PriNceSs YaNyAn :)

2008-06-20T23:05:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-10T13:44:00.002+08:00

the best is to dont like anybody, that'd save everything.
hahahaha but the problem is can we control our heart?
i doubt we can ...
lol wc -.- HAHAHA.

kk, today afternoon or whatever shall be HOMEWORK!
yes sarah, get it all over with by this weeek! ((((:
see la, the stupid zuowen, wonder who invented those topics,
so damn difficult to write. the scenarios are so hard to FEEL for -.-
started on a love story then wiped the whole 100words thingy out.
LOL! :D

omg O_O 4daystoBAOBEI'S 21stt bdaeee :] LALA!
yipppee. the banner's like damn nice okay, wait i show u :D
fonts by ME. color combination by CANDI JIEJIE.
cut and paste by baobei herself, and of course, the money is by her!
LOLLOL! my favourite is the "BIRTHDAYYYYY!" yeeehah! (: lolls.

and er, what else to blog about ah.
oh yeah people, congratulate sarahh for getting HIGH! :D
emo's alllll gonee (: like the spider in the water spout(:
isit? itsy bitsy spider --> EMO!
so nxt time, remind me, instead of saying, i'm emo -.-
say, imma spiderrr! so the spider will get washed away sooon xD

lol, coool dream wc, so anticlimax. LOL! hahahha.
but its still cool okay?! HAHAHA. maybe one day i'd have a similar dream!
--
♥

2008-06-09T20:40:00.002+08:00

till now i know, sarah had so little importance in your heart.

i always thought dreams meant a million things.
now it doesn't even matter, i don't care anymore k.
want tell then tell, dont want tell won't die.

after tonight, if nothing happens, we'd just call quits.
i dont know u, u dont know me.

2008-06-08T22:53:00.002+08:00

hey, thankyou timothy&wc for the ppt :D
it was really nice of the both of you (:

okay, now i have to say something which i dont usually say.
fuck.

bye.

2008-06-08T14:36:00.003+08:00

"one day, if you'd really think that i'm nothing to you, i'd say you'd done the absolute right thing ... ♫

hahah, yesterday was a blast at sengkang(:
pei-ed baobei and candy to compass in search of 21stbdae DECOS!(:
coooool. they cost a bomb la $35 for just deco papers and balloons :x
BUT I THINK IT'S GOING TO BE REALLY COOL :]
lalalala, i promise ZILIAN PICUTURES on that day -.- lol.

did my math ws in the morning. i counted, there's NINE D:
lala, sarah, DIE, won't you?
my indices is super screwed, forgotten everything,
don't know how i scored 25 for that ct.
and there's still so much more homework, IM GONNA DIE.

target: finish everything b4 week4, excluding projects.
; oh how unrealistic =x LALALA.

♥ ILY, reallllly :D

2008-06-07T11:23:00.003+08:00

"HATE is a four letter word
LOVE is a four letter lie..." ♥
by teesh

♥
and that's the best camping group i ever had, throughout my life :]
----
today's going to be as boring as usual.
except SENGKANG! :D yeah, i'd remember to bring the scores.
okay, at least i remember now. i think i'd fotostat it for u (:
see, im sucha nice cousinn :D be thankful. muahaha.

:] lalala, things are getting out of hand.

1. my life
2. my love life
3. my homework
- including history prj, fps, math UNTOUCHED -.-
4. my guitar exam. (collects dust apparently)
5. my moodlessness -.- (i doubt there's a word like that)

---
okay everybody,
i shall start my work and be a fairy!! (yea, better than monster)
LOL! inside joke.

okay, nvm. bye :]

2008-06-06T14:05:00.002+08:00

teach me, baby, teach me the meaning of love, ain't it just happy company ..

after reading your blog, i don't know what to say.
:D maybe i should also stop falling in love with someone else;
enough being said (:
enjoy your holiday and grab a break yeah? ;D
everything's gonna be okaaay i guess ((:
---

sarah has to convince herself to stop procrastinating,
and attempt the homework battle D: sounds more like some game :/
yeah, lol, feels like solitary confinement,
everyday results to the same ending and kicks of with the same beginning.
with nothing better to say :D but alot to DREAM of, well, having.
14, and skeptical o_O

waking up at 10plus, showering and changing bla, till 11plus.
and from 11plus, i'd play piano, slack abit, do paperwork minorities,
then at 1plus, i'd have lunch (which doesn't vary much everyday D: )
and tadah, the laptop's on, i sit on my white office chair,
and get on the HOT-LIFE on the internet DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:
i'm like online almost 24/7 ._. the internet's freaking me out,
so is msn ._. cos yeah, and well, there's nothing to do on singapore streets.

i'm almost bankrupt. my dad owes me money -.-
like 80bucks and plus =DDDDDDD but currently, he hasn't returned me the $.
and my atm's abit hungry.
tell me, how to shop? go where to shop? go with who?!
gosh, i sound like some aunty. but i haven't been shopping for 1 day since well,
april mid D:

i can't wait for the 14th june, bbjj's 21st :D
lalala, but it means, one more week til sch begins D:
which is HORRIBLE, cos i've more than half of the hols hw undone.
look at my mundane lifestyle, i can't be bothered to do anything.
moodless, yea, right vocab ._.

of course, there is still a 1% of my blatant life,
which is maybe less boring, like well, slping and msning some people =D
HAHAHA, but.
i'm still dying (no wc, i'm not cursing myself)
dying of boredom -.- LOL!
--

There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.
- Victor Rodriguez -

2008-06-05T18:04:00.002+08:00

hahah, today's fun but still, i hate my mother D:
okay, i don't mean it that way,
cos im not totally rebellious,
but it's like she aims to ruin every plan i make D:

woke up at 11 this morning, best slp for many days,
no alarm, no shouts from brother/ mother :DD
which is a plus, so i won't have panda eyes forever.
my father had taken half day's off la,
so he was chaffeur all the way,
from sending my bro to tuition (which is practically useless),
fetching my mom to and fro tp (she has to mark papers),
and bringing me to meet up with cas and friends :]
had a filling breakfast just 1/2 b4 my lunch,
i'm fat :x LOL!

reached the lta and met some people from 2D there,
including CLAIRE AND SHAFAYE :D hahaha.
not bad, quite interesting (: the last station was th best i think.
the pressing button thing was lame la.
at first i thought it was a racing car game.
then it turned out to be answering some indefinite qns o_O
LOL!

overall, cas, amanda and van are super fun :D
yeahyeah, we should go out tgt next timeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:
WHOOOOOPEEEEEEEEEE :x

*cas' high now la, horh horh horh?! :DDDD lol.
bbt tickets [: HAHAHA.

k, bye.

2008-06-04T21:09:00.001+08:00

helllllooo :D
i'm so bored. anyone who reads this,
target wc. he not online :/
so is timothy D: RAWR
okay, so maybe tonight is schwrk night :D
i shall be guai and concentrate (:
last night was nice alr lorhszx.
sarah, be contented. HMPH. okay, bye.

# still, wc, come online!!!! D:

2008-06-04T18:01:00.002+08:00

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question if it doesn't make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the question.
5. Tag 5 people

1. How are you feeling today?
[SHE-好心情]
omg, so TRUE! (:

2. Will you get far in life?
[xu jing feng- 一个人的星光]
loneliness, haha, maybe? D:

3. How do your friends see you?
[show luo- 蝴蝶秀]
err. LOL!

4. Will you get married?
[avril lavigne- losing grip]
HA! lose grip on my marriage? kinda true for someone like me la.

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
[the best of richard clayderman-casablanca]
LOL! how musical o_O

6. What is the story of your life?
[演奏- 藏在微笑里的秘密]
hahah, LOL. should i b laughing?!

7. What was high school like?
[angela- 乐园]
LOLOLOL! hahaha, garden?! :D

8. How's your life going?
[evan yo- 我想要说]
sad song eh DDD: i want to say something?? ._. maybe.

9. What's the best thing about your friends?
[jay- 菊花台]
LOL! majestic!! duh, sarah princess ma -.- haha, laugh.

10. What song will they play during your funeral?
[fish leong- 亲亲]
guess i'm close to some people, hahah :DDD not bad leh.

11. How does the world see you in?
[kelly clarkson- addicted]
ohmygod. this sucks. devilish D: okay, go hear it.

12. Do people secretly lust after you?
[angela- 香水百合]
i don't understand, no meaning ._. LOL!

13. How can you make yourself happy?
[rainie- 你是坏人]
either that i must be with a bad guy, i must call people bad, or i must be bad! lol.

14. What should you do with your life?
[avril lavigne- skaterboi]
er, got meaning meh! T_T LOL.

15. Will you ever have children?
[hong jun yang- 小孩不笨2]
yeah, smart children. 2 means 2? i want children but i dont want pregnancy -.-

16. What song would you strip to?
[jay- 麦芽糖]
LOLOLOLL! very unexpected, but i won't strip :D -.-

17. What does your mum think of you?
[5566- i won't give up 永不放弃]
omg, NICE SONG! you better listen. so my mom thinks im either stubborn or determined.

18. What is your deep, dark secret?
[jay- 浪漫手机]
hahaha, true ma. my phone so many lovely secrets :D

19. What is your enemy's theme song?
[SHE- 说你爱我]
omg my enemy wanna make me love him/her! :D HAHAHA.

20. What's your personality like?
[avril- innocence]
okay, im going to vomit. you're vomiting tooo right -.- so wrong i think.

21. What song will be played at your wedding?
[许若英- 豪言累坏眼泪]
hahha, true mah. you must have cried for your husband for many reasons right(:

5 people
:D smy
:D sofina
:D kimberly
:D timothy
:D anyone who wants to do.

2008-06-04T17:08:00.002+08:00

finally, a nice & NEW blogskin :DDD
hahah, i've been searching for months -.-
not kidding okay! HAHAHA.

i'm feeling much happier and higher today.
and i hope i'd remain like that for at least a wk.
(: i sound constrained to happiness,
but it's the truth, so bear with me o_O

anyway, the picture up there is serene on the left,
and i'm the one on the right! (((:
srry didn't put your picture up, ingting,
we looked rather constipated there x] HAHAHA.
and and and, you'd have to guess for yrself,
who's blueheart :DDDD cos, im keeeping silent.

meiyi must be having a good time in brisbane now.
the sun isit? or wait, WINTER? okay, idk.
((: should be winter since it's australia i think.

man, i feeel damn bored. wc, come online quickkkkk :D
FALALALA thanks for cheering me up so much.
yup, you're right la, you have magic powers -.-
surprise will come in the form of email on friday,
i think :x HAHAHA, before you leave for some foreign land again(:

ah, suddenly i miss sixten loads.
see la, sam and yingliang, make me damn nostalgic now D:
and since it's the holidays, i can't wait to see ENIVE,
once again. but, i want, bickerings & exams to be gone.
which is like, impossible :/ HAHAH.

okay, since i'm so high, i shall give a line of smileys.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
people, (yes, inclu. u TIMO) FEEEEL BETTER! [:
alvin's trick heh.
feel better feel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel betterfeel better.
okay, feel better? HAHAHAHA.
if i can go for the chalet i sms u lah :D TAHAH. but i doubt can. LOL.
yes yes, alvin the bachelor is a nice name -.-

last night, i went with my mother to fetch my bro at ehub,
after his show. which was like, TWELVE midnight (:
and he had some soggy popcorns from cathay, was hungry,
so i grabbbed like 1/4 of the leftovers.
i'm growing fat :D sigh.

went for stupid checkup this morning and they gave me tablets instead.
guess its better :/ cos i didn't vomit like for the solution.
but it tasted horrible. and, it contains anitbiotics.
which i'm allergic to. lets pray i dont get fever tonight :/

RAR. everything's cleared. i'm so glad now.
ytd night was really, engaging and i guess we thrashed things out,
haha, frequency was not bad huh (:
i wasn't as retarded as before, to say HUH on your every word. LOL!

baobei's 21st birthday would be held at the poolside nxt to my house!
YIPPPPEEEEEEEEE ! woo, sarah, HIGH ALREADY LAH! ♥
i'm helping with decorations !!! :D &hopefully after the party,
i can stayover at my godmother's placeee [:

i'm tagging along with my godmother on my godfather's muar thingy (:
although it's just malaysia,
i think when i get back, i'd have a btter time breathing.

--♥ Ilove BH!--

2008-06-03T23:48:00.003+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE THIS IS MY 500TH POST!

& i'm dedicating it to people who really made my life more meaningful each day :D
---------
!MOMMY, DADDY, BRO
!COUSINS (materal)
!KSCUBE (sisters forever yeah! )
!DHSCHOIR! (: (one big family)
!ALTOS! (loves)
!CAROLYN! (loveya 4eva)
!RUOWEIIIII (confidiante!)
!TANG YI TING (mad girl)
!TIMOTHY (yup, i'm right behind you!)
!WEICHIA (hello, m.m. right?! HAHAH)
!SITONG (yo buddy!)
!YINGLIANG (hahahahaha)
!DANIEL (all that we've been through)
!CLARENCE (for cheering me up)
!SAM YONG JEK (msnmsnmsn!)
!EUGENE (drummer, hahaha)

2008-06-03T20:27:00.002+08:00

499th post. and i'm going to waste it.
blue heart? blue, as in like blue?
blue was you alright.
blue heart? you must be kidding me.
a blue heart never existed, never at all.

2008-06-03T15:59:00.002+08:00

so emo so i kupped from jingqi :D

1. When do you wish to get married?
probably never D:

2. Where do you want to go the most?
anywhere but not in singapore. maybe back to nz?

3. Who is the person you trust most?
blue heart i think, and maybe yl? LOL. and caro :D

4. Do you have enough confidence?
according to mr.lim's talk with my mom, i have alot of confidence -.-

5. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
to sleeep forever. sounds like dying but you're wrong.
sleeping= dreaming. yeah.

6. Are you satisfied with yourself?
yeah, i'm doing pretty fine what, if not for some distractions.

7. What are you afraid to lose?
i'm afraid to lose control of myself, um, losing your accompany :D
and people i trust (:

8. Do you believe in fate?
yeah, i guess so.

9. What would you do if HE/SHE hugged you?
lol. lame qn lah. prblbly run away :]

10. Who do you wish to see now?
-.- er, blue heart + yl + caro + esther + ruowei (:

11. What kind of people do you hate?
people who hurt me unreasonably D:

12. What feelings do you hate most?
lving someone :/ being hurt.
but pain is sometimes quite healthy and sexy O_O

13. Do you trust every friendship of yours?
yeaaa :] i hate hypocritism.

14. Do you treasure your family?
of course la. bestest :DD

15. What is the most important thing in your life?
myself :D to be happy, and bleah :D

16. What do you regret most in your life?
believing YOU is one of them, and many more.

17. What do you think is HATE?
hate? oh, i don't know. strong dislike after being hurt.

18. What is your definition of LOVE?
when two people enjoy each other's company, cares for each other,
so much so that they won't get sick of being with the person every day.

19. Who are the people who really stood by you when you were at your worst point of life so far?
huh? family, cousins, caro, joey, est, yl, bh (which actualy means blueheart):D

20. What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eye?
someone who's always there for her/him and um (: yeah.

2008-06-03T15:38:00.002+08:00

hello person.

you know ever since i met you i've been hurt a trillion times.
i never wanted to forget you, it was you who wanted to forget me.
you who told some friends some shit, made me confused, made me pissed.
you who wrote stuffs on your blog, making me damned,
hurting me so much i thought maybe i should close down my blog,
cos maybe it hurts too D:
so now you can go tell others that i'm a real sucker.
and you're going to thank me for some entertainment right :/
in your mind, online, whatever!
i don't want to care, but i do care. so i want to let you know,
i care and i know who you are referring to in all those entries and pm.
and we shouldn't act this way cos it's really childish.
we shouldn't hide from reality cos i feel that it's better thrashing things out.
i never said i'd be happier with someone else,
but you thought that way, so fine. whatever, let it be yeah?
and you can go tell the mountains and the hills what a piece of shit i am okay.
i'm not about to care anymore.
i try so hard to pretend that i'm not affected by what YOU say.
i've even put in greater effort to know you more.
so after writing this, i guess you know i am affected right :/ okay then, great.
i'd never forget you, and if we cross paths one day, i'd still say hi.
you may ignore, or do your usual runaways,
i'm going to be affected and the cycle continues, until one fine day.
remember, you started all these, and you're irresponsible to end it this way.

sung,
sarah.

