ok .. let me get this message across .. its like wtf larhh .. 1E is wad a call like so assholatic can? I'm definitely refering to most people in this class. And you better know who you are. Cos you made me have a really bad day.

Look here, I dunno wads the prob with you all k?
first you all agreed to this whole idea of a dance cum song? then now you're throwing me the bullshit that hey, i wanna do backstage. wad is this? fine, if everybody wants to do that then what? we dun perform lah .. simple what.

i mean, i actually do care about this idea of point system, and then you all? you said you all cared. words. words. utter shit in the ass! dun blame me for being like oh so brazen and harsh, but i'm telling you hopeless people .. that if you dun care, i dun care as well. so let this whole thing fail yeah?


i know i sound like some retard who's like crapping. but hey, look here. yeah, wad i written is what i feel. my senoir told me a blog is like my personal radio, broadcast station. fine. i'm broadcasting how much i loathe the freaking few people who they think they got hold of the feaking world. :)
i'm sori fer bein ah, emo lah .. but this is wad i feel, that in 1E, its devastation can? no commitment, no co-operation.. nada .. no no nothing. so everything will fail, haha. and i swear that adhereing to that piece of factuality, i'm so not gonna take up any more responsibilities .. cos later everything will fail and people will start blaming you.

and i'm not that dumb .. to be blamed. uhhuh ..

so great, its like fine lahh .. you all have so many snide comments to make right? then say it upfront lah .. say to my face lah? and why you never? wh u agreed with the whole idea at first? If you didn't agree then u dun haf to dance wad rite?
you'll jus hafta wad? do a skit? haha. let's c how you do lahh .. i mean .. expressionless, motionless .. so blank can? and you wad? expect the judges to be enthralled by your monotonous and lacking emo performance?

wake up lahh ...
and why when i ask for suggestions, you chose to keep your big fat smelly mouth closed? huh? you have alot of things to say wad right? so why not help with some good suggestions?

i dunno lahh .. i jus feel very super disheartened and disappointed by the attitude you all show. its like .. i dunno .. i put in my best .. i slept at 12 las nite and i did this whole proposal and stage arrangement thing for you all in my weekend.
you're telling me i should not do that ever?

well, great way of telling, i've learnt the hard way by this freaking example .. with this freaking class.
look, i'm not praising myself or anything, but i'm jus trying to say .. you all are so unappreciative.
i'm not being bimbostic .. its up to you to think wadeva you wanna think wad i am riting about .. ok? cos i dun wan to hear your comments. i've heard enough and i am damn sick of it.

so me and amanda spent our sunday doing the (_____) .. and we searched .. really went to search and found 30.

then .. we were teaching the class the (____) and this grp of somebodies .. were like keep telling me how they feel abt the (____) and make ammendments .. blah .. i mean, if you think you so good then go find lah .. you're not editor in chief rite? and who the hell even gave you the right to edit what i've printed?

ahya .. so wad if you topped the class in lang. arts huh? i dun wanna make an enemy out of you .. but u really irk me like hell .. and i just want you to know if you ever come across this broadcast station of mine.

u came up with another (_____) that was filled with ahhs ..
i can't say its not catchy .. cos the rhythm was on beat.
ya .. ok .. the rhyming was also fine ...
but it sounded so arhh beng lahh!

and trust me .. this comment is not only by me .. u can go ask so many other members of the class ... and they'd tell u the same thing, that is if you dun only consider you and the other slaves beside you members of the class. or should i say .. parliament?

and yahh .. so when you came up to teach the class you (___) , your slaves started with (____) wo men ai ni.
okay lahh ... its like wad? you're some kinda pop star? idol? and that is your fan club? haha.

based on my ahh .. 4.5 years in the choir .. i can say that no, u won't make it big. your voice can never make it to idol range let alone get into the quarter finals. i dun care if you know, you are named after some kinda singer in 1980s .. bcos i know .. you won't make it big. and one fine day .. you'll learn your lesson.


so class of 1E ..
i'm addresing u now ..
i'm not going to come begging you all to learn the dance let alone urge you all .. get it? cos it seems the way that hey, why am i so overly-concerned? why am i so enthu? shouldn't i just stick to the status quo? huh? be UNenthu .. go with the flow.

duh!!

so if you want to learn .. yeah .. ask! open your mouth and ask.
cos if you dun see the urgency of this matter, neither do i.

and thats final.
to the chairman:

if i back out, i hope you find another somebody like me .. or even better, who can even make the class co-operate. :) in all attempts, i wish u luck!

maybe ...
its because i hate this .. and i back out.
maybe its because i'm scared.
wateva!!!!
you all can't blame me.


COS YOU ALL ARE THE ROOT OF ALL TROUBLE.
get it?


i'm not gonna post in consecutively 4 days ..
i'm going to somewhat a stupid lame camp.

but unlike some ppl,
i'll co-operate.
i'll give my best.
even though i dun like a camp.

cos at least i want to make people who planned this feel better.
because i want them to know their efforts are appreciated.