei jiejie]
LIM YAN LI! ;D my baobei jiejie!

whats the hobby of no. 4? [kimberly]
eeeeeks. kboxing, movie-ing, jaychou-ing, vballing. :D ask her. ;D

do no. 5 and 9 get along well? [jiamin&xianwei]
they don't know each other. ><

where is no. 2 studying at? [meiyi]
DUNMAN HIGH SKUU! lallas.

talk something casually about no. 1. [carolyn]
I LOVE HER! she's the bestest, hottest, coolest, prettiest, smartest, funniest, nicest friend in the entire universe!! there's no second her!! :D

have you tried developing feelings for no. 8? [zhihao]
ROFL! lmao luhh. he's like my korkor can?! ;D

where does no. 9 live at? [xianwei]
TAMPINES! ;D

what colour does no. 4 like? [kimberly]
cheyy, easy. some greenlian-er. keep emphasising. GREEEN!

are no. 5 and 1 best friends? [jiamin&carolyn]
nahhhhh. they don't know each other.

does no. 7 like no. 2? [yingliang&meiyi]
nopeees. thats sad, cos they don't know each other. they're too HOT for each other anyway.

how do you get to know no. 2? [meiyi]
ENIVE CLASSMATE and dearests.

does no. 1 have any pets? [carolyn]
ohh, i don't think sooo xD




LMAO! this quiz is funny. questions so err .... diao!! HEHHS!
okayy, bb!

Thursday, October 11, 2007

OKAYY, CAROLYN AND MEEE! THE BESTEST FRIENDS EVER!! :D


ICE SKATNG!!! HAHAHAHS! KIMBERLY AnD MEEEE!


YAY! THE 3 OF US PLUS SOFINA"S SIS
HER SIS SUPER CUTE AND LOOK LIKE HER KAYYS!






BRINGING KIMBERLY TO SPEED ON ICE




ICE SKATING SHOEEEES! I LOVE IT!




"EOYS ARE OVER! YAY!"

lol! get highh! >< seriously got high ytd and today.
hypering with dearests are the best defintely!! :D
okayys, so lets talk about ...

YESTERDAY!
after exams. actually 5 min before paper i was already like KANCHIONG.
HEHH! then after exam i expected cls to scream, but no one scream lahhs.
how unhyper. who cares .. so i scream silently. LOL.

yea .. then after exams ..
chionged directly to com lab, so kind of me to PATIENTLY WAIT
for kimberly and sofina to finish their com.assg. ><
LOL. yea, so its like i was there i spamming kimberly on her blog,
then sofina decided to spam me.
hais. spamming game ended quite soon. what a pleasure!! ;D


rushed to jurong entertainment centre .... hailed a cab. lazy to walk then take train.
hahhahas. anyways, there then its i dunno wad time lar ...
but we went to change first,
and poor kimberly had trouble deciding on whether to let down her hair or tie it up.
sofina is a bohtak! cos she doesn't have hair to tie or let down. JK!
kkaex. then we went to buy cha-ye-dan. HARHAR. not bad larhs. ><
and then then then, wanted to go into WINTER TIME. but ...

decided it was waste of time so went inside FUJI ICE PALACE and ice skatedddd!
yeaHH! okayy ...
so at first we didn't eat lunch ... cos we thought that inside got cafetaria.
used too, but closed down. aunty didn't let us out to eat lunch, but only allow 1 person to dabao.
so we were kinda pissed.
and since its like sofina's mom is coming along cos her sis wants to come,
then we asked her to help us dabao.
and her mother kindly bought lunch for us FREE.
at least she says we don't needa pay,
but kimberly and i insisted, so yar .... but still ... she say don't need.
LOL! and measured our feet and rented skates.