2008-06-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

today my brother was suppose to go watch narnia with cousins.
-.- 2 girls okay. and he was like I WANNA GO. so, fine.
in the end, there was some misconception btwn my mom and him,
so he had to go with his friend. its TONIGHT, at 9.50.
like, wth, so cool. okay, lemme show you the conversations.

mom：哎呀，你去叫GABRIEL 跟你去啦。
bro: 等一下她妈妈不让。
mom: 你有不是GIRL，为什么不让，去打。

loudspeaker was on :D
bro: hello gabriel (and the usual)
...
gabriel: what? 9.50? my mom won't let me watch movies with my friends.
bro: huh? she scared you kena rape?
gabriel: guess so?
bro: wth, which girl wanna rape you sia. you're a GUY.
gabriel: dunno leh, dangerous.
bro: okayokay, in case you dunno i also guy -.-
gabriel: yeah, can tell, but not confirm, haven't break voice.
bro: lol, u never go with me toilet b4 ah?
gabriel: don't siao me leh, ask yr mom call my mom tonight.
bro: you how old liao, go movie nid my mom talk to your mom -.-
gabriel: eh.
bro: ah, anything, bye.
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i was giving that damn diaoed face larh,
and my mother was laughing o_O okay, nevermind. LOL [:
hahaha, i don't remember when my friends asked that :D
okay, maybe for other things, but movie lehhh!
and neighbour somemore :/ LOLLLOLL! hahahah.

okay, i'm going to continue with my merchant of venice.
it's interesting i think. and the poems are seh, but some i don't understand.
lol, im not so literally profound :x
the 10 characters are like o.o and clarence say, "easy la" :/

then there's the 2007 eoy chines paper which i actually plan to do.
unbelievable but true, cos this term, nth is more important than STUDIES!

and the math online stuffys. D: wah, most boring ._.
and i've successfully finished the science paper.
casandra, can we make it wednesday instead for the LTA?
thursday seems abit packed (: HAHAHA.
and i heard we have to book ]]: RAWR.

th most funny remarked made by sam yong jek. wait ar.
Trueno AE86 says:
u so sad no games
---
he's trying to say i very poor thing no game to play :/

okay, yl has to finish his dota :/
and entertain me on msn laterrrr :D if not i kil u.
nah, i spam your new number HAHAHA.

lol, byebyebye. i miss sixten loads :D
enive's not bad either luh actually.
but dhschoir pwns everything elseeee (:
shps choir toooo [x

lalala, sarah, stop slacking. bye (:

2008-06-02T23:00:00.001+08:00

495th post.
4 post in a day. WOW.
ripped the qing tian score.
meaningless now i guess.

晴天? 会有那么一天吗？

2008-06-02T22:42:00.002+08:00

maybe i wasn't even, well, her.

seriously blog, life's getting from bad to worst.
issues i have on my mind.
according to which one worries me more

1. daniel
2. you
3. your friend (blue heart?)
4. health
5. homework
6. friends
7. family

hello. ain't my list good.
if i could strike out 1, 2 and 3. it'd be better.
for number 4, i guess if i continue vomitting my medicine, it wont get better.
and 5, shit. 6 is rather okay, and 7's abit better.

thats all.
everyhting's just so screwed.

2008-06-02T16:44:00.003+08:00

(:
你不要等我好吗？
爱我的人，会很辛苦，也会很痛。
我不能保证，我一辈子都不会喜欢上你。
因为从我认识你以后，
我被你的一举一动，你写的话语，
给感动了：D
看你的网页，是我每一天的期待。
但我相信，有一天，你会觉得自己好傻，
为什么会浪费时间，爱一个不值得你爱的人。
那个人无时无刻，会做出伤害你的事。

AHH,
im so bored i'm dying :DDD
merchant of venice!!! -.- im not making sense.
zhihao's changed for the better, im not kidding.
it doesn't sound like him on msn. LOL!
fated to love you almost made me cry;
it'd be unusual to see me cry watching something.
i dont cry, last time i cried was on 10th january.
hello sucker zh, can you rmb why -.-

today's a special day man, wc ! :D
lame, if you dont come back tonight you'd DIE.
hahaha. i'm joking. i'm not so unreasonable on right?!

falalalala.
bye people, sarah's such a sucker.

2008-06-02T14:19:00.007+08:00

hellos people, im back with pictures. its rare for me to post pictures but yada yada. LOL!

the four of us, i look ugly lorh ._.

he's like MY boy -.- looks super real right.

l.o.v.e - complications :/

ruowei's gd cam skills which revealed my emoness :D LOL!

dearest picture of all. me and ruowei, with red monster :D HAHAHHA.

5 of us, yes, wo men shi ke yi de! (: FALALALALA.

ain't caspian and i a perfect match? *don't cough, don't vomit -.- LOL!*

kissing him O_o LOL! elaine cai lingyi, jealous right! :]

FIVE CHORISTERS :D this picture is nice tooo (:

CLAIRE CLAIRE CLAIRE! +sarah :DDD hahaha.

ting, me, ruo, laine, wen :D in mrt(:

sex&thecity -.- why make m18?! see, my face actually can go in one lorh (: but ting ah .. LOL!

eating sweeets. yikes,late post for cam, cos im bzly EATING GUMMIES :D LOL.

2008-06-01T19:31:00.003+08:00

i've been tagged by JANEEE :D lol. and im uber bored now.
... sighs.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
accept and move on (: he should have his reasons anyway.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to be with you forever?

3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
a few friends in a private cruise? LOL(:

4. Are you confused of what lies ahead of you?
yeah, i guess i am, very. so indefinite.

5. What's your ideal lover like?
someone who i can talk to, feel happy and cared for and never fall asleep (:

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone and being loved by the same someone :D

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
until he tells me a definite no, or, aiya, i dont want to answer this, hahah:D

8. If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
feel happy for them :D

9. Is there anything that makes you unhappy these days?
er, my health D:

10. Is being tagged fun?
yeah, sure, im bored anyway.

11. Do you see yourself in ten years time?
if my health continues to deteriorate, i doubt i will,
but lets think of the positive side ^^

12. Who are currently most important people to you?
god, family, friends, YOU.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
JANE IS:
funny, weird, high, lovely, sweet.
i believe she's vomiting at 'sweet', hahahah.

14. Would you rather to be single and rich or married but poor?
Single & rich. but if i reallly like the guy, i don't mind married but poor (:

15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
different stuffs. sometimes check handphone, sometimes play piano, or the usual, brush teeth :D

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
dunno :x still fourteen don't want think so much :D

17. If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
the qn is .. okay, nvm. i'd believe i dont like any of them.

18. What type of friends do you like?
friends who let me crap and dont stop me from crapping, lol.

19. If given the chance to turn back time, will you?
yup, i would. i would prevent myself from meeting some people, and feeling, and some things from happening.

20. What is the last thing you would do before you die?
smile :D cos that means i'm happy, and feeling happy is the best thing in the world.

8 people to be tagged:
smy :D
sofina
jingqi
timothy
sitong
min
and whoever else (; LOL

2008-06-01T15:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO BLOG! I'M BACK FROM outerspace-.- LOL!
okay, bet you guys missed me, but nevermind :D
i shall reply tags now [x though most of them are the same (:

♥
alvin/} yes, i feel betttterrrr!(: LOL
hafo/} lols, im opening it now :D hahah.
sitong/} im cheeredup!!! :D hahah, nxt time tell you:]
yellow peach/} yesyes! ALTO THE JING SHEN!
richard/} lax, i wont die !! HAHAHAH.
lingling/} yes, i AGREEE! (:
jingqi/} i got new account, addd me! its in my prof :D
alvin/} cheeeerup already -.- boredom lies still. HAHAH.
shuqi/} yup, everyone has their outer personaaa (: hahah.
kimberly/} "no i dont" is acting dumb. HAHAHAH. -.-
xintian/} thankyou, yeah, ENIVE!! wan sui. hahah xD
richard/} hello again [:
yellow peach/} you say boo, i say BANG! hahah,yupyup, a2!! (:
yiching/} opened and thankyou sopppie :D

hahah, okaay, done :D
let me tell you about my awesome first wk of holidays okay (:

monday♥
went to schoool like so freaking early for choir prac.
around 10 people met at buona vista tgt, and we walked there,
last part: in the rain! :D was drenched, but fun :D
i remember my mood was like swing'g. even ruo thought i was weird.
of course lah, i mean, who doesn't turn weird after emo-ing,
after reading someone's blog D: and amazingly,
that blog made me high before and now it made me sad ._.
ruowei pampered me alot that day, okay, srry darling.
then i forgot what happen.
oh yah, mr. tay scolded us after lunch.
before lunch we learnt the chinese song, and it was yucky.
bet he was pissed, and even more pissed when he heard the german piece.
D: then, something happened i think. forgot what.
but went home with ht&ruo. ting had her psltc thingy on.
so she was lucky

tuesday♥
rv exchange, best of choir camp :D
i love rvh+dhs chorale exchange group 8 !(:
ilove ZQ, SHERRY, RUTH, &thea2inwhitespects :D
you guys really made exchange so fun.
high around, at first thought could go vivo for lunch,
but realised that lunch was provided for us ((((:
hahah, means my wallet got MONEY to save! ^^ heh.
played games in the morning,
then taught the rvhchorale hikari ga in the afternoon.
learnt in 15min damn efficient.
rv pres led stretches!! ssuper tiring.
went home with some nice nice lovely cups with candles frm the rvhc.

wednesday♥
best day of the weeeeeek :D okay, maybe 2nd best.
fun fun, super duper fun after lunch :D
hahah, before lunch we had sectionals, and altos, jiayou alright?
:D all of us have been through the sec1 angle -.-
you'd realise you're really dumb not to put in your best for choir when you're sec2.
im not joking. now i think back and i feel dumb :x LOL.
so so, sectionals, and lala, it was abit waste time lah D:
then, we had altos break and ruo and i chionged to the foyer! xD
someone ran away when i came -.- like i was some monster D:
shall not mention who .. but,
you played really really really really well(:
and i'm going to surprise you with something soon. can't guess eh?
._. time will tell (:
alrights, then had lunch with JINGQIIIIIIIIIIIII! :D loves.
long time no see la xing gan licious (: hah.
bachormeeeeee xD k, lame.
then practiced for awhile more, tral-ala. then had, GAMES!
which was damn fun. my group was vivolaaa :] with chikhim, yongxin&claire.
sheez. i can't believe i lost kenneth to the snr's trivia !! :D
hahahah, qn "how many earholes does veron have?" ... O.o
LOLLOLL! and he actually answered correctly!
and had water over my head :D
captains ball we pwned, like alot, 9 to 1 i think :D hahahah.
then was entanglement! :D and while we entangled snrs poured water on us -.-
lol, and my ahhem, lovely, "puke" jingqi purposely pour on me! :D
recieved sitong's sms, believe it or not -- i was jumpin like some idiot.
went back in the mrt shivering cos i didn't change into a dry shirt.
reached my godmothers hse, cos i was staying there,
and realised i had a 38.smth fever, but apparently, I WAS HIGH.
logged on to msn immediately, for who ah?! LOLLLOLLLOL.
and finally after i came bck frm dinner, can talk! :D YIPPPEEEEEEEE.
boredom -eased-
oh, remember what day is tmrw horh :DDDD i'm being like a piece of lameshit.

thursday♥
AH. AH. morning prac.
then VIVOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AND NARNIAAAA :D
with ruo, ting, laine, and wen :D
photos later, but it was really super fun.
had the "gauy" talk ;D laughedd alot (:
realised ting had the least to tell :x HAHAHHA.
camwhored loads tooo :]
and went home at 10 plus, still with fever :D wow.
srry, i didn't come online >< HAHAHAHAH.

friday♥
was boring D:

saturday♥
was cool on msn(:

today♥
boring all over again ....
hahahhaha'

sometimes i try so hard to escape,
but now i realise i can't, escape from you.

2008-05-25T20:33:00.002+08:00

hello blog. i feel like dying D:
i'm really ill and i need medicine. i don't know what's going on in my body,
and my mind.
swallowed like 2 panadols just now and nothing worked ._.
my eyes just wanna close, and my stomach's really pain,
and my heart is beating super fast, it's painful :/
i don't want to be like last time, where i used to faint, even in sch.
i've just stopped taking the stupid painkiller,
and now its back. GREAT D:

and i have choir tmrw. heng there's no PT. if not i'd really die.
...
morally, and physically.
maybe i'm already dead morally.
nothing seems to work in bringing up my morale.
sarah sucks to the core. sarah is a piece of crap.
ah, fine whatever ._.

i'm sad cos there's no one to cheer me up.
wc! why you flyyyyyyyyyy D:
bang, i suck.

2008-05-25T16:14:00.002+08:00

hello blog. i feel like deleting you, or maybe i shall go on a hiatus D:
not because of too much workload, not because i've been typing spam,
not because of a particular person, not because im dying,
but .. its just me O_O

i doubt i'd come online often, because i'd stop asking myself to.
i doubt i'd update often, because it makes me reflect ._.
i doubt i'd hear the right music i want to hear, because dreams rarely come true.
i doubt i'd know you all forever, because .. i want to leave so much.

bye. bye. bye. bye. bye D:

2008-05-25T15:01:00.002+08:00

hello blog.
im so sian, im going to D:
timo! come onlineeeeee :/ hurry up okayyy!(:
lalala.
okay, bye.
what a lame post.
the lamest post for century.

2008-05-24T22:29:00.003+08:00

一天一天 贴近你的心
你开心我关心
一点一滴我都能感应
你是我 最美的相信
等不到双子座流星雨
撒满天际
新点燃九支仙女棒代替
最灿烂不一定要许多钻石黄金
看你眼睛有幸福的倒影

把你的讨厌转几遍送到天边
平凡的傻事用了心变成经典

最浪漫的心愿 便利贴
贴成无限
就是我们最富有的宣言

把你的喜欢每一天 复习两遍

惊喜的语言我的天通通灵验

你和我的心愿便利贴
贴心里面
收集感动给以后怀念

hahah, open house today (: our performance was early lorh ._.
and at that time, so few people arrived only D:
but i guess it wasn't that bad.
jiayou, i bet our nxt jy target is VIENNNNNA x]

ah, did i mention, im super high today!!!! :D
cos of blofkadjkfnsjkdlfn and bkdjfalkds;fm;kldm; (:
btw, TIMOTHY YOU BETTER GET WELL SOON OKAY -.- hahahha.
gosh, im getting crazy.
forcing someone to get well soon is really crazy.
how could i force someone?! its in god's hands.

i hope you liked my surpriseeee :x hahah.
you must be in nn now :D enjoying yourself.
thank you for your nice nice surprise, ilovedit :D
yeah, i miss you too x] HAHAHAH.
see you in 1mth's time!!!! (((:
go mug in nn lah, studies most impt :DDDD HAHAHA.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D im HIGH and EXUBERANT :D

maybe,

"Conversation has a kind of charm about it, an insuating and insidious something that elicits secrets from us just like love or liquor"

Lucius Annaeus Seneca

2008-05-23T21:33:00.003+08:00

today is a nice day.
thankyou for the surprise, it was reallllly cool :D
and it brightened up my whole day (:
you played really well, but the heart matters more :]
you'd get your surprise when u recover,
so may that be your motivation to eat more good food. LOL.
no junk ah.

o.o someone's flying tmrw, that someone's gnna recieve a surprise.
lets hope u there got internet horh. if not, hais, tonight will be the last.
LOL. and lets wait for one month over xD LOL.

tmrw's open hse. wonder who's dressing arabian.
i'd be bringing my beloved cam, and whore about. lollllosololol okay, bye.

2008-05-23T01:51:00.002+08:00

i haven't even completed my artefacts :x
i can't believe im helping such asses like zhihao do his D:
blahsdksmaks, sarah's a sucker, still.

oh no ._. you're sick D: again.
don't wrry about anything other than your health,
cos its more impt alright, whatever's gnna happen like in the lt,
can be done another day. so long as you can move your finger muscles(:
LOL.
i can't wait for the surprise tmrw, you wont leave me in disappointment,
like you said(: i'm waiting .. :D
i really hope you'd just appear suddenly, i believe that'd be my greatest,
undisappointment, but im dreaming.
lol, i'd wait for your surprise tmrw, yeah, frm 11.45 onwards (:

when you read this at home, i should be smsing you :DDD HAHAHAH.
okay, nights and get well soon xD

2008-05-22T16:59:00.003+08:00

kimberly didn't come sch today.
without the crapppper ._. LOL, miss you dear.
anyway, today was SLACK day :DDDD
but i sort of regretted coming sch lorh xD
did nothing at all.

first 2 periods rozana didn't come,
so what did we do? slack lorh, hah! but i completed my math(:
so got shou huo, then smsed someone and emo at the same time.
next LA, marc left us, so biollo came.
he showed us the tkam film which i'd alr watched, so slack again.
continued smsing, then RECESSS o_O ohyeah.

okay, had wanton with meiyi sofina didn't eat :/
lol! rarely see the sexayye leg meiyi eat one lah[: LOL.
then, um .. was BP.
wow. even slacker man, watched anastatiaaaaa :D my beloved childhoood tale.
okaaay, believe it or not, i LOVED anastatia like hell when i was young(:
although she's a cartooon, she's so pretttty:D
just the same as how the guy who likes mulan is shuaaai (: cos he has packs :D
LOL -.- gimme the diao face. k, nehmind.
so waste more time, then math.

did i mention after i watch tv fr very long i'd feel like sleeping?
never uh o.O so math, i fell alsp like 2 times, and mr. lim sorta woke me up.
im so slpy luh D: so many things to do and there's so little time,
then i feel so guilty watching those shows when ive so much LA left undone :/

okay, then was errr, LA again ._.
sian lah, told us the holiday homework, and its like sldkasmkdnas wth -.-
mov and tkam, killu. HAHAHAH, tkam suddenly seems like a breeze to mov D:
and the eoy format. grrrrrr. study again.

nevermind, next term, study comes b4 anything else,
before <3><
be back only arnd 9. and i'd immediately come online D: to chiong LA -.-
i'm still at artefact 1, oh shooot me, sarah cry for maycomb, uh lame.

......

and yeah# for tmrw's 'yueding'. its 11.45 at u know where (:
seee y'all :D its the heart that counts anyway,
you promiseeeeeed me. and yes, im camera-ing all these down :D
memories leh (x

i hope tmrw would turn out fine, but things i want i can't deny.
is it really the last hope ..? D:

2008-05-21T23:36:00.002+08:00

EDIT/]
friday, i guess til' then. if nothing comes out of nothing,
i'd just walkaway. im here, all the time, i guess.

thankyou for all those nice memories throughout the past weeks.
although it was less than a month .. i think, i really treasured them all(:

<3

2008-05-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

YAY. alvin made me high -.- ohyeahbabehszx.
cos he tAGGGGGGED O_O see lah, i so nice, credit u to make me happy.
siao lang (; hahah. and psps. i not so emo one ..

okay, appart from that small millimetre of happiness, i shall go back to emo.
:D

sheeezman :o i think i can't take one more look if not i'd faint.
TADAH. i wish i could go back to before i knew you,
before some stupid stuffs happpened and before, well, everything(:
yeah. guess tht's more than impossible actually :] hahaha.
but im trying, trying to forget u, trying to stop myself frm talkng to u,
trying to prevent some shit frm happening once again.
i've given myself enough chances and i think i'm done for it.
i shall go back to th past, back to who i was with, and not redo stupidity.
for that moment, it seems so pleasurable, typing to you,
but as your icon turns grey, i start to think n can't fall asleeep.
yes, guess thats it (:

i'm leaving and i know you won't feel a thing. cos you're not one to emo(:
JIAYOU, for everything that you do.
but i doubt i'd ever be behind u once again <3

love, sarah :D guess thats it.

2008-05-20T21:43:00.002+08:00

can i just leave? and don't care anymore.
i guess my heart still wants to care, but it ain't there(:
LOL. im contradicting. yeahyeah -kfc.
hearing different stories coming out of everyone,
not knowing which one to believe. do i even want to know the truth?
hahah, chillax sarah :D grr ._.

i think i'd count to three, then leave for real.
im pretending to be strong but i so obviously am not.
im just some stupid girl who zibis all day :DDDDDDDDDD
tadah, see? i can still throw :D when im upset.
i suck? precisely.

ooo. i hate to emo but i guess i wont care anymore.
im happy when i see your alphabets but i guess i could live on without them.
does it even matter who gets hurt? HAHAHAH. LOL.

okay, byebye. enough of emo shit.

2008-05-20T20:22:00.002+08:00

HEY(: hahah, today was an okay day i guess.
pissed for first 2 periods ._. then okay liao.
:D

gambatte ne sarah(: chiong LA!!!
french was fun lorh, i never slp. sitong, hyper kia.
no, im kidding. yes, im kidding -.- ER, joker.

eh disiaoer last night, tmrw be IN for a SURPRISE,
by yours truly.

i dont want tmrw to come lah -.- realllllllly D: guess y. LOL.

叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子

天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔

孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单

爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行
到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信
自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你

shoot, ignore that emo bit.

2008-05-19T17:07:00.001+08:00

OKAY. IM HIGHER AND HAPPIER NOW(:
LOLLOLLLOLL. i guess small italied texts are going to go. :D
smile.

2008-05-19T16:07:00.002+08:00

hey dan, im back. back into your life(:
i've just awoken from my most beautiful dream.
i'm sorry for my hostility towards you for the last 2wks.
i promise i won't do that again.
yeah, you're right. i think you're the best.

2008-05-19T13:07:00.002+08:00

helllllo. kboxing ytd with relatives was really fun(:
now my voice most seh alr (: HAHAH <3
wait, i show you pictures :D

er, dont want lah, lzy upload -.- LOL.
and since someone called ruo ask me update then i shall lorh [:

im cutting down the words for my history. fullstop.
hahhahah.

currently im feeling kinda screwed. dont know why.
maybe someone just used a scissors and poked another hole in the heart in my head -.-
LAME ME D:
i dont even know what im feeling now. guess im super low.

\IM MIXED UP I DONT KNOW WHO I LIKE -.- uhh yeah.
rw, yes. the secret. LOLLLOLLOL. besties rock lah.
i think im sounding stupid, trying to figure out who i like.
cos im quite sure i like someone but i dont knw who.
ain't it a weird situation to be in? never head b4 have you.
D: bleah.
im going to die alr, if this continues ... O_O like im going to get struck by thunder.
hahahah, sarah is being a joker. i sound hilarious.
sometimes i wonder how i can continue being a human feeling all this.
people have a certain feeling and its not like i dont have feelings,
but i can't feel what im feeling. -.-
ah, im crazy. ignore me.
it has been 2 years since i last felt like that.
that was to another somebody i guess.

bring me so near yet left me there,
cos im unsure if you could tell me what im feeling.
what's all this about.
tell me won't you. but do you even know what i feel?
hahah, bet you don't.

2008-05-17T15:44:00.002+08:00

hey d, 17.05 the start of our pact <3

dad bought me a IXUS 950IS <3 ohyeah, babehszx. lol. HAHAH.
im high already, then mom bought me wallet(: YEAHMAN.

hahah, LEVEL CAMP rocked on. zackmunks, MUCH LOV-ED ((((:
in no particular order ..
♥CASANDRA
♥VIVIAN
♥PJ
♥SINYEE
♥ZHIHAO
♥JEVIENE
♥WEISHAN
♥WENJING
♥TERENCE
♥BRYAN
♥WENKAI
♥DEON
♥CLARA
♥JEN
♥FABIAN
... &forgetlerleh, paiseh -.-
but nevermind, i remember all your faces, just forgotten the name :D
you guys made camping in st.john's so enjoyable,
i'd always remember the times we had spent tgt :x
viv&cas, lets do the DANCE in the hallway or canteeeeen <3
... siao ar, people'd think we crzy.
hahahh -.- APPLE BOTTOM JEANS & BOOTS WITH FUR .. hurh.

most sexy lah.

anyway, campfire rocked like alot O_O faved okay.
item wasn't as bad as i thought we would pull out ((: ever-lastminute,
but jeviene and deon, PRO [[[:
hahah.
many things happened in camp .. and some made me happpy some made me sad(:
i guess, most happy things went along with zackmunks ..
but.

*i think i want to let you know how i felt when you walked by my hi. did you feel anything? well, i guess not. i emo-ed for a whole one hour, guess i cared, alot. you could ask my groupmates D:

okay, yeah, camp's over.
and I MISS ♥ALVIN (: LOL <3 stupid joker who disiaos me.
and I MISS ALOT OF OTHER THINGS.
i miss meet'g some people so many times that my frens convinced me its fate LOL.

bye.

2008-05-12T19:56:00.003+08:00

heeelllo. its like a few more hours to deadly camp (:
okay, its not deadly. its kinda fun actually :D
lets see, hm. me, cassandra, jeviene, clara, terence <3
okay, not bad. at least i kinda knw a handful (:

mass dance today was horrible.
cos learning dance need mirror !!! ._.
if not to convert into mirror image is damn hard.
the moves for the chorus were super robotic. ><
but later on the other parts were much better.

before choir had some break,
then me and ruowei went to the LT to play piano.
... why didn't you play. ain't my point obvious for asking u there ..?

then was choir.
wow. choir sounded reallly GOOD (: sectwos pawn it all.
even ms.tham said.
hahahaha! (:
released early. hooooray.

kk, i'd blog again when i get back.
bye.

2008-05-11T12:56:00.001+08:00

爱和痛如此纠结,悲和我无法分解
厌倦的疲累,成了一片黑
相同都已无法相灭
泪水滋润着泪水,背叛是黎明一种慰藉
完美的借口,泪无不留下,你不如用乱箭射他
我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错
不甘心,不闪躲,只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
即使我头也不回,这悲剧猛向我追
情愿你全部摧毁,别留着燎原的火堆
给你的自由将我吞没,给我的爱像一根绳索
你放手却困住了我
我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错
不甘心,不闪躲,全为了失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破
为什么……连谎言你也不说
那人也许不如你想象的那样爱你
但并不代表不是全心全意地爱你

level camp. can't wait.
feel like splitting up with my class.
:/ being with my class has no point..

being with some others has,
but you're all not in my grp (: LOL.

d, i dont need your picture,
i wont miss you, LOL.

2008-05-08T19:17:00.003+08:00

The thing is that i'm not worth the sorrow

yesterday.
emo like hell. got pissed at almost everything :/
felt like shouting but no sound came out of my mouth.
kicking or punching something, but i knew i couldn't.
being alone, but what'd that make me.
crying beneath my jacket, but what'd the class say.

at home, msn was a lifesaver. made me happier.
to think that at least someone thought i was nice :D LOL! hahah.
so chatted till 10 plus and then, i suddenly wanted to die.
so i just crashed on the bed and fell asleeep.
i think i lack sleeep D: RAWR. hahah, and im so tired everyday.

today
was better i guess. mdm rozana asked me abt TKAM ..
and i was like TKAM so cute -.- LOL?! seriously, that person's mind got prob.
then LA! i suddenly forgot how to do comprehension!
arrr, heartbreak. comprehensions are like my .. marks gainer.
okay, must go pick up the skill again.
math was slack(: mr. lim explained the prj. yay! im same grp as CASSSS <3

okayokay. thirdlack was slack and slp too (:

yeah, and bye.

* you'd b a part of my memory

2008-05-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

HELLLLO :D
today was okay.
eugene added 1 mark to my geog paper,
so now i have 16.5/20 :D NOT BAD RIGHT?!
hahah, the slacker has finally bucked up.
but tingster, you ah .. tsktsktsk -.-
rozana gave me full marks for sci file ((((:
YIIIIPPPPPPPPEEEEEE (((:

hahahah, okay, im feeling like really really sian.
luckily there's wc talking to me jz now.
then my bro came and i had to say bye -.-
so now im msn-less. stupid bro huh, keep seeing my stuff.
tsk.

oh yeah, and casandra and i are highfive buddies.
grr, the escapade from reality .. GAH.
ama's quotes are the best, loved them, send you me alrights(:

hahah, there's fps tmrw. gah, and piano lssn afterwards.
sigh sarah! D:

2008-05-05T22:21:00.001+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

2008-05-04T23:16:00.002+08:00

i dont know what to say, i dont know what to do.
your words are killing me because i dont know what's going on.
living on is like a misery itself.
glad i got my choristers and family by my side.

sometimes i really feel like backing out, of everything.
i want to close my eyes, and never open them the next day.
i want to fall asleep and never get out of my bed.
singing with my choristers forever, or mixing with my family,
everyday ... in my dreams.
then i dont have to face the horrifying reality =X

hahah, i'm wishing everything would just go away.
i dont want to think anymore.
i want to .. i want to .. die? LOL. hahah, stupid me.

i'm like the worst person living on this earth ..
so why should i even live on :/ damnedit.
i'm feeling so down.

2008-05-04T16:15:00.002+08:00

heyy! D:
stupid aircon just died :x aircon in my ROOM D: rarr.
damnedit. now i have to sleeep without aircon -.-
okay, MAYBE, and thats MAYBE,
my bro would go upstairs to the master bedroom to sleep with,
my mom and my dad would go to my room,
so i can occupy my brother's roooom <3 which is really cosy lorh.

gah, dad refuses to let me use his study room to do my wrk.
there's like AIRCON there. but since he's big fat butt and so many things,
occupy the entire room, i ve to admit to fate,
and just live aircon-less.
not surprising if i just perish cos i NEED aircon :x

rawwwwwwwwwwwwwrs D:
why can't life be perfect throughout,
so we dont have to deal with some sorta thunder?!

2008-05-04T13:18:00.002+08:00

let's talk this over, it's not like we're dead.

hello. ytd was really fun :D
okay, it was super slack and th result was like O_o
but i got the treat clarence promised :D
the 6bucks thingy in coffee club (: HAHAH.
and i didn't have to fork out a single cent the whole first part.
zhihao was being very mean to me throughout,
so i decided to be mean back.
zhihao INSISTED on treating sofina's younger sister.
you know the eyes he used, make people suspect he's some kinda biantai -.-
i was super unfocused till kimberly came, then we started chionging,
but my laptop batt was almost dea by then.
so we went to the library >< where we had to stay uber quiet.

we met enya and nicky on the way there :D
hahah, turned out they just finished their juben thingy at rason's(:
then we hurried on to the library to complete everything up.
so everything's done and whooopeee :/
we went to the foodcourt to eat.
sofina, kim and i had the same food which was the kimchi noodles.
realised it was actually maggie mee :[ sigh, money wasted.
but nevermind D: HAHAH.
zhihao is a PIG. he eats alot. like twice of the rest of our diet.
he bought some tomyam thingy, then later a whole western food set.
managed to steal around 1/3 of his fries. :/

didn't go sengkang to join my relatives today.
because min told me she couldn't make it ..
but later they went -.- like, grr. you should have told me earlier lah.
and then i was like, "how you guys get home?" and she was like,
"fly home ... stupid qns -.-"

and then went home :D

today
i feeel so dumb now.
i borrowed roy's acc book to copy because i didn't even copy one word,
when zhanghua was droningggg BLAH.
and i managed to copy like 4 pages, then GAVE UP.
my work is like scribbles -.- i think my grade'd be a C.
then there goes my LSP because my sewing sucked like O_O 7/20 ..
dotszx, lala .. failing is bad for health sarah!
grr, im such a slacker D: i think i'm not cut out to be a girl.
you know, copying words neatly and sewing are female's niche :/

just finished my circles assignment and practiced piano.
yay. i'm performing guitar for a christofori concert :D WHOOOPS :D
(: its like guitar ensemble. can't wait.
had to share book with edmund cos i didn't bring my bk ytd :x
and i finally heard mohliang talk LOUDLY D: what a shy guy luhs -.-
siya's mom dont allow her to participate -.- like WTH D:
i dont care, you must go. no such thing as wasting time,
performing is experience :) performing is part of the art darling ^^

okay, to end off, im bloody pissed at my damn laptop.
cos apparently, i can't start up the stupid video we took hours to compile.
we thought, okay, since cannot open, maybe tmrw can.
so i tried, and ... shucks luh. D: ytd's effort allll GONE :/
smug dust -.-

so later i'd have to complete this goddamned video which is like,
doesn't even matter to me whether i get B or A, as long as it isn't a C.
because my chinese is like O_O already.
and i must do my LA letter writing toooo ><
if not, there's no more time during the weeeekdays.
since i'm having guitar supp and piano combined D: bleah.