SKATING WAS SHIOK.
okayy, i started slow lahh, but then later i went fast. >< hahah! LOVE THE ICE!
but kimberly didn't know how to break or stop .. ;D
and sofina was afraid she wld knock into people.
her sis kept falling!! HAHAHS! so cute.
anyway ... i brought kimberly on fast so coool lorh.
but she couldn't stop. HAHA! so funny when u wanna fall girl! ;D
yeahhh .. i'll put the pics later.

so after 3 and a half hours of SKATING ON ICE ..
we decided to go home.
cos kimberly haven do her theory homework. SIGH.
anyway ... she bought kueh.tu.tu. .. and i bought sausages.
i never tried kueh.tu.tu before. TuTu sounds CUTE!! :D

yeahh .. and went home and MUGGED.
hahha. for CLASS VID. >< its chao nice kkayys?!
;DDDD i have MANY MANY PICX OF ENIVE!! :D
including candids .. so don't blame me!!

slept and 4am!! and woke up at 12.30 today.

TODAY!
woke up at like 12.30pm kkhays.
and then rushed to eat my dabao-ed lunch. tsk.
and FLEW out of the door.
if not i will be late for my appointment with meiyi,,
FRENCH MOVIE.
i started rambling about ice-skating lar.
make her jealous and regret not joining us. HNG! D:

okayy, the film was OKAYYY i guess .....
hehh .. but a little mundane.
the girl ALICE is quite prettaye thou.
and the RAPPER was like ... not bad also. HEHH!

went home with DEAREST MEIYI again.
:D and we listened to a playlist i created in my fone.
its called "SIXTEN ME". cos the songs remind me of las yr.
HAHAH! i still love xunyouqishi.
mingdao and mengzhe's voice ROCK MY WORLD LAHH!.
okayy .. thats all ....

EDITING cls vid now. :D
making it slightly longer ...
ITS A HIT.

yeahh, and byeeees.

Friday, October 05, 2007

YAY!! 5 more days and 3 more exams to go.
END THE FREAKING EOYS ;D
how nice, and i can't can't can't wait. ><
yea ... the papers were okayy i guess.
just that GEOG, HISTORY and PROSE made my hands and arms ache.
:D i have enough enough enough SLEEP. yay, blackeyes are gonee;X
cos cos cos, i sleep like 3-4hours in e AFTERNOON(:

printin out the science answers to the 2005 and 2006 pprs.
SHID thing is .. i m so not a geek in science so,
i'll be some kinda retarded kia taking time to look through and
tRY TO understand. `quite-impossible-lahh.
cos i won't even sit and understand. so yeahhs.. ><

kkx. prose is like KILLER.
cos i understandd the entire goddamnit passage,
but but but, I HAVE TO SCRIBBLE MY WAY THROUGH.
writing 2.5 pages in 1hours time, hmm ... not my cup-of-tea. ):

LALALAS.
counting counting.
till the terrible torture ENDS. actually not torture,
cos i don't STUDY mahhs. just that ... hais.
the thought of EXAMS make me wanna pukkeee all over the floor.

okaeeees.
i've already made EXTREMELY NICE PLANS for after EOYS.
including with dearests baobeijiejie, candijiejie, min and hui!! ><
just that candijiejie has to sit for her 'O's ... so she won't goHYPER too early.
sad!! ><

sick sick sick of school kkyys?
its SIAN-CITY!
LAWLS. but seriously, wat is even the damn point lahhs.
sitting there and doing nothing,
cos the prob is this, i don't LISTENN! ((:
yeahyeah wadver.

oh, and this is such a BLOG.
so i'm creating another one.
nopeees ... i'm not going to sayy BYEEE to this one.
i hope it'll be till the end of yr4!! :D
i'm creating a TRUE-BLOG.
not that this is fake-blog. but .... there's still some things,
worth saying but hidden. ><
GAHHHHS! D: anyway,
no one's gonna find that blog. its in chinese.
don't bother reading toooo :X
i bet you guys would FAINT!!``

byeeees
and JIAYOU for the big big 3 MORE EXAMS.
happy mugging.