可惜不是你，陪我到最后。。

2008-05-02T23:36:00.002+08:00

letting everything go, memories flying by,
tears streaming down, promises broken.
now i hope you're gone, go forever, and dont come back.
i didn't even say, 'yes'

Hahah, today was an okay day.
i do realise that my previous post contained alot of emoing(:
crap lah ><><
HAHAH. and blasting music in class is really FUNN FUNN and FUNNNNN! (:
...

okay, and that's all for a pretty day. maybe?
ruoruo, JIAYOU <3 cca mates are the best. love, altos! :D

hey, read your blog.
dont think its my business,
but cheeerup okay! :D hahhah, im happier now ;D

2008-05-01T13:37:00.002+08:00

退到了绝境再退,破碎到不能破碎
那么为什么,你就不肯说,我只能再一却都错
泪水灌溉这伤悲,绝望是你赐给的安慰
为何你说慌,我却受惩罚
你不如就用到此想
我可以痛了再痛,你可以错了再错
不甘心,不闪躲,只为那失真的承诺
我转身让你玩着火,你存心用尽我宽容
为什么连谎言你也刺破

♥
hello dead blog. you better be less interesting if not i sense some serious hate. you better not speak so loud, have big actions and attract stupid attention. because some people hate you. yeah, i'm talking about me. really. what i said really matched me. i bet some of you hate my ways of fun. fine then, get back to when everything was a lovely silence. i'd change, because of what was said.

i feel so weird all over, sometimes i really wanna go away, faraway and never come back, to see all your faces. Its like okay, not all emotional and dragging feelings, but really, When you look at my life from a certain angle, you suddenly feel like there's no more beheld importance of it, and why live it to my fullest? :/ weird? dont drone on about me being a real pessimist or whatever, but won't you just pause and think, tell me, is my life by itself STRAIGHT? meaningful? bright? no. i mean, obviously i dont know what life's going to bring me at the end of half a century, but somehow, i can't seem to give a damn anymore.

damned,
sometimes, helping never seems to be appreciate. your lending hand never seems to get you anywhere. it derives complains for which, you are to comply, if not people may just regard you as some asshole or self-centered biatch. but hey, i'm not born to help, remind, sacrifice, and lay in misery. i mean, if i could, by all means, i would. like what i'm doing now, for some. but thing is, i dont get appreciated, it gets me nowhere. i'm doing things out of my personal limit and where does it all end up? in the trash? wowX2 :D i've to put up with your tantrums, i've to help in all ways i can, and i have to shut up and just let everything go. ohboy, that just hurts like hell. so why dont you guys just understand?! can't you? i mean, i haven't let everything go yet, but one day i should, like really, let go. pretend i dont know you all. if it ends up this way by 2009 when _____ splits up, then i'm glad to tell you to just well, pretend you dont know me.

dont freak out. but ________s, i'd just remind you so you won't forgo one thing in thought. that is, _____ ain't that bonded afterall(: "aww, thats so unshocking. i mildly forgotten." okay, maybe i'm the only stupid fool who thought that we're now like a family already. like wow. yeah, you mates can go on being who you are. you all have no problem, no problem at all. problems all lie with yours truly, so just morph me and change me enough to become who you guys want me to be. cos apparently, sarah is afraid of people tantrum, so i shall just use this advantage, bcos, sarah won't get angry. its like, i've heard that a thousand times. "have you seen sarah really angry?" well, "oh no, i haven't. the longest she could be angry with a particular thing or person is for 1 day(: you can just be angry because of her anger, and she'd say sorry. or you could just ignore and pretend she's non-existense, then she'd say sorry cos she believes in her OWN existence. or jolly well just be nice to her abit, and everything's okay." alright people, so i wont get angry huh. so i wont just paint myself in navy for all the pathetic emotions that flow through me yeah? fine, whatever ways you want it.

at times, i really love ....
choir :D like my choir mates. i think they're the best. like maybe, well, we've paved a certain path for all of us with the same passion to walk down. we're not frigs just dumped together into some chute, but we're the same in passion. i mean, 2___ ain't like this at all, other than that we're all homosapiens dumped tgt :x in choir its like, we just gossip and talk so freely, i mean, we really, okay, there's no black and gaps within us okay. we're kinda frank with each other, and tadah, we make a great team. how about my friends and mates in _____? damned it all.

seriously i can't wait for this yr to end. i can't wait to say bye to everyone in _____. wish them luck in their future footsteps, and forget everything. how i wish there was a kinda pill. the place, with all those people where i can't have free say in. because everything i say gets defended. leaving _____ is definitely for my good.i want to go vienna, cos by then, its the end of 2008, and i can say bye to everyone in ______ (: ain't that great ... if only, time could just fly by.

actually, its a simple truth, its just like that ..
like i dont get my say enough, everything i say meant abuse, everything i say was to be taken back, everything i say must company anguish and apology. fine, i shut up. i step back. i won't care anymore. strip me off my title, strip the life off me, make me like a souless wonder would you all?

its pathetic i have to say,
because in ______, i get nowhere near where i want to be in life.

but i have to thank _____, because without its value, its existense as an system of just associates, i wont be who i am today, i wont get flamed, i wont be so strong in character, i wont know what's true hatred, and i won't know hypocrisy.
however, without _______, i know whats bffs, without it, i dont think i do, anymore.

2008-04-30T18:01:00.003+08:00

hey. TMRWS LABOUR DAY! :D hoorrraays (((:
hahahah. i think we're having KSSS :D nt bad ehszx.

olay, im quite high today.
D!!!!! >< you ah, so bz isit -.- LOL.

stupid zhihao, xiao qi like shit okay.
all ways to make me jealous huh. MY ARSE. LOL.
i dont care whether you're angry with me lorhzx.
hahha, joker -.-

okayokayokay. bye. i haven't been updating my blog regularly.

anyway, heyheyyouyou, i mean yeah, YOU.
dont be shy lah, i wont bite. looking at you in the eye, is the signal of telling you, i can be your friend :D

2008-04-27T14:37:00.002+08:00

hello :D hahah, its sunday again (((:
and tmrw's monday, speeech day =.-
people can slack at home while i must sing sch song,
and have practice .. GRR. choir, okay, nehmind, ren3!
LOLLOLLOLLOL <3

hahah, enivians, was bazarre fun ytddd?! hahha, sad i couldnt go.
but i went to visit my grandma and cousins, LOL.
then i was showing my relatives KSCUBE+2guys video. and they said, "bucuo".
and my cousin was like, "这种啊，是看太多偶像片的结果。。" LOL. okay, kinda true.
heh.
MY GODMOTHER BOUGHT A WHOLE KARAOKE SET AT HOME?!?!??!?! YAYYAYAYYAY.
i haven't recovered frm xcitement. karaoked their last nite til super late.
my godmother lehhhh!! O_O she has a NICE NICE NICE voice ((((:
ahaahhaah. yeah, shall go their more often nxt time. her hse like wonderland,
five comps blah . HAHHA. and my godpa and his kakis were mahjonging :]
keehehehehehheh!!!! :DDDDD then i saw my godbro's ROM pics.
so romantic lorhsxz. ahahha, but i still think i dont wanna get married.
cos i dont want kids. HAH, unless the guy i love doesn't want kids luh.
okay, im crapping. every guy wants a family one right?! lol.

i realised i keep chionging my work nowadays. im so guai. hah!
i can just sit there and chiong continuously without stopping -.-
PRO EH?! haha, lol. okay lah, got listen music.
siao one eh, the LA .. its like the whole disc is waste of time,
then stil must write DJournal -.- my as well put one word, "talk."
LOL .. grs.

i can't wait to go to sengkang again .. I LOVE IT THEREEEE :/
with my cousins, godparents, grandmother, everyoneeee :D
used to do it every saturday, now its like occasionally cos my bro PSLE.
then somemore always saturday i have to sacrifice to do prj de ._.

sch's starting again on tuesday lah.
sian one,can i just rot at home -.-
stupid stupid schoool, boring school, sucky schoool.

darling, you're mesmerising me with your words, ohboy .. :D

2008-04-25T23:45:00.003+08:00

FOUR HUNDRED AND SIXTY- IETH POST.

im pissed. you want play isit? come lah.
fuck. we didn't even do anything to you and you come talk about us.
whats your problem luhs.
if really want play then play lah, see who win.

# hahah, D, miss me yeah? miss you too <3

2008-04-24T08:24:00.004+08:00

When you're all alone in the lands of forever,
Lay under the milky way,
On and on it's getting too late out,
I'm not in love this time this night.

Can't help if I space in a daze,
My eyes turn out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Would someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World

hello blog. long time no blog, because of stupid tests.
gah :/ but finally they're OVER :D
i think i improved in my science. 1 more mark to ASTAR :D
rozana gave me a well done, LOL.

okay, now im in the sch's com lab, doing nothing but rot.
no, actually im suppose to do something, the chekjawa thingy.
hahah, it looks kindaa beautiful luhs((:
nehmind, worksheet answers i later then copycopycopy, standard la(:

today everyone's so sian, am i suppose to be tooo ?! >acting up
gahreeerrs D: staying back to complete the juben.
which i hope WOULD work out, everyone, GET HIGH?!?! ((:
clarence shall treat me lunch :D cos he AP me las night -.-

okay, now i shall do a quiz tagged by enyaaaa xD

1. What are you wishing right now?
im wishing you were here

2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
MYSELF and .. yeah, well, just me(:

3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
currently: vienna with beloved choristers.

4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
to migrate and live a totally different life? :]

5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
er, if i say yes, it'd come out so fake ._.

6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
im afraid i'd lose control of myself, lose the chemistry between you&i.

7.If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
BUY EVERYTHING I WANT :D cease working, enjoy life :D

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i dont think so, unless he confesses first O_O

9.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
eNYAAAA balls :D lol. okay, enya huh: pretty, smart, joker LOL!

10. What requirement do you wish from your other half?
to forgive me for what im doing now .. :/

11. What kind of person do you hate the most?
people who .. idk lah, pissed easily? or backstab that kind ..

12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
yeah, i would. i'd make my heart freeze.

13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
loving someone ultimately without expecting anything in return? you know, love without conditions :D

14. Who are your besties?
err, KSCUBE? PRETTY LITTLE DEVILS? hahah. yeah, and the __ERS in choir (:

15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
move. since it's not related to me, why should i care, hahah.

16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
er, undecisivenesss. HEH.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
i guess, well .. its gotta be either YOU, or MEIYI or CAROLYN (:

18. What's your weakest point?
giving in to some shit of some people, who later i find out are bastards.

19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
i think im proud of you .. :]
20. Will you ever want to change your name?
sarah's the best name ever.

TAGGGGGS, to you guys :D
1. caro darl.
2. meiyi
3. sofina
4. kimberly
5. err.. no one else. sian luh. LOL.

okayeszx. i shall go twit my science. byeeeerrhsxzx :D

2008-04-20T20:07:00.001+08:00

HEY BLOG. TODAY WAS LIKE A REALLY SUPER GREAT DAY.
really lah (:
i love kscube, i love them with all my might.
we'd be the 4 sistas forever, nth will tear us apart.

today's so eventful.
so much laughter and joy :]
we rock..

who needs guys when there are such BFFS around?!

2008-04-18T23:38:00.003+08:00

hahah, alot of stuffs are going on now.
i dont know what to say.

seriously, i don't even hate you,
and i don't know why you hate me so much.
i treat you as a normal feeling, like seriously.
i can't bring myself to hate you.
but i feel that the word hate has a strong impact,
so dont hate me? yah? LOL.
okay, im crapping, yah, but fyi okay :]
you're stilll my friend. i accept your feelings of me,
but they dont affect me.

i don't know who i love man.
the game of love is so confusing,
its either the yellow one or the black one.
RAWR D:

2008-04-15T20:08:00.002+08:00

有时候，我真的很想放手。
但我们的回忆，哪能说忘就忘？
你对我的好，我不能忘掉，可惜的是。。
我心里好像飘得越来越远了，
告诉我，怎么办?

我爱上了别个他,那你会怎么样？
对不起，我真的不知道，我还爱不爱你。

×如果我走了，再也回不来，我希望，你能找到另个她。

2008-04-15T19:47:00.002+08:00

hey blog, today was awesomely okay.
science class was fine, i guess.
but i wasn't as focused though, as compared to the past 3-4 lessons?
0_0 rozana is fun, she talks about sperms in front of mr.ng's face.
wow, beautifu-u-l -.-
slept during acc, zhanghua rocks socks.
dont' know why, but she does. she's my fav teacher.
im not joking :D hahah (x
amanda is so fun :] okay, i still miss meh luh. but ama still fun.
LOL. so many things to share. about ... DORRRRTS :D guhs.

lalal. geog was ... i dont know what to say.
step into class only zhihao&clarence go suan me by saying __ name -.-
kao, then the whole geog class i felt so sick.
i think about this think about that. but still had fun lah.
esp when after sitting nxt to cas :D

okay, then LA. RAWR. frighten me nia. thought is really popquiz.
then giv us the damn crossword i all dunno sia.
lol .. then afterwards he say not counted change paper to mark.
then everyone was like cheeeey.
i DREW and DOOOOODLED like crazy with ahem's name and horny stuffs on,
rason's paper. GAH.
i managed to snatch it back and erase it. if not i'd die if marc sees.

PCCG was fun. i got back my pretty cross stitch which i failed so badly,
chikkyhim likes to suan me with that D:
whatevs. i don't care anyway, just a grade -.- not even in gpa.
xielaoshi suddenly became fun and brought us to lt3.
i ATTTEMPTED to pluck another mickey mouse :/ its choir's horh.
LOL but unable cos too tall -.- TINGSTER! you broke off my damn mouse ears.

okay, thats all.
huet was cooool today. not bad. and i scored 7/10 for something.
mesmerising :D

2008-04-14T20:44:00.002+08:00

hey. today was i don't know. after everything i heard last night.
hey d, don't make me worried anymore alright .. i care for you, though i don't love you. but we're good frens okay. don't fight anymore, don't smoke, don't do bad things anymore. please? you promised twice today, and i really hope you keep your word. i care for you really. when i heard what was going to happen to you today, i gasped. i'm sorry i'm not there for you always, whereas you are always there for me, when i needed you. but sometimes, shame really gets you a long way. jiayou boy, don't give up in being good, you still have hope.

RAWR.
the saf vocal ensemble was really the bestest best.
lol. as in i think the 2 best singers were the bass and the corni tenor :D
samuel and who's the other guy?! samuel is reallly shuai -.- LOL.
hais, i can't imagine the day when the guys in our choir would sound like that.
having the groove .. rar. :D
nehmind, one day we would become that goood, i hope -.-

mr. tay was angry with the choir today i think.
but everything became better after the open hse prac started.
i still think i'm going to sing sounds good.
i must learn may it be.

lalalala. yay. ME AND YOU are back like before. miss you, love you.

2008-04-13T14:23:00.003+08:00

HELLO <3
is 2.4 tmrw? well, yes i think.
shit. muscle cramp, cos of PT -.- LOL.
i never had such a tough training for long.
._. i hope my leg won't disappoint me tmrw.

gahah. im watching my guitar finals CD.
okay, i didn't play very well .. but,
i think i loooked SUPER SUPER GUAI <3
like you know, shu nu .. LOL.
samantha, and meiyi they all say looks can pass,
but actions and words can't D: HAHAHAH.

okay, then i have to do so many more shit.

JIANBAO -2 more to chiong. RARRRR.
TESTS -i must pia. can't fail anymore.

RAWR. thats all.
many tests okay. like er,
everything ...
wk5 there's like science, hist and chinese AH, chengyu D:
wk6, there's geog? math? and an expecting LA part 1 of mockingbird test -.-

dokayszx. bye.

2008-04-12T15:26:00.003+08:00

I JUST RECIEVED MY GUITAR TROPHY, CERTIFICATE & MONEY.
ohyeah. i think i rock. okay, thickskin.
but nehmind, the trophy is SUPER NICE LEY! :D

ahhah. so many things to do luh.
study for science, hist and chengyu. GAH.
dying.

so here for some enjoyment. YOUTUBE-ING.
ming zhong zhu ding WO AI NI <3 gosh, nice.

k, bye.
mug later watch show first.

2008-04-11T21:06:00.002+08:00

gah, today was effective but tiring.
okay, firstly schoool :D
hah. MASHING strawberries are really fun okay.
but i didn't exactly help out alot,
cos i was busy disiao-ing zhihao ._.
and he says its fun to kaobei me O_O so wth.

xielaoshi gave us recess first b4 her period.
though it wasn't like really better in anyway,
cos we were late for her period after returning frm science lab.
so basically, she managed to cut short our recesses ><

okay, but her lesson today was not bad.
grrs. feiyuching is um ... uncommentable, cos actually,
his voice givs me the gooooosebumps.
then she let us hear YEQU :D hah. not bad, jaychou was shuai there.
and she explained to us the xiju thingy,
which at first i thought was like aiyah, playplay simplesimple thingy.
and now she made it seem so complicated and that,
it is worth like 100/800 of our sem1 marks.
so i think my grp better pia. if not cmi sia.

okay, then LA was slack, cos i was like just reading mockingbird.
while marc [my preferred name to regard him] droned on about some stuffs,
of character analysis, i didn't find exceptionally appealing.
lala, and sch ended.

went to the com lab with ting to meet up with clarence, zh, cas, van & siang.
wth. the librarian has a problem. he's borned retard one,
no one made any noise and he broke the silence but EXPRESSING NOISE,
in the clearest, sternest way he could.

and the laptops got blocked for javascript in flash or smth -.-
so there's no point using the lptps since the only entertainment is gone.
so clarence and i returned our laptops and all of us started sianning.

then choir PT :DDDDDDD DDDDDD: LOL <3
clarence and zhihao and sean biantai one. they like to SEE wilson run man,
jeer at him. stupid. choir guys are like more on beat?! ._.
and i feel uneasy running cos there were 6 eyeballs staring. GRR.
anyway, training was TOUGH and i felt like dying.
new implementation from shouyi. but although its like straining,
i guess it did help quite alot. and if we continue,
nxt year my napfa definitely ACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D rah.
and then all the courts were booked so we didn't play.
seriously, i think this is the last time we'd just roll our eyes when you're late.
better still for an invalid reason. you and you ...
still criticise us huh :/ i don't know what to say, more like disappointed.

mugged for lunch -.- LOL?! and tingster was super cute luh.
ask her why yourself. later i kena scolded for writing it here.
and chionged for dressing -.- LAME LAH.

practise was coool. nowadays i enjoy choir. don't know why,
but it really seems as though we're improving. mr.tay seems quite pleased (:
managed solfeges for exsultate justi in like 2 rehearsals :DDDD
YAYNESS` high. altos we pwn.

okay, then later stayed back for open house prac.
which was fun!!!!!! <3
went back tgt as a group and we SANG on our way to the mrt.
yeah, spastic, but FUN :D WOOOHOOOH.
but salmo is cancelled. they changed it to jap songs o.o
hais, salmo sounds so niceeee :] maybe we'd get a chance to learn it next time.

and btws i can though lip trills and tongue trills.
NOT BY VADER :\ but by saying dillon's method of bREAd and buttER.
LOL.

okay, bye.

2008-04-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

怎么说忘就忘记
这甜蜜的过去
被思念包着厚厚的糖衣
不想再为了你伤心
这最冷的夏季
慢慢地慢慢结成冰
承诺变悲哀
悲哀因我被爱
悲哀是因为你不在
我好想抱着你诉苦
却显得好无助
无助得让人想痛哭
我只想要
和你在一起
朝着幸福走去
像恋人般的简单甜蜜
我只想要
和你不分离
怎么轻易放弃
说你忘记

我想这一定是报应
都怪我太贪心
才让你头也不回地离去
黄色丝巾是想念
在树上被风吹
孤单的孤单一个人无法沉睡
爱情怎么会让每颗心都碎
我不再相信你
却又慢慢想起你

2008-04-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

i'm drowning in self misery.
emo-ed today but now im okay, quite stable anyway.
okay, math i zibi-ed down there O_O
use the black choir windbreaker and covered my face :/
throughout math .. BLAH.

and lalala somemore, then was CME,
played halfway with zh's magnet then i feel asleep on the desk.
literally.
like SNORES and DREAMS :D cackles. eeew.

okay,then lunch i ate the poridge cos sick of ytf.
and i was uber FULL.
im convincing myself to stop piggin out,
cos im FAT D: LOL. really luh. sean, you hurt my feelings sucker -.-
clarence agreees you're one.

gah meiyi meiyi meiyi meiyi D: GRRRRR.
hais, lets heck care shall we ?! >< MANS. things are getting out of hand.
sch's a piece of shit, so is home DDDDD:

FPS was quite slack larh. splitted up the roles,
and droned on about week5 being extra uptight.
HENG french is elearning week. but i rather french cls.
cos doing french elearning is MUCH HARDER D:

yeahzszx. end of today and i shall continue my artefacts of LA.
GRR. happy bdae mister :D
so coincidentally all wish you de are girls huh.
good ma, flirt. LOL.

2008-04-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

yesterday, the most memorable thing was .. CHOIR.
i don't know why but it suddenly seemed kinda effective(:
and we learnt like the exsultate justi thingy quite quickly :D
gah (: sat clarice's car home, so shuang O_O yes darling, friday.
grr. and guess what. my math assgm, the tough one, scored A+.
enivians, congratulate me. and i finished my entire green bk.
imba anot?! :D

okay, today's fine. kinda pissed in the assembly part ._.
dont ask why (x okay, then um, music was conga fun the rest sianed.
lala, err .. then was history and geog.
shits. the geog teacher looks totally like SOMEBODY O.O
so i dare not keep looking at his face, cnt pay attention x]
damnit. and zhihao and clarence make fun of me ._. lame la kiddos.

then so paiseh cos i scribbled some awfully emo lyrics on zh's geog paper.
and before i could rub it off he was there,
and dont let me rub it off so he read the damn thing.
so paiseh lorh >< GRRS.

blah and happy early bdae someone, your bdae's like tmrw.
and im going to wish you at 12 luh. nice right O.O

okay, bye.

2008-04-06T22:59:00.003+08:00

sometimes, i think .. i'm some person who can't get her life sort out so easily. needing every single bit of comfort or appreciation when i things. but sometimes, i feel as if the world was in my hands and dont need any of your support near me, i stand alone. so am i weak or strong? well, i don't know. really.

2008-04-06T18:38:00.002+08:00

eehh guys.hellllooo D:
dar, i feel so stressed. wish you were here (x
yeahxsz. sigh. so many things due-ing and tests D:
gah. im dying off.

lets see, the FPS is a total sucker.
and thats the reason im mugging now.
history i've done my part, but i cant help caring for smy.
and CLARENCE! you owe me like alot -.-
CME project was settled with kimberly this afternoon.
phews. and im asked to help some person aka zh, find a partner.
cos it seems to him that since i dont wanna do with him,
its my fault so i hve to find another imba kia as his partner.
but thats like my least priority.

okay, i've completed my math wksheet,
given complements that im a pro :D nah, im kiddin.
that and, er, well ... lets see, yeah, gong han, DONE.
last night okay. like at 12 plus. cos suddenly,
i felt so hopeless i had to do some work. and TADAH.

err.. let me think, what else do i have ..
yeah, TESTS! D: science and chinese.
i HAVE to mug for my science ... i failed the last bio one.
hopefully SR would be much more interesting :/ -bobo.

DDDDD: and i have to practice piano and guitar O_O
can't you tell people? that im dying off so soon?

and still have problems with my social life. wow. interesting.
kjldjlnfkjn f bits and f bits and bits. >< LALALA.
sarah, jiayous.

lets see ..
um, kimberly, meiyi, zhihao .. whoever else jiayou too.
yeah, darling you too (x
i'd always love you no matter what happens.

2008-04-06T12:49:00.002+08:00

HELLO people. guess what im doing?!
can't guess? hm, msning? or wells, youtubing.
blogging? yeah, partly.
and partly MATH FILE! :D believe it! O_O
gosh, i actually remembered! xD yikes im imba.

last night when i was talking to zh online,
and he begged be to giv him my discussion journal to see,
i realised i didn't save a soft copy D:
disastrous cos i thought the hard copy was with him,
but apparently it isn't ><
then i was like JOjafdnaijsofnja damnedit. spent so long to do.

hah. but found out today im a lucky tweety bird.
cos HENG ARH! :D its ith cassy (x

(; bleahhhhs -.-
hearing BEI PAN is like hearing my own situation.
betrayal. i betrayed you dear. im sorry.
you know i'd always love you okay ._.
im sorrrrrrry darling. D:

2008-04-05T15:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO. pictures later alright.
now, HIGHLIGHTS [current spots] (:

ONE
YESTERDAY WAS LAST DAY WITH SITTING GANG
bleah. i still feel so touchy, missin them -.-
times spent tgt was so fun, whoever disagrees?
stupid beeyotch wants a change(x fine darling.
whatever, anyway, there's still the MSN and LIFE network.
math lssn with you guys rock on babehs and um, basket?
nah. im not SO mean :D CRAPPY is the word x] hees.

TWO
BYE TAIWAN FREN
okay, not very memorable,
but their sch is like the CHINESE hogwarts[x
gladys buddy gave her cologne!! xD so cute. lol.

THREE
SOLO-ING :\
anyway, ended up quite fun.
y'know, to stand in front of the choir and pop sing.
lol. but scary. the mike in my hand was shaking LOL.
even yiting wshd she got a solo.
anyway, my voice sounded very low. and i zao xia-ed alot.
so i think i pratically sucked big time there (((: wahah.

FOUR
CHOIR BUFFFFET AT GARDEN HOTEL
didn't occur to me i like past a night there before,
until i went inside the hotel.
which was kind of ULU from the outside.
blahblah. and BUFFET was shitty FUN MAN! :D
camwhored ALOT.. and i found a great place to zilian with jingqi.
so i pulled TINGSTER, CLARICE and YURONG thereeee :]
the food was not bad.
though kimberly's bufffet was obviously betttter(x
hahahah. um, i still miss the sashimi.
and the tasty ytf soup, plus the PASTRIES and DESSERT and SALAD.
the locals were okay, kinda normal though ._.
yeahyeah(;
and then went home from dhoby ghaut MRT :]
reached home around 11plus O_O what a tiring day.

had piano today and btw btw:
barcarolle by tchaikovsky is super nice,
so is serenade by chopin :D

2008-04-03T18:45:00.002+08:00

helloooo :D
today is like the last day we're sitting in the non-permanent arrgm. god, i would miss clarence, cas, amd, rene and clar HELL ALOT :D bhahh. you guys are really the best okayyy (x wld miss you guys like shit. i know you miss me too right?! HAHAHAH.

music was sian-ed lah today. except the conga and the electoneD: evryth'g else was sianed. like who invented the duck call man -.- the sound it produces hurts the ears. cowbell sounds nice but after awhile you'd get bored.

tmrw's my SOLO anyway.
and my voice is husky.
so get freaked out people, bye.

2008-04-03T02:11:00.002+08:00

HEEEEEEEELLO. second post today.
ilovemyblogskin. actually its like 2plus.
in less than 4hours i have to wake up.
so i must slpp now.
gosh, i sound retarded.
bet you're fine with it <3
loves and belated april fools darling.

i said alot of fake ily.
including one to yuchen.
and there's this msg:
ily _____ ..

happy april fools.

_____: love you too, hahhas.

ZOMG. lame right.
thankyou. bye.

2008-04-03T00:17:00.001+08:00

hello. i just posted something about the swf.
then saved it as drafts :D
maybe tmrw i'd do edits (x

loveya people anyway,
im in a better mood now.

2008-03-31T20:51:00.003+08:00

._. hey. today was OKAAAAY (:
hurt my big toe ytd. and it bled.
then this morning i kena forced to run><
and my leg was supeeeer dupeeeeer pain]:

blah, choir HANDOVER!!! :D
but im sad cos i miss my seniors lorh.
horh? xingganlicious o_o
and pmz and tricia and lindaaaa :D
gah.
but im glad cos JANE'S THE NEW PRESSIE!(:
yay! altos third time in a ROW :D

hahhah :D
clarice is my new bff by the way ^^
her cartoon picture is drawn on my file(:

2008-03-30T13:42:00.002+08:00

hllo. im proud to announce that um,
im officially sucker. and clarice is effer :D
LOL! <3 we're the alto twins from outerspace.
grrr.

so much work so little time. idjgniweojfvn f.
nehmind, i shall take my time huh o_o
ers, grrrrr.

yeah, someone is such a sucker.
that someone's me.
should i just forget you, and start anew?
with someone else you hate?
having no confidence in our relationship.
but i feel like giving everyhting up. D:
i remember all our sweeeetest time tgt.
i bet they do mean alot to you.
means alot to me too, but ..
i dont want to see things like that anymore.
letting go is the only choice i suppose.
i shouldn't be with you anymore.
it gives so many others sorrow.
dont you think that we're being selfish?

im guilty of doing so many things dear.
im sorry, really sorry for everything i've done.
what im not suppose to do, because there's you.
because im with you.
all these happenings lately, causing you so much pain.
when i hear your voice over the phone.
it makes me filled with anguish and pain for you.
it surprises me that im the one causing you so much pain.
forget me will you?
then i can forget you too, alongside those memories.

i know you have no intension of letting things just go.
but there's the time when priorities has to take stride,
and leave feelings behind.
i can never forget my times with you darling D:
just move on. uncap those times we had. love a new person.

i realise that you cannot take what im doing.
and if you see me in my sch everyday, you'd think im a cheater.
im just sorry. thats me.
you've loved someone who you can't.
learn to never love someone like me, causing you bruises and scars.

im a sucker okay. you're the bestest best :D
here's to you:

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的感情不是k歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着就能感受你比我难过
谁写的歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

罗志祥-我不会唱歌

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的
下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的

2008-03-29T13:44:00.002+08:00

helloooo :D
i think lately im in a better mood.
able to get over things quick.
like you know, forget unhappy stuffs.
but stuffs like that tend to replay itself,
more and more often .. D: sigh.

woke up like 8.30. its a SATURDAY -.-
then ate breakfast and PIANNOOOO-ed.
teacher cynthia gave me some nice songs,
so not bad lah (: LOL.
classical songs are BORING lah D:
shit nia, waste my time.
curse mozart and curse bach DDDDD:
so i have no guitar today! yay.
but it means 1 more week till i get my cheque.
D:
nehmind,i shall work hard at home.
if not this time my gpa will kena D:
building got 20 floorrrss, my gpa wil ..
drop until from 5th floor to basement nia.

okay, now i shall stop crapping and do my,
blogskin! :D
yay. and bye.

2008-03-28T20:55:00.002+08:00

sports day :D
lol. 4schs combined, rocked on.
but i had a blazing sunburnt. -.-
sexy? NO.grrr. painful D:
blah, kill me thankyou.

but i was super high cos class tee was ready.
ROCK.ON. enive popcorns! (: so nice,
the ORANGE. :D i like the flower print.
turned out nicely (:

morning, sofina's daddy drove us to bishan:D
so i didn't take th subsdzd bus ^^
chatted quite alot in the car :x

sports day was coool. cos i regconise so many people.
not like last yr.
our class was super high when we saw the ENIVEathletes lorh.
we pwn lah. (; runners, you rock on okay :D
and sofina got superly zii high.

then went to juncti8n for lunch,
quick shopping and saw so many enivians in clz tee.
and studied in the library for a short while then,
i had to leave early.
so went with lingling cos she had to go for shangyin.

(: went home and looked at myself in the mirror.
and i realised i look like some tomato -.-
SO RED LAH. my face .. ><
hope my sunburn subsides by, MONDAY!:D

blah. scrutinised the class tee and felt even greater (:
enive, kemamah <3 yarlah, like duh, we rock mah.

and til nw, im still wearing the orange class teee.
my mom say, "你们班的男孩子会穿啊？如果是你弟弟我才不让他穿”。
kisiao. destroy my mood. wait til she finds out is i draw de.
confirm think i siao lorh ><
BUT ITS NICE WHAT. even my brother agreeees :/
and my dad say its too small. -.- YOU WANT ME TO LOOK LIKE DUMPLING IST?
okay, im going to wear this tomrw to everywhere.
spot me.

bye.

2008-03-27T22:42:00.002+08:00

hello(x
i realise i haven't been blogging in ages D:
bet my blog turned boring o_o
can't remember what my last post was about though,
lazy to check [:

anyway, music rocked on tuesday,
because there was a new theory that:
"girls pwn guys in drums". :DDD when 6ofus played,
we got to give the rhythm's first beat :] we rock(:
k, then the teacher asked me to play the 2 drums,
which is super seh okay :DDDDDD YAY. fun like shit.
dunno why but i like the drums :/ although,
it has to melody at all ... just beats :D
but beats is seh right O_O joker -.-

k, then wednesday was .. sianed.
PE was shitty ._. running again. lost my stamina i had.
so now im a shitty runner.
candy jiejie, i love your teacher mans D:
why some schs just let their pupils choose whether to fail or pass :D
ours is so un-lenient in that aspect.
then there was PCCG converted to LSP. which sucked big time.
because 2E didn't prepare our skit advert, until after recess,
we CHIONGGGGED. so not bad alr lah huh. but will still fail i think.
yeah, good luck to us. plus my cross stitch CMI-ed D:
i suck in econs, maybe im just not cut out to be a housewife doing chores.
and thats good okay.
cos it isn't my ambition at all :x

k, then CME. helaoshi loves me. whenever i talk she'd stop me -.-
not others, but me.
but yeahlah, im quite talkative and she's a nice cher after all (x
then FPS. kimberly didn't come.
then smy fina and me chionged so meticulously we couldn't finish 1/3.
pathetic?! veryD:
and afterwards was choir ~~audition~~ interview by ms.tham.
freaky at first, but tunrned out fine.
choir is stress like hell. thats what i think now. many others too:x
when i think of vienna, we think of practices, thn we sigh DDDDDDD:
okay, i must adapt to positive attitude. but im feeling negative(:
then went home after so long .. next day was french test,
but was so tired so slept, woke up, ate dinnner, chionged 1/2 hour,
then slpt again.

today was significantly french test.
wheere everything was around OKAY, but i left ..
almost the enitre part 2 of listening compre blank D:

LA was some pile of shit.
used to adore the subj. but now, the teacher is biased.
why must he split our clique and not others? he's just biased against us.
im procrastinating. i felt like arguing today.
what's his problem?! ._. threatening us to split ourselves?
i bet he was unhappy meiyi went to THAT group.
he wanted to MAKE ME. like duh ><
he suans me for every minor thing, MY PERFECT BOY? who?! ._.
mister, you're just a pile of shit, making my life suck?
i bet you read blogs, though you claim you'd never interfere within your,
student's private life.
welcome though, this involves YOU.

and during that LA lesson, i learnt alot, unacademically,
about someone, who i think is redundant in my life from now on..

你是我的什么人啊？我跟你很熟吗？
每次只爱逞强，有一天你会发现你已经失去你曾经拥有的一切。
当为你而忙和烦的人发现你根本就不顾他们的感受，你就会一无所有。
你让我很失望，因为我发现我们的友情不可能在继续走下去，结果会难以想象。
再见了，你说的话，你的动作，从此也就和我没有关系了。
我发觉到，我好象一直都没有真正的了解你。

bye.

2008-03-23T14:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BDAE DARLING SOFINA! :D

hello ._. yesterday was CO concert.
and now im mugging the LOGBOOK for science prj :x
me and enya were like wearing the same thing :D
black polo tee, jeans and pink hairband, tsk. FATE!
we're a couple. wonder whose the guy -.-

k, turned out no bad, with the exception of rason' horns.
LOL! :D and im super scared of his stupid shoulder.
think muscle meh? cheh! no lorh, its FATS. hahaha!
and he qi fu nu hai zi. tsk, must more gentleman de o_o

enya and i didn't even enjoy the bloody concert,
espescially after intermission lorh ><
as in, the CONCERT WAS SUPER GOOD, but we were bz phoning.
cos of class matters. shit right.
and every damned shop don have orange or purp or green,
then black and white, BY WED is the damn ex de o_o
so call here call there, ask for opinions.
but missed out some important frens to call .___.
im DYING. so after the intermission was like sms sms sms.

thanks CAS and VAN for taking all the trouble,
for making the teeshirt :x

then it was like kao, me and enya dont dare make any decisions,
but made in the end, cos van and cas were leaving.
then shittyshittybangbang, go read dhsenive-ohseven.blogspot.com,
and you'd know why o_o
bang slam. DIE.

so only managed to enjoy the 1st song,
then our phones were running off the hoook :X SHIT.

blah.

and today was even shittier.
god knows why. im wordless.

everyone wants my life.
but they don't know whats my life ._.

2008-03-21T23:18:00.002+08:00

hello. i really must remind myself to update this blog.
but its getting stupidier everyday.

i think ive adapted to sitting with amanda.
not bad, quite fun. but less crap.
hais, i still miss those 3 people ._. ENYA, CLARENCE, SEAN!
lol. they are super fun.
nice teacher splitted us up so prettily <3 seriously.

gah, im facing so many problems, and i always thought YAY,
when it was time to go back to class,
because sitting arrangement was so cool crappy and fun.
then i can spill my feelings out to them.
and zooooom, gone like litespeed. AMAZING! D:
i think depression's going to hit me soon.

even meh agreees my stupid life sucks okay.
see how idiotic my life can get >< GRRRR. RAAAAHH.

today was not bad lahs(:
had some stupid restrictions in the morning,
so arrived like super late at sofina's hse for the dushuhui.
ended up finalising class tee instead.
cos they completed the discussion already :D
so finalied class tee, and im like WHEEEEEEEEEEE <3

then met clarissa and meiyi at popular late ):
im so bad. im always arriving late for everything.
srry guys. bought 2 poster thingys, and cost a bomb, like $8.
then bus-ed to shuqi's house.
in the lift i had a laughing gag right up to her doorstep.

then we discussed the science stuffs, blah.
i did mainly nothing, except little sketching.
cos i was focused on the class teeee LOLS! :]
yay. its going to be made like TOMORROWWWWWW :x LOVELOVE.

okay, then shuqi mom was nice and gave me and clar hotdog bread.
Mei yi dont want hahah. nice bread.
went back there and friendster-ed about.
showed them D.L. lols. :D and they never say shuai lorh o_o
then clar showed me ______ (someone she calls GAY).
but he's not okay. other than his main DP, he loooks quite nice luh.

k, then went back frm shuqi's house.
and me and clar went to eat dinner at whitesands.
hahah. and arcaded :D
clar daytona-ed and balled.
balled with her but my hands and legs hurt.
muscle training, must ren3. LOL!

then went home.

FPS MUGGING PERIOD. then till NOW.
cos sofina kimberly and i discussed until want die at first.
cos im a retarded piggo and they have to explain like TONS of times.
espescially kimberly.

blah, i shall concentrate. this is jst part time entertainment.
yeahszx, bye.

2008-03-19T17:54:00.002+08:00

eh almost-dead blog, YO.
sarah's such a joker.

yesterday was so fun okaaay :D
fun until cannot fun already (x
crapppped alot. can die. BUT SUPER FUN! :D
crapper -.- sarcastic people are assholes!
LOLLOLLLOLLOLOL. >< wahaha.

then french class was o_o seriously okay.
sian until can die.
but exam coming, so must study lah correct.
yeahhxzx. lol. lets hope french would at least get B,
then can bu tie my C? if i got?! LOL.

kay, went home.
saw the sitting arrangemt, which was put it up, then i was pissed.
like, really. wth. as in, im seriously not happy lah.
its super unfair also.

i mean, its hard to come up with a perfect plan,
but hey! wasn't our previous one near to perfect alr? ._.
pisseeeeed. everyone was lah.

so msn was very super active, everyone kaobei HER D:

morning went to sch, then everyone sat in new order.
then i was like tmd. whattheshit.
stupid lah. then i was like cursing with so many others.

then cher came in din even give a heck about our opinions.
shit.

o_o
okay, byeeeeee :/

2008-03-15T18:51:00.002+08:00

shitness. i feel so unhappy D:
everytime i hear zhihao's song recommendation,
the CHONG FU FAN CUO, it brings me into an emo state.
doesn't help me feel better,
like duh .. translation is to: repeat your mistake DD:
yeah, like it really matches my situation.
-if you change,
<3 maybe i will go back to you.
BLAH D: im so pissed at myself.

so many work undone, so little time.
and its not like ive beeen enjoying myself, slacking.
and sleeping and playing com or whatevs.
i've been using the my com since like 1?
and im so unproductive o_o
the feeeling is killing me ._.

plus, tomorrow's the finals for my guitar compt 08.
im so going to flunk it.
tr.esth says i got potential -likewth.
so wrong. cos all the guitar does is to stalk dust.
cos i never practice.
i feel so unprepared, i dont want to turn up tmrw.
i dont even think i can secure top3 D: MAN =X

i had so much confidence after the semifinals.
now i feel so lost.

and look at the emotional state im in now. 'collapse'.
bleah. shrunk into some squirrrel already.
-sarah's such a sucker. grrr.
i HATE to give YOU suspense. but your stupid acts fail by me.

monday's going to come straightafter tomorrow.
now bile is filling my stomach. sickness. school.
whatever is the point of even going to sch?!
unless i work hard .do i? oh, i dont know.
monday's going to be horrendous.
and there's only less than 10 people i really want to see.
the rest of you, SHUN BY ME o_o

stupid phone refuses to stop vibrating.
about some nonsical, sian-ed, boring, nothing better to ask QUESTIONS!
GRR. *i want to lose connection with the world.
hide in some underground tunnel, ot the burrow.
never come out.

sometimes i feeel so ostrich.
avoiding reality. snugging my head into the hole in the ground.
so undaringly frightened by reality. so unsure what to do. so helpless.
pathetic, me.
sounds so LOL, and EMOtional. but true what ._.

blah, maybe i have to get myself some extreeeeme brushdown.
then i can really work out everything into schedule.
but the thing is, i dont even feeel stressed.
i have adopted this new I DONT CARE attitude, that im sure,
is going to ruin me. .likeduh.

raaaaaaaaaaaaaah. gimme an answer alright everyone?
to whatever is the world? topsyturvy.

-sighs.

2008-03-14T00:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO. i've not been blogging since ytd isit? yeah.
okay, anyway, yesterday nite, which is wednesday,
i went to the RV concert o_o
im commentless. i bet if they'd sung nice songs like us,
they'd sound better than us. like what jane said.
but nvm, we shall all work harder :D DHSCHOIR pwn(:

arthur's hilarious. keep saying i have constipation lorh.
I DONT mister -.- lamo loser. HAHHAHAH.
anyway, yeahzxsx. i have peeeekchures. i shall post them nxt time.
btw, arthur looked like a gangster ytd ._. REALLY LAH!
i bluff you for what o_o got money meh. LOL! >< but serious okay.
wahahhah. i told him im very descent :D

tomoro's going to be another fun daaaaay (;

but seriously lah, i think i have to start caring more abt my studies.
if not i keep saying i want to work hard,
no action also useless ain't no?! 0_0 bahs, cannot like that alr.
but daniel say right, "stupid ppl then study". LOL.
so am i stupid?! ahahh. yeaaahah. funny.

jianbao i finished 2 articles liao lorhs. now im going to do the 3rd one.
dont care. by hook or by crroooook must finish by tonite.
then i'm left with my math assignments, the 2 w/s all halfway.
then the reflection, i imba, hvnt started at all LOLLLLLL shitty e-portfolio waste my time one lorhzx. i mean, whats th pnt?
like's that going to be your submission for your resume like tht lah.
o.o BOOBLEAH.

then the chinese strybk thingy grp one not even a single party yet.
according to clarence, he alr had 2? or 3? GRR. im lag.
the later, the individual one. WAHAH. im using qi shi hai shi hui xiang ta.
its a love novel. so more interesting.
if not i think i'd fall aslleeeep :D

how to kill a mockingbird= a feww chapters?! :D not bad huh.
okaay, then geog prj. i've to wait tilll meiyi flies back frm bkk.
cme prj i dont know whatits. >< must rly on her again o_o HAH.
um, then right, .. lets seeee :/
science prj! SHUQI IS TH PRO! :D thankyou dear, for the initiatives.
if need help must tell me ah (((((; sarahlovesyou ^^
history the whole bloody stack of notes to file -.-

okay, i shall head bk to my chinese finding of articles for my lianhezaobao.
D: GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!
wish me all th best ah :/

12.30 alr, i have 8cntcts online still. bucuo mah. LOL.
okay, bck to mugging sarah!!! :D

2008-03-10T19:05:00.003+08:00

yo. i have alot of things to blog about.
since there are tooo many things,
i shall um, cut down on ramblings and details.
so everything would be brief and sweet :D

FRIDAY
was KALEIDOSCOPE, and quite sian luh.
sec1s and sec2s were forced to sit on the track! [x
then i was so pissed. cos the track was wet lah.
and my skirt was drenched like siao.

then later some concert.
the bangalah one was nice. everyone zi high-ed.
and clar's indian accent is so interesting o.o
hahahha =.=

okay, then the strings craft and manga.
which was super lame lorh, i wanted to ._.

and then rushed to spotlight with enya, nicky, arthur.
but when we were at outram, mom called to tell me i left my,
wallet at buona vista. the person smrtly called her o.o
so went back to buona. and back to outram then doby ghaut.
and arthur smarly led us to plaza sing to meet sam and ht.

so we spotlight-ed and discussed class tee.
that issue is a complete sucker! >< i hate class tees.
can't they just mark it off the list.

shitshithsit.

okay.
and home.

SATURDAY
sofina, enya, nicky and clar came my house paint banner.
and IT IS GLAMOROUS OKAY. bahhs.
camwhored super alot foindijsijfansdjnds like its true.
then sofina and nicky became chefs and cooked maggie for us.
delicious okay. thanks ah ppl. i scared i set fire on my kitchen.

yeah, then later called people for potluck and stuffs.
msn-ed zhihao and he didn't believe nicky was with me lah. stupid.
and right, he's so obviously jealous of arthur.
the things he say ah... tsktsk :/ AHHAHAHA. im joker.

SUNDAY
bah. i was late to meet sof, kim, clar, nicky and zh -.-
paiseh. cos stuck in rain mah.
okay, then later i needed to buy presents cos class comm.
so i bought BALLS.
and then we were off to kimberly's hse to set up party stuffs.
with the help of rene and gang + gladys,
we got everything done. balloons, streeeeeeamers, and BANNER!!@#$%^&.

i karaoked alot and ended up with coarse voice and sore throat kkzx.
i skipped dinner and my stomach ached alot.

then the was worst thing was when going home time.
my fone batt went flat and wallet WENT MISSING.
shitty right. okay, then i almost cried.
then later rason's dad fetched me to mrt.
oooh. i got everyone kinda worried. srry.

monday
morning i sianed.
then later emo-ed for i dont know why.
went home fun.
i made american accent which pwned arthur okay!! :D
I ROCK.
then at night heard some ahhhheeeem news.
okay, nvm. and done.

today
nothing happenened.
with the exception of guitar later lorh o_o

2008-03-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

HEYY. today was okay i guess.
clarence wasn't as fun as he was ytd,
cos we decided crappy was bad for health =.=

science i stoned, cos mei xing qing LOL.
kinda boring what. those food test ._.

LA was screwed. i think.
2nd LA got back final test score,
and was the same as previous test.
so what even is the point?
and marctan was like, "saaaaraaah" when i got my paper.
obscene man. biantai. how can i not elaborate my answer.
when i ming ming understand what to rite!!! GRR.
average out i 6 more marks get A alr okay.
sarah shall study for term2. LA is not suicidal attempt,
science is.

BP was when i chionged geog halfway.
comicstrip is like so sian okay. i can fall asleep.
ask me analyse comics ._.

math i also sian down there.

went lunch with enya, nicky, clar and cas :D
and went moelc with cas amd and van (; HAHAHAH.
adidas is NICER. but nehmind lah, later clz got probs again.
=.=

french slpt throughout :X the second half.
cos first half i got my 3 big packets of HARIBO to eat mah.
sugar intake keeps me awake.

okay, then ARTHUR WAITED FOR ME TIL 4.30.
cos apparently he did his history and learnt standard form frm sabrina.

okay. thats all. later i elaborate peple saay donno what.
LOL.bye. ntiez.

2008-03-05T18:29:00.002+08:00

hello.
YESTERDAY!
in school. was embarassssssingly spastic :X
first, the relief science teacher made fun of me and zhihao o.o
some niu lang whatever nu joke -.-
then LA DRAMA Quote. clarence and i are suckers o.o
cos is MUST ONE OKAY =.= if not we fail liao lorhszx.
he gave me the rose *fakely*, then his whole face red sia.
kao ... was damnnnned dammmnned freakingly paiseh.

CHOIR'S MUSICAL PROMENADE VII <3 was loves.
we stepped into our hideous gowns,
and the guys zipped on their blazers :D
then the show begun! [:
while we were backstage, warming up our voices,
just a few minutes before everything started ..
"heyhey, good luck, must jiayou ahs!", and hugs
were overwhelming.

before going onto stage i was thinking,
i've been in this choir for 1 year already ><
and last concert seemed as though it was just months ago.
now i'm singing the entire concert,
there are sec1s, they are my junoir.
i'm not the youngest in the choir anymore ..

i recollected the memories i had, with the senoirs,
like it was most likely their last concert with the junoir high choir.
espescially with xingganlicious and pmz .__. ]
and all those memories i had with my fellow batchmates.
ROCK ON! x33 to my ruoooo and tiiing!!! :D
you guys are the best.

i realise how much i treasure my cca mates,
how much secrets we shared, how we discussed serious topics tgt,
how we criticised each other tgt :X
ajbvnjoifappadfopon, YES, i LOVED YOU GUYS.

the onstage moment was melodramatic o_o
we went onstage then the audience were cheering like crazy.
they clapped right after almost everysong.
I LOVE THOSE ENIVIANS WHO WENT TO MY CONCERT GUYS! <3
the 10 of you were really great!
thanks to those who smsed me jiayous tooo, like my dearest kimberly. o.o

my throat was almost giving way alr ..
the hsm part was the best from what i heard.
they all liked bop to the top =.= which was sexxaaaye? HAHAHAHxD.
yeeeeahs.

and when the concert ended, MY LOVES CHEERED MY NAME!! <3
wooohyeahbabehszx. thanks mans, ILU alrights.

then cleareed bckstage and went home with ting, tao and arthur sucker, HAHAH!
okaay, cos right, ting and tao went different line as me and arthur,
so me and arthur felt damned awkward,
and we saw the whole grp of bass and tenors there staring o.o
kao, was paiseh.

yeeeeah. AND THE END.
i love concerts, although its really like,
台上一分钟，台下十年功。
i can't wait for the nxt musical promenade.
jiayous choir, we all can do it!

TODAY
morning arthur came and had alot of fun with enya, clar and nicky HAH.
then later was PE. and im superwoman, not cos i run fast.
(clarence thinks im superwoman too) HAHAHHAHA.
okay, then later was PCCG. sucked big time because of the cls',
uncompromising, indecisive attitude towards the class tee.
i tell you ah, enive is the most political institute i've ever been,
involved with.

THEN MATH ROCKED. aiyah, clarence, im a goood tutor okay?
cos basically i rock. hahahah. anyway, im happy with my marks lorhs.
see, hard work pays offffffff XDDDDDD ohyeahzxsx/] hard work pays off.
i gathered that o_o

okay, then science, malay and whats that um, CME?
clarence was HIGH mans. so we talked alot alot alot. how fun =.=
bOOYEAHXZSX. we four love our sitting arrangement :D

yeahzx. then FPS. sian lahs. =.= rush out some report i couldn't even complete.
then went home with arthurleeeee and enivians.
arthur was depressed i think, ooh, cheer up lahs :DDDDD

fineandbye.
is tomorrow going to be a better day?

2008-03-03T20:40:00.003+08:00

hello ._. min is updating her blog finally (: YAY xD
ahhaha. anyway, i got to rush this post lol.
stupid arthur is a slow poke >< TSK!
sen me one thing take so long .. im nice lorhs.
and yes, YOU SHALL TREAT ME idontcare.

hahahah, went back with ruo, ting, nicole, arthur and his clzmates.
who claimed they want come zuo guai in my clz tmrw(;
THEY ARE NICE. okay, i practice 'favouratism'. however you spell it.
i like REEEENA and STEPHANIEEEE :D hahah, cos they're pretty?
ahhah. his class the girls all kinda chio o.o

lol. i cnt believe IN 23HOURS its concert alr :DDDDD
yikes, excited, but you know, about ms. tham's talk ...
i should focus much much more.

yay. tmrw's gonna be AWWEEESOME :D
yes, hey samantha and fellow enivians going to choir conc,
buy me a flower -.- THANKYOU. and love you loads.
hahahahaha. okay ..

anyway, tmrw's also camwhore day.
with xingganlicious, ruo, ting, nicole, arthur, weixuan, pmz .. somemore(;
HAHAHAHAH :X
okkkzxszx/ sch was fine today./

tmrw's triple chinese, like wth -.- SIANSZXX.
yeah, and bye.

2008-03-02T12:01:00.002+08:00

its 12 oclock in the afternoon :X
and im doing my geog research thingy.
i think i'm going to do around 4, or so.
maybe 5, cos im predicting,
to hit compulsory 10 by end of years,
is impossible with the 2 more terms with,
lvl camp, shit, more shit, and EOYS o_o

awwmans. my schedule is liike so freaking uptight.
i can't even pause and rest when im sick,
when im desperate to recover quick cos concert's,
in 2 days o.o

i have so many vomits to do, but no freeeakin time.

1. revise all my choir scores
2. collect everyone's IDMI score.
3. geography research
4. ~~LI SHI REN WU~~ done.
5. get my L.A script memorised.
6. ~~geography filing~~ done.
7. ~~history filing~~ done.
8. ~~the class gathering events~~ done.
9. the class gathering props.
10. study dates DDDDD:

seriously, would i die from a disorder?
blasjifnoauidsnd. its like they suddenly fling all the prjs at you.
in a 1weeek holiday.
i've got more projects okaaay. like CME, SCIENCE, GEOG?
what else .. o_o grrrrrahs.

and why is this individual mugging her stuffs?
cos she wants blahblahblah in her future and blahblahblah.
ooh. all shit and rubbish. woosh.
how cliche, you all work for a brighter future.
when we can just accept the fact that,
if everyone doesn't work hard, everyone would have the same future,
and why bring in the the social caste? booyeah.

ahhh, whatever. hahahha, okay, byeeees. :D LOL!

2008-03-02T01:04:00.003+08:00

is my bskin unglam? LOL.
okay, i wanted to switch url.
but the thought of tagging everyone, thn i sian alr.
anyway, ytd and today im SICK.
im down with feeeever .__. but SARAH WILL HEAL :D
yah, im driking loads of water okaaays.
i felt unwell at choir ytd and sofina's hse alr lorhs.

blah. and today i went out again,
to find my cod shoes or whatever. cos right, my old one,
the heel broke when i wore it during cny DDDD:
and dmk and blahbkjodkfaosijdn at compasspoint dont have heels,
that come in my size. so i wearing just a teeeeny heels that kind.
i would feel short that day DDDDD:

alright, just now had mass convo with arthur and nic and their old sch ppl.
in the end me and arthur dao them cos we couldn't get what they were,
trying to saaaaay :D

anywaaaaays. i think this yr the yr1s are high on frenster o.o
and my frenster is so unupdated :X boooyeah.
im going to update it one day, but im lazy.
maybe i shld just delete mine? LOL. hahahah.

blah and hah! :D IM SIAN AND SICK AND TIRED.
and ive just completed the li shi ren wu thingy.
but its 1 alr. so gooodnites people.

i think this blog entry suck loaaaaaaaaaads D:

2008-02-26T23:22:00.003+08:00

hellos:D
yesterday
okay luhs. LOL. um, there was PE, and my inclined sucked as usual.
the teacher was like ZERO. lol? i suck at incline.
i sweeeear i have a severe lack of arm muscles o.o im not fit .__.

then was choir. okaaay lah. not that bad.
but i still dont know what to wear for hsm :X
xingganlicious is wearing a jersey [: howcool!(:
bleahs. thn on the way home, arthur was acting like a moron.
because he suddenly forgotten that im older than him:D
and right, he's friend, some sengjoe guy,
is irritating and thought that his camera had 100mgpx :D pro?
yeah, very .__. okay, im mean. sorry.
thn everytime we talk, he interrupt. then i was so pissed,
i threatened arthur that i would board the nxt train:DDDDD
finally, sengjoe shutupped and played his hphone game(;

thn i went home and totally forgotten that i had to discuss
the LA thingy with enya, clarence and sean -.-
so enya sms me and sean called me, when i was about to sleep :/
hahahah. discussed quite little lehs.

then, i gave clarence false hopes on msn that money would drop,
from his bedroom ceiling o.o

today
morning, started of WELL. with junoirs like nicole, weixuan and arthur visiting.
then i was pissed off. as in, even clarence could tell i was pissed.
amazingly -.-
lol. then later okay liaos i think. kinda settled.

thn LA was like o.o GREAT? cos we were given time to discuss the drama quote thingy.
lol. and sean and clarence were imaginative .__.
people! prepare to be greeted with surprise tmrw -.-

PC was used for chinese. yay. i scraped A lorh. 35/50.
which is 70/100. but its borderline .__. nvm, i shall work harder.
can one rites! :D qi wang hui bian cheng xi wang (:
LOL.

yah, then third lang, we sort of shifted permanently to an aircon clz.
special huh. lol .. ? and it was super cold so i felt like sleeping.
thn clz room is enclosed and super big o.o
i must bring jacket nxt weeeeek :D
choir windbreaker is loves anyway.

yah, okaaaay. bye.
im mugging fps again. i so regret taking that lorhs.

2008-02-24T22:55:00.001+08:00

PEOPLE! :D BUY CHOIR TICKETS FROM ME ALRIGHT?
PRETAAAAYE PLEASE?

$10 4th MARCH VCH! (: ahahahha.

come our concert!! :D

2008-02-24T13:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday was so much more than fun(:
HAHAH. now i think doing prj is fun :D
with: kimberly, sofina, meiyi, enya, clarence, sean <3
cos can go hyper, but will slack loads too:D WAHAHHA.

dokayzx. haaa. went to meet enya and clarence first,
then walked to tampines library, so tired, LOL.
we went inside the HUGO room, with all those nice nice bks.
and then we sat down and i conked my head, cos i smartly,
took the cushion chair while the 2 sat on the floor.
so i went to sit on the flooor too.
and when we were discussing what class poem to chooose,
clarence, SMARTLY, whaha, went to sit on the cushion chair.
and conked his head. then we laughed :DDDD AHHAHAH!
blahs, then we talked about sean's mickey mouse shoeees :X
but stopped cos we felt so mean.
in the end he come also nver wear that shoes -.-

then we decided library dammmmned sian so we went TM.
and asked sean to meet us there. he turned up earler than us at macs.
and we spent a hell lot of nice time SLACKING in macs.
ahahha. and we keep complaining cos cnt connect to internet.
i think wireless@sg got some stupid problem.
so me and sean bring laptop no use alr :XXXX
HAHAHA. and we did around 45%-50% in macs. without internet.
PRO RIGHT? and it was slacking and funning at the same time lols.

then later we decided to take mrt to starbucks simei :D
LOL. ahahaha. craps, cos we didn't tell our parents lorh .__.
and we found a switch for the laptop battery LUCKY.
if not no battery alr .. and the best thing is, THERE WAS INTERNET.
yay.

then arthur was like, "eh, i wait for you since 4 oclock."
cos i told him i'd be on9 at 4 when he asked mah, LOL.
then who knws macs got no internet. so make him wait for 3-4hrs(:
YAY. i rock. blah, no lah. sorry. lols. im NICE.
oh, and he's LAMER ARTHUR. rhyms right? haahhaha,
enya and me keeep msning him, then we forgot about work.
but CLARENCE AND SEAN ARE PRO KIA. cos they do one 160 words prgh,
on ONESPECIFICCOMPARISON. rockers. lol.
k, then later, arthur say im childish. lol? doesn't make sense right?
eh arthur, I YOUR SENOIR! must respect me. haahhahahaha.

and remember people? CLARENCE OWES ME WHAT? a drink right?
lol, turned out to be a TIRAMISU CAKE, shared by me, enya, him.
cos sean thought it was disgusting.
the ALCOHOL PLUS CHOC CAKE IS LIKE $6 FOR ONE SMALL PIECE.
then cos got alcohol, then only 16 and above can buy.
so i tried my luck, <3 AND THE PERSON SOLD IT TO ME.
and in less than 5mins, clarence's 6DOLLARS WAS GONE :X
ahahaahhah. k, at first, all three of us shared.
then later, clarence act smart go toilet. so me and enya ATE HAPPILY.
and NICELY left one small portion for him, see we nice right?! :D
but the cake is damn nice.

then we continued with workworkwork.
more like slacking. LOLS. then went to eat dinner at around 10?
at the banquet there. clarence, was FULL. so he bought orange juice.
hais, next time must try snapple, cos right, it will cos bladder issues! :D
LOL! and right, sean's joker.
cos he said, "you all suck lah."
then one second later he say, "eh, no lah." LOL? LOL!
WHAHAH. :D kz, thn we went dwon to starbucks, then didn't even on the laptop,
then decided to LEAVE. lol. :D cos it was like 10.15-10.20 plus?
then clarence say, if stay up until 11 then police see will call parents -.-
ahhaha. o.o then so, we waited with clarence for his father,
and sean keeep saying he wanna go home, cos he watch alot of HORROR SHOWS.
then later one head roll out in front of him, when he alone in the bus,
or the bus driver suddenly become monster. HHHAHAHAHAH!
k, then later enya walked home, but me and sean take dif line,
so byeeee.

LOL!!! :D
yah, and so, bye.

2008-02-22T22:21:00.003+08:00

yo:D today the MEH didn't AP. so yayxD

science class, sicko, sicky, sicksicksick -.-
mdm rozana so fluent in the SR lang lorh.
but i concentrated okay, i seriously tried my best,
to copy down notes and all, cos i know i suck, ty.
the topic shld be easier than the circ.system luh(:

then later was the chinese test. im so glad i studied.
the output of studying makes me glad, not bad huh.
i know almost all the chengyu lah, c, i PRO. yay!<3
and rights, i think the whole world knows i suck in chi alr.

and before choir rocks lorh.
cos right, me, enya, clar and nicky go kz clarence&sean in the libr.
then clarence, unlike sean, was NICER lorh.
so he let us watch ying ye3+1 the episode seven.
eh, its nice lorh, and me and enya like hyena like that, cnt stop LOL.
and zhihao must think im despo. cos right, i keep saying,
mingdao is shuai. BUT HE REALLY IS WHAT o.o

k, then CHOIR :D
hai hao luhs. not that tiring. im going to buy my costume one day.
it should be sleeeeeveless:D like jingqi. yay, we rock.
and ting went for IVP and ruo went for bloodbank .__.
so nicole and arthur so nice lah! wait for me to go homeeee :/
YAY!xD i love you nicole, but i don't love you arthur.

cos right, the meany purposely keeeep kicking my shoe o.o
and then he SANG you know. not bad rights. but all rap derh. hahah.
and he's zilian toooo, cos he keep seeing in the mirror his hair :/
then when he went off right, i said "so long sucker!" alot of time:D
COOOOOL RIGHT? okay, im not joking.
then nicole and i had SECRETS SHARING SESSION. its the [SSS].
fun lorh. talking to nicole is cooooool too!
ohyah xingganlicious, ARTHUR SAYS IM THE NICEST SENOIR IN CHOIR <3
not bad huh. jealous right.

ohshit.
im not suppose to be blogging. im suppose to be mugging fps.
by 12 midnight. damned it. bye.

2008-02-21T20:49:00.002+08:00

heeeellos :D
today was a boring day again.
im so guai i just finished studying my chengyu(;
LOL! hahahahxD and right, tmrw's chinese test.
I PRAY AND HOPE I CAN FINISH THE PAPER.
i must not take my time and do slowly.
but i read chinese words really damn slow D:
im retarded at chinese.

later i'd continue mugging my chinese,
can't afford to fail anymore lerhs.
i LOVE essays, they are like saving my marks,
by A GOOD DAMNED LOT :D love essays o.o

eugene call me mugger, then i tell him i failed bio.
then he say HIGH FIVE.

and I SWEAR YINGLIANG IS NICE :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
omgszxzx. i don't like him, but he's nice okkay.
ask enya!!!! :D i think he's the nicest guy i met so far!
o.o

jingqi opened a mass conversation.
LOL! all choristers onlined. so many .. got mo qi :D

and arthur's name is big.
cos i told yingliang and eugene abt YOU luh.
not about you. about your height. 169 huh. nvm,
deng zhe qiao.
xianwei, ivan, YOU 2 ALSO! :D

okaaaaay. today is boring day.
i like drawing kscube. its fun lorhs.

2008-02-20T21:47:00.001+08:00

today was okaaay luhs. msning arthur= can die one(;
cos the 2finger typer type um, slowly, COMPARED TO ME :D
and his mom invades his privacy o.o PRO RIGHT.

fps was fineeee afterall, bucuo lehs. mei bei mah :D
but must chioooong out everything by friday 12am ><
ohmanz. HOW? i didn't even touch fps when i got home til now?
slept woke up MUGGED FRENCH HOMEWORK .__. sucked big time.

and sitong went to tell yingliang smth .. and it made me,
SUPER PAISEH -.- yingliang has chinese test tmrw and he apparently,
DAYDREAMS in chinese, not bad huh. high five, no luh, kiddin.
whatever, i disturbed his revision, cos i keep smsing him ><
but he says its okay, so okay lorh(; LOL. jiayou tmrw or wdv.

i think im going to rite a letter to beloved ruowei:D
cos right, its fun(; LOL. i hope she returns oneeeee :/
then we can keeeeep riting, cca mates are your longest frens in sec skuu lorhs.
cos its like 3.5 yrs altgt. :D

ting and i had auditions today, it was okaay i guess.
but for the alto cantemus both of us blanked out at the alto come in part o.o
oopsXD then later some arthur with his caucasion accent come and call me.
so went back with um, alot of ppl.
me, ting, him, jiayan, claire, sharfaye, creshelle ^^
he knows a damn lot of senoirs. and he says, "i feel like a thorn."
duh... "we're the roses!" LOL! ><

okaaay. then me and ting went shopping at tiong bahru.
and got a red hangten teeeeeshirt at discounted price. i sound like aunty ;D
lol! for the um, hsm thingy. lols!:D friday suppose to wear mah.
and right, ting is so cute luhs(; that was random but yeah.
i bought takoyaki balls, then i walk the 1st storey 1 round,
then walked second storey 2 rounds, and she PEI-ed WO ZOU(:
HOW NICE DARLING (((((;

kkz. there's no frenh tmrw. ohyeah. go home early. hooray(:
and i can't wait for saturday.

cos clarence is going to treat me to a drink.
hahahahhah! its going to be a nice one okay, for cheering me up LOL!
cos i fail science mah;D and you didn't -.-

K, thats all. byeeeee.
did i mention? clarence is sehkia. cos right,
he um, left his ENTIRE MALAY PAPER BLANK(; omgzx. so seh right?
lol!! :D
thats all, and im proud to announce, I WON XINGGANLICIOUS.
so she has to retreat to her cute one:X which i think is,
super disgusting.
but the shuai one's like MINE alr (: no luhs, kidding^^

2008-02-19T12:39:00.002+08:00

hello .__. im in the com lab, listening to some actionscript.
>< IM SAD -.- lol, no cancel. can't LOL anymore,
cos i failed my science. apparently im just unlucky luhs.
threre's this pretty question, where if you answer A wrong,
you get the rest wrong too(: and im the pretty question's target^^
YAYxD IROCK[: qwahhah D:
BUT I FAILEEEED 10/25 pathetic. not only did i luhs,
people who put Q all scored exceptionally low or failed too <3
BUT STILL, i feel so zibi cos i literaaally suck :D HORROR.

music teacher is effing uncivilised. called someone bloody and idiot.
uneducated and babaric language. sweeeeet :X
its like the person didn't even do anything wrong,
is talking an offence? is standing the way YOU don't like to see wrong?
LOL! how could you just mouth such crude language? and pls,
to gain respect as a TEACHER, ACT LIKE ONE. like duh(;

geography test was okaaaaay luhs, what you want me to say?
tmrw's like malay test alr, and then there's math test.
and science prj. which for the most would help me gain some marks so i won't
get a pathetic F on my report card D:
I SO MUST MUG !! :D sarah, jiayou. i think everyone's worried for me(;
im worried for myself also(; don't i rock? ><
god, ruowei and i must mantained calm, cos both our sciences are -.-
and bldyhll. i scored second in clz for chem&phy last yr lorh.
but nvm, since i suck so much in bio, maybe i shldn't take 3ripleSCI.

yeahhhhhzxzzxzxx. bye.

ohyah, this morning, arthur was nice(: LOL! :D
if you eveeeer read this, -.-
he came my clz but i wasn't there, so he went to the bus waiting area,
to wait for me ... thn walk to clz! :D lOL!
MY JUNOIR IS CUTEEEEE AND NICEEEE :/
weixuan, THANK YOU FOR THE 6BUCKS TORTOISE, ily angel :D
i love the littleeee torty. :D LOL.
blahahahahah(:

my choir audition is like tmrwwwwww D: AHJIFDAJOIFJ./
ruowei, see luhs. you cmi so i mus go -.-
HAHAH. kz, wish me luck. lets b positive luh huh.
but things are taking a turn for the worse lately.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D

2008-02-18T21:56:00.002+08:00

PE was hell fun(: LOL!
right enya? right rason -.- cos slack mah.
and somemore, i didn't do my 3sets(:
IROCKMANZ. blah. im lazy and abit retarded o.o
cos i cannot do incline lorh! .__. unfairness.
its not i purposely want my hand muscles to be so weak.
but it alr is so what i can do nia.

orhs, then recess was boring. eh, is it uh?
dunnoooo >< i only knw i bought green tea(:
kimberly had extra honeydeeeeeewwy^^

Then later HCL. and got me pissed lorh -.-
xielaoshi, if you're ever reading this,
im sorry if you think we're trying to help sean.
but we weren't exactly. lol! hahah, cos we were,
more like telling him to do the right thing,
so he won't get scolded.
and somemore we didn't know he took his bro's one,
and found out the same time you did(:
but i feel that calling his parents is abit harsh lahs,
thats all (:

Assembly was so sian lorhszx. hahah! i literally knocked off.
as in serious lahs, sleeeping :X the movie boring.
only when hannah talk thn become interesting.

oh and clarence was HIGH today lorh. so lessons were fun(;
fun until the whole maths lesson don't need listen.
cos he imba mah, get A+ then i only get A D: not fair again.
anyway, doesn't matter, i pwned him b4(:

and talk until history mrs. wong pissed off by us lehs.
pro heh? LOL! :D ROCKERS.

choir was drainingD: stoood at the direct same spot for so long.
leg was extremeeeeely pissed :D but nvm horh, must REN3(:
andandand, choir was freeeeaky too .__. uncommentable luhs.

going home at SEVEN was fun(; definitely not cos its 7even luh.
but fun k. cos arthur and nicole went hme with shirlyn ht and me(;
and arthur is crappy lorh. now then i know he this kind one -.-
make me pisseeeed alot liao horh. treat me nice, im your SENOIR.
and he says, "you look old lehs". kao. where got lorhs D:
IM YOUNG!!!! :D younger than you, go and minus your stupid 3cm lahs.
169junoir and 166senoir is not respectful. LOL!
and so what if your chinese damn imba, lol!
my english will pwn you deeeeerh(;

yay. tmrw no french(; OHYEHAHHHHZX. lols, but fps needs severe mugging.
and its like wth luhs. so difficult, can die one. how i wish i was in,
BIZLAB.

and im so glad clz gathering got 30+ ppl can go(: this is like,
SO SUCCESSFUL(; HOOOOORAYS:] YAY! :D btw ppl, kimberly's func room,
is like super exotic one kz :D

blahhah. byeeeee. kimberly's sunglasses is COOL lehs. i want(;

2008-02-16T20:34:00.002+08:00

heeeello. my family's like downstairs watching chinGAY.
its sian lahs. as in, abit(: but i still prefer blogging.
i've been trying super hard to find a nice skin,
but to no avail, so SORRRRAYE cos you guys would have to,
strain your poor eyes. lahdeeedeeedahhs D:

guitar lesson was stressful. cos i was so qin lao :X
tmrw's competition lehs, of course must gambatte nia.
(: sarah will rock the hall down -.- LOL.
and i just found out its 3.30-4 at choa chu kang,
meaning i'd be late to do my FPS prj with kimberly and sof.
ohjoy. like reaaal. nvm, my dad/mom's bringing me straight(:

but right, im still freeeeaking scared. boo, im retarded.
i practiced so hard, cos im not those tian cai in guitar de o.o
and my wrist more pain then fingers lorh. the skin of my fingers,
want come off liaos ... D: haiyo.

bah, i think i'd be the only girl in skirt tmrw lorh,
thou they said dress formally, but rights, ppl with sense wld wear jeans.
but im nice, since kimberly say go her hse wear skirt,
so bobian lorh(: HHAHAH. but im damn chorlorh one lehs.
must wear fbt if can o.o

okay, bye. im talking to beloved ting :D
ahahhaha! yay. HAPPY BDAE XING GANLICIOUS. you're always in my heart :D

2008-02-16T12:11:00.003+08:00

hello .__. lets talk about thursdayVALLYDALLY, friday and toooday:D

VALENTINES DAY
ahhaha[: i hope you guys liked your cards okaaay. AND TO EVEYRYONE,
i like really love all your cards. they are wonderful(;
yes, and thankyou yiching for your coookies,
and xingganlicious for calling me sexy and retarded o.o LOL!
and kimberly for saying i live in a totally CLOSED society :X
the rest of the cards were brilliant toooo XD
and weixuan came to my class to giv me card you know? JEALOUS RIGHT?!

k, thn dunno why i that day so much jingshen i tell youuus.
sitong gave me all his V'day sweet for french, so i had high sugar intake,
didn't sleeep :D WHAHAHS. and then ernest sweet he put on table,
then dunno why stolen o.o HAHAHHAHAH. if not i have DOUBLE SWEEETS :D
ohyeah babehhzsxz.

thn later i went home from french, messaging yingliang -.- it was FUN lorh.
dunno why that boring guy become so interesting.
then i told him alot of stuff eh, o.o he told me stuffs tooo xD HEH.
and thn he told me mix sch alot of politics, thn i was like, "yahluh."
but single sex sch got "GAY". hah!
and the guai guai person turned pai gia alr :X

at night went for theory clz. claire ddin't go.
so i sat nxt to juslyn and shane, who AP-ed the teacher again -.-
teacher is his mother siah o.o LOL. scary person luh, keep saying "what de!"
so cos of theory clz and abit of reluctance on my part,
i didn't go out with daniel :D YAY. i rock. no luh. kidding(:

went home and msged yingliang again, cos it was so freakingly fun.
he suddenly become crappy and talkative like the 4 shaoye in enive ._.
so talked alot. and finally i was slpy so i tao-ed him(:

FRIDAY aka YTD.
was fun tooooo x3 morning clz com = sof, sam, nya, me.
we so nice buy mameee make vday card for the clz lehs :D wah, we rock.
anywaaaay, then nothing fun alr except kimberly and sofina,
don't know why they like so high :X so keeeep talking((((: YAY.
hahha. kakakah. blah. then after sch was AMAZINGLY FUN.

i think if there's a lvl singing competition, enive would PAWN.
any clz wanna challenge? LOL!! after sch, arnd 10 of us stayed a sang.
sang what HSM harmonising, chinese song,
thn guides and choir did our separate dances.
was damn bleeedy cooool i tell you(: werock, wepwn.

and then PT. i can't run lah, since my leg is still suffering frm sprain.
so i not purposely faked arthur to run 4 round, thn he comeback say,
"lousy lah, i nid run 3 rounds only". HAHAH xD blah,
he's mean but nice lah. dunnooooo :X LOL.
and played capt ball, i fell lorh.
cos i act smart, leg pain liao still go play. so now even painer.

choir was torturous lorh. tay was in in chao bad moood, dunno why.
thn in 3 hrs we only allowed to sit 1-2 times. KAO right? D:
i think it frightened the yr1s liao.

and xingganlicious, the BOYFREN thing is gongping zhan zheng.
ha! we must see who get him first. not snatch(: see xinggan or sexy pwn.
:D AHAHHA.

went home and they all talked about audition, so i down there diamdiam -.-
LOL. i think i want to ask the junoirs to go home with us,
more fun. we run out of topics alr(:
junoirs are nice lah, but each hv their problems, sarah must be accepting(:

BLAH. and byeee. end of ytd.

TODAY
just had pianooooo. i suck at classical can?! ohshooot. i want POP.
i rockrockrock at POP, k, you can go ask anyone that. LOL, jk larh.
but seriously, its 139042803948times nicer than classical(:

later's guitar, and tmrw's guitar competition.
i hppe i can GET IN man. :D LOL. to finalS(:
ming tian is semifinals.

annd right, tmrw is KIMBERLY HOUSE DAY :D ohyeah, boobleah((((:
gnna be fun with my dearests.

2008-02-12T19:13:00.000+08:00

hahah, today was okay i guess.
went to sch lateeeee :X thn its like damn GL lah,
cos the sc on duty was joshua, hais -.-
and then he was like, "nowonder ni zou lu jiang qi guai."
LOL. my leg sprain siah, thats why i late mah.
and HSM dance also cannot tiao hao o.o

ohyeah. the history prj is almost doneeee!! :D
left with rason balls, the lagger .__. whahah. sicko.
hurry up snd lahhh.

and french was freaaaaky, cos i was super slpy,
and sitong forgotten to buy lollipops ^^ hahah.
anywaaaays, there was the CHOIR thingy tooo.

yay! don't need go malta, can go somewhere else.
either vienna, slovakia or poland. wonderful righttt?
all these countries sound MUCH better than malta(:
three cheers for the agencies that cldn't make it. ROCKERS.

and weixuan is so super cuteeeeee (: yes, and he's loud,
and blahblahblah, but still, NICE :D hahahah.

okaaay. science test on THURS. omg, wake up sarah,
time to bless yourself with exam-wise dust,
study hard and mug hard. you can do it!!
oh, like reaaaal.

my leg still hurts!
the join dislocated itself -.-

2008-02-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

heeeello. yesterday and today rocked.
okay, today maybe didn't rock so much.

ytd, godparents brought us out to eat good food.
omgzxzx. and I WATCHED KUNG FU DUNK.
its nicenicneice. and you all should watch it.
i feel so dui bu qi ruowei, sofina and kim, cos i prmiz thm.
but i don't midn watching 2nd time(:
jaychou is so shuai bballing :D ahahh, but the show horh,
lack abit of those ai qing pian duan. whahahah.
clar watche cj7. and she said its nice, shll watch it somedaaay.

today: morning performmm. wooohoo, yeahright.
haihao lah, bucuo. jst that i think we're on the soft side again.
but its okay, jiayouuuu(: LOL. im a sucker at scores memorising.
trust me, especially hungarian.
HENG! ms.tham let me xingganlicious and janeeey sing simple part.
if sing ting that part i confirm knns.

and i went haunted house and got my leg sprained.
yes, no PE. no WALKING. haah, im serious. i'm limping.
i think needa do operation, cos i don't trust chi doct. no offence.
:D and i think tmrw you'd all see me limping (:
kao nia, how i dance hsm? ohshucker.

and ohyah, zh is being asshoooole, again. don't worry, i shall TAO you[:
im a better tao-er than last time the you lorhzxzx.
bah, french tmrw. must get a good rest tonite,
so i won't slp and kn again(:

ahhah. but what am i doing? lame history prj. which is damn irrit.
cos i hate it like hell. and the fugly case study and comparison thing is shit.

okay, im going downstairs to eat the fried taokua my mom fried.
ahah, byeeee.

2008-02-09T14:01:00.000+08:00

heeello. later out visiting at my aunty's house warming party.
o.o then i get to see everyone and have a lovely boring time again(:
I ROCK. no lah, joking.

bt, i still can't find a nice blogskin, and ive been like searching for ages.
i can't even find a nice layout to edit -.-
im sorry if you had to crank your eyeballs or whatever to read my words D:
i'd be a nice person and change it that is, as soon as possible.
cos i realised ive been making empty promises on my tagboard,
abt changing this blogskin.

monday, wear AUSPICIOUS color shirt to school ><
manz, can't we just wear sch uni? and not so mafan or whatvr? .__.
aiyo, still need to wear auspicious siah, why not black or white or GREY? TT
BLAAAAH. not funny. im still mugging out my math worksheet,
which is bleeedingly irritating, cos of the stupid indices, i HATE it `.`

i lost my earpiece, i lost my earpiece i lost my earpiece, erghhhh! BOO.
either i save my money to buy new earpiece, or change to the spare nokia phone.
but i love sony erricson, so how?!!! -.-
and the nokia is 3.2 mgpx. but, its grey, and i don't like grey phones,
i prefer pink or white or some nicer colors phoooone. SHIT me, for losing the ep ><

i want teachers day to come now cny passed,
so i can seeeee everyone again. yeahhoo(: cos i love everyone there.
except maybe a few .. like duh, who doesn't have enemies.
and my enemies are those pri sch DUAPAI ppl, come sec sch, not duapai lerh.
D: and BOOBLEAHOOOHEH. ><

i got sore throat and its bleajijfnbsdjfsjindfjn, unwanted.
cos monday's audition and im good so i really revised my score, as in, really.
not scan through those kind. im nice horh? LOL! :D

kkkz. lunchlunch. mom cooook niceeee. but she doesn't usually. pathetic.
>< BAH, bye.

2008-02-07T23:31:00.000+08:00

okaaay. peeeekchures people :D
camwhoring on cny is FUN(: and zi-lianess would actup :]

2008-02-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

hello. my stupid fone has probs importing peekchuresD:
ahahh. CNY. okay, HAPPY CNY EVERYBODY. cliche, yeah.
anyway, fotos later ^^

ytd morning went to the macs opp shps to do prj,
with sofina, enya and rason balls -.-
okaaay. then i so ~~nice~~ did my part of research the night before,
and did my part of the case study in the first part of the prj,
so late i slack alr. nicky met us, then she, me and enya went to shps.
hahah. and the guys were damn shy.
and yingliang cut his stupid hair to spikes, i don't like .__.
met darling caro and esther, jq is ill DDDD:
okaay, then talked somemore, and i went bck to macs.
with caro, esther, nicky and joey. while the rest of the girls went TM.

then at macs we coincidentally met yingliang, ks, weibin and um, tiongjin.
then i first saw them i paiseh lorh, wth ><
okaay, wdvas. then rason and his sickstuff, make me embarass myself,
by being so uncouth, cos i went horny like the rest.
i bet the 4 boys thought that me and nicky are sick idiots now o.o
cos i kept saying rason grew horns D: HAHAHAH. who cares lah(:

kay, then did somemore, and went back home to get changed for visiting.
went to paternal side which was dead boring.
so smsed eugeeeene, who had ulcer. aww, poor thing. wahah.
and talked to kimberrrrlaye :D which was entertaining(:
and me and kimberly talked about the gay cousin which apparently was,
standing next to me and hearing what did i hv to say about him.
and kimberly met him b4. and he couldn't fenbian some cashcard o.o

i swear all my cousins there are either guai or pai :D
cos the pai ones, use their earpiece and talk on the phone even when they're eatin.
not one but many. no wonder my mom thinks im guai(:
and the guai ones HELP in evveeeerything.
but right, now most of the guai ones have what, engagement partner,
or boyfriends or girlfriends.
i tell you its sibeh GL cos i think they're about 30 peepzxs there -.-
and some i dont know.

then later at 10 plus went to my BELOVED MATERNAL SIDE,
don't blame me for biasness but seriously lah :D
and ate delicious steaaaamboat(: yeahyeah! (:
cdjj gave me a nice HUGE white necklace :D she got frm the cart nxt door.
then they all apply the pink nail polish, and i wanted to GL so i didn't apply.
LAWLS. hahah.

then went garden at hougang with them to see flowers.
kao, my uncle is a super bargainer lah, compared to my aunty =.=
ahahhah, can frm $168 become $78. eh, bucuo lerh leh :D
i think living things are a waste of money ):
cos they'd die some day, and its hard wrenching and breaking.
you're sad it died and you're heartbroken it wasted yr money .__.

okay. todaaaaay :D
wore my dress that went out again.
to my MATERNAL SIDE(: to bainian. and there's veg food, which i like :]
so i pigged out T.T ahhahx. then later zhouchuming came again.
wahlao, the daughters cute like hell. and the older one wore bareback,
amazing lah :D so young and sweeeet (:

then gambled a hell lot and i got alot of earnings aside frm my capital.
i love balak/21dian and poker :D quited taiti, found it addictive.
and they mahjong-ed tooo <3

then went my godmothers hse bai nian ;DDDD woohoo.
extraaaa angpow. i love redpackets, since im allowed to keep mine(:
I ROCK. ohhhyeah. :D redpackets and money and gambling is cnyloved.
became quite sian.

later went back to grandma's hse to LAOYUSHENG :D ahahh. cool leh.
cos they decided to try the vegetarian yusheng, and its nicer than the real one.
first time i ate more than one mouthful (: lols!

kay, THEN WENT TO PATERNAL SIDE againzxz. kao, sian.
and then talked to eugeeene and sofina.
its not fair cos eugene got to watch the ah long pte ltd las nite o.o
but i rather watch kungfu dunk. cos got jaychou (:
jaychou, evanyo and MINGDAO are loves. :DDDDDD
shared with kimberly and sofinaaaaa (:

kkkz, then watched alot of teeeeveee, i think my degreee increased.
cos the there's tv at the 2 living rooms,
then i scared i on too loud disturb the other side, so i didn't rely on voice,
i went to eye the subtitles. and since i left my specx at hme,
so i sit less than 1m away frm the tv lo, hahahh. eh, but jingshi is mafan one k.
i hate myopia cos it very well sucks.
i can't imagine remembering myself crazying over specs when i was p2 D:

yeah, then they gambled but i didn't want to gamble anymore ><
don't wanna lose my earnings, ahhah. so sat there and watched tv till go home.
then realised i LOST my earpiece, WTH .__. and i was goddamned pissed,
cos i searched high and low and cldnt find it wheeerevar o.o sucks man.
i have to use my money to buy NEW ONE D:
anybody care giving me one for freeeee? no lah, jkk.
thinking of needing to spend my hard saved money, is irksome D:

kay, then im home. lovely new year? not so lah, more like boring.
ahhaha. okay, one year passes so quickly. then i look at my pictures few yrs bck.
i couldn't recognise myself lerh :D hahah.

the stupid bluetooth thingy takes soooooo damn long, im pisser and pisser alr lah.
D:

gotta change my blogskin, everyone says the words are too small :D